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CASPIAN'S HOUSE

Penulis: Gigi
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-03-09 19:03:56

GINGER:

The entire evening, I can’t stop thinking about the text. I want to back out now, but Caspian already has the notion I don’t really like him—which isn’t totally true. Everything was fine until last night, and boy, do I wish I could erase Hu from my memory.

“Remember, you have to be home before nine!” Mother yells as I make my way out the door.

I wish I’d get hit by a truck, I mutter under my breath, flagging down a taxi.

**

As the taxi pulls up in front of Caspian’s house, I feel like a heavy weight is crushing my chest. I pay the driver and step out, my legs heavier with every step toward the front door. It’s only a stone’s throw away, but it feels like I’m on a journey of a thousand miles. Fuck… is this what guilt feels like?

The front door swings open before I even knock. Caspian stands there, my ever-loving boyfriend, with a huge grin stretched across his face.

“You came,” he says cheerfully, pulling me into a hug. His hand rests on my waist, while I stand there motionless, guilt clawing at my chest.

When he pulls back, his bright eyes meet mine, and Hu’s words replay in my mind. Maybe I should end this right now, I think, but then Caspian slides his hands under my hair, cupping my cheek so gently it makes my heart ache.

“Is something wrong, Gin?” he asks in a soft voice. I shake my head too quickly.

“I’m happy to see you tonight.” I force a smile onto my lips, and I know he doesn’t buy it.

He nods anyway, grabbing my hand and leading me inside. As soon as he shuts the door, I hear a female laugh ring out from the next room. My stomach knots.

It’s a large living room, cozy and warm, with six people scattered around. Among them, Hu sits beside Ruby, who’s laughing so hard it echoes off the walls. Drinks and snacks are everywhere. A movie plays on the large screen above the fireplace, but no one’s paying attention. Hu’s brows are furrowed, and his posture is stiff. The second his eyes land on me, his frown deepens, but I pretend not to care.

Caspian leads me to the couch opposite Hu and Ruby, his arm slinging over my shoulder. Ruby keeps laughing, grating my nerves.

“What’d I miss?” Caspian asks as his arm tightens around me, but Hu’s gaze burns into my skin. I try not to look, but I can barely follow the conversation as I think of a million things at once. Everyone’s laughing, but I have no idea why.

I glance around the room, wondering who could’ve sent the text. Ruby is the obvious suspect. It gnaws at me, the way she leans into Hu, whispering in his ear. Hu doesn’t even respond, and his face stays sharp and unreadable, but Ruby keeps trying.

A gentle squeeze on my shoulder pulls me back. Caspian presses a soft kiss to my temple, and my stomach tingles, but tonight, it feels wrong.

“Let’s play something,” one of Caspian’s friends says, grabbing an empty bottle from the center table.

“This’ll be fun,” Caspian murmurs, pulling me closer until I’m tucked into his side. “Roll it Rowland.” The guys chuckle, and I let out a small laugh, earning another kiss to my forehead. It feels like I’m suffocating under all this affection.

Rowland spins the bottle, and it lands on Ruby first.

“Rubs!” he calls out, clapping his hands dramatically, standing with a smug grin.

“Bring it on,” she says, and he strokes his chin shortly.

“I dare you to chug an entire bottle of this,” he says, grabbing a drink, and Ruby cracks her fingers, standing to grab the bottle. “In sixty seconds.”

“What?” she questions.

“Time’s ticking, boo,” he grins, handing her the bottle.

Ruby raises it to her lips with a defiant glare, tilting it back as the countdown starts. The liquid rushes down her throat, and I can’t help but imagine being in her place. I’d fail miserably.

“Five, four…” She slams the bottle on the table.

“And she’s done!” Rowland announces, clapping like a proud dad. “Here, you earned it.” He slides the spin bottle to her.

I wrap my arm tighter around Caspian, but the unease doesn’t leave. Ruby spins the bottle, and, as if the universe is mocking me, it lands on me.

“You’re up, new girl,” she smirks, with an evil gleam in her eyes.

My heart thuds, and I sit up straighter, trying to keep my face neutral.

“I dare you to kiss Hu.”

The words hang in the air.

“What?” The word slips from my lips before I can stop it. Hu’s gaze flickers, his jaw tightening just slightly.

“What the fuck, Ruby?” Caspian snaps, sliding his hands off my body.

Ruby shrugs. “Sorry, Casp, but rules are rules.”

Everyone else murmurs their agreement, like this is just harmless fun. My mind races. Is this part of Hu’s game? Did Ruby know about last night?

“So what’s it gonna be, new girl?” Ruby presses, her smile widening like she knows exactly what she’s doing.

I sit frozen, a thousand thoughts colliding in my head. Kiss Hu and betray Caspian right here. Or…

“Come on, don’t slow us down,” Ruby goads. “Do your dare, or…”

Rowland chimes in, glancing nervously at Caspian. “Or she takes a shot.”

Ruby scoffs. “What? I chugged an entire bottle of beer.”

“Rules are rules, Ruby,” Caspian snaps, his arm tightening around me.

Ruby rolls her eyes, but doesn’t argue further. “Fine.”

I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding, standing up quickly. My hands tremble slightly as I grab a bottle of wine and pour a shot. I feel Hu’s eyes on me the whole time, but I don’t look at him. I can’t.

I down the shot in one swift motion, the burn in my throat making me wince. I set the glass down with more force than necessary and walk back to Caspian, my heart still pounding.

“Does it hurt?” he asks softly, his hand finding my thigh, rubbing gentle circles.

I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat. “A little.”

“Sorry, love,” he whispers, and before I can say anything, he’s kissing me. His lips move against mine, slow at first, then deeper. His tongue slides against mine as he stakes his claim in front of everyone.

The room goes quiet.

“Ew, get a room or something,” Ruby sneers, but I barely hear her. Caspian pulls back, peering into my eyes like everyone is invisible.

Without thinking, I grab his hand. “Maybe we do need a room,” I say in a low tone.

Caspian’s lips curve into a smirk, but over his shoulder, I catch Hu standing up abruptly. His face is unreadable, but his clenched fists give him away. He doesn’t say a word as he strides out of the room the door clicking shut behind him…

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    HU:I should’ve never come to this stupid get-together after what happened between Ginger and me. But what excuse could I possibly give Caspian? Oh, I had sex with your girlfriend, so I won’t make it. Fuck. I’m screwed, and I knew it the second Ginger walked through that door.It’s unlike me to think about a girl twice. I’ve got enough life problems without adding her to the list. But she’s everywhere in my mind. For the past twenty-four hours, I’ve barely thought about my father—just Ginger. Her beautiful face. Her perfect body.“Fuck,” I sigh, running a hand through my hair as I pull open the back door and step onto the soft grass, the cool night air hitting my skin.I thought maybe I’d get over this weird feeling twisting in my chest, but every time I see her, it flares up like wildfire. Watching Caspian’s arm slung around her like she belongs to him… Wait, she does belong to him. But that only makes the strange energy coursing through my veins worse, urging me to rip his fucking h

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   FEELINGS FOR ME

    Ginger’s POV:I remain on Caspian’s body, and he keeps caressing me gently, making me feel even worse. The room is cool with the fans on, but I can hardly breathe. When I can no longer take it, I let out a forced breath and stand up.“Are you okay?” he asks, and I nod with a smile.“I was thinking we could do something—maybe watch a movie,” I say, and he nods.“That would be great. I should get some snacks downstairs.” He starts to leave, but I quickly reach for his arms.I need an excuse to leave, and this is my chance.“Why don’t you pick out the movies while I grab the snacks?” I ask, and he nods. I push myself out of bed quickly and head out of the room.Once in the corridor, I pause with my back against the door to catch my breath. This is one hell of a rollercoaster, and it’s making me lose my mind. The only upside is that I haven’t thought of my dad. My body is too busy processing these stupid feelings for a boy who doesn’t giv

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   KISS AND RUN

    HU:Last night was literally one of the worst for me. I could barely sleep after I opened my big mouth. How can I sleep when Ginger is walking around with the thought that I have feelings for her? Yes, I do, but she isn’t supposed to know—not like this. In fact, never. Caspian would end my life if he knew, and I’m not ready to lose years of friendship.The entire night, I watched her window like a police guard on patrol. She doesn’t want me around, and I know it’s wrong to even think about sneaking in at midnight, but a part of me wants to.**The buzz of my alarm pulls me awake, letting me know I finally got some sleep. The first thing I do as I stand is look out the window. Hers is still shut—she is really standing on business. I let out a sigh, then quickly dress for school, rushing downstairs to have my breakfast before the entire family makes it to the dining room.“Leaving so early?” Mother asks

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   CAPTAIN

    HU: I am about to turn around and leave like I didn’t see them, but Caspian yells out my name. “Hu, my man!” I curse under my breath and plant a smile on my face, walking up to him. He extends his hand, and I shake it before he pulls me close, our shoulders brushing. “You’ve been scarce and quiet these days. What’s up?” he asks, and I fight hard not to meet Ginger’s gaze. “Nothing. I’m cool. Just on the low,” I reply, but my chest tightens when I see Ruby walking toward us. I don’t know what she’s going to do, but I know it won’t be good. Running isn’t an option, so I stay still, hoping she won’t open her big mouth. “Hey, guys,” she greets with the biggest grin, then turns to Ginger. “Hi.” Her tone is too friendly. It’s not go

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   ON THE ICE

    HU:The rink falls silent, and I immediately regret my action. Worse, I have no explanation to give Caspian for why I yelled at him that way. All eyes shift to me, but my focus stays locked on Caspian. His brows shoot up, and Ginger stiffens in his arms. A second passes, then another, before he tilts his head and lets out a chuckle.“Damn, Hu. I didn’t know I was disrupting a dictatorship.” He tries to make a lighthearted joke, and I immediately understand that he thinks I’m having one of my episodes, but this isn’t it.Some students murmur as my grip tightens around my hockey stick, my jaw aching from how hard I’m clenching it.“As I was saying!” I raise my voice, further solidifying his suspicions. The rink falls silent again. “We’re starting with drills. Speed laps first. If you can’t keep up, don’t bother showing up next time!”Caspian shakes his head at me, silently

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   COACH HU

    HU:As I make my rounds on the rink, I spot Ruby skating toward me, and I let out a sigh. When she gets close enough, I come to a stop.“What on earth has been going on?” she demands, a frown forming on my face as I stare at her.“I have no idea what you are talking about.”She scoffs at my response, folding her arms. She nearly trips, but I instinctively reach out and grab her hand.“Oh, please do not save me. Your hands have already been on her!” she growls, and I release her with another sigh.“Are you serious right now? She was about to fall, and—”“You yelled at Caspian because of her, and I know that.”I stop speaking as she cuts me off. For a moment, there is silence between us.“You claimed you had no feelings for her, but you are just a liar. Worse still, you are not even trying to hide it. People have already noticed because I heard the gir

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   EVERYTHING HE WANTS

    GINGER: Shock is an understatement for what I feel right now. It’s like the universe is conspiring against me, determined to make me suffer. I could have trained with Caspian, but somehow, fate decided against it. The coach continues speaking while I remain frozen, Caspian stroking my hand in reassurance. Meanwhile, he is assigned to some random girl. “Hey, loosen up,” Caspian whispers in my ear to calm me. I glance up at him, my breath caught in my throat. “Hu is my best friend,” he continues. “I promise, you’re in excellent hands. He can be tough, and yeah, he has his issues, but not everything is his fault. Deep down, he’s a good guy.” I force a smile and nod, even though my stomach is churning. If only Caspian knew that Hu’s outburst earlie

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   MOMMY RAGE

    GINGER: Saturday arrives like a gust of wind, which means it is my first practice with Hu. The moment I wake up, I glance out the window and notice his curtains are drawn shut. Just as I am about to turn away, the curtains shift slightly, making my heart race as I instinctively duck down. “Okay, I’ve got this,” I whisper to myself, taking a deep breath. My phone vibrates on the nightstand, and I reach for it. A message from Caspian lights up the screen, easing the tension in my chest a little. “I know the arena is in your estate, but I’ll be around in thirty minutes to see you off.” Warmth spreads through my chest as I read his text. He really is as thoughtful as Hana always says. But just as the feeling settles, another notification drops down, this time from Hu. “You have an hour to meet me at the arena.” I roll my eyes before typing a quick response to Caspian. “See you later, babe.” With that, I grab a towel and head to the shower, trying to focus on Caspian rather than h

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  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   SHE WANTS YOU

    GINGER:Ginger’s breath comes in ragged gasps as she rushes down the hallway, her vision blurred with unshed tears. The echo of the crowd’s cheers for the Blue Shadow Pack rings in her ears, each sound amplifying the shame tightening in her chest. She cost them the game. She fell at the most critical moment.She doesn’t stop until she reaches the empty corridor leading to the locker rooms, but heavy footsteps pound behind her, gaining on her fast.“Ginger!” Hu calls out, but she doesn’t slow down.She clenches her fists, trying to ignore him, but within seconds, he is beside her. His longer strides close the distance between them, and before she can pull away, his hand curls gently around her wrist, forcing her to stop.“Leave me alone, Hu,” she whispers, her voice cracking.He doesn’t let go. “Why are you beating yourself up?”

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   FEMALE HOCKEY

    GINGER:The locker room is buzzing with high energy as we prepare for the match against the Blue Shadow Pack. Everyone is talking over one another, debating who should go on the field first. I sit on the edge of the bench, tying my skates, trying to block out the noise. Then I see a pair of familiar shoes walking toward me, stopping inches away.Ruby speaks before I can look up. “She shouldn’t play.” Her tone is laced with disgust. “She’s too fat, and she’ll slow us down and make us lose.”My fingers freeze over my laces as I lift my head to see her standing with her hands on her waist.Silence falls for a brief second before a few girls start giggling, while others shift uncomfortably. My chest tightens as heat rises to my face, and I will myself to look unaffected, but my nails dig into my palm.“Ruby might be right,” someone says

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   BUSTED

    GINGER:I push the door open, my body still damp from the pool, Hu’s oversized shirt clinging to me. My heart sinks the moment I step inside and find Janet’s side of the bed empty. Worse, my property is all over the place. My clothes are on the ground, and they are wet.A shaky breath escapes me as I scan the room. I walk over to one of my shirts, lifting it off the ground, watching as water drips from it. Tears well up in my eyes, and I try so hard to ground myself, but they keep falling. I know I hurt someone, but this is too much karma for my sins. A choked sob slips out, and suddenly, I sink onto the cold floor, pulling my knees to my chest.I try to breathe, but it feels like I’m suffocating. Like the walls are closing in. And then it happens before I can stop it. The darkness I dread envelops me, pulling me under like quicksand, dragging me back to a place I never want to be.The room fades, and it is just me, standing with my father, watching him p

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   LIFE GUARD

    GINGER:“Hey! Stop!” I call out to Janet as she catwalks away toward the pool exit.I cannot believe I bought into her nerdy girl nonsense because, looking at her now, I can barely see that. She is the typical mean girl—the ones who spend their entire lives investing in heavy skincare, starving themselves to have an enviable build. She is… Ruby!“Hey! Stop!” I try again, pushing myself against the edge of the pool, but she only laughs, tilting her head.“Why?” she taunts. Then she pauses, a smile curling on her lips as we hear the voices of approaching students. “You better stay in there because I doubt anyone wants to see your mom tits.” She glares at my bra. “I cannot believe those boys are fighting over this. Ew.”I suck in a shaky breath, trying to hold myself together. “Don’t do this, please. It isn’t fair.&r

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   EVIL JANET

    GINGER:Janet and I swim around for a while, splashing each other and floating lazily in the cool water. The sun shines down on us, warming my skin despite the chill of the pool. It’s peaceful having just the two of us here, and a part of me dreads that this will soon end when the other students arrive.Janet swims closer, resting her arms on the edge of the pool. “You know,” she starts, her voice softer than before, “I just want to say… I’m really sorry for everything. The bullying, the rumors, all of it. You don’t deserve that.”Hearing her say this doesn’t make me feel better about myself, because a part of me feels like I deserve it. I hurt Caspian, and this is probably my karma.I shake my head at her.“I know I can’t change what’s happened,” she continues, “but I just want you to know that I’m here for you,

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   JANET AND I

    Ginger:The blare of a loud alarm sends both Janet and me flying from our beds. I land back on the bed on my butt. It hurts a bit, so I rub it slightly while Janet tries to stand on the ground where she has fallen.“Attention, students! This is Coach Billy, and I am here to officially welcome all of you.” I groan at his voice, which scratches my ears as it blares through the speakers. “I know I met some of you yesterday, but on behalf of the Red Pack students who arrived late, I am welcoming you guys once more.”The Red Pack is here? I question myself.I had no idea my pack had a hockey team now in high school. I pray silently that I do not see anyone I know, because I do not want to answer questions.“The first match is tomorrow, but for today, you can mingle, make friends, and have fun together because it is a Sunday.” He yells a slogan that I can barely make out. &

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   JANET

    GINGER:Sometimes I wonder why Hu will not just leave me alone, and other times I am kind of glad. If he did not care about what his actions did to me, then I probably would have killed myself.Today, the hockey team is traveling to the Blue Shadow Pack. My luggage is almost empty, because over the past two weeks, I have put on a lot of weight. As I stare at myself in the mirror, all I feel is disgust. My arms look flabby, and I cannot help but pull at the bulging fat on my back. I have stress-eaten so much that I did not realize it until now. No wonder I have been getting bullied so much.My heart aches as I think of the best way to mask the fat. I rush to my wardrobe, pulling out a tape. Drawing out a long streak, I place the end on my left armpit, then wrap it around, looking at the mirror. It looks good, so I continue until I feel comfortable. Then I grab my shirt, draping it over my body. Examining myself in the mirror,

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   MIDDLE FINGER

    HU:The days go by fast, and with each passing second, my life keeps crashing down. Every day is torture, watching Ginger get bullied because of my stupid ass, but I always make sure to go after whoever is responsible. Yet, they never seem to stop. Worse, I cannot even tell who is behind it. It could be Ruby or even Hana. I want to confront them, but I don’t even know what to say.It’s been two weeks, and it feels like hell. Today is Friday, the last day of school before we travel for the hockey match. I am in my room packing, and I cannot help but stare at Ginger’s window. I wish we were still on good terms because we would be talking by now. Maybe I would send her a pic of my room and how horribly packing is going. Then I would probably sneak into her room to help her with hers, sleep over, and end up hurriedly packing the next day.The thought of it sends heat through my core as a smile forms on my face. Her curtains are shut, but I can picture her perfectly.“I can’t believe that

  • HOCKEY ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN AFFAIR   TAKE IT AWAY

    GINGER:I don’t wait after practice is over. The moment Coach Greg dismisses us, I grab my bag and head straight for the exit. A lot of thoughts swirl in my head, especially the coldness I saw in Caspian’s eyes when I expected him to defend me. I know I did him wrong, but god, it fucking hurts, and I wish there was something I could do to make it stop.I barely make it down the hallway when a hand grabs my wrist, yanking me into the janitor’s closet. I know it is Hu, and the moment he flicks the lights on, I stare at him, my brows crumpling.“What the hell is wrong with you?” I ask when our eyes meet. His eyes look troubled, but I remind myself that it is not my place to comfort him, especially considering the fact that he acted like an asshole.“Ginger, please,” he says in a low voice, and I hold his gaze for a moment. “I am sorry for what happened at the wedding. I wasn’t in the right state of mind, and believe me, the last thing I want is for you to be hurt.”Not even an ounce of p

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