Forgive and Let Go

"Come on Liv. I promise you look fine.""I do not look fine. You have put me in this tight-ass dress that is showing too much for my own comfort.""What is too much about it? You have nice boobs. Showing cleavage is a good thing. I thought you wanted to hook up with someone tonight? And as for your ass. Girl, you are thick as hell. Those guys aren't going to know what to do when they lay eyes on you."Turning around looking at my reflection I frown. I'm not your average girl. I have long black hair that reaches my waist. My eyes are a bright shade of green. Tonight I am a little taller because of the heels I am wearing, but normally I barely reach 5'3 in height. As for this thickness that my best friend, Becca, is referring to.. well let's just say I'm fat. I have a big ass because of

After JP dropped me off at home that evening, I ran upstairs to call Becca."Hey girl!" She answers her phone almost immediately."Hey. I just got home. I just wanted to let you know I was alive." I laugh"Where did y'all go?""He took me to some little ice cream shop that's about 30 minutes from here.""Awe, that's cute. Did he try anything?""Surprisingly, no. He was cool the entire time. We asked each other questions for a while, but then it got awkward when we got on the subject of sex. He wanted to know why I was so touchy on the subject of sex.""Did you tell him?"

When we arrive at the party, it is already in full swing. This party was actually at JP and Nick's place. Lord, they had a huge home."Are you ready to do this?" I ask him. We have been sitting in his truck for the past 5 minutes."Can we start this another night? Can I at least get one more night in of crazy sex before I begin to be a good guy?""You have to choices. One, you put on your big boy pants and get this going tonight. Or two, we don't do this at all. So which would you prefer?"He takes just a minute before he finally looks over at me and says, "Fine. Since multiple girls are already going to hate you for this, would you want to do something for me?""Depends on what that

"All I am saying is the two of you spend more time together than the two of us do anymore" Becca whined."Yeah, but that's because you are always with Nick. Sorry, but I don't want to sit around while the two of you have y'alls tongues down each other throats.""I know, you're right. Here they come now." Becca has a big smile on her face."Hey, baby!" Becca jumps in Nick's arms."Hey, Liv." Nick smiles at me before kissing Becca."Hey" JP walks over to me"Hey""Congrats. You are no longer a high school student" He laughs."I know

It has been 3 days since we told Becca and Nick about us. Three days since our little sexual encounter. Sexual frustration is a real thing. I used to think otherwise but since that day, just being around JP makes me want to rip his clothes off and have him fuck me.I am currently sitting in my room going through emails. During the last few months of high school, I did loads of college applications. I have so many unopened emails from colleges. I'm not quite sure if I was accepted or denied, but I figured I might as well go ahead and begin looking through them now so I can decide where I want to go. Before I met JP I wanted to go to a school that was 5 hours away, in a whole different state. Now, though, I'm not too sure what I want to do. JP and I haven't even talked about it. I do know that I am going to school to become a surgical technician. I thought about going to be a doctor but af