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2024-10-29 19:42:56I went to my room, losing my breath as my mind was distraught with extreme fear and anxiety. I leaned on the door and regained my lost breath, I closed my eyes as I fell on my knees, my mind couldn’t comprehend what exactly happened. There was a storm in my mind and body, the thought alone is affecting me drastically as his words are causing a commotion,
“That’s what I exactly feel when you try to break my patience: Powerless.”
I couldn’t help but to beg him to stop while he didn’t shred mercy upon me and forced me to take off my clothes.
Is that how he felt? When I try to awaken his rage and he begs me to stop but why does he need to refrain himself?
I shook my head and remained like that for a while. I swear I will never drink again.
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