Myra felt like she was plummeting into an eternal void, it was Xavier's hands on her body that kept her from doing so.His mouth on her was so insistent, his hands wandering. He was doing things to her. Things she didn't want to think about as she laid in bed with him steeped in hot pleasure. She was beyond lost.Did she moan or had he? Did he profess his love for her or was it all a figment of her imagination. She wondered.All that she would think of later.She would enjoy, their time together, she decided. "You are driving me crazy" he whispered even as he eased a finger inside her, followed by a second one.He was gentle in his movements despite the fire in his voice and the passion in his caress. He wanted her to feel the pleasure as him, the same desperation. And when he had taken her to the peak, he knew she was ready for it.He eased inside her, slowly to let her adjust to him. He would bank down on his needs. Suppress them untill she was comfortable. He wanted it to be memora
THIRD PERSON'S POV Myra winced as she ran a finger over her wrist. It was bruised, as usual. Nothing was new about that. She had been going through the same pain and humiliation for the past six years, now she had just turned 19 and still all of it was the same. She had tried to escape so many times, but had never been succesfull, her ill fate, she had always termed it. What made the situation even worse was that the alpha of the pack that had held her captive was claiming that she was his mate. She was sure he wasn't her mate since she hadn't felt any bond with him, but her denial only brought her more pain. She had a strong wolf, after all she had survived 6 years of abuse and torture. But everything has its limits. Lately she had not been feeling her wolf. Perhaps she was only taking time to heal and gain new energy. All of it would pass eventually, of that she was sure. When? She asked herself. She had no idea. All she needed to do was survive till the evening. Since it was th
THIRD PERSON'S POV Everyone dreams once I a while. In general, it is good to fantasize, but one should always remember to keep their feet on the ground at all times. What's more, pain is inevitable, we can always hope for the best and at the same time brace ourselves for the worst. If only Myra had known what misfortune lied in her finding her mate. If only she had braced herself for the situation she was about to encounter. If only...At daybreak, Myra found herself in an unknown territory, welcoming but unknown nonetheless. She scanned her sorrounding and was greeted with beautiful colourful trees.Trees of all colours adorned the ground, each unique in its own way, all trying to outshine one another and at the same time working together to keep the grounds as alluring as a bride decked for her wedding night. She would have mistaken it for heaven had she not already heard stories of the Cresent pack. Now that she was witnessing it she had to admit that the stories had done the pla
THIRD PERSON'S POV Myra took a deep breath, her left palm resting on her heart. She was beyond shaken, destroyed. She hadn't expected any of this at all. Nothing she had been through would have prepared her for the day she finds out that her mate has a lover. All the dreams she had ever had of ever finding her mate were shattered. She would never be the same again and she knew it. But what could she do? Whatever decision she made she seemed to always end up in pain. She let her lips curve up into a small smile when she recalled her dreams of having a mate and even a family. Oh it was painful, she discovered, to loose what you have always dreamed of without even actually having it. She would survive, she had to. First, she had to find out how and why he had a mate , then she would take it from there. Surely there had to be an explanation. "Why..." "Listen, you can't tell anyone that we are mates. " He warned looking dead serious. If she thought the feeling of rejection she had r
MYRA'S POV. Its been nearly an hour since I had been rudely ushered to my room by my very own mate. How do I feel you wonder? Terrible. I might have acted all tough in front of Xavier and talked about how I was going to fight for our relationship and all but the truth is i don't know where to start. I don't kow what to do or even who to turn to. I decide to shower for the first time in months realizing i am actually very filthy. I change into my towel and make my way into the big bathroom. Really, this bathroom is so big it looks like an apartment. I shower for what feels like hours before i make my way back to the room. On my bed are some clothes and from the smell they belong to Xavier. It feels like he is trying to torment me because he knows that with his scent close my wolf will be restless. I pull the shirt over my head first and just as i am about to reach for the pair of shorts, the door bursts open . Guess who comes in. The one and only, Xavier. "What are you doing here?"
MYRA'S POV Xavier and I have been talking for nearly half an hour. Now i know a bit about him. He is an only child and his parents died when he was 16 so thats when he became the alpha. No wonder he is the strongest alpha alive, he has had to learn alot. From these moments i am starting to realize that I might have misjudged Xavier. Maybe he is not as rutheles as he seems, perhaps we can work on our mate bond and take it from there. I am pulled out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I look at Xavier and he looks agiatated. I make my way to the door and pull it open, before its even fully open, Sarah storms in. She scans the room then scowls when her eyes land on Xavier. "What are you doing here?" she asks, though it comes out more like an accusation. "I came to see if our guest was comfortable" Xavier replies looking at me. "Oh i see. So its your first day here and you are already after my mate. " she scoffs at me. I open my mouth to answer but Xavier beats me to it. "Don't
THIRD PERSON'S POV Myra was mistaken if she didn't think Xavier cared. He cared, something he wasn't ready to admit. He wasn't even ready to accept her as a mate. Maybe because he knew there was no happiness he could give her. After all, how could he make her happy when all he had known all his life was pain. Even when he had Sarah as a mate, knowing she wasn't his mate, he hoped she wouldn't be so hurt. Every time he saw the pain in her eyes all because of him, his heart wrenched. But who did she think she was to change him, he had been lonely for so long and all over a sudden she shows up looking so beautiful claiming to be his mate. He had made himself a promise years earlier that he wouldn't take a mate, Sarah meant nothing to him. In fact, she was merely there to frustrate Myra , maybe then she would leave. But did he really want her to leave? He wasn't sure, not after he had seen her beautiful eyes, her long soft hair, her plump lips inviting him for a taste every time he lo
THIRD PERSON'S POV They say it is hard to wait for something that you are not sure would ever belong to you, but it is even harder to give up on someone knowing they are all you want. Till today Myra had thought this quote was utter nonsence, that was before she found herself in the same situation. Even she knew that no matter how much pain Xavier gave her, she would always stay and hope that one day he will be hers. It has been a week since the incident with Sarah. Myra hadn't seen Sarah since that night. Rumour had it that she had found her mate and left with him. This should have brought relief to Myra and perhaps some hope to her relationship with Xavier, but no. Nothing changed. Only Myra could attest to how hard it was to have your mate in the next room, to smell their scent all around you and still be unmated. But she was strong, she had gone through so many years of slavery and torture, how could this be any different? It shouldn't have been, but it was. Time and again she w