Chapter 1

My heart was in cloud nine when I saw the result of my pregnancy test. It is positive. Zayn and I were having a baby, And I can't wait to tell him that we are expecting our little one.

I compose my self and then I dialed his number but he decline the call, maybe he is in his meeting. But I really want to tell him about our baby so I keep on calling his number, and after 8 dials he finally pick up.

"What?" He asks, and then I bite my lips when I heard his voice and I am imagining his reaction when he knew about my pregnancy.

"Let's meet in the cafè near your condo baby, I wanna tell you something" I excitedly said but Zayn on the other line was just silent.

"Can't you just said it directly in the phone?" He asks.

"Nope. It's a surprise baby. I'll be waiting for you" I wispered and I also giggled. I really can't wait to see his reaction. I know it would be epic!

I did not recieve any response from him as he ended the call. I've notice that he is been so cold towards me this past few weeks but I just ignored it maybe he is just been stressed in work, because the company of his parents was now under his name. The Lerverza and the Montero. So maybe he is just stress out.

But before going to the cafè naisipan ko muna na dumaan muna sa bestfriend kong OB. We are classmates since highschool and I can really say that we are best of friends.

"What brought you here?" Tanong ni Aleah ng makapasok ako sa clinic niya her eyebrows just raised on me and then I just rolled my eyes and I handed her my pregnancy test. Unti unti namilog ang mga mata niya at bumsling sa akin like it was not going to happend.

"Buntis ka?" Tanong niya sa akin.

"What the results say?" I asks back.

"Its positive! May matris ka!" She beamed. Gusto kong batukan itong si Aleah dahil masyado siyang OA. Syempre natural lang na may matris ako kase babae ako.

"That is why I'm here to check if my baby is healthy" I said and then she nods at pinahiga niya ako sa kama na ginagamit niya sa mga pasyente niya and then she put some cold gel on my stomach and then she put some device that connects in another device where you can your baby.

"Oh my god." Aleah was shock of what she see in the monitor. She keep on moving the device na nakapatong sa tiyan ko.

"Based on the size of your baby, You are four weeks pregnant. Congrats Schaz." She geniunely said and then I smiled at her.

After that she oriented me more about pregnancy things, and then the do's and don't of a pregnant woman.

"Here." She handed me some of pictures of my baby from the ultrasound, and then I can feel my heart is clouded with happiness. Because finally Zayn and I are having our little one.

"Come back here next week. For your monthly prenatal checkup" Paalala niya sa akin and I nods and then I bid goodbye to her and then I go to the nearest cafè in Zayn's condo.

Pagkapasok ko palang ay amoy ko na ang vanilla scent ng cafè and I search for Zayn, and I saw him sitting in one chair, intge two seater table.

"Hi baby" I greeted and then I kissed him in the cheeks, I thought he will kissed me, but he did not and I don't make it as a big deal.

"What is the surprise you are saying?" He said with no emotion. No tenderness, no softness. Nothing. And that makes me feel afraid.

"We are having our little one" I said in happy voice. I observe his reaction, hoping that he will be happy but I'm wrong. He was not happy. No emotion is written in his face and I can't determine if he is happy or not.

"You're pregnant?" He asks. And I nod as my smiles widen.

"I don't want it" He simply said. Like it was just a business proposal.

"W-what do you mean you don't want it?" I was stammering as I asked him. Napailing ako sa pagkaka intindi ko sa mga sinabi niya, Iba naman siguro ang ibig niyang sabihin niya diba?

"I'm getting married. And I also want to break up with you" My world was stunned of what he said.

My heart was like shattered into pieces of what he just said infront of me and I can't believe it!. He is getting married? How is that? We are in a relationship for almost two years! And now he will just say he is getting married to other woman?

"B-but W-we A-are having a child Zayn, Tapos magpapakasal ka sa iba? What is running in your mind?" Nagkakanda utal utal na ako habang nagsasalita.

"Abort it, I don't want that child, If you want to keep it then keep it, ayokong makasabit ang apilyedo ko sa batang yan" He harshly said.

I give him the ultrasound of our baby hoping that it could change his mind, pero nabigo na naman ako. Imbis na tignan iyon ay tinabig niya iyon.

"You can't change my mind Schazna.Leave. I don't want to see your face" Dagdag niya.

"But it is our baby Za-" Hindi na natuloy ang sasabihin ko ng tinulak niga ako at muntikan na ako nadapa buti nalang at hindi ako nadapa. At doon na ako natauhan.

"Fine. Ayaw mo sa batang to? Pwes sisiguraduhin kong wala kang mababalikan kapag pinanganak ko na to" I coldly said saka pinulot ang ultrasound ng anak ko saka ko dinuro si Zayn.

"Pagkalabas ko dito sa lugar na to ay wala ka nang anak sakin." I said and I leave the cafè. Tinitignan kami ng tao but I don't care. Lumabas ako ng cafe at pumasok sa kotse ko.

As the moment I enter my car. I cried heavily because of what just happend I while ago. I can't believe that Zayn could do that. Now I know, Hindi batayan ang tagal ng relasyon kung gaano ka kamahal ng isang tao. Kahit isang daang taon pa kayo magkasama kung hindi sayo umiikot ang mundo niya, Iiwan ka talaga niyan. I cup my belly as tears escaping from my eyes.

"Sorry anak hindi maibibigay ni mama ang kumpletong pamilya na pinapangarap ng ibang bata. Pero I'll work as hard as I can to fulfill your papa's absences.