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38 - You'd Tell Me, Right?
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2021-04-15 08:44:24“Rae … Rae …” I heard a man whisper.
I shot up, ready to defend myself against whoever was there. My hand flew on it’s own at the figure beside me and a firm hand stopped it before making contact.
“Well, it’s good you can at least somewhat try to defend yourself,” Javi said.
I wasn’t wearing a bra so I snatched the covers up over myself.
“Knocking is this crazy new thing people do, have you heard of it,” I fussed.
“I don’t have to knock in my own house,” he said as a matter of fact.
Huh? His house??
Shit, was this his bedroom?!
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