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Chapter 14 — Engagement
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Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 15 — The moment
"What?!" Hindi ko mapigilan na mabulyawan si Acheros.Hindi ko alam kung nasaan kami. Bigla nalang n'ya akong hinila sa kung saan man na parte nang palasyo ito. "Just when did I approve to be your wife?" I didn't object in front of the guest though so I guess he owes me.Ngumisi si Acheros sa harap ko. Tinaasan ko naman s'ya nang kilay. "Correction...fiancee," hindi nawawala ang mapaglarong-ngisi n'ya habang nag-aalboroto na ako dito. Mukhang nasisiyagan pa s'ya sa reaksyon ko.Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa paligid habang paulit-ulit na pinaalala sa sarili ko na kailangan kong taasan ang pasensya dahil hindi normal na nilalang ang nasa harap ko. Currently, I am subjected as nobody. Well... I am a guest but compared to him...I am nobody."Don't worry. I am pissed because of what Felicity did but I am sure that she will still call herself as my fiancee...everybody will still address her as my fiancee," nagkibit-balikat s'ya at parang balewala lang sa kan'ya ang sinabi n'ya sa harap na
Huling Na-update : 2022-11-28Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 16 — Rumors
Nakaupo kami ngayon sa upuan na gawa sa kahoy. Kaming dalawa mismo ang gumawa nito dati. Of course with a little magic this wooden chair last for years. "Ang dali lang naman pala 'non," sabi ko. Pinipilit kong magbiro at gawing magaan ang paligid. Hindi para sa kan'ya kundi para sa akin. Tumawa si Acheros. "Alam kong marunong ka. Hindi nga kita halos naturuan dahil bago pa man ako makapagsalita ay nagawa mo na." Muscle memory, I guess?Hindi ako nagsalita. I just want to feel the moment. Hindi pa rin naman nawawala ang galit ko. Hindi rin nabawasan. Hindi napunan. Ganon pa rin. "I guess some things never change." Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdaman at ninanamnam ko lang ang pagkakataon ngayon. Ang daming kong katanungan. Gustong-gusto ko s'yang harapin at tanungin lahat nang bumabagabag sa'kin. I admit it. Kahit masakit na aminin. My pride and ego are what keeps me. "You know I love someone..." Marahan na sabi ni Acheros. Hindi ako nagsalita kaya nagpatuloy s'ya. "She's the only pers
Huling Na-update : 2022-11-28Her Desires (TagLish Version) Prologue
I feel so weak in this body. It's very far from my liking but I heard na ito yong katawan na pinili nya, suits her.It all started the day after our birthday. I've shared this body with someone whom I loathe so much. Well, mas mabuting sabihin na nagsusumiksik ako sa katawang hindi naman akin.She's known to be so nice and pretty kind to everybody in this lifetime while I'm the complete opposite. I take over this body most of the time after kong mahawakan ang sandatan konektado sa nakaraan kong buhay.I am completely aware of everything while she's being as dumb as she is. Hindi nya namamalayan na may gumagamit sa katawan nya.I'm known as one of the most powerfull sorceress from my previous life but I was betrayed by someone whom I trust so much that it leads to my death. I don't accept defeat and I am someone who holds a grudge. I was once identified as evil."May m
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-23Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 1 – Styx
I am at the woods, training my self. I've been training for years and my skills in the battlefield remain the same. Expectations from others really makes me feel insecure. As the moon became very visible in the night skies I heard some howls from my fellow werewolves. I'm so sure that I'm alone awhile ago. Napakunot naman ang nuo ko as I slowly follow the direction where I heard it. The howling only last for a minute. I slowly heard the voices and as I walked closer, it becames louder and louder. There's no source of light other than the light that the moon emits. "What about that omega? What are we going to do with her?" It's a male's voice talking. Who are they talking about? All I know is that all werewolves here have a bond as tight as a knot. I'm not good at fighting but one of my special skills is hiding. Father said it's the least thing I could do to save myself and mother said it's the least thing I can contribute in case if something might happen. "She's weak. What's h
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-23Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 2 – A Rebel
I got home feeling exhausted. My whole family is in the living room talking about something but I just walked pass at them. I have nothing in mind other than laying in my bed and rest in peace. I am about to enter my room when I heard my father calling me. "What is it father?" I lazily asked. "Did your mom tell you about our training?" His disheveled hair makes him look neat and presentable. I guess he just got home too. Just a little bit earlier than me. "Yes, she did tell me. Except the date, time and place." I'm so tired! Nahuhulog na talaga yong eyelids ko. Tomorrow princess, are you free?" Agad akong umiling sa sinabi nya. "Father, I'm not free tomorrow. I'm free the day after tomorrow." I said. He shows me his thumbs up and I nod as a response. I'm so tired to keep up with them so I just take a half-bath and sleep. The next day all I did was taking down notes. I often forget my memories so just in case. Just memories of a certain situation. I take down every conversation
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-23Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 3 – Immolation
After that conversation with father, I enter my room. He said hindi na kami tutuloy sa lakad namin. I'm disappointed. Pagkapasok ko ay agad akong pumunta sa table ko. I sit there and kinuha ko ang isang notebook. I write father's name next to Jaime. I remember again my prophecy. They said, you should not see or have any idea about your prophesy because either it will be reversed or it'll happen in a very chaotic and extremely unimaginable way. I rolled my eyes as I remember my so called friends saying their perspectives about being aware of your prophecy. I mean, what's the worst that could happen? Pagkatapos kong magsulat ay nilagay ko sa pinakadulo ng drawer ko yong notebook. I casted a spell on it so no one can open. Just one of the advantages of having this 'death symbol' embroided in me by some weird but fun-to-be-with creature. I am able to cast some minor spells. Kinuha ko ang isa pa sa mga pinakagandang gamit na pag-aari ko. Binuksan ko ang box to see the knife looking bla
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-23Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 4 – Acheros
Agad akong napabangon at hiningal. Tiningnan ko ang paligid ko at kumpirmadong nasa isla pa rin ako. "Cy." So that's her name. From Cy to Styx. Ngayon pamilyar na sakin ang mga mukha nila hindi ko lang ma sabi kung sino. Agad akong tumayo at umalis na sa isla. Ramdam ko pa rin na parang sinusunog ang kaluluwa ko kaya mas maiging umalis na lang muna ako. Hindi na ako nag-abalang tumakbo at magmadali dahil umaga na rin naman at wala akong sapat na lakas para gawin yon. Habang papalayo ako sa isla ay nawawala na ang init na nararamdaman ko. Bumalik na sa normal ang pakiramdam ko. Para akong lantang-gulay na naglalakad. May mga tumatawag sakin pero hindi ko pinapansin. Nagre-replay sa utak ko ang pangayayring yon. "So that's how I died." I exclaimed. A life for a life. Pinipilit kong pakalmahin ang damdamin ko pero hindi ko magawa. Galit na galit ako. Yong tipong gusto kong manakit pero wala akong mapagbuntungan. Nakaka-frustrate. Patuloy lang ako sa paglalakad na wala sa
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-23Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 5 – Forbidden and Cursed
"Hey", sabi ni Jaime habang inaabot ang siko ko. I've been waiting here for almost six hours. Hindi naman ako galit, nagtatampo lang. Hindi naman ako ganito noon. These past few days medyo mainitin na ang ulo ko, medyo lang naman. "You were the one who asked me out. Muntik na akong amagin kakahintay sayo and all this time nakalimutan mo pala and you're with this... wait, who was that girl?," tanong ko sa kanya. I don't know why I always hear this little voices in my head, telling me that Jaime is up to no good and there's a part of me saying that he's cheating or doing something unfaithful. I'm not usually like this...or that's what I thought. "I was busy. They gave me a lot of chores and I was preoccupied this whole time," malambing na ngayon ang boses n'ya. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko habang hinahaplos niya ng marahan ang braso ko. I let out a heavy sigh. Hinarap ko siya at tinitigan ng maigi sa mga mata. "Sorry... I'm just...sorry for acting like this. I understand. I jus
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Nakaupo kami ngayon sa upuan na gawa sa kahoy. Kaming dalawa mismo ang gumawa nito dati. Of course with a little magic this wooden chair last for years. "Ang dali lang naman pala 'non," sabi ko. Pinipilit kong magbiro at gawing magaan ang paligid. Hindi para sa kan'ya kundi para sa akin. Tumawa si Acheros. "Alam kong marunong ka. Hindi nga kita halos naturuan dahil bago pa man ako makapagsalita ay nagawa mo na." Muscle memory, I guess?Hindi ako nagsalita. I just want to feel the moment. Hindi pa rin naman nawawala ang galit ko. Hindi rin nabawasan. Hindi napunan. Ganon pa rin. "I guess some things never change." Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdaman at ninanamnam ko lang ang pagkakataon ngayon. Ang daming kong katanungan. Gustong-gusto ko s'yang harapin at tanungin lahat nang bumabagabag sa'kin. I admit it. Kahit masakit na aminin. My pride and ego are what keeps me. "You know I love someone..." Marahan na sabi ni Acheros. Hindi ako nagsalita kaya nagpatuloy s'ya. "She's the only pers
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 15 — The moment
"What?!" Hindi ko mapigilan na mabulyawan si Acheros.Hindi ko alam kung nasaan kami. Bigla nalang n'ya akong hinila sa kung saan man na parte nang palasyo ito. "Just when did I approve to be your wife?" I didn't object in front of the guest though so I guess he owes me.Ngumisi si Acheros sa harap ko. Tinaasan ko naman s'ya nang kilay. "Correction...fiancee," hindi nawawala ang mapaglarong-ngisi n'ya habang nag-aalboroto na ako dito. Mukhang nasisiyagan pa s'ya sa reaksyon ko.Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa paligid habang paulit-ulit na pinaalala sa sarili ko na kailangan kong taasan ang pasensya dahil hindi normal na nilalang ang nasa harap ko. Currently, I am subjected as nobody. Well... I am a guest but compared to him...I am nobody."Don't worry. I am pissed because of what Felicity did but I am sure that she will still call herself as my fiancee...everybody will still address her as my fiancee," nagkibit-balikat s'ya at parang balewala lang sa kan'ya ang sinabi n'ya sa harap na
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 14 — Engagement
I am trying my best to paint something. We are facing the huge mirror window. Its been ages since the last time I painted that's why I am having a hard time to choose what to paint. Tiningnan ko si Drystan sa tabi ko. Hindi ko mabasa kung ano ang nasa utak nang batang 'to. He said he met me. He met Morana. He said he met me beside a lake but I thought that was a dream. I remember it happened but I didn't know that it was real. What the heck is happening? Tiningnan ko naman ang ipininta ni Drystan. He's good. He looks like he has been doing this for a long time. The way he stroke the brush. The way he chooses the tones. "Did your dad taught you how to paint?" I can't imagine Acheros teaching a child. I just can't imagine the efforts he did. Pinili ko nalang ipinta ang tanawin na nasa aming harapan. Siguro kailangan ko rin 'to para naman malihis ang sarili ko sa mga bumabagabag sa'kin. "Acheros would rather spent his time with 'mom' than teaching me with these things," natatawang
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 13 — Painting
Nakangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan si Drystan. I cannot wait any longer. Biglang sumulpot si Felicity at hinila palayo sa balon si Drystan. What the hell? Saan galing yang babaeng 'yan. Tiningnan ko lang silang dalawa. Paglingon ko sa balon ay wala na ang mga nilalang na nagkukumahog lumabas kanina sa balon. Agresibo akong nilapitan ni Felicity at tinulak. Agad akong napaupo at dumapo pa ang mga palad ko sa matutulis na sanga. I was about to shout at her when someone came and meddle. What the fuck!?Bago ko pa maaninag ang dumating ay may makisig na braso'ng umalalay sa'kin at binuhat ako. "Are you okay?" Agad kong nakilala ang boses nang may hawak sa'kin. "Do I look like I'm okay, Ares?" I cannot hide the sarcasm in my voice upon seeing Felicity placing her hand on Acheros' arms. Nagmamadali akong bumaba sa mga bisig ni Ares at hinarap sina Acheros. Halata sa mukha nito ang galit. "What the hell is happening here?" Dumadagundong ang boses ni Acheros habang nakatitig pa rin sa
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 12 — Well
Paulit-ulit kong binasa ang nasa loob ng sobre. Hindi ko alam kung hindi ba talaga ma-proseso ng utak ko ang bawat letra sa sobre o hindi ko lang talaga kayang taggapin. Itinapon ko kung saan man ang sobre. Hindi ko alam kung saan man dumapo iyon total makakapunta pa rin naman ako sa engagement part dahil nasa palasyo lang rin naman ako. Umupo ako sa kama at nagmumuni-muni sa mga pangayayari at mga posibilidad na mangyari. After I lost consciousness, I just woken up in my room. Alone. With dead flowers in the corner and a letter. I don't even know what that supposed to mean. The first thing that came into my mind was 'what the fuck?'. After that incident, pumupunta naman si Acheros dito. I don't know what's up with him. But everytime he visits me, he made sure that I'm asleep because everytime that I wake up from deep nap or sleep, he just got up and leave. No words being said. Lumabas ako sa pintuan at timing na hahawakan na sana ni Acheros ang door knob. Tinaasan ko s'ya ng kila
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 11 — Worried
I am walking down the hallway. Alone. Pinaalis ko muna si Ares before I enter the restroom. I need some time to think. Papalapit na ako sa bulwagan ng biglang sumulpot sa harap ko si Drystan. "Hi!" This kid looks so fond of me. Maybe I can use this kid as a revenge tool. Just maybe. Ngumiti ako ng matamis at yumuko para magpantay ang mukha namin. "Hey kid. Do you like me?" My question didn't even waived the kid's state of excitement. "This is not the first time you tried to have a conversation with me," marahan at walang paligoy-ligoy na sabi ko.Tumatango-tango naman ang bata habang nakangiti pa rin. "Yes! I like you. Can we be friends?" Hindi ko naman ginamitan ng kapangyarihan ang batang 'to bakit parang nawiwili na sa 'kin 'to. Oh baka naman kilala ako nito? Imposible naman siguro 'yon. Pero paano kung hindi?Ngumiti ako ng matamis sa kaniya at tumango. "Then...can you tell me about your father?" Mukha namang hindi nabigla ang bata sa sinabi ko. "And of course about you...so we
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 10 – Birthday
Palipat-lipat ang tingin ko sa dalawang engrandeng gown. Magaganda ang designs. The marbles, diamonds, crystals and the details are fantastic. The color yellow seems off for me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nakakasilaw na damit ang laging binigay sakin. "Wala bang ibang kulay?" Nilingon ko si Ares habang nakapamewang na pinagmamasdan ang tatlong damit na nakalatag sa kama. "His Highness is the one who chose everything and he specify the color of the dress you are going to wear." I like the attention. Only if I needed it. As of the moment hindi ko kailangan ng atensyon ng nakararami. "I don't like it. I'm very particular and picky especially this is a grand party..." Hinding-hindi ko susuotin yan. "...maybe you can find another outfit. Must be in color red or black," mahinahon ngunit may diin kong sabi sa kaniya. "I'll look for a way," sabi ni Ares at bigla nalang nawala sa paningin ko. Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay bumalik si Ares. Ngayon may dala-dala na siyang engrandeng long dr
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Sinabunotan ko ang sarili ko pagkarating ko sa kwartong pinanggalingan ko kanina. Bwesit! Kanina muntikan na talaga kaming maghalikan. Na-a-amoy ko na nga ang hininga ni Acheros kanina buti nalang may babaeng dumating. Hindi ko na inabalang tingnan kung sino 'yong babae dahil dali-dali na akong bumalik dito. Damn him! Sigurado akong ginamitan niya ako ng kapangyarihan niya. Something like hypnotizing. Sigurado ako. Hindi puwede na nadadala nanaman ako sa kanya. Hindi ako marupok. Hindi ako matitinag. Hindi puwede!Kailangan kong mag-isip ng maraming plano. Para kung sakaling gagamitan nanaman ako ng kapangyarihan ng lalaking 'yon ay may plan b at c at d at hanggang z pa ako. Marupok ang lalaking 'yon. Hindi lang ako. Pero kailangan ko muna kilalanin siya para alam ko kung paano siya paikutin. Para alam ko kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Ayaw ko man aminin pero muntik na ako mawala sa sarili kanina. Hindi na puwedeng mangyari ulit 'yon. Kung mangyari man ulit 'yon ay talagang ikamama
Her Desires (TagLish Version) Chapter 8 – Taken Aback
Wala na. Cy is gone. I should be happy, right? Ito naman yong gusto ko. Ito naman yong goal ko. After she finished her sentence ay bigla nalang siyang nanigas at ilang segundo lang ay nawala na parang bula. Nagkakabuhol-buhol na ang utak ko at hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko. I am not even sure if she's telling the truth or not. Somehow that woman earlier... is familiar. Nakahiga ako sa gitna ng kagubatan kung saan nangyari ang madugong digmaan. My body feel numb. I don't even know what exactly happened. Bigla nalang akong nagising ilang segundong nawala si Cy. Sobrang tahimik ng paligid at naaamoy ko ang malansang amoy ng dugo. May naririnig akong mga yapak sa paligid. Naalarma ako dahil hindi ako makagalaw at mas lalong lumalakas ang mga yapak papalapit sa pwesto ko. Sinubukan kong gumalaw pero hindi ko magawa dahil naninigas ang katawan ko. Literal na hindi ko maramdaman ang katawan ko. Hindi ko nga alam kung patay na ba lahat ng kasali sa digmaan. "Patay na nga laha
