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KABANATA 7

Author: Ar_Zee
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Kabanata 7/revised

Sleep didn't come in my way. I'm just stagged in front of the ceiling counting sheep inside my head, hoping that my eyes would close and sleep would come. Buong araw akong nasa-opisina. I'm tired but the thoughts inside my head are overwhelming that rest seems so vague to happen tonight. Seems like this night is one of the many sleepless nights I need to deal with again.

My thoughts are far, turbulent and I don't know. I can't explain what I am really feeling. I feel like my head is going to explode. My heart is getting numb and I just want to close my eyes, forget everything. The pain, the sadness and that grief of having someone yet you don't know them at all. Nandidito pa si Miguel pero pakiramdam ko ang layo-layo na n'ya sa'kin.

His love, it became so uncertain. His promises seem forgotten and I am alone in this house where I once called home. Pero ngayon, hindi na ito tahanan, pansamantala na lang itong silungan because the person who I used to share bed wi
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  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 9.1

    Kabanata 9.1 Papasok na sana kami sa hotel ng makasalubong ko ang kapatid. He give me his enrage stare as he see me holding Miguel's shoulder tightly. Inirapan ko lang sana siya ng tawagin niya ako. "Caprice." I rolled my eyes before averting my gaze back at him. "Let's talk." He lazily stared back as his hands were sulking inside his jeans' pocket. I look back at Miguel as he is also staring at us. He gives me encouraging nods before smiling. "Go. I'm waiting in our room." I let go of his shoulder as he kissed me before ruffling my hair, making me grunt in annoyance. I give him my annoyed look as my brother is scowling feet away from us. Mag-intay siya d'yan! Huwag siyang atat a! "Don't you dare go out in our room, Miguel. Kapag talaga ikaw wala sa room natin pagbalik ko, malilintikan ka talaga sa'kin." I give him my warning stare. Muli niyang ginulo ang buhok ko bago tumango ng nakangiti. He averted his gaze away from me and bore it into my brother's side as he give him

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  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 12

    Kabanata 12/revised "Finally we were able to get back to night life!" Masayang umiindak si Karen papasok sa bar. I see lot of cars in the parking area and I'm sure punong-puno na naman ang loob. "Ang daming tao." I commented when we finally entered the hall. "I'm sure na-miss mo ito. I'm happy na magkasama na ulit tayong magwalwal, Clea!" Natatawa niyang wika na parang lasing. Lasing ba siya? Kararating lang namin, a? Tapos siya parang ilang bote na ang natunga dahil sa kan'yang kilos! "Para kang lasing, Ren." I shook my head. Mabilis niya naman akong hinila papunta sa bar counter kaya nagpatangay nalang ako. Muntikan pa akong matalisod dahil sa mga taong nababanga namin. My friend is getting wild despite not having her drink yet. Parang baliw! "Cheers for your freedom! For a little while." Malakas niyang halakhak at kahit malakas ang tugtog rinig na rinig ko pa rin dahil sa laki ng tawa n'ya. I abruptly drink the tequila na ramdam kung tumagos ang lasa nito sa lalamunan

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  • Fixing the broken Vows   KAPITULO DOS

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  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 25

    "Help her doc, please." Pagmamakaawang wika ng kapatid ko. "No! You should have let me die..." Umiiyak kong usal pero mabilis lang na umiiling si Karen at tiningnan ang doctor. "Doc, pakalmahin niyo po siya." Karen pleaded. Umiwas nalang muli ako ng tingin sa kanila dahil pagod na pagod na ako. The nurse injected me something that I lost my consciousness again. Muli akong nagising. Agad na nilibot ng aking mata ang paligid at nakita kong natutulog si Karen sa'king tabi. Nakayuko siya, ang katawan ang nakaupo sa isang upuan at ang kanyang ulo ay nasa bed ko. She's holding my hands as if she's afraid I might run or something. Siguro gabi na dahil hindi ko naman nakikita ang nasa labas. I touch her hair kaya agad naman siyang napagalaw. "Clea...? Do you need anything? May masakit ba?" Nabukadkad siya at dali-dali akong tiningnan. "No," I shook my head and gently smile. "Tawagin ko lang si Doc, sandali lang." Sabi niya at mabilis akong iniwan sa kwarto ng ospital. Sinundan

  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 24

    "Magmumukmok ka nalang ba rito buong araw Clea?" Naiinis na usal ng kapatid ko at binigyan ako ng masamang tingin. "Just leave me alone Cleo." Inirapan ko siya at muling nagtalukbong sa kumot. Malakas niyang hinablot ang kumot kaya sinigawan ko siya. "Ano ba! I need to be alone!" "Kailan mo gustong mapag-isa? Habangbuhay? You'll not going to eat just because of that stupid moron." He said sternly but I avoided his stare. "You are sulking here while he's out there trying to win his campaign and he doesn't even think of you." Tumulo na naman ang luha ko dahil ang sakit niyang magsalita huh! "Bakit ba? Ano naman ang masama sa pag-iyak huh?" Humihikbi kong wika. "Walang masama sa umiyak, ang sa'kin lang dalawang araw ka ng nakakulong rito sa kwarto." Mahina niyang wika na tila naiintindihan niya ako. "Manood tayo ng balita sa ibaba dahil ngayon bibilangin ang boto ng mga mananalo." Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat pero malakas akong napahagulgol nang yakapin na ako ng kapatid ko.

  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 23

    Weeks had passed like a flash pero nandidito pa rin ako sa bahay. Nothing had changed 'tho, dahil dalawang araw nalang bago ang eleksyon ay busy na busy na masyado si Miguel at hindi na rin siya umuuwi ng bahay for the whole week. No text nor calls, para akong naghihintay rito nang milagro. I am not yet allowed to go out, and day by day mas lalo lang sumasama ang pakiramdam ko. Palagi akong nahihilo at kada gising nasusuka ako. Hindi ko alam kong normal pa ba ito, sa pagkain rin ay mas ginanaganahan ako kaya pakiramdam ko mas tumataba ako ngayon. "Hello?" Tanong ko sa kausap ko sa kabilang linya. Hindi ko na kasi tiningnan ang caller dahil busy ako sa pagpapak ng santol pero wala ng ketchup at ice cream nalang ulit. "Pack your things, aalis ka na d'yan sa inyo." Maikling wika ni Cleo at doon lang ako napatingin sa pangalan ng kausap ko at kapatid ko nga ito. "What? Why?!" Napatayo ako sa sinabi niya dahil hindi ko na naman siya maintindihan. "I already know everything. I just

  • Fixing the broken Vows   KABANATA 22

    "What now? You'll going to wait here, for what?" Naiinis na singhal sa'kin ni Cleo pero wala ako sa mood sagutin siya kaya inirapan ko nalang. "Clea ano ba? You weren't raise to become this hopelessly in love with someone who can't even ask if you're okay!" Matigas niyang wika kaya napayuko ako. "I am okay." Mahina ko nalang bulong na mas nagpataas at nagpakunot pa sa noo niya. "I should have bring you back to Norway. Look at yourself, you look extra pale and weary." Pinag-aralan niya ang mukha ko kaya napaiwas lang ulit ako sa kaniya. "Cleo... Okay nga lang, huwag ka ng mag-alala riyan." Sagot ko sa kaniya. Mahina siyang napailing. "Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa'yo Clea." He muttered. "Hayaan mo muna kasi ako and please don't tell anything about this to Daddy, papauwiin lang ulit ako n'on." I whispered. "Hanggang kailan kita dapat hayaan? Kapag hindi mo na kaya at pasuko na?" Seryoso niyang tanong at tingin sa akin. I deep sigh and shrugged my shoulders. "Baka kap

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