Five years. Five solid years.
I lost a lot. And it took five years to pick myself back up.I got myself a job when I came here, I stayed at a hotel the first few months, and the bills were killing me but thanks to my bank account, I got it easy.I rented an apartment next, and got my things in, which weren't much at the time.I decided to emerge myself into something new, so I took a majoring class in Psychology at the University Of Melbourne. It was like starting life like a high school graduate all over again. Already having a degree in medicine, I caught on quickly.Now I'm a psychologist, at the same time a paediatric surgeon.My reason for getting into psychology was simple, I wanted to help people find themselves as my therapist helped me to find myself.It doesn't do everything for you, but talking to someone helps.I'm a motivational speaker as well, going for talk shows here andElizabeth is baaaacckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. How excited are you? This book has officially come to an end. Thank you to all those who gave it time and read. Remember that I love you all so much and I am immensely grateful for the support. But don't go just yet. Stay tuned for the bonus chapters!
"Let's start by getting you naked." Charles mutters, his voice deeper, huskier. His eyes a shade darker, full of love and lust. "I am the most impatient man right now, but we are going to take this as slow as possible" His hands find my sweater, and takes it off. I gasp when my back connects with the bed. Charles proceeds to take off my jeans along with my underwear, ridding me of my clothes in the most sensual way I never knew existed, before unclasping my bra. I close my eyes in pure ecstacy. God, how much I have missed the intoxicating touch of my husband. He stands back, just to stare at me. "I just want a moment to look at you, savour this moment. You look even more beautiful now. Sexier, fuller" he murmurs, his fingers tracing my cheek, down to my neck, down to my chest, before rounding my nipples. "Shall I make you come like this?" He asks, before his mouth wraps around my areola. "Do you want
3 years later"Do I look okay? Am I looking fine? Elizabeth I think I need a little bit more blush on the side" I stare quietly at the ever confident Diane, who is surprisingly asking too many questions at this point. Ah! What weddings can do to you. "Diane, you look gorgeous." I place my hand on her shoulder. "Don't tell me you're getting cold feet" I joke. "I'm just a bit nervous. But I would never get cold feet. Benjamin and I have officially been together for seven years, nothing is going to let me draw out at the last minute" "Diane, I'm happy that you're happy" "Me too" "I hope you are not getting your make up smeared Diane Harding" Veronica says, entering the bride room. "I wouldn't dare" we all laugh. Benjamin and Diane decided to the the knot today, and Veronica and I are her bridesmaids. Veronica is now with her boyfriend, Francis. She has bee
Work has always been exhausting. Being a surgeon is not easy. Especially when I'm being called in at 2am in the morning. I had to stay in the operation room for more than five hours. It's 9am now and the coffee I'm holding is barely keeping my eyes open. Meanwhile, it's two times stronger than what I normally go for. I remove my coat and hang it up and pick up my handbag, ready to hit the road for home. I can hear my bed calling my name all the way from here. If I'm to spend a second more here I'll go crazy."You leaving Dr. Harding?" My assistant asks me and I nod"If I stay here a second more I'll go totally crazy" I say with a smile.I love my job. I totally do. I knew exactly what I was going in for when I decided to become a paediatric surgeon. But sometimes it gets really overwhelming. Especially when you're being called in at the crack of dawn, the same time when sleeping is just getting better. Where I'm being cuddled in Ryan's ar
Charles Frost POVI pull back the stack of papers I'm going through as the shrill ringtone of my phone sounds around my office."Hello mother""Charles. You're the worst son ever. You don't even remember that you have a mother. If I don't call you to ask of you, neither do you. I don't even hear from you anymore. It's been two weeks since you called me Charles." My mother sobs into the phone.Kimberly Frost has always been dramatic. She likes to exaggerate things and take explanations to the next level. Although this time, I know she has every right to. I've truly been the worst."I'm so sorry mother. Work has been tiring and completely exhausting"And it's the complete truth. Each and every day I have to go through at least ten sets of huge stack of papers to sign contracts and get rid of old ones. I have to attend meetings and get new investors. I have been working twice as hard to beat
Elizabeth Harding POVI came to Veronica's after our talk in the car. Being the bestest friend she was, created blanket forts and ordered pizza. She also ordered my favourite ice cream, Ben and Jerry's Rocky road ice cream. I guess it was good for me to cry it all out. I mean no matter how much I plan on putting on that fierce shield, we were together for eight solid years. Eight years where we went places. Did crazy stuff together. Created beautiful memories. And all that while in eight years, not even once did Ryan act like we had a problem. Yes we had our ups and downs, but even then, he was still the perfect gentleman. I wonder what exactly went wrong. What did I do wrong? What did stupid Eva have that I didn't? That he decided to jump into bed with her.I wonder how long it has been going on. If I didn't see it for myself and someone told me, I would tell the person to go to hell because my Ryan is a masterpiece. But then I saw it myse
"Dr. Harding" a familiar voice calls out and I turn around.It's the handsome dude. Shame. He has a girlfriend."I saw that in there. I have a proposal for you""What?" I ask, curious."My bestfriend needs a wife and-"I'm a doctor. A surgeon. Not an actress.""I know. You don't need to be an actress. You have it in your blood. Please. I really need this. You're perfect for it"If it was any other day, this would look insane. But today, I'm actually considering it. It'll just pour fuel into the fire for Ryan. Meaning that my revenge gets sweeter."Okay""Okay? You mean like okay?""I mean okay. I'm in""Great. Epic. Perfect. I'll-"Wait. This has been enough drama for one day. Have my card. Call me tomorrow""Great thanks" he says and I turn and walk to my car.I'm officially crazy now.○&bu
Charles Frost POVHer beauty struck me the moment I saw her. Something tugged at my heart when she spoke and I heard her voice. She's gorgeous. Her long brunette hair that reaches her waist. Her arched eyebrows that furrows everytime she's trying to understand something.It's crazy I know. I've only known her for an hour and I can tell all these about her. There's something so unique and different about her that I haven't seen before. Something so special that I can't seem to put my finger on. It's been so long since someone caught my attention this way.After my last relationship that went downhill, I've never had interest in anyone. But seeing her today, I want to get to know her.Even after she's left, I want to call her back. Maybe I should be careful about all this. I mean this is just an arrangement. According to the documents we put together, she's suppose to be my wife for just a year. If I'm getting this a
The charity ball came earlier than I thought. It's like I blinked and it was here.It seems too real. The thought of whether I'm actually doing this keeps coming up.I sigh.Sometimes I wonder why it had to be like this. Why Ryan had to cheat, why he had to hurt me so much. Now my life is like a ball of tangled mess. My mother thinks I'm being irrational and stupid for letting go off such 'a wonderful young man'. The idiot of a young man who cheated on his fiancée with her step-sister. I think if it was with any other woman, it would hurt alright. But it won't hurt this much. She is my step sister but she is still my blood. She is still my mother's child, from another man of course.Eva was brought home one time when we were six. Apparently mother feared to bring her home earlier because she didn't want to destroy her marriage. But at the end of the day she realised that she can't hide her anymore. Sneaking to go out and using grocery s
3 years later"Do I look okay? Am I looking fine? Elizabeth I think I need a little bit more blush on the side" I stare quietly at the ever confident Diane, who is surprisingly asking too many questions at this point. Ah! What weddings can do to you. "Diane, you look gorgeous." I place my hand on her shoulder. "Don't tell me you're getting cold feet" I joke. "I'm just a bit nervous. But I would never get cold feet. Benjamin and I have officially been together for seven years, nothing is going to let me draw out at the last minute" "Diane, I'm happy that you're happy" "Me too" "I hope you are not getting your make up smeared Diane Harding" Veronica says, entering the bride room. "I wouldn't dare" we all laugh. Benjamin and Diane decided to the the knot today, and Veronica and I are her bridesmaids. Veronica is now with her boyfriend, Francis. She has bee
"Let's start by getting you naked." Charles mutters, his voice deeper, huskier. His eyes a shade darker, full of love and lust. "I am the most impatient man right now, but we are going to take this as slow as possible" His hands find my sweater, and takes it off. I gasp when my back connects with the bed. Charles proceeds to take off my jeans along with my underwear, ridding me of my clothes in the most sensual way I never knew existed, before unclasping my bra. I close my eyes in pure ecstacy. God, how much I have missed the intoxicating touch of my husband. He stands back, just to stare at me. "I just want a moment to look at you, savour this moment. You look even more beautiful now. Sexier, fuller" he murmurs, his fingers tracing my cheek, down to my neck, down to my chest, before rounding my nipples. "Shall I make you come like this?" He asks, before his mouth wraps around my areola. "Do you want
Five years. Five solid years. I lost a lot. And it took five years to pick myself back up. I got myself a job when I came here, I stayed at a hotel the first few months, and the bills were killing me but thanks to my bank account, I got it easy. I rented an apartment next, and got my things in, which weren't much at the time. I decided to emerge myself into something new, so I took a majoring class in Psychology at the University Of Melbourne. It was like starting life like a high school graduate all over again. Already having a degree in medicine, I caught on quickly. Now I'm a psychologist, at the same time a paediatric surgeon. My reason for getting into psychology was simple, I wanted to help people find themselves as my therapist helped me to find myself. It doesn't do everything for you, but talking to someone helps. I'm a motivational speaker as well, going for talk shows here and
"I know you saw everything that happened" "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" "Please Charles. Enough of that kindness. You deserve to know the truth" I sigh "The man I've been with till the time Ryan cheated was not Ryan, it was Brent, the man who got arrested" I see the shock and surprise on his face "Apparently Ryan hit his sister with a car and she died, so he came into my life wanting revenge, and I made it easy for him. I know Ryan was wrong, I know that he could have been the good man and mend his mistakes, get that girl to the hospital, and maybe, just maybe she would still be alive today." I pause and take in a deep breath "I'm tired Charles, I'm tired. All this is too much, I don't know how many more surprises I can take" I say and Charles pulls me into a hug. I wipe the tears on my face and try to muster some confidence within me, because I know the next words are going
During the car ride to wherever Helena says Ryan is, my heart can't stop beating at the rate that it is. My daughter just died, and I have barely been able to hold myself up. And then this happens, Ryan. The man who I thought cheated on me, the man that I have harboured so much hatred and anger for, is not Ryan Spencer, the man I grew up in love with. Does this change my life? Will I allow it to? How sure am I that Helena is saying the truth? Because I really don't want to believe her. Because this is so hard to digest. So painful to swallow. Am I ready to face the hard truth? Is it even the truth?What hurts me more is what I have done. What I did. I ruined his life. Destroyed everything. His reputation? Check. His job? Check. His whole life that I brought tumbling down? Check. And meanwhile he's lying in a warehouse somewhere, like a vegetable. For a whole 365 days.Oh Lord, I'm spent. I can't take anymore of this.We arrive two hours later i
It's been a week since my life went downhill. Everything is quiet in this mansion. The happiness has been sucked out of it just as the life has been sucked out of me with the death of my child. Most often than not, I wish I didn't let Jenna go away, because I really would love some company. This serene quietness is testing my sanity bit by bit, but all the same, I still love the quiet. Charles offered to stay at home with me for as long as I want. He was prepared to work from home just so that he can be by my side. He isn't taking the pain well either, but he's handling it better than I am. Way better. I guess he's trying to be strong for the both of us. Strong for me. Either way, I sent him off to work. Frost Capital is the only right thing going on in our lives right now, and we can't lose that as well. It's the only present thing standing, and we don't want it to come tumbling down like everything else. People come and go, family, trying
Elizabeth Frost POV My eye lids flutter open, and it feels all too familiar like the last time I fainted and I was rushed here. The day I also found out that I was pregnant. Wait. Pregnant! I manage to look down at my stomach and weirdly, it isn't as huge as it was anymore. Oh I hope my baby is alright. Maybe they did an early delivery because of the accident I had. "Elizabeth" Charles mutters, pulling me out of my thoughts. His face looks pained, too pained. His eyes have so many emotions roaming in them. Regret. Pain. Guilt. Sadness, immense sadness. Oh Charles, he always takes everything that has to do with me way too damn serious. I had one accident, just one accident and he looks on the verge of death. I am safe, my baby is safe and that's all that matters. I try to sit up, and Charles helps me to do so. I rest my head back, trying to catch my breath. That seems like such a stre
Charles Frost POVI slump down on the chairs, waiting for the doctors to tell us when we can go in and see Royale.Everything has been falling apart recently and it's beginning to take a toll on me. The only sense of happiness I have is Elizabeth, she and my baby are the only ones keeping me sane these days.I don't know how long I can go on like this, but I know I have to be strong. For the family. For everyone. For us. For my wife and the child that is on the way."Sir, you can go in now" the doctor says and we all scramble to our feet, following the nurse to the private room we requested for Royale.Royale is on the bed, connected to tubes and all sorts, her face turned towards the window. I know the doctor said there is a possibility she might not remember some things, but I hope she remembers us, if not, I wouldn't know what I'd do."My baby" mom says when she sees her, getting
"Doctor, how's my daughter doing?" Collins asks, the moment a doctor emerges from the ICU "She's in coma right now. The car accident took an impact on her brain, so there's a possibility she might not remember some things. But she's alright, and the baby is safe" he says and everyone breathes a relief. Amnesia or not, she might be fine. My phone rings, cutting off my attention. "Dad?" "Bambina" he says, his voice broken "Dad are you okay?" I ask him, feeling bothered about the fact that he's sounding so distraught. "Yes, why, I'm fine" "Dad please. Don't lie to me. I know you well enough to know that you're not doing well right now. The sound of your voice alone is enough to cause an unease" "Bambina is your mother, I- I caught her cheating" he says, feeling choked. "What?" I whisper, not believing my ears. "Dad I'm coming right over. Just wait for me" I say and hu