No one spoke for who knows how long. Maybe only half a minute, but to me feels very, very long. I didn't get to see Jake and Alex's response again, my eyes were fixed on my parents who were still silent. Mum frowned slightly in understanding. Maybe because Mum used to be human so she doesn't know much about Lycan and her history with werewolves. But Dad ...Her brown eyes stared at me in horror.I opened my lips to defend myself but no words could come out of my mouth."How- What ... do you mean?" Dad's voice made my heart feel like it was being squeezed painfully.I bit the inside of my cheek to hold back the sobs that wanted to come out again. The memory of Dad letting me ride on both of his shoulders when I was seven was playing over and over again in my head. Right now Dad was looking at me like I was a stranger to him.But there's no turning back for me now."Cara, stop." Alex called me but I ignored him.I swallowed my saliva to get rid of the sadness that was clumping in my thr
At first I thought we were going back to the Pack house, but Alex brought me to this forest. He unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. I followed him out of the car and tried to look at his face in the darkness. Since this afternoon the sky looked cloudy like it was going to rain, so tonight the moon and stars were only faintly visible because they were covered in gray clouds."Why did we come here?" I asked Alex who was standing with his back to me."Because I want to talk alone with you without interruption at all," he replied. He turned to me and took my hand again and led me down the path. His big hands felt very warm as they held me, the slight emptiness and numbness that had appeared in my heart before was now replaced with a bit of warmth.Alex walked slower than usual, his gaze fixed straight on the darkness of the forest. I want to know what's in his head right now, what he's thinking, what he's feeling even though I can already guess a bit because after all I'm the
I can't remember what happened after that, but I can feel warmth wrap around me when Alex hugs me. The warmth lasted so long that it took me to a peaceful sleep. But just like the pleasant things in life, that comfortable warm feeling slowly disappeared and was replaced with a torturous feeling of pain and heat.I opened my eyes which felt like they were coated with glue. My head hurts and feels heavy, while my swollen eyes also feel hot. I looked up at the ceiling of the familiar Pack house.For a few moments I just lay silent while absorbing the painful throbbing at the base of my neck. I know what mark's next effect will be, my body and soul will crave Alex until I can't be far away from him then slowly those feelings will fade along with this mark fading.I only have five days left, so Alex gave it to me so I can't leave his side. And last night I thought He wanted to end our relationship. My mixed feelings made me feel even more giddy. On the other hand I want this mark, but I al
"Will I ever be able to visit Mum and Dad again?" I asked Alex as we lay on the bed to sleep. Since the incident with Dimitri and the mysterious man who broke into my room, Alex never let me sleep alone again. So now we're living at the Pack house again ... even if only for a while.Alex pulled me into his arms, his hand stroking my hair gently. His gaze was fixed on the ceiling of this room when he heard my question. "I think Dad still needs time to understand you, Cara" he answered after a moment.I can't blame Dad, I should have explained better and calmer yesterday. And I shouldn't have said Theodore Brennan's name right away, because that werewolf was Dad's father, after all. How complicated this family relationship is, I thought as I pressed my cheek against Alex's chest. The sound of his regular heartbeat makes me feel calm and peaceful."Do you think Dad will accept me?" I asked again. "What about Mum?"I looked up in his arms. Alex's hand was still moving around stroking my h
"No." Alex gritted his teeth. He looks a little angry.Iblinked in surprise at her stinging response. "Why not?" I replied more calmly. I'm grateful the current tone of voice doesn't sound disappointed.'I knew you would say that again," he grumbled and then he let go of my arms from his body and sat on the edge of the bed, his back to me."Why not?" I repeated again now more curt. "Because I'm only eighteen? Alex, if you can think beyond your illusions about me right now, you'll realize I'm already one hundred and eight- one hundred and nine next month!"He looked at me with an irritated expression. "But inside your head and everyone's heads you're still eighteen, Cara!" he exclaimed in frustration."Inside my head?!" I snapped back. "I knowI'm one hundred and eight years old!""No. Your childish attitude still shows you're eighteen years old."His answer made me feel even more angry. But if I reply by exclaiming too then He will think I'm still childish even more. I took a deep bre
Alex came back to the room when I was asleep. I know because I had woken up a bit when he pulled me into his arms. But when I woke up the next morning, he was gone from my side.Last night's events put me in a gloomy mood this morning, and as if to mock me, it had been raining heavily since the last hour. I haven't come out of my room after waking up and washing my face. All I've been doing since earlier is just sitting by the window watching the rain fall. I just opened a small gap in the window so that the fresh, wet scent could enter this room.Embracing the blanket that covered my whole body I stared at the dark weather outside. Even though it was still ten in the morning, the atmosphere outside was rather dark, in fact it almost looked like six in the afternoon.How many hours left? I thought while trying to count.Eighty five hours.And I wasted precious time shutting myself in my room. Instead of cajoling Alex into letting me go, I got into a fight with him. Again. Maybe Alex h
Still barefoot, I walked quickly up the stairs to the third floor. Just as I reached the top of the third floor stairs, a man was just coming out of Alex's study door.The big man looked directly at me when he realized my step. As I walked closer, I could feel his familiar aura. Maybe he's also an Alpha like Alex because his aura is so dominant, I thought briefly. We stared at each other as we passed and he smiled a little at me, so I returned the same.After that I didn't think about the man anymore, because all my attention was on the news I was about to break to Alex. As usual, I opened Alex's office door without knocking first. He looked up from his desk with a surprised expression, but only for a moment, for his eyes warmed at the realization of my presence. From behind the window of his office, the rain was still falling very hard.I guess I've completely forgotten what happened last night, or rather I don't care anymore. Alex looked at me with a little doubt at first, but when
We didn't have much time left, so Alex and I planned to visit Pack Yellowstone today as well. Alex had already contacted Alpha Sam and he said he would convey the plans for our visit to Balthazar. I just found out how much of a hassle it is to contact Bathazar, as he doesn't have a phone, internet or cell phone in his castle.On today's visit we will go with Vincent and Evelyn as well. Jake still hasn't come back from the Basilisk Pack, Alex says he'll probably get home later tonight.Like I said earlier, we should have left as soon as we were ready but because of the damn mark on my neck our aim was slightly off the mark. We just finished changing clothes in the room, but somehow at first now my back is against the bed with Alex on top of me.Alex's hot breath caressed my face as he shifted his kisses to my jaw very ... very slowly. "We have to stop soon," he muttered which I replied with a weak nod then pulled my head up while closing my eyes, giving access to Alex and his kisses to