GINGER:
Without wasting time, I dress up and leave the room. I know Caspian will be here any moment, and the last thing I want is for him to know I had sex with his best friend. Trying to steady my breath, I make my way downstairs as I text Hana.
“Where are you?”
“Downstairs. At the back of the house, and I just saw Caspian now. He is heading inside.”
I dash out the front door as I read the text. At that moment, my mother’s text comes in with the address of the new house.
“My mother texted, and she is angry. I am leaving now, and I am so sorry she has to do this,” I text Hana as I flag down a taxi. The moment I get into it, I give the driver the address of the house and then throw my head backward.
**
The next day, I wake up a little sore, and when I turn on my phone, it is flooded with notifications. I pray they include a text from Hu, apologizing for leaving abruptly and making me feel filthy. But when I check, it is all Caspian. This heightens the guilt in my chest.
“What happened last night?”
“Did I do something wrong?”
Taking a deep breath, I reply to his text.
“Nothing is wrong. I had to leave early because of my mum. See you in school.”
After this, I push myself out of bed, hurriedly dressing for school. Then I rush downstairs to have breakfast with Mother and Daisy.
“Are you excited about your first day?” she asks, and I give a half smile as I munch my toast. “Looks like someone is gloomy, but we are excited, right?” She looks at Daisy, tickling her slightly, which makes her giggle.
Daisy is seven, and I would give anything to be her. I mean, she didn’t find her mate, have sex with him, and watch him leave without a word.
Shortly, we are done, and we pile into the car. Mother drives off, making a stop at Shadow Pelt High first.
“Have a great day, baby, and remember to call me when you dismiss,” she says, and I force a smile onto my lips as I wave her goodbye.
The moment she drives away, I turn around, and the first person I see is Hu coming out of a sleek black car. My pulse races and my throat feels dry as my heart hammers in my chest. I don’t want to confront him, but my wolf won’t stop disturbing me. It wants its mate.
Hurriedly, I make my way toward him as he walks away toward the school courtyard.
“Hu.” I call out, and he turns toward me, pulling me in with his gorgeous blue eyes, which suddenly become ugly as his face draws down in a frown.
“What do you want?” His voice comes out cold and loud.
I swallow hard, noticing students around staring at us. I know he is popular, but people in this school almost can’t mind their business.
I lower my voice. “Last night we...”
“Made a mistake, and we should keep it that way. If you don’t have anything important to tell me, then you should leave,” he says, and I stand there with my mouth ajar. He walks off, and I take a step back, mistakenly stepping on someone.
I barely have time to apologize before I feel their hands shove me hard, causing me to stumble, and I try hard to maintain my stance.
“Watch where you’re going, fatty!” the red-haired girl spits, her voice dripping with venom.
The surrounding crowd erupts in laughter, and I look around, taking in their cruel faces. My wolf growls low, urging me to fight back, but I freeze, staring at her smug face as she pushes past me.
“Hu,” she calls out in a seductive tone.
The laughter from the students becomes a blur as I watch in silence while she throws her arms around him, and he leans down to kiss her. The sight is a knife to my chest, cutting through my heart as my wolf cries, watching her mate choose her bully over her.
With tears clouding my eyes, I rush into the school building. I try to block away what I just saw, but the tight feeling in my chest doesn’t allow me. Things get worse in the middle of the hallway. The students around look at me, whispering to one another, making the air unbreathable. Every glance and sneer makes my stomach churn. I lower my head and hurry to my locker, desperate for some kind of shield from their stares.
My hands tremble as I fumble with my books, trying to shove them into the locker. The metal clangs shut, and I take a deep breath, leaning my forehead against the cool surface.
The moment I turn, a face pops into view, and I let out a startled scream.
“Hey, what gives?” I question Hana with my face coiling in a frown. Then she let out a chuckle. Close to her stands another girl about her height with black curly hair.
“Wendy, this is Ginger. Ginger, this is Wendy.”
“Hey,” I say shyly, putting a hand up.
“First off, why didn’t you tell me we were next-door neighbors? I saw your mum earlier today before we left.” My mouth falls ajar as Hana says this. “Let me help you,” she says, pushing my chin up. “And what the hell happened last night with you and Caspian? Everyone has your name in their mouth!”
“Nothing happened between us, if it is what I am thinking.” The eager smile on her face falls. “Plus, I don’t think it’s Caspian. Some girl called me a fatty,” I say, trying hard not to cry. She pulls me into a hug.
“They are probably just jealous.” She tries to console me, but Wendy shrugs, crossing her arms.
“If you think of it, she has a little fat. One would wonder why Caspian likes her.” Wendy says, and Hana scoffs, pulling away.
Her words get to me, causing my face to break into a frown as I touch under my arms.
“She dated Caspian, so she is among the jealous train. You look good, curvy, and sexy. I doubt Casp will get over losing you if he fumbles you.” Hana makes me blush with her words while Wendy scoffs.
“And no, she isn’t breaking any rules, Wendy. We aren’t allowed to date people’s exes, but you and Caspian dated when we didn’t know Ginger. It was two years ago, so it doesn’t count,” Hana says, facing Wendy, who rolls her eyes.
Then Hana frowns. “But we take the ‘no dating each other’s brothers’ rule seriously,” she adds.
I shrug because I don’t know her brother, and I have bigger problems at hand than thinking about dating whoever he is.
Suddenly, the chatter in the hallway stops. The hall goes silent, and I turn to see what has everyone’s attention. My heart sinks as Hu makes his way into the room with the girl who bullied me, flanked by Caspian and a few of their teammates. The air seems to shift as all the girls in the hall stare at them. It is like we are in a movie, or some meet and greet with celebrities.
“I hate him,” Hana curses under her breath, and I glance back.
“I know. That’s the girl who called me fat, and...”
“Ruby called you fat?” she interrupts, and I nod. She reaches for my hand. “You have no problem. She is definitely jealous of you being with me because we kicked her out of the group when she thought it was nice to sleep with my brother.”
My heart skips a beat when she says this, and I flutter my lashes
. “You know the ‘no brother dating’ rule, or you are secretly f***ing Hu,” Wendy chips in. I swallow hard, letting out a light chuckle to ease the tension.
“Get over it, Wendy,” Hana tries to defend me, but I search my mind, trying to recall Caspian ever saying Hu and Hana were related. He didn’t. “She’ll be with Caspian. Look, he’s staring at her right now.” I want to tell Hana I have broken the rule without trying.
Instead, I glance toward Caspian, my pulse quickening as his gaze meets mine. I flash him a small smile before looking away, but the guilt embraces with a cold hug. How can I stand here, letting him look at me like that, knowing what happened last night with his best friend?
Hana’s voice cuts through my thoughts. “But seriously, do not go near that ass, Hu. He’ll only ruin you. Plus, he’s cursed. He’s an eclipse baby who can’t even have a mate.”
“Not like Caspian’s any different.” Wendy scoffs.
“But at least he isn’t screwing multiple girls while leading one girl on, and he keeps girlfriends. He is LOYAL.” Hana stresses the words.
“Are you in love with him or something?” Wendy asks.
I am lost in my world thinking of the mess I am in when the loud pop of a confetti popper breaks the silence, sending colorful streamers into the air. Murmurs flow through the hallway, with students stunned as the confetti rains down.
A mix of cedarwood and mint envelops me, unmistakably his, as his hands gently cover my eyes.
“Hey, baby,” Caspian whispers in my ear, causing goosebumps to ripple across my skin.
“Caspian.” I choke out his name, and he plants a quick kiss on the side of my cheek.
He spins me around, his hands still covering my eyes. Then he lets go. There in front of me hangs a huge banner:
“Will you be my girlfriend?”
GINGER:Students take out their phone to record the moment, and their judging eyes makes it difficult for me to breatheTurning at once, I see Caspian on one knee, holding a bouquet of roses.“Will you?” he asks, and I am about to speak when the smell of peppermint and spiced citrus hits me. Instantly, Caspian’s eyes light up. The word ‘mate’ echoes in my head. My heart skips a beat, and I feel my knees weaken as a strange warmth spreads through my chest. What is happening?Before I can grasp what is going on, the word “Yes” falls out of my mouth, and Caspian gets up at once, wrapping his hands around my waist and pressing his lips into mine.At that moment, the bell for the first period goes off. Even the bell can’t save me, as the deed is already done. I have sealed my fate as the girl who messed around with her boyfriend’s best friend, and the girl who messed around with her best friend’s brother. But worse, I have two mates, and neither of them can recognize me.The taste of Caspi
Ginger:Doom is an understatement of the condition I am in at the moment. Seeing Hu watching from his window makes it worse. It’s like he feeds off my misfortune and enjoys it.“I have to make this right,” I mutter, slumping onto the bed and pulling out my phone.I type the words, “How to fall utterly in love with my boyfriend,” into the search bar. For minutes, I scroll endlessly, looking for the perfect solution to forget Hu and focus on Caspian, but I find nothing. With a frustrated groan, I toss my phone aside, throwing my head back onto the bed with my eyes shut.Suddenly, a thought crosses my mind. A part of me thinks it’s crazy and dirty, but nothing beats sex with a guy who doesn’t care about you. I take a deep breath, sliding my hand down into my panties.I feel my throbbing clit beneath my hand, then I pull my hand out, reaching for the sheets to cover my body. I slide my fingers in again, and this time I do not stop. With my eyes shut, I bite my lips as I massage my needy c
GINGER:The entire evening, I can’t stop thinking about the text. I want to back out now, but Caspian already has the notion I don’t really like him—which isn’t totally true. Everything was fine until last night, and boy, do I wish I could erase Hu from my memory.“Remember, you have to be home before nine!” Mother yells as I make my way out the door.I wish I’d get hit by a truck, I mutter under my breath, flagging down a taxi.**As the taxi pulls up in front of Caspian’s house, I feel like a heavy weight is crushing my chest. I pay the driver and step out, my legs heavier with every step toward the front door. It’s only a stone’s throw away, but it feels like I’m on a journey of a thousand miles. Fuck… is this what guilt feels like?The front door swings open before I even knock. Caspian stands there, my ever-loving boyfriend, with a huge grin stretched across his face.“You came,” he says cheerfully, pulling me into a hug. His hand rests on my waist, while I stand there motionless
HU:I should’ve never come to this stupid get-together after what happened between Ginger and me. But what excuse could I possibly give Caspian? Oh, I had sex with your girlfriend, so I won’t make it. Fuck. I’m screwed, and I knew it the second Ginger walked through that door.It’s unlike me to think about a girl twice. I’ve got enough life problems without adding her to the list. But she’s everywhere in my mind. For the past twenty-four hours, I’ve barely thought about my father—just Ginger. Her beautiful face. Her perfect body.“Fuck,” I sigh, running a hand through my hair as I pull open the back door and step onto the soft grass, the cool night air hitting my skin.I thought maybe I’d get over this weird feeling twisting in my chest, but every time I see her, it flares up like wildfire. Watching Caspian’s arm slung around her like she belongs to him… Wait, she does belong to him. But that only makes the strange energy coursing through my veins worse, urging me to rip his fucking h
Ginger’s POV:I remain on Caspian’s body, and he keeps caressing me gently, making me feel even worse. The room is cool with the fans on, but I can hardly breathe. When I can no longer take it, I let out a forced breath and stand up.“Are you okay?” he asks, and I nod with a smile.“I was thinking we could do something—maybe watch a movie,” I say, and he nods.“That would be great. I should get some snacks downstairs.” He starts to leave, but I quickly reach for his arms.I need an excuse to leave, and this is my chance.“Why don’t you pick out the movies while I grab the snacks?” I ask, and he nods. I push myself out of bed quickly and head out of the room.Once in the corridor, I pause with my back against the door to catch my breath. This is one hell of a rollercoaster, and it’s making me lose my mind. The only upside is that I haven’t thought of my dad. My body is too busy processing these stupid feelings for a boy who doesn’t giv
HU:Last night was literally one of the worst for me. I could barely sleep after I opened my big mouth. How can I sleep when Ginger is walking around with the thought that I have feelings for her? Yes, I do, but she isn’t supposed to know—not like this. In fact, never. Caspian would end my life if he knew, and I’m not ready to lose years of friendship.The entire night, I watched her window like a police guard on patrol. She doesn’t want me around, and I know it’s wrong to even think about sneaking in at midnight, but a part of me wants to.**The buzz of my alarm pulls me awake, letting me know I finally got some sleep. The first thing I do as I stand is look out the window. Hers is still shut—she is really standing on business. I let out a sigh, then quickly dress for school, rushing downstairs to have my breakfast before the entire family makes it to the dining room.“Leaving so early?” Mother asks
HU: I am about to turn around and leave like I didn’t see them, but Caspian yells out my name. “Hu, my man!” I curse under my breath and plant a smile on my face, walking up to him. He extends his hand, and I shake it before he pulls me close, our shoulders brushing. “You’ve been scarce and quiet these days. What’s up?” he asks, and I fight hard not to meet Ginger’s gaze. “Nothing. I’m cool. Just on the low,” I reply, but my chest tightens when I see Ruby walking toward us. I don’t know what she’s going to do, but I know it won’t be good. Running isn’t an option, so I stay still, hoping she won’t open her big mouth. “Hey, guys,” she greets with the biggest grin, then turns to Ginger. “Hi.” Her tone is too friendly. It’s not go
HU:The rink falls silent, and I immediately regret my action. Worse, I have no explanation to give Caspian for why I yelled at him that way. All eyes shift to me, but my focus stays locked on Caspian. His brows shoot up, and Ginger stiffens in his arms. A second passes, then another, before he tilts his head and lets out a chuckle.“Damn, Hu. I didn’t know I was disrupting a dictatorship.” He tries to make a lighthearted joke, and I immediately understand that he thinks I’m having one of my episodes, but this isn’t it.Some students murmur as my grip tightens around my hockey stick, my jaw aching from how hard I’m clenching it.“As I was saying!” I raise my voice, further solidifying his suspicions. The rink falls silent again. “We’re starting with drills. Speed laps first. If you can’t keep up, don’t bother showing up next time!”Caspian shakes his head at me, silently
GINGER:Hu leads me upstairs to a room in the house, shutting the door behind him as we walk in. He finds the light switch, turning it on. At first, it feels like déjà vu, but then it strikes me. This is the room we had sex in on the first night at the welcome party.“I guess every beginning deserves an ending,” I say to Hu, who raises a brow, unsure of what I am saying. “Doesn’t this room look familiar?” I question, and he opens his mouth to speak, but then he realizes.A smirk forms on my lips as I walk to the bed, sitting on it, running my hands over the sheets. The exact sheet we did it on—or maybe they just have a lot of sheets in the same colour and design. Hu walks towards me.“Are you sure you want to do this, or will you walk away from me again after…” I barely finish my words when his hand fists my throat, swallowing the words with a rough, messy, and desperate kiss.His
Ginger:“Look, Caspian and Hu have been having a conversation for over ten minutes,” Hana says, but I refuse to take my eyes off the Monopoly board as I think it is just a lie to get me to fail.“That is goal one of this party achieved,” Wendy says, taking her eyes off the board, and when I see Hana isn’t trying anything funny, it dawns on me they are every bit serious.My attention falls solely on the two of them as their eyes remain on both boys. Then I turn slightly to see them discussing happily. This lifts off a heavy burden from my chest, which I didn’t know had been there for a while. Probably for months.“That brings us to phase two of this party,” Hana says, and I look back at them to see both of them glaring at me with what appears to be a forced smile.My brows furrow slightly. “What?” I ask.Hana lets out a sigh at first.“I know you have said a million time
HU:Left to me, I will not be at Caspian’s party. I wanted something for just Ginger and me, but I know this means a lot to her. I do not know what it feels like to have two mates, and I hope I never have to find out. Well, I won’t because I am so sure I do not have two mates.It is already time for the party, so I drive across to Ginger’s house. There she stands, dressed casually in a miniskirt and crop top, which strikes a few nerves I try to suppress as she walks towards the car. I open the door for her from inside—a little too jealous of her choice of outfit.“Hey,” she says, leaning in to kiss my lips.“Hey,” I mutter as my eyes descend to her exposed lap before going back to her eyes, which are still in mine.“Why are you looking at me that way?” she
GINGER:Today is Hu’s graduation. It is supposed to be a happy day for him, but his face has been gloomy from the start. I understand his fear, but he makes it look like I will run off with some guy before he blinks an eye. We are at the graduation ground, which is full of family, friends, and students, all waiting for the ceremony to finish.We are sitting in a special spot which is reserved for the Alpha’s family. Luna Holly invited us to sit with them because of my tie with Hu. Hana and Wendy are seated beside me.“You know it’s been more than two months, but I still cannot believe you are Hu’s mate, and I have been sharing you with him ever since,” Hana voices, seeing I will not take my eyes off Hu. Her words barely register in my mind as Hu’s name blasts from the speaker for the athlete's achievement award.He stands up gracefully, making his way to the stage with his face in a frown. He looks good in his blu
GINGER:Hu’s words hit me hard as a feeling of embarrassment warms my face. Anyone with self-dignity should walk away from someone who has such vulgar things to say in a demanding tone, reducing you to nothing. But even I question my self-worth. I should at least be scared, but my body finds him hot, and I imagine what he just said.“Sit exactly where I want—on my fucking cock.” His words replay in my mind like they have been branded inside my skull.Honestly, I have been turned on the moment I saw him doing bench presses. The way his muscles flexed with each rep kept sending untold sensations to my belly. His hands slip from my waist as he pulls away, walking back to the bench. I don’t know how he still looks so calm when I feel like I’ve been shaken down to my bones.Hu lowers himself onto the bench and spreads his legs slightly, resting his arms on his thighs. Then his eyes lock on mine again.“Now,” he says, his voice softer but still layered with that dominance that coils heat in
GINGER:Horror drains out of my body as I watch Hu’s face harden. I bet he’s really disgusted to see me like this. I know we’ve had sex and all, but maybe he hasn’t noticed how bad my body looks until now. He’s probably regretting being with me.“What are you doing?” he asks, crossing his arms, his brows knitting together.“I…I…”“Tried to wrap your entire body in tape so it could make you look better?” he questions, scrunching his face. “Why would you even think about that?” His voice goes an octave higher. “Have I ever complained about your body, or done something to make you think—”“This isn’t about you, Hu.” I cut him off in a low voice. My eyes sting, and my fingers tremble at my sides.“Then who is it about? Do you have some other guy out there you’re working so hard to impress right now? Tell me!” His voice spikes again, and it startles me. I take a step back, then another, my back brushing the corner of the wall.He stops, sucking in a breath, stroking his temples. He’s getti
GINGER:Sometimes, I cannot believe Hu and I are together. A part of me still feels bad for Caspian, but he hasn’t done anything off the charts. Each time I check on him, he says he’s fine, and I can only take his words. His relationship with Hu isn’t necessarily damaged, but I cannot for sure call them best friends. Hu, too, seems fine, and it is like I am the only person worrying about it.“Good morning, love,” Hu rasps, tightening his grip on my waist, and I turn to face him.“Good morning,” I reply in a small voice, and he goes silent, staring up at the ceiling. He has been like this for a while now. Each time we have a sleepover, I wake up to him staring into thin air, and sometimes it makes me think there is something bothering him.Of course there is, but I fear it has something to do with us.“I know I have asked a million times, but what is bothering you?” He shifts on the bed, directing his gaze at me with a smile on his lips. “You need to tell me, because I cannot help but
HU:The second her towel crashes to the ground, every ounce of restraint I’ve been clinging to disintegrates as I take in her bare form. I have had her before, but it was in darkness, and now I can see her clearly. She is everything I had imagined and even better. Everything about her is perfect—from the curve of her hips, her smile, her perky tits, to her smooth skin. And what makes it even better? She is all mine.She presses further into me, her bare skin grazing my shirt, and I grab her like I’ve waited my whole damn life for this—because I have. My hands slide down her waist, gripping her thighs, lifting her as her legs wrap around me. I walk us into the shower, not even bothering to shut the glass door. The warm water pours down over us, but it’s nothing compared to the heat tearing through my body. Her back hits the tile, and I take her mouth with mine—hungry, deep, and rough
HU:It’s been two days. Two days of Ginger explaining everything to me, and yes, it makes sense, but somehow I still cannot believe it. The thought that she is mine. That should be enough to silence every storm in my chest, but it doesn’t.I find myself even more troubled than I was, and each moment we spend together, I keep looking at her like she’s made of glass, like if I blink too long, she’ll vanish. I wanted her more than anything.I fought for her in ways I’d never fought for anyone. And now that she’s here, I feel… off. Like I’m not enough, or even doing anything right. I know it has only been two days, but it feels like an eternity and I already fucked up. I haven’t even marked her yet, because I’m scared of what will happen when we become infinitely tied to one another.Hearing her say she loves me is new to me each time, but