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Exhausted
/ɪɡˈzɔːstɪd/
adjective
very tired.
"she returned home, exhausted from work"
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12 / 08 / 2021
Its that moment….
It is that moment when you know you can no longer go forward. Not because I do not want to , it is because I can not. An unmovable object is implanted in my way , and no matter how much I try I can never seem to get around it. It just stay there ; mocking me as it sees me climb and harshly fall down. It’s mocking laughter p
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