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chapter 18: Hope he feels the same way
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Aneesa's point of viewI was on my bed after coming back from the horrible dinner with Xander's mum and dad,it was horrible because I did not know what to feel about the fact that Xander's father really hated me and he did not even bother trying to hide it."So how did it go" I heard Renna ask with curiosity obvious in her voice, really in haste to find out out how the date with Xander's parents went."I really do not want to talk about it" I replied getting really frustrated as I thought about what had happened earlier at Xander's parents house."Was it that bad" Reena replied while joining me on the bed."Yes" I said simply not wanting to get into details about the whole situation."You know there opinions do not really matter right?" I heard her say trying her best to make me feel better about the situation."I know but that does not mean,I would not want them to like me right?" I said while looking her her soberly." So mind telling me the problem now?""Okay fine....the mother se
Hating to love you chapter 23: Getting married.
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Hating to love you chapter 25: regretting pasts.
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Xander's point of view"how long does it fucking take Reena to get to a God damn office" I said through gritted teeth while taking my hands into my hair continuously.I had been waiting for Renna for more than two hours of my time,but it did not look like she planned on coming,and to be honest it didn't help cause I felt like I was losing my mind cause I knew I needed to talk to her about Nessa.I knew I wasn't going to be easy,but I knew I needed to do it if I had any plans of keeping my sanity, because I was getting more restless with every minute that passed by.I picked up my phone to check it a new message might have come in,not like I needed one though,but I felt like I just needed to do something to get my mind off over thinking.Picking my phone and going through my test for the umpteenth time in two hours,I realized I did not have as much as a beep from any body which made me drop back the phone with irritation,as I played with my fingers on the office desk."I'm sorry for ke
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Xander's point of view " Williams?" I ask unable to believe the fact that my brother had been responsible for the kidnap in the first place." yes brother " he answered while smiling evily at me." what the fuck is the meaning of this!" I shout at the top of my voice at the moment as all I could see was red." ohhh please shut the fuck up Xander. What do you expect? That I stand and let you take what I want again like you do every fucking time?" I hear him say with total anger.Hell, if I was angry at the moment then he seemed to be in a rage for some reason I do not even seem to understand. " what the fuck do you even mean?" " So now you would pretend like you don't know right? Way to go Xander " he said while laughing sacarastically as he saw the obvious confusion in my eyes at the moment. " okay fine I would make it clear to you. Since we have been brothers, all you have done successfully is take. You fucking take and you just expect me to be happy with it every fucking time. Y
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Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
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Aneesa's point of viewI could not help the continous tears that kept streaming down my face as I tried so hard to get as far away from xander as I could.How could I have been so stupid? How did I even let him get to me. I should have know a leopard never changes it's spot right?. So how the fuck could I have been such a fool to let him deceive me yet again. I suddenly felt a car trying so hard to overtake me,and I could not help but get infuriated as I wondered what on earth was making the driver drive with so much speed and recklessness, I suddenly stop my vehicle preparing to give whoever it was a piece of my mind,as I get down from my car." what the fuck is wrong with you" I say shouting at the top of my voice,and even a blind man could tell it was merely a wrong transfer of aggression. I was suddenly startled when I saw two men with mask covering there faces and also along with very huge physical build moving towards my direction as I prepared to get into my car and run away
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Xander's point of view. I woke up smiling as I look at the very beautiful Aneesa that was currently sleeping peacefully beside me at the moment. I could not help but feel fulfilled that I finally had her all to myself and that there was no restriction hindering us from being together,and then something suddenly hit me as I remembered what I had done to get her to pathner with me to begin with.I knew the last thing I wanted her to do was finding that out,so I knew I needed to do something to urgently stop her from finding that out,and I needed to do that really fast.I felt her stir from beside me,as I watch her beautiful eyes slowly open up as she smiled sweetly at me,which made me remember the events of last night.My eyes travelled down to her nipples which was already stiff from probably being arose and I could not help myself, as I dipped my head down and took them into my mouth,while she moaned beneath me." okay I know what you are up to this morning, but I'm sorry to burst
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Aneesa's point of view" you look very beautiful mummy " I hear my son's tiny voice say from behind me as I look at his direction to see him smiling at me.I was still trying so hard to understand why I had agreed to go on a date with him in the first place,but then it was not like I was giving any choice at the moment. " Thank you so much darling " I say while smiles in his direction as I look at the mirror, hoping that I was not looking so overdressed. I heard my subconscious mind speak to me while telling me why I was trying so hard to impress someone I claim to have no liking towards, but I decided to shake the feeling away while trying so hard to ignore it.I hear my phone beep as I look towards it to see xanders annoying name plastered across the screen of my phone." heyyy" I hear his voice say the moment I pick up the phone." I'm on my way" I say simply before hanging up the call,not at all giving him the chance to conclude what he had started to say.I move toward the door
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Xander's point of view." heyyy mommy,I had a very nice time with daddy. You should have come with is too" he said happily while grinning from ear to ear,totally oblivious of the growing tension between his mother and I." I suppose you did" she said while smiling and kneeling to his level as she ruffled his hair." of course! dad said we would go out again one of this days,tell me you would come along too. Pretty please " I hear him say to his mother, and I almost laughed because I knew quite well that he was putting Anessa in such a difficult situation and the last thing she wanted at the moment was being in the same space with me." of course darling " I hear her reply through gritted teeth and at that moment I wanted to jump up in the air with joy,I mean it was not my intention to use my son as a ploy to get what I wanted,but that seemed to be the only weak point Anessa seemed to have at the moment. " Thank you momma!" he said while smiling so happily at her" you are welcome. So
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