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43 - First Taste
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2021-04-17 09:07:29I had just turned 13, and sure enough, nobody gave a damn.
Lydia and Roy fucked like rabbits and rarely got dressed, it was disgusting so I hardly ever went home. I started finding abandoned houses to go into, which wasn’t hard.
You are probably wondering why I call her Lydia, and not mom. Well, she’s not my mom, she hasn’t done a damn thing to deserve that title.
She keeps me around to get money from the state, and to try and look like a good mom to her parole officer, plain and simple.
I was starting to get a bit of a reputation around the neighborhood for my boxing skills and I finally had something to look forward to, and a way to channel my anger.
You might say having my as
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