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39. Be Honest

Author: de' Lunar
last update Last Updated: 2022-06-17 11:13:55

In the past, there was only one call from Father to Bella, as parents and daughter didn't talk much because there really wasn't anything to talk about. Bella herself didn't really blame Dad, because Bella didn't expect anything from him. She already knew it would be like this.

But seeing Jennie who cares so much and fights for Bella's rights. The right as a child who needs attention and is entitled to affection from his biological father. Made Bella think, why did Jennie fight for Bella's rights like that, while Bella didn't make any efforts.

Bella was always lying to herself, constantly avoiding this feeling. To be honest, the thoughts never left about her father. Bella wanted Dad to see her, come to her, and ask how she was. It turned out to be true, if there was no desire to meet even if the child and father were, then they could not meet. If Bella wants to meet Dad then can they meet, without the same desire from Dad to meet her?

Bella wanted to know why Dad did
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