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The Loss And Heartache
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Charles Frost POV
I slump down on the chairs, waiting for the doctors to tell us when we can go in and see Royale.Everything has been falling apart recently and it's beginning to take a toll on me. The only sense of happiness I have is Elizabeth, she and my baby are the only ones keeping me sane these days.I don't know how long I can go on like this, but I know I have to be strong. For the family. For everyone. For us. For my wife and the child that is on the way."Sir, you can go in now" the doctor says and we all scramble to our feet, following the nurse to the private room we requested for Royale.Royale is on the bed, connected to tubes and all sorts, her face turned towards the window.I know the doctor said there is a possibility she might not remember some things, but I hope she remembers us, if not, I wouldn't know what I'd do."My baby" mom says when she sees her, gettingRelated chapters
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"I know you saw everything that happened" "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" "Please Charles. Enough of that kindness. You deserve to know the truth" I sigh "The man I've been with till the time Ryan cheated was not Ryan, it was Brent, the man who got arrested" I see the shock and surprise on his face "Apparently Ryan hit his sister with a car and she died, so he came into my life wanting revenge, and I made it easy for him. I know Ryan was wrong, I know that he could have been the good man and mend his mistakes, get that girl to the hospital, and maybe, just maybe she would still be alive today." I pause and take in a deep breath "I'm tired Charles, I'm tired. All this is too much, I don't know how many more surprises I can take" I say and Charles pulls me into a hug. I wipe the tears on my face and try to muster some confidence within me, because I know the next words are going
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