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FEELINGS FOR ME
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2025-03-10 07:00:42Ginger’s POV:
I remain on Caspian’s body, and he keeps caressing me gently, making me feel even worse. The room is cool with the fans on, but I can hardly breathe. When I can no longer take it, I let out a forced breath and stand up.
“Are you okay?” he asks, and I nod with a smile.
“I was thinking we could do something—maybe watch a movie,” I say, and he nods.
“That would be great. I should get some snacks downstairs.” He starts to leave, but I quickly reach for his arms.
I need an excuse to leave, and this is my chance.
“Why don’t you pick out the movies while I grab the snacks?” I ask, and he nods. I push myself out of bed quickly and head out of the room.
Once in the corridor, I pause with my back against the door to catch my breath. This is one hell of a rollercoaster, and it’s making me lose my mind. The only upside is that I haven’t thought of my dad. My body is too busy processing these stupid feelings for a boy who doesn’t giv
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