Avery POV:-
It was very weird of him to confess he came to my room and couldn’t kiss me. I mean he didn’t have to tell me.
Ashley said- Mate-pull certainly doesn’t mean we can be together and fall in love. I have no intentions of experiencing Stockholm Syndrome.
If there is a tiny ray of hope to run away and never return, I would grasp it and never let it go. He is an insensible bastard who thinks he can manipulate me.
“Avery.” He called me from outside my room. After the midnight scene, he has stopped entering my room. “Hmm?”
“We have a guest coming over tonight, be ready.” He said. I narrowed my eyes and walked out and saw him standing outside. “
“Why would I?!” He yelled, pushing him back. “She started it!” "Shut up! I don't care." Blaze yelled, punching him again. My heart stopped beating for a second as I was left flabbergast. "It was her who touched me!" An agonizing shiver went down my spine and I pressed myself against the wall to gain some support. Blaze didn't even spare a glance at me to ask anything. “I didn’t…” I whispered with tears blurring my vision, a miserable needle pricked my heart. Blaze kicked him and grabbed his hair, “When she said she didn’t. She didn’t.” Blaze hissed and kicked him again as I began to cry, not being able to bear this anymore. How can he put blind trust on me without asking anything? “You will pay for it.” Michele growled, getting up, wiping the blood from his lips. I fell on my knees, sobbing.
I don’t know whether my decision to let me show what mystifying attraction resides between us Is right or wrong but I am unwillingly thrilled to experience it. From what I have heard it’s an unbreakable bond and I want to see when two people with endless resentment tries intimation whether it would break the wall between us; is it power so strong or the hatred of ours will overcome every pull to make us become one?- either way, I am looking forward to it. I want to see what will happen when the intimidation reaches its peak and becomes fierce enough that he can't refrain himself. Will he break the shackles or keep up his flawless facade? Is it an addiction or an emotion needed to be rushed in veins? We went to his room, my heart was racing against my chest, my throat dried. We entered as he closed the door behind him which made my heart skip a beat.
He threw my clothes at me and said sternly, “Wear your clothes. I only wanted to show you and I did. Nothing more, nothing less.” His tone suddenly changed to a dominantly cold one. “Don’t you want to see?” I winked, plopping on my elbows. “Look at you, Blaze. You are so turned on but your detest for me will never let you get close to me.” I mocked, letting out a suppressed laugh. “Hmm. I know.” “The same goes for me.” I replied, sitting up and wearing my clothes. “Why didn’t you push me away then?” “To elicit your stimulation. Feel the mate-pull, Mr Allen. How it intoxicated our minds with thirst and no matter how much we want to fuck, we couldn’t and never will.” I taunted, laying down back again, stretching out my arms. “Get out of my room.” He said, wearing his clothes. “Go and get a mistress to fulfil your lust.” I spat. “Shut up.” He hissed and went to the bathroom as I began to laugh. “Can’t control yourself?!” I shouted at him. “Fantasize about me, Blaze!” I shouted, bur
With a scowl over my face I entered my room, cursing Blaze in my mind. How dare he throw me out of the room and act as if it was my fault to show him the reflection of reality he is trying to hide. He deserves this pain to realize how much of a corrupt guy he is. Okay, I get it, I can never resist his touch in my life as long as our bond still exists but it doesn’t mean we will give into our desires, I wouldn’t let it just like he didn’t. He pushed me and when the time comes, I will do the same. I would never let these restraints be more than a punishment for I don’t know what sin of mine. He and I can never be together. I would never live my life with a person who is not ready to see his own self and face reality. It’s nothing but a venom
I heard a voice suddenly, breaking the stare from the wolf and looking back thinking I might have heard Blaze but there was no one. I looked out again but he was no longer there. There was no longer a black wolf there. I couldn’t get what I heard about the effect of being alone or what’s happening to Blaze is happening to me. I fell on my knees letting out my stopped breath, I put my hand over my cheek only to feel a tear present there. Who said it? What exactly was it? I will become insane if I stay here. I moved and leaned on the wall. I hope what I have heard is a lie, nothing but an illusion. The rest of my night was spent like this, shaking in dread, not knowing what to do anymore, fretful. For the next few days, Blaze didn’t return home. The month is ending, no less than an endless torture for me and
Blaze POV:- After consoling Avery from her breakdown, I promised to let her meet her Parents and to talk about her permission to go out. I know the haunts a person felt in locked walls with no source of communication, filled with dreadful thought and fears unable to be removed from your heart, an intense pain, I could feel it but the path she chose was wrong. I pulled away and said, “We will talk about it tomorrow. And I shall take you to your parents this weekend, okay?” I said gently. She passed me a fake smile and nodded as she hugged me again, “Thank you, Blaze.”She whispered, pulling me. Controlling myself, I embrace her back hearing the sound of devastation which is making me realize I am still at the point where I started and nothing could end this fire of mine. “It’s late. You should sleep.” I said nervously, getting
On the weekend, We get ready to leave. Avery dressed up really well and looked so pretty. “Make sure to do as I said.” I said, so she doesn’t forget what she should do but to play on the safe side, I met her parents already and tried to talk to them about it. I told them not to let Avery know I came to them, asked for forgiveness for our deed and now wanted your acceptance. I thought at least I should fix her relationship with her parents. She should feel lucky to have one, some don't know the love of it. “Let’s go.” I said as we left. We reached their place and stood outside. I could sense the dread and coldness surging in Avery, her heart literally bursting while I looked at her unaffected. “Why are you so nervous?” I asked. “Thanks to you.” She retorted. I rolled
Her father said. I was taken aback and chuckled, “A what?” I laughed, acting. Staggered in my mind about who he knows. “Avery knows nothing about it but I do. I know the previous leader of the Fiery Fire pack. Johnathon was my friend.” My eyes widened, not being able to apprehend the information I have gained. “You… a human.. friend with a werewolf?” I asked. He nodded. “And Ashley told me how you hated humans and avoided Avery.” His voice suddenly becomes dolorous and afraid, “You despise humans now have a human mate; my daughter. I know she is lying. My daughter loves Jeremy and you forced her to marry you.” His tone became broken. “Did Ashley tell you about it?” I asked cautiously. He smiled sadly and replied, “I am her father… I know.” That was his reply. “I know I am nothing but a powerless being before you and I could do one thing as a father…” A tear rolled down his cheek as he begged, “Please don’t hurt my daughter, Alpha. I beg you. Spare her.” He begged, crying. My eyes w
Blaze, I know by the time you will read this I won’t be here anymore. But you don’t have to worry, I am a part of you, right? I reside inside you. We share emotions, ties that bind us are unbreakable, that’s why keep in mind. I live in your heart. So please don’t cry after my death. I am giving you two cuties after all. (I don’t know whether they are going to be twins or not. I would tell Fiona the names no matter how many of ‘em) Blaze, I believe what I can’t do our child can and please, don’t neglect them. Fulfil it as my last wish. They are your salvation. What you need all this time so please don’t push them away and love them wholeheartedly, never let them remember me. Also, Don’t put the blame of my death on yourself, I chose this. I wanted to show you a path towards light, don’t immerse in darkness. Just like how your secrets spill from my eyes, I want to fulfill your prayer so please embrace it. And lastly, read my last poetic stuff to you. (Don’t judge, I am bad at them,
Present In your life you meet people, some become your ravage, some become your redemption but if the same person becomes both your devastation and liberation then what would you do? Well, I took the side of ravage and still regret it now. I sighed after reading Avery’s letter. A faint smile crept upon my lips and I put it back. It’s been two years since that incident where I lost Avery to doors of remorse along with an etched memory of three years ago of how fate bound me with her and I broke our bond by my detest. “Papa!” Damon’s voice came. “Charles is teasing me! Stop him.” He came as I picked him up. “Charles. Don’t tease you brother.” I scolded him. “But Papa, he ate my chocolate.” “I will get you both more. Okay?” I smiled, putting Damon down and ruffling their hair. You were right, Avery. My life is divided into two portions now. Damon and Charles. Charles and Damon both look like me but Damon has Avery’s sapphire eyes and both of them have her personality. The light of m
“Because her mate cannot love her, couldn’t provide her any comfort and she knew the chances of fatality were remarkable, she knew she’d die but she chose this… you know why?” Ashley swallowed with a tear rolling down,“All to eradicate your hatred. To end this fucking loop of miserym pain and resentment she sacrificed her life to give you reasons to live and love.” She cried. My heart burned in a fierce fire of hell, scorched and ripped apart to hear she did all this for me and I failed to notice the pain and weight of the eyes I lived for.I told you, you cannot bear it.We both began to cry. My voice echoed in the room as I couldn’t speak, only letting out my voice of anguish. Tears reflecting my devastation and crumbling me. The canvas of my life which began to tu
The next day, I woke up and saw Avery hugging me tightly. Ever since we have started sharing the room, I no longer have nightmares. The benediction of holding her close gave me peace.I sat up carefully not to wake her up as my lips curved upwards automatically when I saw her. I got ready for work, she was in a deep slumber so I didn’t wake her up and went to work, telling Ava to take care of her.On my way, Jeremy crossed my way and stopped me. Perplexed, thinking Avery might have talked him out then why is he here?“I need to talk to you.” He said bitterly. “What do you want?” I asked. “We need to talk.” Giving him a skeptical look, I agreed as we went to a nearby coffee shop.“Hmm… What is it?” I
Blaze POV:-As the time passed, my anxiety increased a million fold, lost in abysmal thoughts of disturbance, the fright overcame me to think about Avery’s reaction. Her words surely broke my heart and no matter how much I want to tell her, how much penitence I show about this- this would never be enough.I want a normal life with her as well, who wants to live in a dusty tomb of provocation? I can’t do it anymore, before I lose everything I have to save what I can: I can Avery, I want to do it. To say I am scared would be an understatement; I was petrified. What if I lose both of them? I will lose my reason to live and I honestly don’t want any more suffering.She doesn’t understand the delicacy and I couldn’t apprehend her emotions. We both led a distinguished path but both led to an a
“You seemed happy.” I said, looking at Blaze on our way back home. “Hmm?” He raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”“You were smiling, you were somehow elated.”“I was? I didn’t notice.” He shrugged. “You were.” I pinched his cheeks, “Avery, hey! Stop. I am driving.” He pulled my hand back, making me pout. He glanced at me and did the same action as I winced.“Sweet revenge.” He said as we both broke into a chuckle.We reached home and I was about to go to my room but Blaze stopped me, “Where are you going?”“To my room, where else?”
“Because I will die.” I said icily, waiting for his reaction. His eyes widened, losing his ability to think. He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out.“So it would be better if you forget about me and move on Jeremy. Only eternal darkness resides ahead for me.” I said, hugging my sides.“Why…? Why are you doing this?” He asked, looking down in a croaked voice.“Do you love him?” He asked again. “It doesn’t concern you. I don’t want you to involve yourself in my life anymore.”“Avery, why are you risking your life for the child of a person who doesn’t even like you? What will you gain?”My lips curved
Inhaling my scent deeply, he slowly pulled away. “I missed you.” He said earnestly.“In two week?” I asked with a smirk, getting up from my seat.“I’d miss you in a few moments, those were still weeks.” He said.“Aw~ That was cheesy.” he laughed a little and we went to his- our room.Blaze wrapped his arms securely around me, pulling me close to him. My back was pressed against his chest firmly, I smiled as we remained like this.“Blaze…” He hummed, motioning me to continue, “What’s my worth?” I asked.
“It all depends on you also Mr Allen-'' Fiona scanned Avery’s chaotic form for a minute and said, “You should take care of her well. Judging her reactions, this much tension is not good for her. Please give her extreme care, make sure not to give her any mental or physical stress.” She guided me.“I understand. Thanks, Doc.” I said.“I will write some medicines for her.” Taking the prescription from her, I bought the medicines and we went home.“Ava. Can you shift Avery’s stuff to my room?” I asked. “Of course.” She smiled and noticed Avery's depressed face, “Are you alright, Luna?”“She will be fine.” I said. “Blaze…” She called. “Hm