CIANA
Today is supposed to be my first day at school. It ends up I’m in a hospital when I woke up. I wasn’t dreaming. I have a fresh wound, and the trauma is still inhabiting my body and soul.
“Hey! Are you listening?” I am dragged back to reality and turn my head to look at Jethro. I roll my eyes on him.
“This is not that serious. I can go to school tomorrow. I am perfectly fine,” I spoke, and show my perfect set of teeth. “Why did you skip your first day?” I ask while trying to touch the bandage surrounding my wound.
He has his backpack with him but it seems like he went to the wrong place.
“Who cares. You are more valuable than my first day there.”
He gives me a genuine smile and lean on my bed to get closer to me. I use my two fingers to push his forehead. He laughs a little. He is a happy guy and is the only person left to care for me.
“Shut up. That’s enough I might puke,” I said and acts as if I wanna puke for real.
He gives me a sad face and pouts like a baby. I laugh on his face and throw him one of my pillows.
Jethro sent me home in his car. I could tell that cops are still on my place by just the lights reflected on Jethro’s car from the outside.
“Can’t you stay at my house? It’s safer.” I immediately open the car door before he could think about kidnapping me. I slam the door close and walk away, trying to create a distance.
“I can handle myself.”
“If you change your mind. Call me.”
I give a glance at his red car and wave my hand.
My place’s security has fast upgrades, I could see CCTV cameras installed, and our doors equips triple locks now. I am also answering an interview, but I never speak about the text that I have received. I didn’t check on it again since the last time I hid it.
The smell of my room is the same. Nothing is touched. There are no more traces of blood left on the floor. Everything seems back on its peaceful atmosphere. I drop my body on the bed and stare at the ceiling for a while.
My wound is not deep, but it hurts a little. The things that happened to me are still replaying on my head. This wound will keep on reminding me.
Could it be that the thief who took something here is the one who sent me that message?
I stand up and open the drawer, where I leave the phone. No new message is received. I could still open it as simple as the last time. I take my other phone and try calling the number, but it isn’t available. I also try sending a message, but it only fails all the time.
The phone can receive messages but can’t send one. There is no available storage card, and everything in it is blank. There are no photos and everything. It is a useless phone in general.
My alarm woke me up the next morning. My excitement to go to school has expired. It’s not the first day anymore, and it’s disappointing. The alarm was off, and I do my daily routine. Everything is ready. I am ready. I take my bag from the bed, and noticed the phone again. The screen is on. I don’t want to read any of the messages there, so I turned my back walking to the door.
I close it and sigh. But then I open it again and take the phone to read what's the message. Curiosity is killing me.
August 16
02
I took this day average, but I realized now that it isn’t. I had a classmate named Airo Sebastian. I wish I talked to him right away the time I saw him in the library. It was this day. I could still remember. I wish I could turn back the clock and make some more memories with him.
I lock the door and take the phone with me. If I have a classmate named Airo Sebastian, I will believe that these texts are kind of useful. Whoever might the person be sending it?
I stick the earphones on my ears again and play some random music. The sun touching my skin is reminding me that I am one of it’s kind. My adoptive mom is always telling me that I am the sun, bright and warm. She said I should shine bright and should find my moon. I ask her how will I know if he is the one.
“He is your moon when he lets you shine the way you let him too,” I remember myself in the front of the mirror while she is combing my hair.
“The sun and moon are too different. They can’t meet.”
“ It is as amazing as nature that even the day and night are originally different, they can still meet at a certain point in time. Also, you can imagine an estuary where the salt and freshwater merge into one,” This is how I memorize her words, just as how I remember it.
I stand straight and smile at every person I pass. These strangers are sending me little clues about their attitude. This place is new, but I could identify some approachable and friendly people.
Finally, I reach the school grounds. I wonder what environment is waiting for me here, inside those four walls. I continue walking and go to my first subject room. I pull my earphones from my ears and approach a classmate.
“Hi. I’m Ciana.” She looks at me, so I show her my friendly face, but I think it didn’t work. Her lips curve a little to smile back. My hair bounces a bit when I sit beside her, placing my bag on my lap. Then, I offer her a handshake.
“Hi, uhh--Sarah,” she replies and takes my hand. She is not that friendly, I think, or maybe I am inviting weird impressions by approaching her all friendly in all sudden.
“So--”
“He’s here!” I am intrigued and surprised when she suddenly acts excited for someone’s presence, I guess.
“Who?” I query while following her gaze.
Right in front of the door, an intimidating presence lured me to focus. An attractive guy with his cold aura is making his entrance, and all eyes nails on him.
“Who is he?” I query once more.
“Airo Sebastian.”
CIANA“It was just a coincidence. It’s not that, the person behind that text knows everything.”I was mumbling while heading to the library. It will be very impossible if he is here. How can a person predict?My jaw drops when I see him right away just by entering the door. He rolls the book's cover holding it by one hand and leaned on the chair. The book is blocking his face now. It doesn't seem like he noticed me sitting in front of him. I placed my satchel on my lap.The book has taken over his world. It's how I see it. He is reading something about parallel universe, it’s what I can see from the rolled page.I le
CIANAAugust 1803I wish I never invited him to Jetroe’s party. Something happened.The message is surprisingly very short today. I feel a little bit tired since I only sleep like 4 hours. I got eventually drowned by crazy thoughts. At the same time, my head is too slow to figure things out. Now the thing that’s bothering me most, is the thought about the future. Airo won’t probably make it there. Does it mean, the sender lives in the future and she knows what will actually happen next?The sender, is she my future self?
CIANA“No. You can’t!” Everyone in the library looks at me. “Sorry.”I grab his hand pulling him outside. I can feel how people stare at us. Jealousy and anger has filled the library’s atmosphere. I immediately let go of him before he thinks I am such a crazy stranger who approaches him, grabs him like this as if we already had an exchange of names and are acquainted. We are outside now and I don’t want to be slaughtered or murdered at this young age.“You can’t go.”
CIANAHe is back wearing his blank expression when he guides me inside his house. The house is huge and luxurious with dominant white paint. It is two-storey and has a wide area outside with a swimming pool and a garden. I see three different luxurious cars and fountains too.I feel like a walking trash between bundles of gold. My black shirt and black jeans are too simple for this place. I look at Airo’s back when he halts in front of his brother’s coffin. He is a lucky guy born in such a family but he seems like being left alone and is dead with emotions. But now, I can see he is not that dead inside his heart. He is wearing a mask, I presume.I s
CIANAAugust 2607He went to the library again. We talked a bit but later he went home so I tailed him. His black car stopped at an ice cream parlor so I also asked the taxi to stop. No sign of Airo stepping out of his car and just racing so suddenly. Some people complained. I feel like he is not in a perfect mood now so I went home straight. If only we are close, I might have done something crazy with him. I’ve always wished to try and make him laugh.“Ciana! Why didn’t you text me?” I hide the phone in my
CIANAA figure of a woman with full make up wearing different colors of body con dress, is the image I can recall about my biological mom. I see her drink, smoke and bring random men almost every night. I was five back then and I don’t understand things that much. She laughs with them, but never with me. I can’t even remember if we had a conversation.I thought it's what mothers normally do, but when I see the outside world, I realize it's not. My mother is not one of those typical parents and she does not have a single man for her life.She ignores me all the time and leaves me in the hous
CIANANo matter how many times I go back to see myself in the mirror, my eyes really look horribly swollen. I take my make up kit again and try putting some more concealer. I noticed the photo my mom left at my door last night. My siblings that I never met before are in that photo. I never knew I had four other siblings plus that Shawn I met yesterday.“Ciana!” I hurriedly pick all my things and put them inside my satchel, when I hear Jethro’s voice slowly becoming audibly near. There he knocks.“It’s open.”
CIANA“What are you doing here? I sent you a text last night, right? I have changed my plans.” My arms are crossed while looking at Jethro in front of my room. He is so early and is wearing his crazy smile with him. His two hands landed on my shoulders and pushed me inside.“Well whatever it is, I want to be part of it.” He barges in and I can’t even stop him. He is too strong.“Okay fine.”
(THE FINALE)CIANAI can’t help but drink the 2nd mug of coffee empty and massage my temple. Jethro is giving me headaches again. How did I end up working with him, fusing our companies? I put down all the papers I’ve been checking this whole time. Resting my back at the swivel chair, the view outside the building caught my attention. It’s as beautiful as always, taking half of my stress away from my body.The stars are bright tonight surrounding the moon. An image of a man immediately took over the view which made me blink my eyes fast to erase him in front of my eyes.“Ciana.” That’s David, he’s a suitor. He always barges in easily. I moved to turn the chair to him.“What brought you here again Mr. Sanchez?”“You know I’m here for you.” My eyes rolled. His voice is annoying me and I hate his guts. I rejected him many times already but he is still as hard as a rock trying to get me.“Stop this David or I’ll have no choice but ban you,” I said without even bothering to look at him.“Ye
JETHROAnother Alternate Universe…
JETHRO“She’s locking herself in her room,”
CIANAI missed his cold stares, his natural blank expression on the face. His light brown eyes meeting mine making my heart always flutter. My face is in a state of shock and I’m even unaware a
CIANAI woke up the next day in the same position and my body ached a lot with my arm numb. My mom is busy doing something, preparing the food she brought. The hospital gives me food but she is still doing
CIANAThe doctor explained about it but I don’t care. That simple movement is strengthening my hopes that I will see him one day opening his eyes and I want the first person he sees when he opens the
CIANAHis hand is not the same. They are lifeless and cold now. I can’t move my hand well but I can feel him. Airo is beside me, with eyes closed and body plastered like a mummy. Jethro is still looking at me, at us. He looks happy just like everyone e
JETHROI swallow my own saliva trying to utter a word but my mouth is just halfway open and doesn’t know where to start. I can’t say goodbye yet. I can still wait for another five years.
JETHROWhen did my life start to look like this? These white walls look dark and gloomy. None of these are unacceptable. I’ve waited for years for them to at least give a sign that they are awake. I