AriezelI held the note in my hands carefully, still reeling from the realization.Looking at them, a sense of joy came to me. But along with it was trepidation.I swallowed the lump in my throat. Looking at the flowers, conflict rose in my mind on what to do with them. I could keep them and maintain them like I had done with all the rest, but if I did that, wouldn't I be accepting him?Goddess, this was so difficult.In the end I shook my head, keeping the note in along with carrying the small flowerpot. It was merely a bunch of flowers and nothing more. There was no hidden meaning behind it and neither would there be meaning if I accepted it. It wasn't a courting gift after all.I continuously reminded myself of that, ignoring the heat that grew warmer in my cheeks as I stepped back into my home, flowerpot and card in hand. Whatever Asher had given me meant nothing.By the time the sun had wanted in the noon sky, that was the moment I finally heard one of the doors open.Looking ov
AriezelEven distantly, I felt the pack buzzing with excitement as the announcement of the new beta spread. Everyone spoke with awe at the event, which was scheduled for the next day.As Harriet and I came home together, we sighed in relief.“It feels strange that we knew about it already." Harriet said, letting out a small chuckle.I smiled in turn. Strange indeed.So far, I hadn't crossed paths with Asher. The sole daily reminder of his words and promise was the flowers, which I always managed to take and keep in the privacy of my room before they could be seen.I couldn't fully understand the reason why I was still accepting them, despite my newfound resolve days ago. I could have easily told Harriet or better, Alys. If I told Alys about I'm I had no doubt that when she went to the pack house again, she wouldn't hesitate to tell Asher off to stop sending flowers. Maybe then he would have stopped sending me flowers and that would be the end of it.But I held my tongue still, and cou
AriezelWhen we all woke up, we began getting ready for the ceremony held at the pack house.We weren’t in a rush as of yet, I, however, was panicking slightly. And it all started from the moment Alys and Harriet showed me their outfits.When they had spoken of the ceremony I thought it was a simple affair like all the announcements so far. In my former pack, we had had the affair during the Mourning period, so there was no festival. Shock filled me when they spoke more in depth as they showed me their outfit.Whilst I was determined to go to celebrate, I had not accounted for what I was going to wear.This was where the problems started.Alys and Harriet looked for clothes that would fit me, but it was all in waste. Both of them weren’t near my size, with Alys’ clothes being an overflow and Harriets far too short and tight. In the end, they perused my closet.“There has to be something.” Alys said, flipping through my wardrobe whilst I paced. I silently berated myself for not prepari
I froze as I gazed at her, her silvery green eyes taunting me.She wore a red sequin gown. How ironic, as it was in complete contrast to mine. Red and green, how ironic.“Must I say, green really isn’t your color.” She took a step forward and I couldn’t help but flinch. Her past wrongdoings to me still flashed in my mind.Unfortunately, I knew I had taken the wrong step as her lips curled into an obviously smug smile. By giving a reaction, I had let her know that she had affected me.“But it doesn’t matter, does it? No matter how much you primp up, a beggar will still be a beggar. In the end, your bond will remain broken and you'll have to go off on your own.” She tutted.Confusion hit me at her words before the realization hit. It seemed like she was still under the belief that Ahser was still responsible for breaking the bond. Even more, it seemed like she didn’t know about our reconciliation or Asher’s pursuit of me.Had Asher not told her anything? I forced my face to be neutral t
Ariezel was beautiful.I knew it from the moment I found her unconscious in the forest, though then I dared not notice. I knew it through every smile, every kiss.But the moment she came into view in the hallway, in that green dress, I was sure I couldn’t breathe anymore. She was everything I wanted. And even during the Beta ceremony, I couldn’t keep my eyes on her for long. It traveled through till the moment I watched her leave the place. Worry had shed in my heart then, wondering if I had crossed the line and gone too far.Now though, at this moment when her soulful blue eyes met mine, I couldn't say a word.Even from afar, the dress she wore framed her shape and curves perfectly.The worst part of it all was that despite all the looks of admiration she was given, she seemed utterly oblivious to it all. Time and time again I could partially feel the stares she was given. My wolf was growling deep inside me to lash out at anybody who dared to look at her.‘You lost that right’ I re
AriezelSlowly but surely, I loosened up and celebrated the festivities.Alys had disappeared from the hall again, but I didn't mind. I ended up staying by Harriet's side throughout, remaining a silent hovering presence while she spoke to people. I was once again reminded of the reason I got on easy with her as she spoke to others. She was the essence of a social butterfly, flitting from conversation to conversation with a smile. The fact that she held me throughout was a reminder that despite her outgoing nature, I was one of her few closest person's, and I never felt more privileged till that moment.Despite my rational thoughts, I still glanced around, hoping to spy the familiar figure, but it seemed like Asher had also disappeared from the venue. I swallowed the disappointment that came forth. I shouldn't be disappointed . So in the end, I continued moving around with Harriet.Soon enough, the drinks I had taken finally got to me.Excusing myself from Harriet, I went to the bathro
AriezelA warm touch came onto me, making me flinchI instantly turned on the alarm, only to find a pair of green eyes on mine.‘Was this a dream? Had I somehow imagined him?’ I wondered to myself.“Had this been a dream, I wouldn't be so ugly today, right?”I immediately startled back, flushing when I realized what he said. Had i…had I somehow said my thoughts out loud.Sucking in my breath I pursed my lips as he came towards me.“Do you often dream of me? Or was today special?” he teased.He seemed to take it so jokingly. I hardened my face, looking away.“What are you doing here?” I asked. I wouldn't give him the benefit of answering his question.“I told you, I'm pursuing you, just as we agreed upon."I glared back “We didn't agree upon anything”“But you said yes.” he raised his eyebrows at me. In spite of everything I couldn't find it in myself to refuse or retract my previous statement.Frustrated, I looked away.We remained in comfortable silence before we spoke out of nowhere
Ariezel The meeting for the mating ceremony went well. At least, that was what I thought considering that I couldn't fully focus on it in the first place. Most of the formalities were done and Harriet and I- in all honesty- were not truly needed for anything other than as moral support for Alys and probably to make a suggestion or two. It wasn't anything more and I was glad for that because I couldn't think most of the time. The majority of my focus was on Asher always finding his eyes on me. Felt the prickling sensation course through me. I knew through my instincts that it was him and everytime I felt it, it was difficult to breathe. Yet as I looked around, it seemed like nobody else recognized it or even noticed it. Was I perhaps going crazy? I would have thought I was, but my instincts didn't lie. By the time we were done I had to compose myself well enough to stand up naturally when everything was over. Alys had bid us a temporary goodbye before going off with Ambrose to spe