Prologue
All I could smell was the scent of sex.
Everywhere I looked, bodies twisted and writhed in pleasure, moans filling the air.
Heart pounding, I ran, the sound of footsteps growing closer, chasing me.
The trees came alive, their branches resembling snakes, swiftly closing in on me.
One branch ensnared my leg, coiling around me, rendering me motionless as I fell into the mud.
I tried to scream, but no sound escaped my lips…
Then, a soft touch wrapped around my waist, a whisper brushed against my ear. "You shouldn't have run."
I turned my head, locking eyes with Marcus.
Another hand grasped my face, turning it towards an angelic face I couldn't forget.
"Choose me," he murmured, his lips hovering inches away from mine.
“She is mine." Derek's voice cut through the air as he positioned himself between my legs, his lips tracing a path up my inner thigh, inching closer.
I trembled, my breath catching, anticipation coursing through my veins.
Before I could react, another face blocked my vision, the long scar across his face getting darker as he leaned in. His lips crashed against mine.
My heart pounded, my body ignited by his touch as he pulled back with an intense gaze.
"You know whom you belong to," he breathed, a dangerous edge to his voice.
And suddenly, those hands and lips were no longer waiting for my answer.
They explored my flesh, igniting a trail of sensation. My back arched, and my throat ran dry.
“Make your choice," they whispered.
I blinked. Everything faded.
I found myself stripped bare, wrists bound to a bed, my heart still pounding just as hard.
And that’s when four pairs of hands and lips began their enticing crawl, tracing their way up my trembling, aroused form.
Little did I know, I had unwittingly stepped into a web of seduction and submission.
Where boundaries blurred… and choices had dire consequences.
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Chapter 1 - Things To Hide
“Carlos’ name is on the blacklist!”
“Carlos’ name is on the blacklist!”
“Hehe… Carlos’ name is on the blacklist!”
As I rushed out of the college gates, the echo of voices followed me, bouncing off the tall brick walls that enclosed the college campus.
I didn’t want to be here for whatever trouble there was about to ensue.
I ran toward Nyx, "There's another name on the Blacklist. I don't want to be here when shit goes down."
Nyx rolled her eyes, her head full of red hair shook along with it,
“The shit can go to hell or heaven, I don’t care. I am not going anywhere until I see Alpha Marcus and his friends at the college today.” All the while that she spoke, her finger kept scrolling up the screen, showing me thousands of pictures and videos filled with Marcus’ and his three friends, Ares, Derek, and Kai’s faces.
“Why do you even like someone like him so much?” I groaned with disgust, “seriously Nyx, he and his friends, all are a bunch of bullies! The entire pack is terrified of them and this blacklisting tradition.”
“He is cute.” she stomped her feet, thrusting her phone in my hand, “He is the alpha of this territory. Of course he can do whatever he wants”
“I have never seen someone as evil as him.” I gritted out, “all he does is bully the people weaker than him and take pleasure in it. Only cowards do that.”
“Nyx Jo!”
The voice was scarily familiar. Nyx eyes met mine, and then widened. “I should run.” she whispered.
“Don’t even think about it!” Mr. Logan, our product design teacher approached us quickly “We have found questionable things in your desk, Ms. Jo! You are coming to the principal’s office.”
I kind of guessed what those questionable things were. In fact, if a word like ‘questionable things’ existed, it probably did because of someone like Nyx. Naked pictures of popular stars, printed copies of fanfictions written on her favourite people existing on earth, you name a weird thing, and she had it.
“Keep it safe!” she hissed, and shoved her phone in my hands and made a run to hide from Mr. Logan.
Standing alone with a phone in my hand, I stared blankly at the now empty space. Sighing aloud, I tried to lock the screen and go back home.
Suddenly, a hand snatched that phone out of my grip while the other hand grabbed my wrist, forcefully snatching me closer.
I realized, I stood with my body against one of the ‘greek gods’, Derek Ray.
With broad shoulders, jet-black hair that was tousled and wild, falling to his shoulders, and a chiseled face that commanded attention, he stood before me. His piercing green eyes bore into mine.
But all of that didn’t catch my eye.
I recognized him from that sly smile on his face. The one that curved upon his lips whenever he was about to do something evil. It was a smile that sent a chill down my spine, hinting at a darkness within him that both intrigued and unnerved me.
As I jerked back to reality, I noticed that he was scrolling through the screen of Nyx’s phone.
People had started making a crowd around us, attracted by the four men surrounding me.
Shit!
“I found a crazy fan, Marcus.” Derek announced very loudly.
“I’m not a crazy fan.” I quickly said, trying to snatch the phone back. “Check the Apple ID. My name is Milli, not Nyx. Give that phone back please.”
He smiled slightly. And then he threw the phone back in the air, “What a Stalker. Little Milli here is obsessed with you.”
My eyes followed the phone and watched in horror as it landed in another pair of hands. My heart stopped when I saw the face of the man holding the phone.
The one who had caught the phone was Marcus Nightingale. I knew at the very first glance. I had seen that face so many times in the past month from every angle on Nyx’s phone to not recognize him.
He wasn’t exactly as I had seen him in pictures. The light brown hair was a bit more messy, and the dark brown eyes seemed to have a bit more color. But everything else about him was the same. The vibe that screamed danger, the tattoos that went from his wrist to his neck, and the look in his eyes, everything was intensified now that I was no longer seeing him through a screen.
And now, he was right in front of me.
He was looking through the phone, his eyes moving over the thousands of pictures in the gallery.
“Are you out of your fucking mind?” he finally growled, his face filling with anger.
“It’s a misunderstanding.” I tried to say but the voice came out unclear and scratchy. I tried again, this time louder,
“It’s a misunderstanding. That’s my friend’s phone.”
Marcus’ steps halted when he was barely one step away from me.
I stopped thinking at that very moment because his body suddenly bent down. His face slid to the side of my face and his lips touched my ear. I swear to god, I felt him inhale deeply as his face bent closer to my neck.
He whispered, “Stalker.”
His lips rubbed against my ear when he said those words. The tingles that shot through my entire body were strong enough to make me gulp so hard that it would bury the moan that tried to come out of my throat.
I was not thinking. I was not even breathing. I just stood there as the closeness of his body and the scent of his skin made my knees weak. He moved back just as quickly as he had approached me, and then turned around and walked away.
I had never felt this broken and shaken to the core.
I watched with a blank stare as all four of them got inside the BMW and drove away. It took me many more moments to finally let out the breath that I had been holding in and blink.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” I buried my face in my hands and screamed bloody heaven through a suppressed voice.
It took me an entire hour to walk from college to my house. Usually I would just unlock the doors and walk straight to my bedroom. It had not been more than a month since I had come to know Uncle Hector after my family was murdered, so our interactions remained minimal and awkward. Though now it has become easier to talk to him.
The moment I reached, I saw bags packed and placed near the entrance of the door and Uncle standing next to them. The moment he saw me, he pushed the bandana off his head by running his massive hand over his forehead. The curly hair fell overwhere on his head down to his neck as he shook his head side by side like a guerilla.
“Get in the car. We’re leaving.”
I frowned, “Where?”
“To the pack house.” he answered, calm as a peach but even then his voice was booming, “Alpha needs me. Alpha has specifically sent some people to invite me to live at the pack house. They asked me to help the investigators in finding out more details about the case… about what happened to your family and who did it.”
Nodding my head, I swallowed the lump that was in my throat. Even though I never had a perfect family, they were the people who took care of me in their own ways.
Within half an hour, we were out of the house and inside the SUV, seated in the backseat as the driver raced through the dark streets of the small town.
“SHIT!” I suddenly sprang upright, my heart in my throat.
“The fuck?” Uncle Hector almost dropped the coffee cup that was in his large hand. It was a venti, but in his hand it looked like a shot glass.
“We should go back.” I said, voice barely audible. “Let’s go back. Can I go back?”
This is the worst.
No, this is worse than the worst. This is hell. Literal torture.
How in the fucking world can I forget about such an important thing?!
All of those four alphas will be there!
They had already branded me as a stalker. My entry under their turf will be like putting a ‘stalker’ stamp on my forehead confirming their doubts.
“We are here.” The driver said, pulling over to the curb.
Coming out of the parking lot, the first thing I saw was the huge, white house standing in the middle of nowhere. There were woods on each side of the house, woods in the back, and only one wide road leading to the house.
It was creepy but mystical at the same time.
“Hector,” A man stood right outside. Just like all the warriors of the pack, he wore his dark hair short and had a muscular form. For a twenty something guy, he looked like the weight of the world rested on his shoulders.
“Zach.” Uncle greeted him.
Jogging over to us, Zach continued, “Sorry about this, but I need you to come with me to check on something.” Sliding his gaze to me without waiting for Uncle’s answer, he asked, “Your room is on the first floor, second… first one next to the stairs.” his voice was rough and cold, “would it be alright for you to head in first?”
Despite my instincts screaming at me to refuse, I nodded my head in agreement.
Shuddering a little, I headed inside the house.
The fear in my chest evaporated slowly as my gaze roamed around the white walls of the massive mansion. There were paintings of nature, wolves, and modern art on the walls.
Upon reaching the first floor, I took a deep breath of relief and headed toward the bedroom. Zack had said second…? First room?
First room, right.
Pushing my palm against the heavy wooden door, I entered right in.
I turned around to lock the door behind myself. My suitcase was still with the driver.
Taking my feet out of the slippers, I took off all the clothes, leaving only the bra and panty on. I walked to the nightstand, turned the lights off, and then threw myself in the middle of it, facefirst.
The aroma of something heavenly filled me immediately. What… the hell is even that? It smelled like spice and forest and a softer scent of some shampoo probably. I swear I felt like I could orgasm just from the scent of the bedsheet.
Taking deep breaths with my eyes clenched shut, I remained still as a dead body, engulfed by the bed of my dreams.
The next thing I knew, something was wrapped around my ankle and dragging me down the length of the bed, just like the heroine in a horror movie getting snatched by the axe murderer.
When my knees slammed into the footboard, I whipped around to my back and gave a small scream. I saw a huge shadow looming over me in the dark and I opened my mouth to scream, knowing that whoever had murdered my family had found me and this was the end.
My life was done, finished, ended and I had not even lost my virginity yet.
My ankle was released just before I could scream, but two hands grabbed my hips and forcefully pulled me out of bed. I was suddenly placed on my feet, but before I could regain my balance, my wrists were seized and pulled tightly behind my back, causing me to whimper in pain. In the next moment, I was roughly slammed against a hard body.
“Talk,” a deep voice demanded and I could smell spice, forest and shampoo.
It was Alpha Marcus.
Shit, shit, shit.
Either I had really bad luck or someone was trapping me in a deadly game with these alphas.
“Two seconds,” Marcus warned.
“Marc- Alpha Marcus, it’s me. Milli.”
The hands on my wrists loosened but didn’t let go.
“What the fuck?”
I took in a deep breath which pressed my breasts further into his chest.
I explained, quite hastily, “Zach told me that this is the room I will be staying in. He said First room from the stairs. Uncle Hector said Alpha invited us to live here.”
Marcus took a moment to let this sink in.
“Which Alpha?”
“I don’t know.”
“Why have you been stalking me?”
I decided to play dumb. There was no way I was going to admit about that phone or push Nyx under the bus to save my arse because that’s just not what besties do.
“What?” I asked.
“You heard me,” he answered.
“I don’t know what you are talking about.”
Then he said, “All right, I don’t have anymore patience to talk about this with you. You have two choices. Either you talk to me about why you have so many pictures of me in your phone or I tell you how you are going to pay me for that entire shenanigan of yours.”
Even though this was my first ‘talking’ encounter with him, he clearly had no intention of having any mercy on me.
I licked my lips and looked at him., “Alright fine. What is it you want from me as a payback for those pictures?”
I had barely let out the word ‘pictures’, when he moved again.
And I had no time to think about why and how he always managed to move so fast because the very next second, the hairband on my ponytail was gone, his hands were on my ass and then I was lifted up. My behind settled on the table and Marcus moved in. Both of his arms wrapped around my back, I had no choice but to spread my legs or get my knees gouged with his abs. His arms snatched me to him, my nether regions pressed to his crotch.
And then he bent his head and kissed me.
Holy. Fucking. Shit. When he pulled back, I stared at him, gobsmacked. This was not normal ‘alpha- member’ behaviour. What in the holy hell was going on? I didn’t have to wait long. He told it to me straight out. Too bluntly for my little brain to grasp at once. “I want you to sleep with me as payback.” I stared at him. My mouth hanging open in a shocking silence. Holy mother shitballs. Eventually, I managed to whisper, “You must have lost your mind.” He kept staring at me, wordless. His hand went into my hair and with a gentle pull he tilted my head back again. “You are not serious! You can’t do this to me! We are not doing that!” “Why not?” He was calm as a peach, one of his hands was tangled in my hair and the other arm was wrapped around my waist. His hand rested on my waist like we did little flirtings before bed every night of our lives. “I am not attracted to you. You are more like an older brother to me.” “Is that why you took half naked, almost inappropriate ph
I realised I was in trouble at that point, and a sense of panic washed over me. Tremors ran through my body as I cautiously shifted my gaze, trying to avoid direct eye contact with him. Instead, my eyes drifted past him, landing on the intimidating figures standing behind him. Alpha Ares, tall and imposing, leaned casually against the wall, his strong frame supported by the unyielding surface. The two other men that stood next to him, dressed in sleek, all-black clothes, had their eyes pinned to me. My attention was immediately drawn to the first man’s mesmerising green eyes and the intricate tattoo that adorned his muscular arms. His long hair cascaded over his shoulders, adding to his enigmatic appeal. Derek Ray. There was a smirk on his face. After all, he was the first one who had branded me as a ‘stalker’ and now he was probably smacking a ‘see, I was absolutely right’ across my face with his eyes. Standing next to him was a man with a thin but very visible scar across hi
Marcus and I appeared on the screen. And then the video cut to him slapping the plate across my face. The video played on a loop, mocking me for challenging an alpha like a damn fool. His cruel words echoed through the hall, seeping into my very core once again. My legs shook beneath me, and I could feel the weight of humiliation settling upon me once again. I had barely set foot in this pack, and already I had become a target for mockery. My heart pounded so hard that I got dizzy. The anxiety, the panic taking over my senses. He had to do it to show me who ruled? To show me that I should know my place and never challenge him…? That fucking bastard. That god damn bastard! My fingers clenched around the railing of the stairs, my vision getting blurred with fury. He had the audacity to humiliate me, to dump food on my face. He didn’t even know me, yet he acted as if he had the right to control me. He had no right! I stormed right inside the pack hall, my entire body shaking
I left the hospital room and returned to my own bedroom. First, I called Uncle Hector and Nyx one after the other, informing them that I was out of danger and shared the details of my punishment. The next day, I had devised a plan to attend all my classes, using them as an excuse to spend at least twelve hours of the day away from Alpha Marcus. And after that, it is going to be what? Like four hours when he asks me to do random shit for him? That was okay. I could tolerate three hours for two weeks. So, happy as a button, I walked to my first class with a spring in my step. And then that happiness went poof in the air the very second I entered the classroom. Alpha Marcus stood before me with his hands in his packets, his hips leaning against the table. And there were whispers echoing in the entire hall by the shell shocked boys and girls who had never even got to see him face to face ever before, let alone in their classroom so closely. Marcus's head turned in my direction the
“Aw… ahh…..” I flinched and then whimpered, trying to push him away. But he grabbed the other side of my throat with his palm, restricting my movement, and licked over the spot with his tongue, soothing the burn. He then bit that spot again. “Goddd…” I whimpered again, my voice shaking terribly, but he rolled his tongue on the skin before pulling back from me. With a gaze filled with pride, he stared at the spot he had bitten with his teeth. His eyes then met mine again, his tongue licking his lips with a starved look in his eyes. I gulped hard, trying to shake off the cloud he had cast over me. It felt almost impossible to regain my composure, but I gathered my resolve and shook my head at him, pushing against his presence. "Back off now. Enough," I whispered, my voice hoarse and trembling. He did step back, but his heated gaze remained locked onto me. Leaning against the edge of the table with his hip, he crossed his arms over his chest. I slid down from the table on my shaky
“This doesn’t feel right. Get out. Come and sit next to me.” He replied blankly. Oh for the love of fucking god! This man and his neverending tantrums! “What is your problem? You want me to sit in the front or you don't want me to sit in the front? Why do you keep changing your mind?!” Ares was staring at me with a shocked gaze. His eyes then slid to Marcus as he muttered, “Don’t you dare attack her.” Marcus’ jaw clenched so tight, that I was scared he was going to reach out, grab me by my collar and drag me to the front. But instead, he turned in his seat to look at me directly, and gritted out, “Sit. In. The. Front. Fucking. Seat!” He growled again. “You are so damn childish.” I gritted under my breath as I got off. “Dare you repeat that?” His threatening growl followed my back. Ignoring it, I got in the front seat next to him and we drove off. I was not comfortable initiating any type of conversation with any of them. With Marcus, because, well, he is Marcus. And with Ares,
He leaned in and kissed me. Lips, tongue, and a lot of him. Everything of him. His taste, his skin, his softness and roughness. Everything deep. It slid into my mouth, caressing the soft skin and licking up the nectar that my tongue brought and taking everything away. They continued their descent, tracing a path down the side of my neck, setting my skin ablaze with desire. A low whisper escaped his lips, his warm breath grazing my ear. “This mark is already fading,” he murmured, his thumb gently caressing the spot on my neck where he had left his mark earlier in the morning. “Ah…” I cried out. A shot of burning sensation went straight to the nub between my legs when he grazed that spot. A mix of pleasure and vulnerability coursed through me at the reminder of what he had done to me in that classroom. “Your neck looks more beautiful with my mark on it.” My breathing grew ragged, my chest rising and falling rapidly as I struggled to catch my breath. The sensations coursing through
He grabbed his phone from the table and approached me, “We caught the person who spread that video of you. Let’s go. It’s a girl, so I can’t leave her in the dungeons until tomorrow for punishment.” I stiffened. “The video... the same one that-“ “Yes, the same one that almost drove you to kill me.” “That wasn’t the reason I tried to kill you though,” I muttered under my breath. “You shouldn’t have insulted me.” Before I could finish my words, he was in my personal space, his intensity palpable. “Sunshine, I can hear you even when you mumble under your breath.” I furrowed my brows and looked up at him. “Good. I wanted you to hear it anyway. I haven’t let that go yet! And why do you keep calling me that?” “What?” “Sunshine,” I emphasised, my frustration evident. “That’s not my name. In case you’ve forgotten, it’s Milli.” He grinned mischievously and leaned in, planting a kiss on my lips. “You look like the brightest thing in the world when you’re naked in my bed. So even when it
~Milli~The world spun around me in a whirl of chaos."Uncle… please… Wake up!" My voice trembled as I struggled against the grip that was crushing my neck.Panic clawed at my chest as his hold tightened, making it hard to breathe. His eyes blazed with a furious red, like he was trapped in a nightmare he couldn't escape. Those burning eyes felt like they were seeing right through me, as if he saw a stranger in my place.Blackness edged my vision, my strength waning. His grip was a vise, threatening to snap my neck any moment. Just as I teetered on the edge of losing consciousness, Marcus appeared out of nowhere. With a swift move, he wrapped his arms around my uncle's neck and yanked him ba
I wiped the blood from my nose as he picked up the call immediately."Daisy?"The voice on the other end spoke for a few minutes. His face grew paler with each passing second as he ended the call, then immediately rushed to his room."Ares!" I called after him multiple times, but he was already gone without even a glance in my direction.Struggling to my feet, I managed to get up. Soon after, Ares descended the stairs with a bag in his hands and hurriedly left the pack house. His face was ashen, as if he'd seen a ghost.I wasn't sure what was happening or what news he had received, but one thing was crystal clear: Daisy would always be his top priority, eve
His body stilled immediately as if I had hit him. I didn't even see his face when he abruptly detached from me and left the room without giving me another glance.Turning towards my bed, I buried my face in the pillow, tears soaking the fabric as my body shook with sobs.***"Milli, you're mated to Kai?" My uncle's voice echoed in my ears, a mix of surprise and concern evident in his tone. It brought back a sense of nostalgia but he was too far away for me to hug himI mustered a faint smile, attempting to infuse some cheerfulness into my voice. "Yes, Uncle. I didn't want to bother you while you were busy with the investigation. I'm sorry I couldn't let you know earlier."His voice held a note of caution. "Are you doing
In front of me stood five men, accompanied by two large, wild-looking wolves with patches of black fur. Their clothes were tattered, washed out, and full of holes.…Rogues?I swallowed hard, shuffling back on the ground, my instinct urging me to flee from them as soon as I could. The men stared at me as if I were their next meal. The wolves were thin, but four times larger than any wolf I had seen in my life. Their gazes dripped with bloodthirst/The one who had grabbed my hair was the largest among them.My heart raced even faster, but then one of the wolves lunged at me.It tore off my top, leaving me in my bra. "No, back off!" I screamed trying to fight off the wolf as its claws scratched my skin.
I entered the pack hall the following day. Thankfully, Kai hadn't returned to the bedroom the previous night. Despite my fear, I struggled to fall asleep until the early morning hours, constantly on edge, fearing his arrival at any moment. The lack of sleep weighed heavily on me as I made my way to the hall. Upon arriving, I noticed that everyone had already finished breakfast. Silently, I ate my own meal while overhearing hushed conversations and glances directed my way."Hey," a gentle voice caught me off guard from behind. Startled, I looked up and saw Ares standing before me.I stood up, the sudden movement making me feel dizzy. Ares swiftly steadied me, preventing me from collapsing, and helped me back into my seat.Taking a place in the chair next to me, he faced me directly. "Are you feeling better now?""Somewhat," I whispered, my voice barely audible, unable to speak in a loud voice without feeling a throbbing ache in my head.”"You turned out to be Kai's mate," he remarked
~Milli~An unfamiliar sensation surged through my veins, jolting me awake. Gasping for air, I blinked my eyes open to a world of disorientation. My breath came in heavy bursts as a searing pain coursed through my neck, a painful trail that seemed to burst my veins.With an instinctual grip, I clutched onto the shoulders of the man who was biting my neck, pushing him away.My eyes widened as I realized it was Kai."What are you..." My voice trembled, my mind struggling to form coherent words.Relief washed over his face, transforming his features into a happy smile. His hand cupped my face, "You're awake? Oh, thank the gods, you're awake!"
~Marcus~ The fire that surged within me as I watched Ares stroll out of the pack house hand in hand with Milli was blinding. My grip on the vodka bottle tightened as I snatched it off the counter, downing its contents in a single gulp. Just as I moved to follow them, Derek stepped in front of me, blocking my path. "Marcus, this event's far from over. There are still hours ahead. Keep your wits about you." "Step the hell aside," I growled, the sight of him igniting an indescribable rage within me. He had the audacity to kiss Sunshine, even though he damn well knew she belonged to me. I shoved him away and caught a glimpse of Ares and Milli vanishing through the doorway. Clamping my jaw, I yanked my phone out and fired off a message - 'Blacklist: Milli Jane.' I stormed out of the damn house. "You finally witnessed that bitch's true colors?" Kai drawled, leaning against the pillar outside, another bottle of whiskey dangling from his fingers. He moved toward me, blocking my path,
As I stepped out of Derek's car, my mind began to clear and the haze of the drinks dissipated. Nervousness and tension gripped each of my steps as I entered the pack house, which was now abuzz with people dressed in elegant attire, a stark contrast to my own appearance. As soon as I walked in, my gaze met Marcus' intense eyes, fixed right in the center of the hall."Are you planning to stand by the entrance all night?" Derek's voice whispered beside my ear, making me flinch.I quickly moved forward, reaching Marcus. He had been drinking heavily. I could smell it from where I stood.His jaw was tightly clenched, eyes burning through me. The moment I came to stand in front of him, he asked,"You kissed Derek?"
I quickly averted my eyes."What's that?" I pointed. It looked like something out of a fairytale, a princess's grand display with a large stage in the middle.There were young girls and boys standing around, grinning, holding hands.Nyx's lips curled into a mischievous grin."Tell me the truth, not your version," I warned.She rolled her eyes with a dramatic sigh. "Gosh, you're always on to me. How do you know I was going to lie?""You get that evil gleam in your eyes, the one that gives me shivers.”"Fine," she huffed, "It's t