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chapter 23: Getting married.
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Xander's point of viewAnessa and I were currently on our way to the apartment,as newly wedded couples, when I decided to go online to see what the media was talking about in the recent times.I was not surprised however,when I logged into insta and the first thing I saw displayed on my screen were different pictures of Anessa's and I wedding ceremony,it even had different headlines also associated with it.I decided to switch off my phone and keep it away, cause the last thing I could handle was different messages and calls continually swooping in waiting for me to answer them.But just before I could do that,I saw I call come in from Diane which made me roll my eyes and at the same time peek at Aneesa who was currently seated right next to me."Heyyy Xands what the fuck is all the drama I have been seeing all over the internet" I heard her annoying voice say from the other side of the line immediately I picked up the phone.I rolled my eyes at what she said, because the last thing
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Xander's pov*A year laterI watched Anessa sleeping beautifully on our matrimonial bed,with her brunette hair slightly covering her breast slightly, obviously exhausted from another pent up session of our beautiful love making.It has been exactly a year since I had gotten "married" to Anessa and I could not deny the fact that I was falling deeply in love with her as the day passed by.I always felt a feeling of guilt consume me anytime I remembered the real truth behind our marriage,and also accustomed to the fact that I was always afraid of her finding out about my malicious plans.It was crazy cause I knew I had to tell her,hell only knowing the fact that our marriage had been based on nothing but lies and deceptiveness was enough to give me an headache,it was so hard to decipher.However,the last thing I wanted was her finding out about it in the worst way possible,I knew it would hurt her if I told her personally but at least it would not hurt her as much as it would when it's f
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Xander's point of view"how long does it fucking take Reena to get to a God damn office" I said through gritted teeth while taking my hands into my hair continuously.I had been waiting for Renna for more than two hours of my time,but it did not look like she planned on coming,and to be honest it didn't help cause I felt like I was losing my mind cause I knew I needed to talk to her about Nessa.I knew I wasn't going to be easy,but I knew I needed to do it if I had any plans of keeping my sanity, because I was getting more restless with every minute that passed by.I picked up my phone to check it a new message might have come in,not like I needed one though,but I felt like I just needed to do something to get my mind off over thinking.Picking my phone and going through my test for the umpteenth time in two hours,I realized I did not have as much as a beep from any body which made me drop back the phone with irritation,as I played with my fingers on the office desk."I'm sorry for ke
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Xander's point of view"Ohhh come on Xands what do you think was going to happen....I warned you didn't I?" I heard Andrew's accusing voice from the other side of the line.It has been over 30 minutes since I had called Andrew about what had been bothering me,but instead of him trying to lessen the situation,he did nothing but had fuel to an already burning fire."Do you think I do not know that Andrew....I already do,all I need right now is a solution" I said while pinching the bridge of my nose,as I suddenly felt an headache form in my head."Yeah I thought you already had that planned out....keep hiding it,so she does not find out" I heard his mocking voice say from the other side of the line."That is if that was possible any longer" I muttered but still made it loud enough for him to hear me clearly."And what do you mean by that?" He inquired and I could clearly sense the confusion I'm his voice from the other day de of the line.'Diane knows" I said simply,with fear evident in
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Aneesa's point of view"Are you sure everything is okay Reena?" I asked for the umpteenth time since I had got to Reena's apartment earlier in the afternoon.I had gotten to Reena's apartment earlier in the afternoon, only to meet her acting all sober like she had lost something so precious to her.I could not help but feel ticked off though, cause I really did not get to see Reena often ever since I got married to Xander and had to pack over to his house.I mean,I had planned for the day to be more like a girls hangout,so one could only imagine how bad I felt coming over to meet Reena behaving all moody." Yeah I'm okay" she said again unconvincingly and I could almost swear that she had given me a very pitiful look,which was totally unusual of Reena."Okayy....what was with that look of yours about a minute ago?" I inquired unable to let it slide at the moment, wondering why she was suddenly behaving like this all of a Sudden,as I suddenly felt fear engulf my whole being." It meant
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Anessa's point of viewI parked my car in our parking lot and there which after highlighted from it,still with furrowed brows,as I continued to wonder what the message I had received earlier on had meant and more importantly who it was that had sent the message."Why do everything keep looking so weird today?" I thought to myself as I made to get into my apartment wondering what was wrong with people today,as I was still very well shocked about Reena's reaction just some minutes ago.I could not help but smile though, immediately I stepped into the apartment and I found Xander sitting on the chair yet to notice that I had arrived looking had handsome has ever.It had been over a year since I had gotten married to Xander,but I still could not get over the fact that he was very handsome,and I felt so lucky to have him all to myself."So what could be so interesting about the movie that you did not even notice I had come in more than a few minutes ago" I said while pretending that I was
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Xander's point of view*One week laterIt has been exactly one week since I had promised Reena that I would tell the truth to Anessa, and I still haven't done that.I had been battling internally on how to break the ice to Anessa,but I just could not bring myself to do it, because I knew I would not be able to take it if she left me.I knew it was me being stingy and all because I knew I had to eventually bring myself to tell her, but it was crazy cause despite knowing that I could not still bring myself to tell her the truth."Arggghh" I groaned internally once I remembered the threat that Diane had said to me exactly one week ago,I knew Diane was not one to make a threat without actually fulfilling it, so it got to me greatly.I picked up my phone hoping it would serve as a distraction cause I felt like my head was about to explode, when I suddenly heard the bell to the elevator ring,I squinted my eyes wondering who it could possibly be cause I knew that I was not expecting anyone a
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Anessa's point of view."Wh...at th..e Fu..ck is going on here" I said immediately I got into the room looking at the two people in front of me with shock overly evident on there faces,as I tried so hard to form a complete my statement but failing miserably."It's not what you think it is" I heard Reena say,with fear very obvious in her eyes, totally ignoring what she had said, almost like I didn't hear her,I turned towards Xander's direction."S..oo it..t wa..s all a liee" I stuttered unable to find a complete sentence due to the fact that I was shoken at the conversation I just heard earlier on."I can...." I heard Xander begin but didn't let him finish as I turned to Reena's direction."So yo..u al...so kn...ew" I turned to the direction of Reena totally shocked while still trying to get out a sentence completely but still failing miserably at it, due to my trembling lips."I swear Aneesa,I tried to tell you but he made me promise not to....that he would tell you himself at his ow
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