Sam still looked uncomfortable when we were on our way to his residence. I was totally confused as to why a man as big and tall as Sam could be made to act awkwardly by a fifteen year old teenager."Does Daniel live with his parents in the castle?" I asked, turning to him. The car we drove off the forest-lined track headed toward the outskirts of Portland."Balthazar lives alone there," he replied after a moment's silence."Huh? Alone?" I stared at him in disbelief."He lives in that place alone?"Sam nodded briefly. "Balthazar ... not as young as you think, Chloe.""How old is he?" I replied. We entered the basement parking of an apartment building and Sam drove his car slower to find an empty parking spot."I'll tell you his age after you become my mate" he said with a smile and then unbuckled his seat belt. His mysterious smile made me even more curious."How old is he? Seventeen?" I said after we got out of the car and walked to the lobby. Sam took my hand then lifted him to kiss
Our kiss stopped because I accidentally bit my own tongue. "Ouch," I grumbled a bit embarrassed because I was too excited to kiss Sam again to bite myself.Sam chuckled then kissed my forehead briefly before releasing his hug from me.'Do you want to start taking pictures now?" he asked, stepping back to his camera. "What?" I asked a bit confused. He stopped and looked back at me with the same confused look. We've both confessed our feelings, isn't it time to take this relationship to a more serious stage?'Are ... we're not going to make it official now?" I asked him. "You say a mate has to have a mark?""Chloe ... Do you realize what mate really is? Once I bite you, that bond can't be broken forever" Sam stood frozen but his face looked serious and worried at the same time ... I don't know why he looked worried now.'I know" I answered honestly. Suddenly I felt so stupid, maybe Sam wasn't ready for the consequences of a mate bond ... Why could I think selfishly and only think about
By the next day I still couldn't talk about Dimitri's arrival at Pack's house and only five days left. Not because I put it off but because Alex was very busy since morning, he wasn't even beside me when I woke up.Apparently by now the news of our parents' house being burned down had spread throughout the Pack, and now all the Pack members knew Dimitri was the culprit. The atmosphere at Pack's house that was usually relaxed and calm now turned tense. All werewolves were forbidden from going out alone until Dimitri was found.I called Mum and Dad to see how they were doing. The plan is that this afternoon me, Alex, and Jake will visit the apartment they are temporarily living in to have dinner together. My time to say goodbye to everyone I care about is also getting narrower.Several times I thought of just running away, but if I did everyone would be sad. And now I'm no longer a volatile teenager who has to run away every time a problem arises. I need to solve this problem asap so I
No one spoke for who knows how long. Maybe only half a minute, but to me feels very, very long. I didn't get to see Jake and Alex's response again, my eyes were fixed on my parents who were still silent. Mum frowned slightly in understanding. Maybe because Mum used to be human so she doesn't know much about Lycan and her history with werewolves. But Dad ...Her brown eyes stared at me in horror.I opened my lips to defend myself but no words could come out of my mouth."How- What ... do you mean?" Dad's voice made my heart feel like it was being squeezed painfully.I bit the inside of my cheek to hold back the sobs that wanted to come out again. The memory of Dad letting me ride on both of his shoulders when I was seven was playing over and over again in my head. Right now Dad was looking at me like I was a stranger to him.But there's no turning back for me now."Cara, stop." Alex called me but I ignored him.I swallowed my saliva to get rid of the sadness that was clumping in my thr
At first I thought we were going back to the Pack house, but Alex brought me to this forest. He unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. I followed him out of the car and tried to look at his face in the darkness. Since this afternoon the sky looked cloudy like it was going to rain, so tonight the moon and stars were only faintly visible because they were covered in gray clouds."Why did we come here?" I asked Alex who was standing with his back to me."Because I want to talk alone with you without interruption at all," he replied. He turned to me and took my hand again and led me down the path. His big hands felt very warm as they held me, the slight emptiness and numbness that had appeared in my heart before was now replaced with a bit of warmth.Alex walked slower than usual, his gaze fixed straight on the darkness of the forest. I want to know what's in his head right now, what he's thinking, what he's feeling even though I can already guess a bit because after all I'm the
I can't remember what happened after that, but I can feel warmth wrap around me when Alex hugs me. The warmth lasted so long that it took me to a peaceful sleep. But just like the pleasant things in life, that comfortable warm feeling slowly disappeared and was replaced with a torturous feeling of pain and heat.I opened my eyes which felt like they were coated with glue. My head hurts and feels heavy, while my swollen eyes also feel hot. I looked up at the ceiling of the familiar Pack house.For a few moments I just lay silent while absorbing the painful throbbing at the base of my neck. I know what mark's next effect will be, my body and soul will crave Alex until I can't be far away from him then slowly those feelings will fade along with this mark fading.I only have five days left, so Alex gave it to me so I can't leave his side. And last night I thought He wanted to end our relationship. My mixed feelings made me feel even more giddy. On the other hand I want this mark, but I al
"Will I ever be able to visit Mum and Dad again?" I asked Alex as we lay on the bed to sleep. Since the incident with Dimitri and the mysterious man who broke into my room, Alex never let me sleep alone again. So now we're living at the Pack house again ... even if only for a while.Alex pulled me into his arms, his hand stroking my hair gently. His gaze was fixed on the ceiling of this room when he heard my question. "I think Dad still needs time to understand you, Cara" he answered after a moment.I can't blame Dad, I should have explained better and calmer yesterday. And I shouldn't have said Theodore Brennan's name right away, because that werewolf was Dad's father, after all. How complicated this family relationship is, I thought as I pressed my cheek against Alex's chest. The sound of his regular heartbeat makes me feel calm and peaceful."Do you think Dad will accept me?" I asked again. "What about Mum?"I looked up in his arms. Alex's hand was still moving around stroking my h
"No." Alex gritted his teeth. He looks a little angry.Iblinked in surprise at her stinging response. "Why not?" I replied more calmly. I'm grateful the current tone of voice doesn't sound disappointed.'I knew you would say that again," he grumbled and then he let go of my arms from his body and sat on the edge of the bed, his back to me."Why not?" I repeated again now more curt. "Because I'm only eighteen? Alex, if you can think beyond your illusions about me right now, you'll realize I'm already one hundred and eight- one hundred and nine next month!"He looked at me with an irritated expression. "But inside your head and everyone's heads you're still eighteen, Cara!" he exclaimed in frustration."Inside my head?!" I snapped back. "I knowI'm one hundred and eight years old!""No. Your childish attitude still shows you're eighteen years old."His answer made me feel even more angry. But if I reply by exclaiming too then He will think I'm still childish even more. I took a deep bre