Chapter 4

SCHAZNA'S POV

Few months after my miscarriage I went back to my parent's house and few more months I think my head is going to explode. I still have morning sickness and weird cravings. And what is worst that I am dying to see Zayn but I know the fact that I couldn't have him, He is engage or maybe married by now.

I lift my blouse and I look at my belly, it is still bloated but I still think otherwise, And today I will confirm it. I'll see my OB friend today to confirm everything, I already talk to mommy and daddy and they told me to confirm everything and I thank them for that.

"Manang Lourdes, Pakisabi nalang kina mommy na aalis na po ako" Saad ko at tumango naman si manang Lourdes at saka umalis na ako. I use the spare keys of my car and I go to Aleah's clinic.

"Grabe yung nextweek mo Schaz umabot ng tatlong buwan" There was a sarcasm in her voice and I sit on the sofa.

"I had miscarriage" Deretsahan saad ko and she was stilled when she hear what I said

"I'm sorry hindi ko kase alam" Her voice now was caring and sge sit next to me.

"Can't move on?" She asks and I nods

"I don't know if this is still halucinations or what, I still have morning sickness and my belly is started to bloat." I said and I heard Aleah take a deep breath.

"Come on let us see" She said at sinamahan niya ako sa may loob, I took a deep breath, Eto na talaga kapag lumabas na wala na talagang buhay sa sinapupunan ko ay kahit masakit ay pipiliting kong kalimutan na lahat. Hindi man madali to lahat sa akin lalo na hanggang ngayon ay hanap hanap ko parin si Zayn. I want him to be here with me but how? Ikakasal na siya.

Aleah did the usual thing. Putting the cold gel on my bare stomach at ipinatong ang isang device na kumukunekta sa monitor, Ipinalibot niya iyon sa tiyan ko ang then her eyes widen habang patuloy na pinaiikot ang masyadong kabigatang bagay sa tiyan ko.

"Schaz, May buhay pa sa loob mo!" She cheerfully said and tears started to stream in my face, I am shitting tears. Sobrang saya ko dahil nandito parin siya sa loob, hindi niya ako iniwan.

"B-but the doctor said that I lost the baby, What happend?" I ask Aleah, She carefully take off the device and then unplug it and she look at me.

"You and Zayn supposed to have triplets, Pero dahil hindi mo ako sinunod, you have been into so much stress kaya hindi kinaya nang isa but there are still two lives inside you!" I smiled and I caressed my stomach.

"Now this time Schaz kung gusto mong mabuhay ang anak mo please listen to me, Iwasan mo na ang stress" I nodded and she give me the ultrasound of my twins. I also ask kung bakit hindi niya agad sinabi na triplets ang anak namin and bakit isa lang ang nakitang fetus noon sa last ultrasound ko. And she explains na that time is hindi pa raw noon sigurado kung isa lang ang bata sa loob ng matres ng isang ina. Sabik na sabik akong umuwi sa bahay upang ibalita kina mommy at daddy ang lahat. Medyo maagan na rin ang loob ko kina mommya t daddy dahil hindi na nila ako pinipilit sa mga bagay na ayaw ko, they finally learn to support me in my niche.

"Schaz saan ka na naman galing?" Mom was worried thinking that I attempted suicide again. I just smile widely at her as I hug her,I hug her tightly.

"What is up anak? Bakit ganyan ka saya?" She asks and I pull out from my bag the ultrasound copy that I have. I look at mom sudden reaction she was shock habang pa palit palit ang tingin niya sa ultrasound copy at sa tiyan ko.

"D-diba nakunan ka nak? Then what is this?" She ask, still confused.

"Oo mom, Nakunan ako but there are two babies who choose to stay with me at sila dalawa ngayon ang bagong dahilan ko para mabuhay." Mom's mouth was parted due to shock she wasn't expecting this.

"Oh my I'll call your dad" She said and she go back to the kitchen and then after a while I heard her screaming at dad.

"What do you want hija? Just tell mommy at gagawan natin yan ng paraan" Mommy said and she started to caress my stomach.

"Wala naman po akong cra- Dad you are here" Hindi na natapos ang sasabihin ko ng dumating si dad he is smiling from ear to ear and he caress my stomach

"Magpakabait kayo mommy niyo okay? Mommy la and Daddy lo are excited to see you two" A warm hand touch my heart I never thought that dad could be this softie when it comes to grandchild. He hugged me and I hug him back just like how I hug him when I was kid. "You deserve it anak, I know god knows how much you deserve this two angels" He said and I just smile

"And I know this will ruined the moment I want to tell you something anak" Dad's expresion suddenly become serious kaya bigla akong napatigil.

"You know that Zayn's dad and I are bestfriends since we are in high school and then he want us to be present on his son's wedding, I know this is painful that is why I want to ask you if you want to come with us?" Dad asks me at napaiwas naman ako ng tingin ito yung inaasahan at iniiwasan kong mangyari. I really loved Zayn kaya mahirap sa akin yung ginawa niya na basta basta nalang niya akong iniwan, He left me pregnant with his child but they said acceptance is the key to be truly free, Kaya kahit mahirap ay pipilitin kung dumalo sa kasal ni Zayn.

"I know this is going be hard but I'll come I guess acceptance is the key to be free? maybe if I attend I'll realize that our chapter is closed and done." Mom and smiled at me and hug me.

"But are you going to tell him about your pregnancy?" Mom ask as she tuck my hair at the back of my ear.

"As much as I want to, but I known I can't alam na ng lahat na nakunan ako kaya kung magsasabi ako ay hindi sila maniniwala and he already said that he doesn't want the child ayoko nang ipilit ang mga magiging anak ko sa kanya" I give tight smile and I'm happy that mom and dad respect my desicion I know how much they want to let Zayn know about our baby but they remain silent since I don't want him to know.

ZAYN'S POV

I lean my back at thr recliner as I stare at the ceiling, Being a CEO is really damn draining it is still morning but it feels like 5pm.

"Sir your dad is here should I let him in?" I heard my secretary speak from the telecom and my senses freshen when I heard that dad is coming.

"Yes let him in" I said at bumukas naman ang pintuan ng opisina and it was dad. I look at him and he just smirk at me.

"Don't worry son, I came here with the good news" He said.

"Spill it dad" Bagot kung saad sa kanya.

"Samuel said he and his wife and his daughter will be attending to your wedding" My fist started to crumpled as I heard that word wedding again. That word that really f*cks up my life! At nang dahil sa kasal na yan nasira kami ni Schazna.

"We already talk about it dad godamn times already! At pumayag na rin sila na iurong ang kasal why are you keep mentioning that!" He just smirk and he sit infront of my recliner and table

"I arrange a mairrage for you and Schazna" Napaangat ako ng tingin sa ama ko.

"You what?" He just clicked his tounge. And he stands up.

"Ikakasal na kayo ni Schazna sa susunod na linggo, it wil be a private wedding no one will know pambawi na namin to sayo ng mommy mo" He said as if it is no big deal.

"What if she refuse and runaway?" I ask.

"Edi gipitin mo, Diyan ka naman magaling, Gipitin mo siya anong silbi nang pagiging most influencial CEO mo kung di mo rin naman gagamitin" Dagdag niya at umalis na. I was still staring at the door kahit wala na doon si dad. He is really dominant and manipulative. At ngayon gusto naman niya kami itali ni Schazna pagkatapos niya kami paghiwalayin. Dad is really insane!