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29- Gloomy Night
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2024-10-29 19:42:56With a scowl over my face I entered my room, cursing Blaze in my mind. How dare he throw me out of the room and act as if it was my fault to show him the reflection of reality he is trying to hide. He deserves this pain to realize how much of a corrupt guy he is.
Okay, I get it, I can never resist his touch in my life as long as our bond still exists but it doesn’t mean we will give into our desires, I wouldn’t let it just like he didn’t.
He pushed me and when the time comes, I will do the same. I would never let these restraints be more than a punishment for I don’t know what sin of mine.
He and I can never be together.
I would never live my life with a person who is not ready to see his own self and face reality. It’s nothing but a venom
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