Lilith's POVIt feels as if I’m caught up in the votes of a hurricane, the memories swirling around me as I grasp onto anything that might give me stability. I’m in one for a long moment and then ripped out and thrust into another not of my own accord.Currently I’m watching the day I went to meet baby Arlo…I have everything ready whilst sitting in the kitchen waiting for Theo to come back from his walk.He promised to take me to Tabby so that I could see them for myself and deliver the flowers, food and cookies.I know they've asked for space but I think as Luna and alpha of the pack, we deserve to visit them after such a monumental occasion.Anyway, Tabby and Leo agreed staying for us to come right after the doctor who went there around an hour ago.So as soon as Theo surfaces through the trees in the yard I bounce with happiness whilst gather the basket and Lora in one go.I'm ready to leave before he even walks through the back door."Can we go now?" I ask.He smirks at me, seein
Theo's POVThe day has been hard and that only made me crave to fall asleep besides Lil as she lay sleeping, so to speak. She body is still, just as much as any other day over the last few weeks, yet despite the medical apparatus surrounding Khai’s side of the bed.These are the rare few hours we have alone where the nurses aren’t constantly checking on her. Though they do have access to the monitors downstairs to ensure nothing untoward is happening.They are as confused as much as we are, there now being no known reason as to why Lil is still unconscious.Christ… I hope she wakes up soon. Otherwise they’ll be medically taking the twins out without her permission.I roll to my side, watching her sleep peacefully, allowing my own tiredness to take me under its grasp…Having a mate leads you through many internal emotions as you move through life experiencing one another's emotions during momentous situations that we find one another in.But having more than one, and especially whilst
Lilith's POVHave you ever watched one of those really old films in one of those black boxes that cut out at the end with wavy white lines and that horrid static noise?That’s what’s happening to me now.One moment I’n one memory only to be ripped into static, then thrust once more into another.I can’t keep my head straight, my line of sight seems to be blurred and my emotions aren’t catching up quick enough.But right now I’m burning. A familiar burn that didn’t happen so long ago.I’m remembering my heat. That day I fell pregnant with…Oh Christ, how had I forgotten?My boys, my twins… how had I glazed over their existence?~~~At first I hadn't noticed what was wrong with me.I just thought spending time alone with Khai was carrying me through some sort of whimsical feeling but I figured it out pretty quickly when I couldn't stop from finding some sort of release that brought me an endorphin filled rush.Khai has been more than happy to oblige to all of my begging, my dry humping
Hati's POVDeath, destruction... despair, it sits on my tongue as walk throughThose are the things I have given humanity, specifically those belonging to Celeste and Theseus. Those are the things I feel are necessary when thinking of the future generations all because I am made to be this entity that I do not want to be. The question of why do I need to repeat life cycle after life cycle when I've already suffered life without parol is always the first thing I think of when my eyes open. Yet it's days like today, where the air seems thick with unknown that I need the company of Belle. My mate is out there and I shouldn't want another female but yet her I am, failing to stop myself from falling further in love with this girl that was once just a toy from the coven. I suppose you many would call me a weak man but the thing is even if I took my mate now, she wouldn't be physically ready for me so I have come to the conclusion that Belle has at least thirteen to fourteen years of us
Lilith's POVI wake disorientated to Khai bringing me my baby.Lora has been unsettled for much of the day apparently, screaming so angrily that her poor little cheeks are flustered and her eyes blood shot.I have no clue of what's wrong with her but I think it might be to do with the fact we abandoned her for the last few days.She's unsettled and refusing to eat, and if I couldn't know better I'd have said she was upset and angry.I can understand that, I really can.I went into my body, allowed my hormones to rule me and in turn I left her to be looked after by god knows who.I hadn't stepped back, I hadn't ensured she was okay...I was in heat and I allowed that to rule me.I try feeding her but she's having none of it.I've tried cuddling, cradling, walking around with her in the sling but she's still having none of it.Khai tried to help me, he stays with me feeding me, reassuring me but he can read the things going through my mind, he can feel the guilt I feel for leaving her.
Hati's POVI wake to the girl sleeping besides me, not having moved or struggled away and despite my past affliction I've cuddled her all night because I need that. Which is not something I had chosen to do in the past. I roll to my back looking to the ceiling with a sigh as I think about last night and what the warriors uncovered after all these months of searching.They’ve found Aspen, and no less found my mate in the hill of my rival.Theodore Moon… why hadn’t I summed that up myself?I have no emotional pull to the child itself, at least I do not currently feel one. But I know that Aspen resides I side her and that makes me feel the need to take her. But the problem has arisen that we bow know where Aspen is being kept, and we also know the dislike that will be poured into her from her unfortunate parents.She’ll be poisoned, and I cannot have that. And though I know the probability is slim to none of actually taking, I cannot let go of the thought of doing such things.Turnin
Theo's POVI hate seeing Lilith lay this still, her boy almost wasting away as her stomach swells with our children inside her.The days have become long, the evenings even longer.It’s as if I’m watching her waste away before me and some days…. Christ some days I sit and wonder whether she will never truly wake from whatever state this is.Tonight Lora’s being fussy, inconsolable actually yet it’s only me available at home because Khai’s run to help out a few pack members who have had a leak within their home.Over the weeks we’ve left our roles to my father and Lucas, the lack of interest in the pack only becoming more evident.And though I’m comfortable knowing they will protect us, it doesn’t mean I don’t worry about the happenings that I’ve all but lacked to care about. Lora wails her little head off against my chest as I cradle her between Lil and me, and though her mothers there and she’s touching her, tonight that doesn’t seem to be working for Lora.Her behaviour remains a m
Hati's POVI'm cannot think of anything but the possibility to have Aspen home. To have her within my hold, to watch Belle bring her up. Belle.Beautiful Belle, I can feel her pacing around the home, her anxiety on point with my own.I follow her footfalls avidly, feeling her very being so vividly despite her being upstairs me down. Yet just the thought of Aspen makes me snap back into reality and away from poor Belle. What am I doing?Why am I infatuated with this girl when Aspen is heading home to me?You feel a connection, something more than you’d like to admit… Hati. Fuck. Yes, my emotions fray and that only in turn makes me angry as I deal with the fallout of why I feel like this for a girl that was but a witch sent here for me to enjoy. Why now? Why her?Celeste… you’re playing games with me, aren’t you?Never had I imagined that my love for Aspen would fracture, but it has and that angers me beyond anything I've ever felt for myself. Though I push it aside though, concen