Chapter Four Hundred and Forty Five

Lilith's POV

Have you ever watched one of those really old films in one of those black boxes that cut out at the end with wavy white lines and that horrid static noise?

That’s what’s happening to me now.

One moment I’n one memory only to be ripped into static, then thrust once more into another.

I can’t keep my head straight, my line of sight seems to be blurred and my emotions aren’t catching up quick enough.

But right now I’m burning. A familiar burn that didn’t happen so long ago.

I’m remembering my heat. That day I fell pregnant with…

Oh Christ, how had I forgotten?

My boys, my twins… how had I glazed over their existence?

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At first I hadn't noticed what was wrong with me.

I just thought spending time alone with Khai was carrying me through some sort of whimsical feeling but I figured it out pretty quickly when I couldn't stop from finding some sort of release that brought me an endorphin filled rush.

Khai has been more than happy to oblige to all of my begging, my dry humping