CHAPTER FIVE

MYRA'S POV

Xavier and I have been talking for nearly half an hour. Now i know a bit about him. He is an only child and his parents died when he was 16 so thats when he became the alpha. No wonder he is the strongest alpha alive, he has had to learn alot. From these moments i am starting to realize that I might have misjudged Xavier. Maybe he is not as rutheles as he seems, perhaps we can work on our mate bond and take it from there.

I am pulled out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I look at Xavier and he looks agiatated. I make my way to the door and pull it open, before its even fully open, Sarah storms in. She scans the room then scowls when her eyes land on Xavier.

"What are you doing here?" she asks, though it comes out more like an accusation.

"I came to see if our guest was comfortable" Xavier replies looking at me.

"Oh i see. So its your first day here and you are already after my mate. " she scoffs at me.

I open my mouth to answer but Xavier beats me to it.

"Don't mind her, you know i would never cheat on you. Much less with such a cheap woman." he says in one breath, his eyes fixed on me .

For a moment my wolf whimpers in pain but i mask it with a fake smile.

"Sarah, " I start before she cuts me off.

"Thats Luna to you, " she barks and hurries off with Xavier calling after her. I am grateful for the fact that Xavier leaves too and I am left to wallow in my mysery. I can't believe he chose her over me. Am I not good enough?

He is the one who came to me, gave me hope and its still him who reminded me that there is no room for happiness in my life, all in half an hour. I have been through alot of emotional torture but this is way worse than all of them combined.

I am about to get under the covers when there is a knock on my door. I open it only to come face to face with a pair of deep blue orbs that are the cause of my mysery.

"Listen you witch, I don't know what you did to me to make me come to your room earlier but whatever it is i will find out. For now you must come and apologise to your luna" he screams and immediately grabs my hands dragging me to Sarah's room.

I follow him obediently to the room , still too shocked to speak.

"What are you waiting for, apologize" Sarah screams and only then do i realize i am already in her room.

I can take all the humiliation in the world but i would never apologize over something that is not my fault. The alpha in me would never submit to anyone.

"I won't. I won't apologize when it wasn't my fault. I don't care what happens, you can kick me out of your pack if you wish but I won't apologize"

I am so proud of myself after that speech but i clearly didn't think about the consequences.Xavier's cold palms meet my cheeks in a very hot slap and I realize one thing, he would never accept me as a mate.

And I am tired of playing nice.