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Alpha female
An alpha female is a powerful and successful woman, often in a leadership role. Alpha females are often described as intimidating by men and women alike.
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4 / 11 / 2021
One could easily call herself a alpha female – sure , she could lift her head a bit higher , walk with power but does that truly make her an alpha female. Of course it does not! Being an alpha female has so much to do with her mentality.
Looking at the mirror once again , I do not see her. I honestly do not see the alpha in me ; all I see is a terrified little girl who wants to hide behind a strong yet caring person. What if that is my problem? What if constantly wanting someone to
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