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chapter 100: the start of a new beginning ( the finale)

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Aneessa's point of view.

What the fuck just happened?

Why did I chicken out all of a sudden?

I thought I was so happy that he made it back alive,so why do I still feel this uneasy with him around me.

What exactly is the problem with me?

I mean it is still obvious the chemistry is there,I can feel it like a burning flame which is ready to burn anything that comes into its part.

But then why was I reluctant to have sex with him,why does my mind still call me back even though it is obvious that my heart still loves for him?

I stay at the balcony while looking through thin air and asking myself series of questions as I could not bring myself to understand why I had suddenly chicken out and ran out on him just like that,but it helped me to realise one thing.

Eventhough I badly wanted to forgive him,eventhough my heart was calling out for him and I could not thing of a world without him in it,I was still too scared to be in any sort of romantic relationship with Xander,because no matter ho
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