This Sunday morning has a different feeling, it’s the previous day before I start my new job. I feel really excited! I wake up early to go ride my bike in the park. It’s one of the few small freedoms I have. My parents used to oppose me riding my bike, but after months of arguments I convinced them it was safe. It’s not as if I ride at night and, also, the park is right in front of our house, so it’s not like I’m going far.
Riding my yellow and pink bike is my favorite part of Sundays, it’s the perfect time to burn calories and be with myself without any interruptions. Also, there’s a smoothie bar called Detoxmania on the other side of the park that prepares the most delicious banana-strawberry smoothie ever. It’s part of my Sunday routine, treating myself with one of those smoothies once I’m done with my workout.
After taking a few laps around the park I stop in front of the smoothie bar. The bike parking spaces are all full so I take my bike to the side of the store where people leave their bikes chained to the water pipe in cases like this. There’s another bike here already, a tall orange one that clearly belongs to a man, the place most be full. I secure my bike to the pipe and go inside. As I predicted, the line is endless. I look at the ‘specials board’ while I wait in line, although I always order the same thing.
When I finally have my smoothie, I notice all tables are full, so I go out and sit on a bench nearby. I contemplate the people passing by, some runners, people walking their dogs, families enjoying their Sunday morning. I wish my family had been like one of these, but I have no memory of our parents ever taking my brother and I to a park. My dad was always busy and my mother always tired. I promise myself that if I ever have children I’ll be the kind of mom that takes them to the park to play.
After finishing my smoothie, I go back to pick up my bike and my blood freezes. Someone has wreck it, the seat is broken and the pink handlebars are lying on the ground, both wheels were torn with a knife and someone wrote the word ‘b*tch’ on the side with black paint. The tall orange bike next to mine is in perfect shape, this was no coincidence, this was purposefully done to me. The online harassment it’s also happening in real life. I take a few steps back as I hold my tears back. What is wrong with people?
I suddenly feel extremely vulnerable, so I start running back home as fast as I can. I leave what used to be my bike behind, I would hate to carry the pieces thru the park with people looking at me and wondering what I did to deserve having my property destroyed. I feel tears running down my cheeks so I wipe them with a swift move and keep running as fast as my legs allow me. I’ll cry when I get home, but not here where whoever did this can see me crumble and rejoice.
I don’t stop until I reach the porch of my house and even then, I don’t feel entirely safe. I look over my shoulder constantly, I’m not sure what I’m looking for, maybe someone suspicious following me or Sam and his brother hidden behind some bushes laughing at me. I see no one. Just regular people walking by.
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. I have to calm myself down before going in, if my parents see me arriving with red eyes and breathing heavily they are going to have a lot of questions. As I open the door I realize they are going to have a lot of questions anyway because I don’t have my bike with me!
I walk in slowly and as quiet as I can. I hear my mom preparing breakfast in the kitchen and suddenly my dad yells from the dining room “How long until we can eat?!” I walk rapidly towards the stairs now that I know where they are.
“We have to wait for Olivia to come back!” Replies my mom from the kitchen.
My dad complains, but I don't get everything he says since I’m already up the stairs. As soon as I reach my room I slide down against my door, relieved that they didn't see me, but also still shaken about my bike.
I take a quick shower and go downstairs to have breakfast with my parents. It’s always the same, my dad reads something in his iPad and my mom looks at the void, we don’t talk to each other, we have our food in silence. Not the most heartwarming family breakfast scene, but this is who we are. I wish I could say our Sundays were more cheerful when my brother was alive, but that would be a lie. Maybe my dad was less bitter, but my mom has always been the same sad woman I see in front of me, always tired or with headaches, too self-absorbed to notice her husband or children.
The rest of my Sunday goes as usual, except I keep wondering how much more is the Sam incident going to affect my life.
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I don’t even need an alarm clock to wake me up. The excitement of my first day of work fills me up with energy. I’ve put the hole bike incident behind me, today is a fresh start for me. My haters can do as they please, they won’t bring me down anymore.
I put on the navy-blue skirt and pink sweater Miranda and I picked together at the mall. I look cute, but professional. I pull my hair back into a high ponytail. I apply pink blush to my cheeks, it gives me a healthy good girl look. I smile at my reflection in the mirror.
Ivan takes me to the luxurious corporate building located right in the middle of the financial district. It must be very unusual for an assistant to arrive in her own van driven by her personal driver, but my father would lose his mind if I took the subway or any other transportation not provided by him.
I go in and walk to the crystal front desk where I explain to the receptionist who I am, she points to the elevators and tells me I have to go to the 15th floor to Thunder Motors. I take the elevator among many other people who work in this building. Everyone seems to be in a hurry, impatient to get to their floor and start their work day. No one pays attention to me, I’m just another girl heading for work. After all the harassment I’ve been subject to these past days, it feels good to go unnoticed.
When I get to the 15th floor, I find a second receptionist behind a wooden desk, she greets me and after I explain to her what I’m doing here, she kindly takes me to my desk.
“So this is your working space. Mr. David Gleason, your boss, is not here yet, but his office is right behind you. I’ll go tell HR you are here and then they’ll give you your access card and help you set in. If you need anything my name is Nancy and my extension is 1526. Welcome to Thunder Motors, Olivia.” She says with a kind smile. I thank her and then I wait for the HR person to come help me.
The morning goes by quickly, an HR employee named George gives me a short tour of our floor and then helps me get familiarized with my new corporate e mail account, among other things. Everyone I meet is really kind, including my boss, and when it’s time for our lunch break, Nancy, from reception, asks me to accompany her with some other people from the office to have lunch at the cafeteria located on the 12th floor. I feel happy to be around people who have no idea about what my dad did. Even though I don’t have much in common with any of them I enjoy being out of my house surrounded by new faces. Miranda was right, this is what I needed, a change of scene.
When I go back to my desk after lunch there’s a yellow orchid with a hand written note on my keyboard. I feel embarrassed. Obviously, it’s not for me, this is my first day, no one knows I’m here, the messenger probably made a mistake and now I’m going to have to look for the girl this was meant to. I read the note.
Have a great first day, doll. Stefan.
My heart skips a beat. The orchid is for me. I can’t help smiling. So Handsome Intruder is named Stefan. It’s nice to know. How did he guess orchids were my favorite kind of flowers?
I keep the orchid on my desk and for the rest of the day, every time I look at it I smile. I think of ways to thank him, but then I desist. I must resist him. As handsome as he is, he works for my dad and we could get in serious trouble. My dad doesn’t like it when I talk to the intruders, if I date one he’ll lose it. What he did to Sam would be nothing in comparison to what he would do to Stefan. It’s too risky to even try.
My first workweek is over. I made it to Friday and, to my own surprise, I’ve been a very efficient employee, I’ve made almost no mistakes and I’ve really enjoyed myself; even on slow days I’ve had a good time because Miranda kept me company thru the phone.I haven’t seen Stefan all week. I don’t know if he’s been around the house or not, or maybe I’ve come too late and missed him. Whatever the reason, I think it’s for the best, I should be as far away from him as I can, even if I’m constantly wishing I’d bump into him when I’m home.
I wake up the next day and realize I slept with Stefan’s jacket on. It’s all wrinkled now, but I don’t care, it’s smells like him and it’s comforting. I lay in bed for a while thinking about him, about how he saved me from the drunken jerk and how I felt with his hand over my thigh. A sudden knock on my door takes me out of my thoughts.
I spend the afternoon alone in my room. I take a shower, put on some comfy clothes and watch movies. I hear a lot of noise downstairs, my dad’s meeting with the intruders is still going on. I want to go to the kitchen to get some snacks, but I don’t want to run into Stefan looking this messy. I wait until the house is quiet and go downstairs. I pour myself a glass of milk and grab as much chocolate chip cookies as I can hold in one hand. I push the swinging door with my back and as I do it someone helps me open it all the way.“Is that your idea of a balanced dinner?” Stefan a
I hear someone quickly typing, the sound reminds me of the office, people working on their computers, eyes focused on the screens, taking a sip of coffee every now and then, exchanging witty remarks with the person next to them. But I’m not in the office, I’m lying in bed... but not my bed! I suddenly open my eyes, realizing where I am.I sit up abruptly and turn to my side. Stefan is sitting beside me with his laptop on his lap, he’s the one making the typing noise. My sudden move brakes his concentration, he turns his face to look at me and gives me a warm smile. He mutters a &ldq
I go straight to my room to take a shower, I then put on a hoodie and a pair of skinny jeans and head to the dining room for dinner.“Olivia! How are you? I haven’t seen you all weekend, I was afraid you were going to miss tonight’s dinner too.”The voice of my cousin Mike startles me as I walk in the dining room. I find him sitting at the table giving me a big kind smile as always
Miranda’s dad and my boss, David Gleason, is getting audited soon and so he needs my help to get everything in order. The day goes by so fast I don’t even have time to eat lunch, I’m buried in an endless pile of documents we have to revise. I take a short break to call Ivan to tell him I’ll be late and that I’ll call him to let him know when to come to pick me up. Around 7 pm, David suggests we order a pizza. I’m partly relieved because I’m starving, but also worried because that means we have a long way to go. I wonder how much they pay for overtime?It’s al
The first thing I do when we arrive home is to check the cars parked in front. There’s the blue BMW M8. I smile relieved, I’ll get to see him today. I go in to look for Stefan, but I don’t have to look far, he is waiting for me in the hallway. “I’m glad to see you didn’t stay overtime today,” he says before giving me a sweet kiss on the lips.“Me too,
The next day at lunch time I’m not invited to go with Nancy and the others. No surprise there, after the way I snapped at Nancy yesterday. I look for the nearest cafe and sit alone with a latte between my hands. I observe people sitting near me for a while until I remember what’s in my purse. I take out my phone and call Miranda.
I light the big Buzz Lightyear shaped candle on top of the carrot cake Agatha made. Alex loves Buzz Lightyear, so our house is full of toys and stuff from that cartoon character. He likes it so much we were afraid his first word would be Buzz, luckily it wasn’t, it was “dad”. He is even wearing a Buzz t-shirt that I bought especially for him to wear today on his 1st birthday. I step out of the kitchen and into the dining room, Alex gasp excited as he sees the candle, he is sitting on his dad’s lap. Agatha starts to sing happy birthday at the top of her lungs. Rebecca and Stefan share a mocking smile discreetly and then start to sing along. It has been hard for Rebecca to reconnect with her brother, but she wanted to be part of ba
At dawn, we hear a loud bang followed by multiple shots and a lot of shouting from Romano’s men. We are being attacked. Rebecca and I immediately get to the floor, I cover my baby with my trembling body. A tall man with dark hair comes into the room agitated.“They found us! We have to get out of here, come with me.” He yells at us. “Hurry!”
On June 21st, I gave birth to a healthy beautiful boy with big blue eyes. Rebecca helped me delivered it, she is an important Gynecologist with her own private practice and she took great care of us. She also hired me as her receptionist and she helps me take care of little Alex whenever I need it.I have to admit, I get sad sometimes that my baby boy is never going to meet his dad, but Rebecca always makes me look on the bright side: we are safe, safe from Romano, saf
Luckily, Romano’s men don’t come with us to Rio, only Diogo, Agatha’s driver, and bodyguard, accompanies us to the city. We go to a big mall, buy an iced coffee and start going through the different shops. I keep on the defense, in case Agatha starts trying to persuade me to give Romano the information he needs, but she doesn’t even mention the subject, instead, she seems nervous. She constantly looks over her shoulder to check if Diogo is near us, I guess she is scared someone might attack us as they did to Stefan.
I stay in bed until morning comes, I’m overwhelmed by emotions: the loss of my parents, the fear of losing Stefan, and the concern for my own safety. Romano’s men are still standing outside the bedroom door, they haven’t moved an inch. I don't feel safe, they can come in any second and shoot me or do whatever Romano tells them to. I’m completely vulnerable. I can’t be alone, I have to be near Agatha or the grandparents so they can intervene if Romano tries to harm me. I ask the guards to let me go see nonna Julia. They seem reluctant, but finally they agree. They walk next to me to nonna’s bedroom and stay outside the door in case I try to go out. I don’t, I stay with her the entire day. We eat
A week goes by and Stefan's condition has not improved one bit. I resent Romano for not letting me go to the hospital, but at least he hasn’t come near me since the day he ordered his men to go through my belongings, he spends most of his days out of the mansion, probably in the hospital or searching for the people who did this to his son.I’m waiting for Agatha to come back from her daily visit to Stefan when I hear a loud bang on my door.
The firsts rays of sunshine slip through the beige curtains, I haven’t slept at all, I feel exhausted, but I can’t stay in bed any longer. My head is going to explode with all the fears and thoughts I’m having. I jump in the shower, wishing that refreshing my body will help me clear my head too, but it doesn’t. My whole body is trembling, I can’t control my nerves. I step out of the shower and hear a lot of noise in the bedroom, I wrap my body in a towel and I peek out the bathroom door to see what’s going on.
I still feel full from all the food that we ate last night, but that doesn’t stop nonna from serving me a big portion of scrambled eggs and potatoes. Romano is not having breakfast with us, so at least we get to have a harmonious morning. Unfortunately, my joy doesn’t last long. “Lucas is going to the docks to see the shipment off. I suggest you go with him, you know what to do.” Romano says as he walks in the room followed by a
We go downstairs to the dining room, but dinner is still not ready, for some reason, Agatha wants us to wait until midnight to eat. Instead, she takes us to the library, where the rest of the family is gathered, including Romano who is once again drinking scotch. He makes a grimace when he sees me come in and then looks the other way, ignoring my presence. Nonna Julia waves at me so I get close to her, I walk pass Romano ignoring him just as he is ignoring me.“I know we are supposed to wait until tomorrow to exchange gifts, but I’m old and I don’t like to wait. I knitted this for your baby,”