AriezelWe had waited for hours on end for them to finally come out. It was, if anything, a struggle.At first we heard a conflict with the door lock and shouting, only identifying it from the way it projected through the room which was soundproof. After it became quieter, with little snatches of sound here and there until soon, it became completely quiet.It felt like I had been holding my breath for all the time spent, even though in reality I was breathing just fine. Harriet had yawned for the tenth time between then and an orange glow filled the windows, showing that the sun was going down.And then finally, after waiting for so long, the door clicked open with certainty.The door slowly opened, the creaks breaking the silence. There were no other noises at first until footsteps came.Now I was literally holding my breath. I couldn't see them from my eyeshot, so all I could do was anticipate. Was it a success?There came murmurs that I knew I could have easily heard if I heightene
AriezelI had never expected those words to leave his lips.Gasps came from all around me. Looking around, the shock was evident. Even Alys had lost her composure, mouth agape and eyes widened.I turned back the wheels of time in my head, recalling what Asher had told me all those months ago about his past. The ringleader of the people that betrayed and killed his parents and plotted to kill him as well was none other than the former Beta of the pack. Since then there had been no Beta and although Ambrose worked and fulfilled the similar duties, he wasn't titledAnd there was power in a title, especially one as monumental as a Beta. I knew it firsthand from the powers my father had. Not only was there respect attached to it, but it gave a higher status and most of all, showed a level of trust with the Alpha of the pack. It might as well be baring one's back with the trust of it being protected in return to the view of the entire world. It was something so solid that Ambrose couldn't c
AriezelWe stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity. Asher was the first to break the stare.He cleared his throat, Looking down awkwardly.“What are you doing outside?” he asked. His back was against the wall whilst he stared at the window.‘Looking for you’ I thought to reply. But that was too forward, and remembering the words he said in the garden, I couldn't find it in myself to say it.Instead, I shrugged in response, looking away from him to face the window.“I needed the fresh air.” I said, doing my best to ignore the proximity between the both of us. While far from touching, the distance was tempting. I could reach out-I halted those thoughts, shutting down the cries of my wolf.“Your bodyguard didn't notice?” he asked.I let out a small huff once I realised what he meant “Alys ” I emphasized “and the rest are still celebrating. I think they are pretty tipsy, perhaps they'll be unable to go home tonight.”“My doors are always open.” I snapped my eyes towards him
Asher“I forgive you.”From the moment she said those words, my heart lifted.The smile she gave right after was all I needed to feel a burst of longing. It never went away, but thanks to her at the moment, it had multiplied past my boundaries.I wanted to take her into my arms at that moment. I was so, so glad that she had given me a second chance. A chance to prove myself and my love for her.I moved forward, ready to hold her in my arms. I knew it was too forward to think about, but at this moment, I hadn't cared any less. Exhilaration and joy filled me like a drug, taking over mo from within.“I loved her.”I loved AriezelAnd I was going to make it all up to her, even if it was using the last breath I had in me.When I tried to hold her, however, I was surprised to see her hold her hand out to stop- although in hindsight, I shouldn't have been any less shocked. But what truly shook me to the core were the words she said right after.Her words smashed through the hope I had, leavi
AriezelWaking up to a new day felt somewhat different.My head ached slightly, making me groan and turn further into the sheets.Slowly my eyes slipped open, meeting the bright light.I was back in my room. Although remembering how I got back was more difficult, I clearly remembered what happened before that.Blood rushed through my cheeks at the thought. He had asked me if he could pursue me and try courting me again and I said yes.I buried my head into my palms once, shutting my eyes to reality.After everything, I had stopped him and held back. Although I wasn't set on leaving, I couldn't fall back into his arms happily. I hoped that through friendship, I could survive with him. I could be co tent with it, loving him but not being with him.But just like always, he turned my world upside down.His denial was one thing, but at the crucial moment when I could have refused, I should have refused, I didn't.Looking at his eyes which though the atmosphere was dark, still managed to sh
AriezelI held the note in my hands carefully, still reeling from the realization.Looking at them, a sense of joy came to me. But along with it was trepidation.I swallowed the lump in my throat. Looking at the flowers, conflict rose in my mind on what to do with them. I could keep them and maintain them like I had done with all the rest, but if I did that, wouldn't I be accepting him?Goddess, this was so difficult.In the end I shook my head, keeping the note in along with carrying the small flowerpot. It was merely a bunch of flowers and nothing more. There was no hidden meaning behind it and neither would there be meaning if I accepted it. It wasn't a courting gift after all.I continuously reminded myself of that, ignoring the heat that grew warmer in my cheeks as I stepped back into my home, flowerpot and card in hand. Whatever Asher had given me meant nothing.By the time the sun had wanted in the noon sky, that was the moment I finally heard one of the doors open.Looking ov
AriezelEven distantly, I felt the pack buzzing with excitement as the announcement of the new beta spread. Everyone spoke with awe at the event, which was scheduled for the next day.As Harriet and I came home together, we sighed in relief.“It feels strange that we knew about it already." Harriet said, letting out a small chuckle.I smiled in turn. Strange indeed.So far, I hadn't crossed paths with Asher. The sole daily reminder of his words and promise was the flowers, which I always managed to take and keep in the privacy of my room before they could be seen.I couldn't fully understand the reason why I was still accepting them, despite my newfound resolve days ago. I could have easily told Harriet or better, Alys. If I told Alys about I'm I had no doubt that when she went to the pack house again, she wouldn't hesitate to tell Asher off to stop sending flowers. Maybe then he would have stopped sending me flowers and that would be the end of it.But I held my tongue still, and cou
AriezelWhen we all woke up, we began getting ready for the ceremony held at the pack house.We weren’t in a rush as of yet, I, however, was panicking slightly. And it all started from the moment Alys and Harriet showed me their outfits.When they had spoken of the ceremony I thought it was a simple affair like all the announcements so far. In my former pack, we had had the affair during the Mourning period, so there was no festival. Shock filled me when they spoke more in depth as they showed me their outfit.Whilst I was determined to go to celebrate, I had not accounted for what I was going to wear.This was where the problems started.Alys and Harriet looked for clothes that would fit me, but it was all in waste. Both of them weren’t near my size, with Alys’ clothes being an overflow and Harriets far too short and tight. In the end, they perused my closet.“There has to be something.” Alys said, flipping through my wardrobe whilst I paced. I silently berated myself for not prepari