Skylar: Thanks.
Damn, there are so many blocks where should I start? Ooh, I stared at a piece of writing. Wait the key has both the block and room number, so it is block 6 room 10. They have made my job easier. I finally found it, after long hours of search. Well, it has been a couple of minutes, I might be exaggerating. Wow this room is so pretty, well it is too girlish for my style but it is so clean. Looks like Kate has a problem at hand. I am more of a pig. I made myself at home, threw the bags on the floor and just laid on the bed, and eventually dozed off.Kate: Skylar! wake up (I felt a hand on my shoulder).Skylar: Shit! (I said impulsively) Who are you? (I spoke).I tend to act and say crazy shit when i wake up from my naps or deep sleep.
Kate: It is Kate your ...Skylar: I know. (I interrupted). Lol do not mind me, I tend to say some crazy stuff when I wake up. Like one time I fell asleep when my parents went out, so they told me to lock the door, because it is not safe and wait for them to return. Knowing that I fall asleep easily I decided to watch some movies, unfortunately, I dosed off a couple of hours, I am not sure how many, my parents arrived and knocked on the door, I remember waking up, going straight to the door instead of opening up I told them that the keys were under the doormat, flower pot and I started talking shit so my parents ended up sleeping in the car. At first, my mom thought that I do it deliberately but turns out I'm like that. Do not worry though, I am seeing Doctor Jules, my therapist. (There is an awkward silence and Kate is giving me the crazy look like I am crazy or something so I bury my head avoiding eye contact). What? I talk too much, don't I?Growing up, I was more of an introvert, so I came up with a coping mechanism. talking, I often talk a lot when I feel nervous. It helps me not to hear my negative thoughts. Weird? Well for some people it is but this is me.
Kate: No... Ok well, yah. Just a little. (She says teasingly). It is just that I thought that you were the quiet and shy type turns out that you are talkative. (She jokes).Skylar: I knew it. Well, I am shy honestly, I tend to be a chatterbox when I'm nervous. I will stop (I laugh).Kate: No please don't, I think it is cute. I like this version of you... Right, I thought you might be hungry so I bought food for you, here you go. (She hands over a takeaway, ooh yum, chicken, potato wedges, and coleslaw were on the menu with ginger beer drink).Skylar: Thank you. Looks good(I said shyly). How much is it. (I take of my wallet).Kate: No, you don't need to pay. It's on me.
Skylar: Wow. That is so kind of you. Thanks.
That is so kind and thoughtful of her.
Kate: No problem, roomie. Wait till you taste the potatoes. HEAVEN!
I laughed. We sat besides each other on the mini desk and talked about our lives, the good, funny, embarrassing and bad things as we ate our meal. We laughed, shared ideas and we were gay. I had a fantastic time. Bath TimeKate was about to have a shower... She undressed and I looked away I did not want to seem like a creep, that is a disadvantage of being gay. I feel like I might make her uncomfortable or what if I can't resist and I act up doing something stupid and regretful? Kate: Why are you looking away? I actually don't mind, you are a girl and I'm a girl too. Unless you are a lesbian? Are you? (She laughed).When she mentioned that I felt my heart beating faster, I started asking myself questions, my head started spinning and I remained silent...Was it that obvious? I thought I was lowkey.Still silent...
Kate: Wait or are you? (She asked curiously).Skylar: (The pressure and tension increase. Shit what should I do, what should I say? Can I tell her?)Skylar: No! ( I said abruptly).
Kate: Jeez, relax and have a chill pill I was only just playing. Anyways I am on my way to take a shower, wanna join me? (She smiled).Say yes...
Skylar: No I will bathe later (I politely declined).Kate: Ok suit yourself. Bye roomie. (She waved).She shut the door on her way out. Argh, that was stupid of me to say. I missed an opportunity why did I refuse? This is not like me, she is turning me soft. Normally I was a fuck girl, I would date different girls at the same time, toy with their emotions, and satisfy myself but with her, I feel weak and vulnerable. Sky you got this, when she comes back I am going to tell her that I am gay, confess my love to her and make her mine. Easy just like the old times, if I managed to date Tess who is she? Tess, daughter of multimillionaire John Kulo, Tess was the prettiest girl and one of the popular girls at our high school Naledi Senior Secondary School, and guys would have to die in order to date her. She was a tough nut to crack. But guess who managed to penetrate and cultivate her stoned heart? You guessed right, this bitch, well she was straight and I turned her gay, you know how we players do it. Come to think of it I never really loved her she was too clingy, rude, and spoilt. I only dated her to prove to my girls that Sky can get who she wants, if it was not for her father is rich and the bet I would have dumped her ages back but enough of my ex, that is a story for another day.I then laid down on my bed with smiles, reminiscing about everything that happened today. I have fallen head over heels for this girl. Who knew if she is actually the one. The search is over, finally, I have found my missing piece of the puzzle. Kate...
Skylar: G****e plays Godspeed by Frank Ocean.
This is my jam. I sat back, chilled, and listened to this masterpiece. Guess I must have gotten carried away. It is funny how time seems to go fast when you are caught up in the moment. Love is amazing but yet it can also cause distress. Love is like a virus, once it gets into your system you can't get rid of it. There is no cure but it can be controlled. No matter how much you try to resist this kind of temptation, you end up falling in love. The great wizard casts a spell so powerful that even you cannot break from it. Love is not for the weak. Love knows no status. Whether you are rich or poor, at the end of the day everyone finds love. I felt butterflies in my tummy.
Skylar: Oh shit, I have to shower. (I said getting off the bed, as I head off to the closet reaching for my toiletry bag. I got lost in my fantasy world again. Suddenly there was a knock on the door). Who is it? (I said, I just arrived here I barely know anyone here maybe they are here for Kate. I unlocked the door and when I opened the door, to my surprise there stood a tall light-skinned, well-structured and smartly dressed guy) Hi, can I help you?...
SkylarGuy: Hello I'm Thabo, Kate's boyfriend. You are? I'm sorry it is just that I haven't seen you around.Skylar: Skylar or Sky for short. (I said disappointedly. Boyfriend? I did not know that Kate had a boyfriend, why didn't she tell me before. Of course, we just met but, how did I miss this? my mood went down). Kate is not around now she went for a shower.Thabo: Ok no sweat, these are for her. (He hands over a rose bouquet and a small gift. How could I ever compete with that? I think I should back out, I got demoralized). So you are her cousin, friend?Skylar: Neither. I am her new roommate. I just arrived today.Thabo: OK welcome to B
KateStarring at my laptop screen. I decided to update my best friend Daniella about the whole Thabo situation so I Skype her. Daniella is my junior school bestie also bestie for life (BFF) of course. We have known each other for almost 5 years now. She is my ride or die. We tell each other everything and we even bathed together as kids. In fact, we do everything together, we even got matching tats (tattoos). From parties to traveling, heartbreaks and happy moments Dani has always been there for me.Kate: Answer the call, bitch. This motherfucker be... Hey, Dani!Daniella: Hey girlfriend wassup? (Excitedly).Kate: Nothing much gal. What too
Skylar Rose: So tell me Sky where are you from? What course are you pursuing, in a nutshell, tell me more about your life? (She said showing interest). Skylar: Well I do not know what to say except that my life is full of drama and complications. Um, I am Sky, I am 18 years old, I come from Serowe and I am doing Industrial and Manufacturing Engineering, year 1. I am a Motswana. I was born and raised in Botswana. All my life I grew up in an abusive home my Dad would physically abuse me and my mom. sometimes we would do nothing about it except stare and bear the pains. (I pause and get a little bit emotional, Rose comes closer, wraps her arms around me, and comforts me). One time things got so inten
Rose Kate: What brings you here? Oh my gosh, mom and dad are worried sick. Do you know that we have been trying to reach out to you but your line never goes through? They even thought you were kidnapped or something. Wow Kate, A.K.A perfect daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Miller, I guess she was always mommy and daddy's favorite. Always fancied beauty contests and I the black sheep of the family loved sporty stuff and hanging out with Russel my bro/buddy, one of the things my parents disliked. She started hating me when all the attention was given to me, what can I say last born privileges'. She made it her life mission to ruin my life. Well, all of that changed when I came out as a lesbian to my parents. They disowned me. What makes this situation worse is when they found out from someone else. You guessed right. Kate. She caught me making out with a girl, she promised me that she would keep it to herself. One day we had a heated argument and she spilled the beans. She could not even keep
Skylar After yesterday's unexpected event/ drama I am just glad that the two sisters finally worked out their differences and made up. Now I am left faced with yet another problem. Today is the day of the audition, I accidentally overdosed and hit the snooze button so I am more than an hour late. I rushed to the Multi-purpose hall where the auditions took place. Hopefully, it is still on. I saw the judges packing up... Skylar:Excuse me I would like to audition for t
SkylarI think Rose and I have a good thing going on, the chemistry we share together is unquestionable. I have always run from responsibilities and commitment but I think it is different with Rose. She is different although her sister, Kate was my true first love. Maybe it was never meant to be. Maybe I was just chasing dreams. I do not want to ruin a good thing with me and Rose. I think that it is high time I move forward and face reality. I think it is high time I quit chasing straight girls and start dating girls in the LGBTQ+ community.Lindiwe: So how was the interview did you ace it?I was so deep in my thoughts, I could barely process everything she just said.Sam:
SkylarLindiwe: So where is this friend of yours? Lol.Skylar: She said she was on her way. (Rose and her lack of time management). There she is (I pointed) in the distance.What is she wearing?Rose: Hey, sorry I am late. Something came up. Hi, I am Rose by the way and you are? (She extended her arm towards Lindiwe).'Lindiwe: Lindiwe. (They shook hands).Skylar: Now that you have both met. Lindi this is my friend Rose and Rose vice versa. Wait what are you wearing? You do know that we are skating right? You can't skate wearing... You should be dressed in PPE, not a skirt and pumps. Right now you look like you are going to the club. Rose: come on, cut me some slack. Can't a girl look stylish?Skylar: No! I did not say that but safety comes first. You know what, today is a beautiful day and I do not want to ruin it by arguing so let us leave it.Rose: Fine!Something was off about Rose. She does not seem to be her
SkylarAs I stood by my bedroom window, the waning light of the day poured through the glass, giving a warm glow on the room. The colors of the dying sun graced the landscape outside, painting the sky in a stunning pallet of oranges, pinks, and purples.The drapes flowed gently in the air, creating a ballet of shadows and light on the walls. Rose and I rested against the window sill, transfixed by the spectacle unfolding in front of us.The sun, like a blazing ball of fire, dropped lower in the sky, sending long, beautiful shadows across the landscape. The rooftops and trees became silhouettes against the painted backdrop, lending depth and intrigue to the image.As I watched the natural beauty from the comfort of my own sanctuary with the woman I adore, I felt a sense of appreciation welling up inside of me. A sensation of calm and peace flooded over me as the warmth of the waning sunshine swept over me.
SkylarAs I stood by my bedroom window, the waning light of the day poured through the glass, giving a warm glow on the room. The colors of the dying sun graced the landscape outside, painting the sky in a stunning pallet of oranges, pinks, and purples.The drapes flowed gently in the air, creating a ballet of shadows and light on the walls. Rose and I rested against the window sill, transfixed by the spectacle unfolding in front of us.The sun, like a blazing ball of fire, dropped lower in the sky, sending long, beautiful shadows across the landscape. The rooftops and trees became silhouettes against the painted backdrop, lending depth and intrigue to the image.As I watched the natural beauty from the comfort of my own sanctuary with the woman I adore, I felt a sense of appreciation welling up inside of me. A sensation of calm and peace flooded over me as the warmth of the waning sunshine swept over me.
SkylarLindiwe: So where is this friend of yours? Lol.Skylar: She said she was on her way. (Rose and her lack of time management). There she is (I pointed) in the distance.What is she wearing?Rose: Hey, sorry I am late. Something came up. Hi, I am Rose by the way and you are? (She extended her arm towards Lindiwe).'Lindiwe: Lindiwe. (They shook hands).Skylar: Now that you have both met. Lindi this is my friend Rose and Rose vice versa. Wait what are you wearing? You do know that we are skating right? You can't skate wearing... You should be dressed in PPE, not a skirt and pumps. Right now you look like you are going to the club. Rose: come on, cut me some slack. Can't a girl look stylish?Skylar: No! I did not say that but safety comes first. You know what, today is a beautiful day and I do not want to ruin it by arguing so let us leave it.Rose: Fine!Something was off about Rose. She does not seem to be her
SkylarI think Rose and I have a good thing going on, the chemistry we share together is unquestionable. I have always run from responsibilities and commitment but I think it is different with Rose. She is different although her sister, Kate was my true first love. Maybe it was never meant to be. Maybe I was just chasing dreams. I do not want to ruin a good thing with me and Rose. I think that it is high time I move forward and face reality. I think it is high time I quit chasing straight girls and start dating girls in the LGBTQ+ community.Lindiwe: So how was the interview did you ace it?I was so deep in my thoughts, I could barely process everything she just said.Sam:
Skylar After yesterday's unexpected event/ drama I am just glad that the two sisters finally worked out their differences and made up. Now I am left faced with yet another problem. Today is the day of the audition, I accidentally overdosed and hit the snooze button so I am more than an hour late. I rushed to the Multi-purpose hall where the auditions took place. Hopefully, it is still on. I saw the judges packing up... Skylar:Excuse me I would like to audition for t
Rose Kate: What brings you here? Oh my gosh, mom and dad are worried sick. Do you know that we have been trying to reach out to you but your line never goes through? They even thought you were kidnapped or something. Wow Kate, A.K.A perfect daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Miller, I guess she was always mommy and daddy's favorite. Always fancied beauty contests and I the black sheep of the family loved sporty stuff and hanging out with Russel my bro/buddy, one of the things my parents disliked. She started hating me when all the attention was given to me, what can I say last born privileges'. She made it her life mission to ruin my life. Well, all of that changed when I came out as a lesbian to my parents. They disowned me. What makes this situation worse is when they found out from someone else. You guessed right. Kate. She caught me making out with a girl, she promised me that she would keep it to herself. One day we had a heated argument and she spilled the beans. She could not even keep
Skylar Rose: So tell me Sky where are you from? What course are you pursuing, in a nutshell, tell me more about your life? (She said showing interest). Skylar: Well I do not know what to say except that my life is full of drama and complications. Um, I am Sky, I am 18 years old, I come from Serowe and I am doing Industrial and Manufacturing Engineering, year 1. I am a Motswana. I was born and raised in Botswana. All my life I grew up in an abusive home my Dad would physically abuse me and my mom. sometimes we would do nothing about it except stare and bear the pains. (I pause and get a little bit emotional, Rose comes closer, wraps her arms around me, and comforts me). One time things got so inten
KateStarring at my laptop screen. I decided to update my best friend Daniella about the whole Thabo situation so I Skype her. Daniella is my junior school bestie also bestie for life (BFF) of course. We have known each other for almost 5 years now. She is my ride or die. We tell each other everything and we even bathed together as kids. In fact, we do everything together, we even got matching tats (tattoos). From parties to traveling, heartbreaks and happy moments Dani has always been there for me.Kate: Answer the call, bitch. This motherfucker be... Hey, Dani!Daniella: Hey girlfriend wassup? (Excitedly).Kate: Nothing much gal. What too
SkylarGuy: Hello I'm Thabo, Kate's boyfriend. You are? I'm sorry it is just that I haven't seen you around.Skylar: Skylar or Sky for short. (I said disappointedly. Boyfriend? I did not know that Kate had a boyfriend, why didn't she tell me before. Of course, we just met but, how did I miss this? my mood went down). Kate is not around now she went for a shower.Thabo: Ok no sweat, these are for her. (He hands over a rose bouquet and a small gift. How could I ever compete with that? I think I should back out, I got demoralized). So you are her cousin, friend?Skylar: Neither. I am her new roommate. I just arrived today.Thabo: OK welcome to B
Skylar: Thanks.Damn, there are so many blocks where should I start? Ooh, I stared at a piece of writing. Wait the key has both the block and room number, so it is block 6 room 10. They have made my job easier. I finally found it, after long hours of search. Well, it has been a couple of minutes, I might be exaggerating. Wow this room is so pretty, well it is too girlish for my style but it is so clean. Looks like Kate has a problem at hand. I am more of a pig. I made myself at home, threw the bags on the floor and just laid on the bed, and eventually dozed off.Kate: Skylar! wake up (I felt a hand on my shoulder).Skylar: Shit! (I said impulsively) Who are you? (I spoke).I tend to act and say crazy shit when i wake up from my naps or deep sleep.Kate: It is Kate your ...Skylar: I know. (I interrupted). Lol do not mind me, I t