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29. Eavesdropping
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Flawless Love 30. Greed
Bella was at a loss for words to hear Jennie's last words which strongly reflected her selfishness. How can she not feel anxious and think it's only Jennie's problem after finding out that Jennie chose a public school because of her. She is also fed up with Jennie's positive attitude on any matter.“Mom... Allow me to do it. After all this time, I want to be with Mother as well as Sister.”Jennie convinced Mom not to worry because when she was at university, would still take a major that supports her talents. Bella didn't understand what kind of ridiculous excuse it was. If that's true, then it's enough for them to live together now.At this point, whatever Bella said, Jennie wouldn't take it. She had already made up her mind. As she gathered people and brought up this topic of conversation, Jennie already had her own answer. She doesn't need approval nor does intend to seek an opinion. From the start, Jennie's goal was to share her decision.Bella felt annoyed
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All this time, the inner debate that had occurred in Bella's heart had always been kept to herself. Because the words that were thought could never come out of her lips. How can other people understand if she doesn't say it, clearly and verbally.How could Mother and Jennie understand if Bella remained silent, closing her heart tightly. Even though she didn't like it, objected, hated it so much but she just kept quiet, always like that.Now Bella realizes that expressing the hidden words in her heart doesn't necessarily make her feel better. On the other hand, she feels very bad about taking it all out on the people she cares about the most in her life. She had made a fatal mistake.Jennie's plan to enter Bella's High School continues. Many parties opposed but she remained firm in her stance. Some time ago Jennie and Dad argued on the phone. This is different from selfishness. She will not mess with the future. Jenny is very serious. Bella wondered where that belief
Last Updated : 2022-06-13Flawless Love 32. Can't Go Back
Bella is late, and Jennie has met with Alec. She couldn't get any closer than this."Just don't say that Jennie, please don't!" Bella prayed earnestly, watching Jennie and Alec from hiding."The reason we broke up?" Alec turned to avoid Jennie's gaze.“No, what would Alec say?” Bella was worried."Only the two of us know," Alec said firmly."Why?! You don't like my sister anymore? Don't you really love her?" Jennie insisted on finding out.To be honest, Jennie felt uneasy, couldn't believe Bella and Alec just parted ways. She is so sure that Alec still loves her sister very much. Then why did they separate? Jennie wanted to know the reason, so badly wanted to seek confirmation from Alec by coming to him directly on her own accord like this.“Jennie, when I came back and met her. The thing I thought was that without me she was fine.”Alec started talking, trying to give Jennie an understanding of how she felt. Meanwhile, Bella was standing where s
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Bella raised one hand. "I will do it, Sir. I'm Bella, running for class president!""Wow!! Prok! Prok!" The whole class welcomed Bella's courage, all were clapping, whistling, and making another noise.Those who knew Bella in the class were shocked by her candidacy, unable to believe what they had just witnessed together. Likewise with Alec. But the friends, as well as Alec, didn't say anything. They just showed a reaction with a crowd cheering.The selection of the class management composition ended without a hitch. With this without voting, and without anyone raising any objections, Bella was officially appointed Class President. Her first task as class president is to divide the students in the class to form study groups.If Bella decides to team up with Alec does it looks so obvious. But this was definitely an opportunity for her. Because she became the class president indeed to take advantage of this kind of thing. Likewise, what will happen in the future.***When Bella told Wen
Last Updated : 2022-06-14Flawless Love 35. About Dream
Ever since Alec asked Bella to ignore him, the two of them hadn't spoken again. Just a light everyday greeting, slowly the distance between them was getting wider and wider. Even though they are classmates, they seem to be on a different dimension There was nothing that could be done anymore because indeed everything between them was over.Jennie has also understood and no longer has a problem with it. Because Jennie really understands that Bella doesn't want to bring it up again.As time passed the gossip died down. As a new era began, Alec's popularity slowly returned. Or rather, more popular than before.The whole school already knows the news of Bella and Alec's relationship ending. This caused the juniors and colleagues to constantly struggle around Alec. Even though Bella's heart ached but the most important thing was the fact that Alec didn't introverted anymore. Slowly Alec returned to his shining self.Bella feels grateful and happy too. Although there
Last Updated : 2022-06-15Flawless Love 36. Something Starts
From a young age, all Bella could do was study, and be a model student for the sake of her promise to Mother. Because she promises to Mom, Bella can be who she is now. But to be honest she never hated studying.Bella likes studying, as a filler for free time who is alone all day at home. But she couldn't find what wanted to do in the future by studying. Can she be like Dr. Diane, Alec, and Jennie? Bella also wants to find her way, a way of life to fight for. She wanted to know where it was taking her."Okay, that's enough talking about me. Do you still think you don't need this therapy session, Bella?" Doctor Diane started the session.Bella didn't answer. She didn't know what to say. She is currently thinking that she doesn't need a meeting session."If you still refuse, it's useless for us to do it." Doctor Diane snapped."Even if I do it, I think it's useless." Bella judged herself."Why do you think so?"The silence between them. Bella decided th
Last Updated : 2022-06-15Flawless Love 37. Circumstances
That night Bella again experienced a crisis accompanied by body heat that rose again. The medics immediately took action by giving a sedative injection. The symptoms were resolved before Bella lost consciousness. She remained awake until Mom came with Jennie.Bella didn't know what was happening to her, why her body was showing a reaction she didn't understand, what had brought her to the hospital again. Bella asks Mom but her mother looks like wants to cover up.“What did you talk about with Dr. Diane this afternoon? Why are you guys talking outside, can't I hear it?" Bella felt anxious for no reason."The one who knows my condition better is myself, I have the right to know too." Bella wanted Mom to be honest even once."Before that Bella, why are you hiding anything else from me. How long are you going to be like this?”Mom showed the medicine that was supposed to be safe in Bella's room in hiding."I beg you.. Bella.. I want everything to pass soon."
Last Updated : 2022-06-16Flawless Love 38. Loses Control
Jennie was already there when Bella returned to the room. It was time for her to take medicine. Due to the crisis reaction of Bella's illness, she has to take several types of medication regularly. Bella felt completely sick. Her weight was getting thinner and her face was pale. The signs of life were fading on Bella's face which she watched through the mirror. She felt like a patient with a serious illness. Being in the hospital only made Bella's thoughts even more pessimistic.Going crazy and losing consciousness is the same as dying. Or did someone say that it is better to lose consciousness to be insane than to die. All Bella did while here was just stare at the outside world through the window from her patient bed. Even if Bella's world stops right now, the outside world will continue as usual. No, she said that not because wanted to die like she did last time."Sister," Jenny called. Silence. Bella remained silent."BIG SISTER!""I can hear your voice, Jen
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Flawless Love 62. The Dream
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Flawless Love 61. Next Stage
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Flawless Love 59. Puzzle Pieces
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Flawless Love 58. Volunteer
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Bella was still awake but Mother didn't notice because she was sleeping facing the other way from the bedroom door. Bella used to sleep with the bedroom lights turned off. Mother thought she was fast asleep.Unlike usual, Mom usually only came to Bella's door to look and then left. Mother stepped in and sat down beside Bella's bed. Bella could feel the soft caress of her hair, but she still intends to sleep accompanied by a soft, loving caress from Mother. Then she started to hear Mother sobbing."Why is Mom crying?" Though Bella hesitated between pretending to be asleep or turning to look at Mom.Mom wouldn't want Bella to see her cry. But Bella couldn't help herself because she really couldn't stand to see Mother cry. Every drop of Mother's tears felt heavy for her, especially if the tears fell because of her."Mother... Why? What happens? Did Mom cry because of me?" Bella thought."Mother..." Called Bella turned to look at her."Oh Bella, I'm sorry I
Flawless Love 56. Who He Is?
Alec walked out of Bella's house. The original plan that was supposed to go with his girlfriend was finally canceled. Alec has free time that makes him confused about how he should spend it. Alec didn't want to stay with Bella for long, thus preventing her from resting."Brother Alec, you here. Didn't you go with Sister?" Asked Jennie who passed in front of the house with Alec."Yeah, your sister doesn't feel well. But she's fine, don't worry.""Thank you for taking care of my sister, Brother."Jennie had never spoken directly to either Alec or Bella about how happy she was to hear that they were back together. But before that happened Jennie always felt sure they couldn't let go of each other.Alec smiled. "I have to go now..."“Be careful on the road. Ah! Big brother waits—" Jennie stopped Alec from leaving.Alec stopped walking and turned to look at Jennie again. "Yes, why?""That, umm I..." Jennie looked doubtful."What is it? Just say it
Flawless Love 55. Tough
Someone told Bella that Mrs. Rita was waiting for her in the counseling room. Now Bella doesn't have to worry about meeting Madam Rita. She had time to discuss with Dr. Diane about her counseling teacher.Doctor Diane tells Bella many things and opens her narrow-minded about the world and the work of a psychologist. Doctor Diane explained as if she really understood Mrs. Rita even though they didn't know each other and had never met before.Bella wants to apologize for all her actions and bad attitude so far. As Dr. Diane said, Bella misjudged Mrs. Rita, unable to understand her good intentions in wanting to help Bella. Only the approach of Dr. Diane and Madam Rita is different, it is very clear because they are different people too."Sorry for my attitude all this time Ma'am, and thank you for never giving up on me," Bella said, looking down in shame."I'm okay Bella, I accept your apology." Mrs. Rita smiled while drinking her hot tea.Bella and Mrs. Rita's
