Nine

Carter

I fucked up I knew it the second I walk out of the room. She was spilling out all of her heart-ache and I fucking went and shat all over what ever small glimmer of hope I had for my mate to give herself to me willingly and with nothing holding her back other then her pain and fear.

I had to let Cole run loose or I was going to freak the fuck out, it could have been bad for her if that would of happened. I could of hurt her beyond repair. Not on purpose of course.

“I’m sorry, so fucking sorry baby” I lean down to try and capture her eyes with mine but she’s got them so glued to the fucking floor its impossible unless I kneel before her, and I will if that’s what it takes for her crazy beautiful eyes to look at me even if its for a split milla second. “I didn’t want to hurt you” she scuffs “I didn’t want the anger of what that fucker did to you and what happened to you get the better of me and cause you more harm then you’ve already been through if Cole let loose inside and enrage