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Chapter 31
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2021-07-29 13:22:01Semester break came in as fast as a second and I didn’t even notice that it’s, once again, the start of school. Hell, I didn’t want to go back to school.
Hell knows how hard I tried to not to go out of the house during the vacation because I’ve been avoiding Knight with all my might. I didn’t want to see him. I didn’t want to bump into him. Heck, why did I even fall for him?
I don’t know what to do.
Since that day I broke up with him face-to-face, he hasn’t shown his face to me. Or did I just not go out that I haven’t seen his face? But he didn’t send me anything. No messages. No calls. No letters. None at all. So, I thought he accepted it whole-heartedly. And perhaps, maybe he had a good time with Serena and his family. He should…right?
Ugh. Why am I feeling bitter? I am the one who broke up! I shouldn’t feel bitter! Not to him.
“Ashejan Araullo, come down now!” I
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The room went all silent and the only thing heard is my loud gasp at how shocked I am with Mark’s words. How can he manage to make his image bad on his first day of class? Why did he have to say that in front of the whole class?He didn’t have to save me from Julian Paredes’s hands. I can manage. Besides, I’m already used to it – Julian Paredes’s bullying.Genina looked at me with wide eyes as her eyes darted to the man beside me. Hell, I didn’t want to look at him. I don’t want to look at Knight.I looked at Julian Paredes and he is also as shocked as everyone else. He looked at me alarmed. Fuck it. Why did he have to push buttons of someone anyway?I heard Mark smirk. “Don’t talk as if you know everything.” He told Julian before he went back to his seat behind me. And at the mere loss of contact with Mark, I felt relieved. It’s as if I was freed from prison.“Are you al
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Chadwick drove me home after making me stop crying. I swear if he isn’t Chadwick, I would’ve cried even more. But since it was him, I reduced a liter from my falling tears.Good thing, though. Because I wouldn’t want to faint in dehydration.He muttered some comforting words as I was crying my heart out. He, too, was shocked to know that Knight is a family man. He had never expected me to fall for a guy with a daughter at such a young age.Oh, who said I wanted to?If only I had known him for a little more time, I wouldn’t have let myself fall for him. But I was too gullible to still do.I walked to my room, trying my best ninja moves so as to not cross paths with my sister or with my parents. I swear if they saw me looking like this, they’re going to ground me for the whole winter break. That’s torturous!Who in the world would want to be grounded for the whole season break? Not me. Definitely not me!
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“Ashejan, please talk to me.”I don’t really know what I will say. Damn. I can’t even move an inch after his revelation. I wanted this right? I wanted to know everything. But why do I feel so regretful that I had to know the truth? I got what I want but why does this hurt so much?I looked at him with my mind blank. I don’t know what to say or how to react. I’m way too shocked to even give him a better reaction.He’s a father. He has a two-year old daughter and she’s named Serena. All this time, I was jealous of the wrong girl.So that’s why he said he would never date Serena, our classmate. He’s just close to her because she’s a nerd and she’s the same name as his daughter.Knight held my hand. He must have noticed that I wasn’t myself. Hell yeah, I wasn’t myself these past few days. I don’t know if I will ever be.I can be with a playboy or a Casanova
