A couple of days later, Miranda comes to visit me unannounced (she had no choice since my phone is still off). I really don’t want to see her, I don’t feel like talking about the party or explaining to her why I disappeared from the cyber-world. But I know none of this is her fault, so I greet her with a big smile.
She already knows about the online harassment, apparently the story of what happened is being shared by all of our acquaintances, so she has seen several posts online about it. Miranda thinks this whole thing is going away in a few weeks, but she has a proposal to help me distract myself in the meantime.
“My dad’s assistant was in a car accident and she’ll be on leave until she recovers, so he needs someone to cover for her and, of course, I thought of you.” She says with a big smile.
I make a face. Me? What is she talking about?
“But I know nothing about being an assistant... what made you think of me?” I ask confused.
“You desperately need a change of air. I’m not going to lie, Oli, this thing with your dad did real damage to your reputation, people are saying the craziest things. You need to get out of this house and see new faces.”
“Wait, what things are they saying?” I ask terrified. What else can they say about me? What I read was already pretty bad. Is there more?
“Oh, don’t worry about it, just some crazy gossip about your dad being in the mafia and being this important mobster... ridiculous, I know, but people believe the wildest things.” Miranda looks amused by these theories. Of course she is, it’s not her dad they are talking about.
“What! That’s terrible!” I whine. “My dad lost his temper for a moment... that doesn’t make him a mobster!”
I feel a hole in my stomach. What an awful thing to say! It’s ridiculous, my dad might have a bad temper, but he’s an honest man. Unfortunately, it’s not the first time I hear this absurd accusation. At my brother’s funeral, a cousin had the nerve of saying that Alex was murdered because of my dad’s sketchy businesses, he was of course taken out of the funeral by my uncle Gus and we haven’t seen or talked to him again. I’ve never told Miranda about it, it was so silly I didn’t see the point and I won’t say anything now either, just because other people are making up similar stories about my dad doesn’t mean they are true.
“Of course, I know that! I told you it was ridiculous and, trust me, people are going to forget all about this very soon. But, in the meantime, you should find something to occupy yourself with and this job is perfect! It’s only for a few weeks and you’ll gain some experience and money! It’s better than doing nothing while you’re still taking time off from college.” I can see in Miranda’s face that she’s not giving up and I have to admit she does make some good points. I mean, I don’t need the money, my parents give me everything I want (except freedom), but it will be nice to have some money of my own and to get out of the house more.
“I’m not even sure what your dad does for a living... something to do with cars? I have cero knowledge about that.” I admit, but the more I think about it the more I like the idea of taking this job.
“Who cares! You’ll be answering phones and making copies, you don’t need to know mechanics to do that. Come on! Say yes.”
“Yes.” I say, feeling excited for a second. “Oh, wait, no... I should probably talk to my parents first.”
“Are you serious? Olivia, come on! In what planet is it normal to ask your parents’ permission to work when you are in your twenties?” She asks exasperated.
Her remark really bothers me. She doesn’t get it. Her family has always been free and open minded. Miranda has a close relationship with her mother, they talk and share everything with each other. She has no idea what is like to grow with cold parents whose idea of parenting is to control your every move. Also, she has never lost a sibling, so she ignores how much that can affect an already dysfunctional family.
“I’m not asking for permission, but they feel unease when I spend too much time out. They are only ok when I’m with you and that’s just because we know each other since middle school. You don’t get it. They are in pain and I have to be considerate about that.” Once I start explaining this to Miranda I realize taking the job is a terrible idea. My mom is going to worry if I’m out all day... It’s not ok to make her go thru that. And for sure my dad is going to hate the idea of me dealing with strangers every day. “Actually, I think it’s a bad idea. Your dad should look for someone else to be his assistant.”
“No! Oli, don’t do this to yourself!” Miranda cries. “You’re right! You should be considerate, but you should also have a life. Besides, you said it yourself, they are ok when we are together and you’ll be working for my dad, so that basically counts as being near me.”
I can’t help but to laugh with her logic. “Ok, I’ll talk to them.” I say, knowing my dad is most likely going to oppose.
“Can you do it now? My dad kind of needs to know soon.” She says with a smile.
I sigh and then nod. I walk to my dad’s office while Miranda waits in my room. Once I get to his door, I lift my arm to knock, but then I regret it. I hate feeling like this. As if I’m doing something wrong whenever I want to do something that for others is perfectly normal. I mentally rehearse what I’m telling my dad so he won’t oppose right away. I know for sure he’s going to have a million objections and I want to be prepared, at least give him a fight to tell Miranda that I tried.
“Are you going in or are you planning to stand there the whole day?”
I recognize Handsome Intruder’s voice behind me. I turn around to face him.
“I was going in, but my dad sounds busy. I’ll come back later.” I lie agitated. I hate how nervous he makes me feel.
“No, he’s not, but if you want you can talk to me instead.” He says in a very sensual voice, he then takes a lock of my hair and places it behind my ear with a gentle move. His fingers softly brush my cheek as he does it.
I gulp, painfully aware of how close we are to each other. At this distance, I can smell his cologne, he, of course, is not one of those guys who over uses it, so I just get a hint of it, but it’s enough to make me tremble with desire. He smells so fresh. I wonder what it would be like to have him even closer, to be between his arms.
What am I doing smelling this stranger?!
“I don’t need intermediaries.” I say taking a step back that almost makes me hit my dad’s office door.
“Tell me. Maybe I can help you.” He insists, taking a step forward to shorten the distance between us again.
“You can’t.” I move to the side and duck him, I start walking down the hall, but he grabs me by the arm and stops me.
“Hey! We are not finished.” He says pulling me near him. I move my arm to try to break free, but he tightens his grip.
“Let me go!” I demand enraged. Who does he think he is?
“I’ll let you go after you tell me what you need.” He says very calmly as if he wasn’t holding his boss’s daughter against her will.
“I have nothing to tell you. This is between me and my dad, it’s none of your business.” I say angrily.
“Everything related to you is my business, doll.” He says with a smile.
“Stop calling me doll. My name is Olivia.” I mutter.
“I know. But you remind me of a doll with your big beautiful blue eyes and porcelain skin.”
My pulse accelerates and I feel my cheeks blushing. I hope he doesn’t notices it. I’m out of words, I’ve even stop trying to break free from him. It’s so absurd, he tells me I have beautiful eyes and I forget my anger. We stare at each other in silence. He has beautiful blue eyes as well, but his aren’t sweet like a doll’s, but menacing, like he’s a wolf ready to face any threat that may arise.
“Please, let go of me.” I whisper.
He opens his hand, releasing me from his grip. I take a step back and then turn around towards the stairs. I feel him walking behind me. I stop and look over my shoulder. He’s right behind me, so near I can still smell his cologne.
“Please, tell me what you need. I want to help you.” He asks and for the first time he doesn’t sound like a smug.
“I don’t need anything.” I answer in a kinder tone. “I wanted to ask my dad for his opinion. My friend’s dad needs an assistant for a few weeks and he’s offering me the job.” I explain.
“And you want to take this job?” He asks with surprise. “Do you need money or something?”
I scowl. He must think of me like I’m a spoiled brat whose only interest is to do her nails. And, yes, I love doing my nails and I guess I’m kind of brat in some ways, but that doesn’t mean I can’t have a job like everybody else.
“No, but it’s already September so it’s too late for me to enroll in college and I thought it might be a good idea to gain work experience before next semester.” I explain while wondering in my mind why I’m explaining myself to a stranger.
“Well you are not going to need much work experience once you are my wife, but I guess if you want to try it out for a while I’m ok with that. Just briefly, doll, once we’re married I’ll prefer for you to stay home.” Handsome Intruder says with a straight face and I wait for him to laugh or show in any way that he’s joking, but he just keeps looking at me with a solemn expression.
A nervous laugh escapes me. “What did you just say?” I ask giving him the chance to clarify his strange joke.
“That I’m ok with you working temporarily, doll.”
“Temporarily until we... get married?” I ask with a nervous giggle.
“Yes, exactly.” He answers, still no laugh.
“Are you drunk... or did you hit your head on something?” I ask and look around me to see if there’s a hidden camera or something that would explain this weird prank.
“No and no.” He squints, apparently confused about my question.
“So... take care.” I said and start walking away. At first I walk hesitant, waiting for him to say -Wait! It was a joke! Got you!-, but he doesn’t and so as soon as I’m out of his sight I practically sprint back to my room.
“You are not going to believe what just happened!” I exclaim to Miranda.
I tell her about the strange conversation I just had with Handsome Intruder. Miranda listens to me baffled. We are trying to make sense of his strange comment when I hear a knock on my door. It’s my mom.
“Oli, why didn’t you mention me you got a job?” She asks looking a little hurt. “Your father says it’s perfectly safe, but is it? The office is not in a sketchy part of town or anything, right?”
I look at her perplexed. How does she know? And my dad knows too?
“No, Mrs. Ricci, it’s in the financial district, my dad has worked there for years, It’s totally safe.” Miranda replies.
“Oh, good. Vittorio didn’t seem to have much information.” Says my mom. “When do you start?”
“Next Monday.” Miranda replies again as I’m still muted by the surprise.
“Oh, so soon! Do you have everything you need? What are you going to wear?” My mom seems anxious about the idea of me working.
“Actually, we were just talking about that and we concluded that we need to go shopping. If that’s ok with you, Mrs. Ricci.” Miranda has a big triumph smile in her face.
“Of course. Ask Ivan to take you... have fun, girls.” My mom didn’t even notice I didn’t say a word.
“How did this happen?’ I ask as soon as we are alone.
“I guess Handsome Intruder talked to your dad and convince him it was a good idea.” Miranda replies.
“But... how? It’s weird, isn’t it?”
“Who cares? You got what you wanted. I mean, this probably means you’ll have to marry him as a thank you, but whatever.” She jokes and I scowl. “Come on! Forget about it. Let’s go shopping for awesome work outfits for you!”
Miranda drags me out of the house and we spend the rest of the afternoon at the mall looking for different outfits to make me look professional. I feel excited. My first job! Miranda is right, who cares about what Handsome Intruder did to convince my dad. The only thing that matters is that soon I’ll become a professional woman.
After going thru countless shops we take a pause at a coffee shop, we chat incessantly as we drink our lattes. Miranda tells me everything I’ve missed since I gave up social media, we laugh and gossip and for the first time in days I’m having fun.
That’s until I notice two women, sitting at the table next to us, staring at me with disapproval. One of them looks at her phone and then back at me. They speak between them but look directly at me, whatever they are saying is not nice. It reminds me of the way Martin, Sam’s brother, and his friends were looking at me at that party. Their gazes are so inquisitive I start to feel really uncomfortable. Miranda has no idea what’s happening. I don’t feel like telling her, she might say something to them and the last thing I want is to make a scene.
I tell Miranda that the coffee gave me a headache and that I want to go home. She buys it and we leave. The women follow us with their unkind eyes to the exit. Apparently, the incident with Sam has been widespread and I have more detractors than I thought.
This Sunday morning has a different feeling, it’s the previous day before I start my new job. I feel really excited! I wake up early to go ride my bike in the park. It’s one of the few small freedoms I have. My parents used to oppose me riding my bike, but after months of arguments I convinced them it was safe. It’s not as if I ride at night and, also, the park is right in front of our house, so it’s not like I’m going far.Riding my yellow and pink bike is my favorite part of Sundays, it’s the perfect time to burn calories and be with myself without any interrupti
My first workweek is over. I made it to Friday and, to my own surprise, I’ve been a very efficient employee, I’ve made almost no mistakes and I’ve really enjoyed myself; even on slow days I’ve had a good time because Miranda kept me company thru the phone.I haven’t seen Stefan all week. I don’t know if he’s been around the house or not, or maybe I’ve come too late and missed him. Whatever the reason, I think it’s for the best, I should be as far away from him as I can, even if I’m constantly wishing I’d bump into him when I’m home.
I wake up the next day and realize I slept with Stefan’s jacket on. It’s all wrinkled now, but I don’t care, it’s smells like him and it’s comforting. I lay in bed for a while thinking about him, about how he saved me from the drunken jerk and how I felt with his hand over my thigh. A sudden knock on my door takes me out of my thoughts.
I spend the afternoon alone in my room. I take a shower, put on some comfy clothes and watch movies. I hear a lot of noise downstairs, my dad’s meeting with the intruders is still going on. I want to go to the kitchen to get some snacks, but I don’t want to run into Stefan looking this messy. I wait until the house is quiet and go downstairs. I pour myself a glass of milk and grab as much chocolate chip cookies as I can hold in one hand. I push the swinging door with my back and as I do it someone helps me open it all the way.“Is that your idea of a balanced dinner?” Stefan a
I hear someone quickly typing, the sound reminds me of the office, people working on their computers, eyes focused on the screens, taking a sip of coffee every now and then, exchanging witty remarks with the person next to them. But I’m not in the office, I’m lying in bed... but not my bed! I suddenly open my eyes, realizing where I am.I sit up abruptly and turn to my side. Stefan is sitting beside me with his laptop on his lap, he’s the one making the typing noise. My sudden move brakes his concentration, he turns his face to look at me and gives me a warm smile. He mutters a &ldq
I go straight to my room to take a shower, I then put on a hoodie and a pair of skinny jeans and head to the dining room for dinner.“Olivia! How are you? I haven’t seen you all weekend, I was afraid you were going to miss tonight’s dinner too.”The voice of my cousin Mike startles me as I walk in the dining room. I find him sitting at the table giving me a big kind smile as always
Miranda’s dad and my boss, David Gleason, is getting audited soon and so he needs my help to get everything in order. The day goes by so fast I don’t even have time to eat lunch, I’m buried in an endless pile of documents we have to revise. I take a short break to call Ivan to tell him I’ll be late and that I’ll call him to let him know when to come to pick me up. Around 7 pm, David suggests we order a pizza. I’m partly relieved because I’m starving, but also worried because that means we have a long way to go. I wonder how much they pay for overtime?It’s al
The first thing I do when we arrive home is to check the cars parked in front. There’s the blue BMW M8. I smile relieved, I’ll get to see him today. I go in to look for Stefan, but I don’t have to look far, he is waiting for me in the hallway. “I’m glad to see you didn’t stay overtime today,” he says before giving me a sweet kiss on the lips.“Me too,
I light the big Buzz Lightyear shaped candle on top of the carrot cake Agatha made. Alex loves Buzz Lightyear, so our house is full of toys and stuff from that cartoon character. He likes it so much we were afraid his first word would be Buzz, luckily it wasn’t, it was “dad”. He is even wearing a Buzz t-shirt that I bought especially for him to wear today on his 1st birthday. I step out of the kitchen and into the dining room, Alex gasp excited as he sees the candle, he is sitting on his dad’s lap. Agatha starts to sing happy birthday at the top of her lungs. Rebecca and Stefan share a mocking smile discreetly and then start to sing along. It has been hard for Rebecca to reconnect with her brother, but she wanted to be part of ba
At dawn, we hear a loud bang followed by multiple shots and a lot of shouting from Romano’s men. We are being attacked. Rebecca and I immediately get to the floor, I cover my baby with my trembling body. A tall man with dark hair comes into the room agitated.“They found us! We have to get out of here, come with me.” He yells at us. “Hurry!”
On June 21st, I gave birth to a healthy beautiful boy with big blue eyes. Rebecca helped me delivered it, she is an important Gynecologist with her own private practice and she took great care of us. She also hired me as her receptionist and she helps me take care of little Alex whenever I need it.I have to admit, I get sad sometimes that my baby boy is never going to meet his dad, but Rebecca always makes me look on the bright side: we are safe, safe from Romano, saf
Luckily, Romano’s men don’t come with us to Rio, only Diogo, Agatha’s driver, and bodyguard, accompanies us to the city. We go to a big mall, buy an iced coffee and start going through the different shops. I keep on the defense, in case Agatha starts trying to persuade me to give Romano the information he needs, but she doesn’t even mention the subject, instead, she seems nervous. She constantly looks over her shoulder to check if Diogo is near us, I guess she is scared someone might attack us as they did to Stefan.
I stay in bed until morning comes, I’m overwhelmed by emotions: the loss of my parents, the fear of losing Stefan, and the concern for my own safety. Romano’s men are still standing outside the bedroom door, they haven’t moved an inch. I don't feel safe, they can come in any second and shoot me or do whatever Romano tells them to. I’m completely vulnerable. I can’t be alone, I have to be near Agatha or the grandparents so they can intervene if Romano tries to harm me. I ask the guards to let me go see nonna Julia. They seem reluctant, but finally they agree. They walk next to me to nonna’s bedroom and stay outside the door in case I try to go out. I don’t, I stay with her the entire day. We eat
A week goes by and Stefan's condition has not improved one bit. I resent Romano for not letting me go to the hospital, but at least he hasn’t come near me since the day he ordered his men to go through my belongings, he spends most of his days out of the mansion, probably in the hospital or searching for the people who did this to his son.I’m waiting for Agatha to come back from her daily visit to Stefan when I hear a loud bang on my door.
The firsts rays of sunshine slip through the beige curtains, I haven’t slept at all, I feel exhausted, but I can’t stay in bed any longer. My head is going to explode with all the fears and thoughts I’m having. I jump in the shower, wishing that refreshing my body will help me clear my head too, but it doesn’t. My whole body is trembling, I can’t control my nerves. I step out of the shower and hear a lot of noise in the bedroom, I wrap my body in a towel and I peek out the bathroom door to see what’s going on.
I still feel full from all the food that we ate last night, but that doesn’t stop nonna from serving me a big portion of scrambled eggs and potatoes. Romano is not having breakfast with us, so at least we get to have a harmonious morning. Unfortunately, my joy doesn’t last long. “Lucas is going to the docks to see the shipment off. I suggest you go with him, you know what to do.” Romano says as he walks in the room followed by a
We go downstairs to the dining room, but dinner is still not ready, for some reason, Agatha wants us to wait until midnight to eat. Instead, she takes us to the library, where the rest of the family is gathered, including Romano who is once again drinking scotch. He makes a grimace when he sees me come in and then looks the other way, ignoring my presence. Nonna Julia waves at me so I get close to her, I walk pass Romano ignoring him just as he is ignoring me.“I know we are supposed to wait until tomorrow to exchange gifts, but I’m old and I don’t like to wait. I knitted this for your baby,”