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52 - They Made Their Choices
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2021-04-17 09:46:17Three years have passed since that night, since my first real satisfaction.
What I have learned from Scott is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined.
Fighting was a completely distant memory, and something that will forever stay in my past. I didn’t need it now, my dark shadow now had an itch with only one thing to satisfy it.
I often think I should have been counting, but I hadn’t been. If I had to guess I could say I’m up to about 50 or so kills. Some have been easy, some have been fucking intense.
It is now what I live for … sure I still chase girls now and then, but I can go without for a while just thinking about my other fulfillment.
I was about to
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