"Oh my gosh, can you believe it?" Lani's face lit up as she talked about her friend Mathew. "They've been best friends since they were little kids, and now – boom! The Moon Goddess says they're meant to be together!"
"That's really nice," I said quietly, trying to sound happy. But inside, my stomach felt like it was tied in knots. "Hey, maybe we'll find our special someone soon too!" Lani nudged me with her elbow. I wanted to believe her, but the mean voices in my head wouldn't stop. Everyone kept saying I wasn't good enough. Too big, too plain, too weak – even my own brother Michael thought so. Our pack leader just walked past me like I wasn't even there. "Come on!" Lani grabbed my hand. "Let's get some lunch. I'm starving!" Just as we stepped into the lunch room, something amazing happened. The most wonderful smell hit me – like fresh cookies and flowers all mixed together. My wolf, Slade, started jumping around in my head. 'That's him! That's our mate! Can you smell him?' I looked up and saw him across the room. For one tiny second, our eyes met. But then... oh no. His face changed completely. He looked at me like I was something gross on his shoe. "Angel?" Lani poked my arm. "You okay? You look like you've seen a ghost." "Oh! Um... I'm fine," I lied. "Just thinking about... stuff." Slade wouldn't give up though. 'Go talk to him! He's our mate – we have to!' 'No way,' I told her. 'Did you see how he looked at us? Like we're nothing.' 'Maybe we're wrong!' Slade said, but she didn't sound so sure anymore. I couldn't help looking at him again. There he was, laughing with Danna. Everyone knew Danna – she was like a supermodel who could also kick butt in wolf form. My heart felt like it was breaking into tiny pieces. 'See?' I told Slade. 'He's already found someone better.' Poor Slade got really quiet after that. I sat down and just pushed my food around my plate. Of course Lani noticed – she notices everything. "Okay, spill it," she said, leaning in close. "Something's definitely wrong. You look like someone just canceled Christmas." I took a deep breath. "I... I found my mate." "What? No way!" Lani almost fell off her chair. "This is huge! Who is it? Where is he? Why aren't you with him right now?" The questions made my throat feel tight. "Can we... Can we not talk about it? I just needed to tell someone." Lani's excited smile turned into a worried frown. "Of course, sweetie. But you know I'm here whenever you want to talk, right?" Meanwhile, Slade was still trying to change my mind. 'We can't just sit here! He needs to know who we are!' 'If he wanted to know,' I thought back, 'he'd come talk to us himself.' I watched as he laughed at something Danna said, and my chest hurt even more. Some mates we turned out to be. "Want my cookie?" Lani offered, trying to cheer me up. "It's chocolate chips – your favorite." But not even chocolate could fix this mess. Finding your mate was supposed to be the happiest moment of your life. So why did it feel like my world was falling apart? ‘If he won’t, then I will!’ Slade’s sudden dominance surprised me. I still hadn’t shifted, even at eighteen. Most wolves shifted at sixteen, but Slade always told me the time wasn’t right. Because of this, the pack saw me as weak. Worthless. ‘Fine,’ I gave in. I saw him leave the cafeteria and hurried after him. My heart pounded as I followed him to the hallway near the locker rooms. ‘Hurry, Angel!’ Slade urged. But what I saw made me freeze. "Damn it!" he muttered, pulling away from Danna. "Why did you stop, Gabriel?" Danna pouted. "We’re not finished." ‘I knew it! He’s a traitor! He—’ ‘Slade, stop,’ I cut her off. Gabriel’s voice was sharp. "Danna, leave." She frowned. "Why?" "Just go!" he snapped. Danna looked startled but quickly obeyed. Then his eyes landed on me. "You. Come here. We need to talk." I took a deep breath and approached him. But before I could say anything, he grabbed my arm and pushed me against the lockers. Pain shot up my back, but I refused to react. His intoxicating scent surrounded me, making it hard to think. His eyes glowed gold for a second before turning back to gray. "Gabriel, you’re hurting me," I whispered. "You know who I am." His jaw clenched. "Isn’t it obvious? I don’t want you. I’m ashamed that you’re my mate." His words cut deeper than anything before. I knew he wouldn’t be happy, but this... this was worse than I ever imagined. Slade growled inside me, furious. I let her take over. My eyes remained their usual color as Slade’s presence filled me. Gabriel’s eyes widened, shocked by the shift. "What did you say?" Slade demanded. Gabriel took a step back, struggling. His wolf wanted to come out too, but he fought it. Finally, he regained control, his expression cold. "I said, I don’t want you. I’ve known you my whole life. You’re weak. Ugly. A clumsy little girl who is unfit to be my Luna." I felt like my heart had been ripped out. "I, Claw Gabriel Rennon, Alpha of the Moon Crescent Pack, reject you, Slade Angel Clinn, as my mate and Luna." His voice echoed through the empty hallway, each word cutting deeper than any physical wound. Tears spilled down my cheeks as the rejection ripped through my very soul. The pain was unbearable - like someone had torn my heart out and crushed it right in front of me. Slade's anguished cries filled my mind, our shared agony almost too much to bear. Gabriel stood there, his handsome face twisted with revulsion as he stared down at me. I wanted to speak, to ask why, to beg him to reconsider. But my voice was trapped, strangled by the overwhelming grief and shame. "Say something!" he snarled, running his hands through his dark hair in frustration. When I remained silent, his anger exploded. He shoved me hard, sending me sprawling onto the cold floor. "You're pathetic. Can't even defend yourself." I curled into myself, trying to make my body as small as possible. His next words came out like poison. "If you're too stupid to accept my rejection, fine. But let me make this crystal clear." He crouched down, forcing me to look into his cold blue eyes. "Stay. Away. From. Me. And if you breathe a word of this to anyone - if you so much as hint that we're mates - I'll make your life even more miserable than it already is. The Moon Goddess must be playing some sick joke, pairing me with... with this." He gestured at me with disgust. "My pack respects me. They look up to me. And I won't let some weak, worthless excuse for a wolf ruin everything I've built." He straightened up, adjusting his leather jacket. "You're nothing but an embarrassment." With that final blow, he stormed off, leaving me broken on the floor. His footsteps faded, but his words kept echoing in my head. 'Get up,' Slade whispered. 'Please, Angel. We need to move.' My body felt like lead, but somehow I managed to stand. My legs were shaking so badly I could barely walk. I stumbled down the hallway, vision blurred by tears, just wanting to escape. "Watch it!" A familiar voice snapped as I nearly collided with someone. Through my tears, I recognized my brother Michael. He stood with his usual group - the pack's elite warriors. They were all laughing at some joke, probably at my expense. "Michael," I whispered, reaching for him. "Please..." He took one look at my tear-stained face and turned away, continuing his conversation as if I didn't exist. His friends snickered, one of them muttering, "Pathetic as always." 'I can't do this anymore, Slade,' I thought as I finally made it outside. 'Gabriel hates us. My own brother won't even look at me. What's the point of staying where we're not wanted?' 'Then we leave,' Slade's voice was stronger now, determined. 'We deserve better than this. All of this.' Back home, I moved on autopilot, pulling out my old backpack. Mom and Dad had left us a decent inheritance before the rogue attack that took their lives. I'd been saving it, hoping someday... but those dreams were dead now. I packed quickly - clothes, toiletries, the emergency cash. My hand paused over the family photo on my nightstand. We were all smiling - Mom, Dad, Michael, and me. Back when we were actually a family. Back when Michael still called me his baby sister instead of pretending I didn't exist. 'Don't forget Lani's bracelet,' Slade reminded me. My best friend had given it to me on my last birthday. "So you'll always remember you're not alone," she'd said. The irony made me want to cry all over again. I scribbled a quick note to Lani. She deserved at least that much. "Dear Lani, I'm sorry to leave like this, but I can't stay. Please don't try to find me. I'll be okay, I promise. Thank you for being the only real friend I've ever had. Love, Angel" Standing in my doorway one last time, memories flooded back. Movie nights with Lani on my bed. Mom braiding my hair by the window. Dad teaching me and Michael to play chess at the little desk. Even the corner where I used to hide and cry after particularly bad days at school. 'Do you think Gabriel will be happy now?' I asked Slade as we headed for my car. 'Now that he won't have to see his embarrassment of a mate anymore?' 'Stop,' Slade growled. 'Don't think about him. Think about us. About our future.' I took one final look at the house, then the territory beyond. The only home I'd ever known. Somewhere in there, Gabriel was probably already celebrating his freedom. Maybe he'd finally ask Danna out - everyone knew she'd been hoping for that. "Goodbye," I whispered to no one in particular. Then I started the car and drove away, leaving behind everything I'd ever known, heading toward an uncertain future that had to be better than the pain I was leaving behind. At least, I hoped it would be.Angel's POVThe large meeting room buzzed with hushed conversations as everyone waited. The dark wooden walls seemed to absorb our whispers, making the space feel even more solemn. I fidgeted in my chair, excitement bubbling up inside me. Alpha Mark never called meetings without good reason."What do you think it's about?" Lea whispered from beside me, her green eyes sparkling with curiosity.I shrugged, remembering our last mission. "Maybe another rogue situation? Like that time we helped the Silver Moon Pack?" The memory of that fight still made my blood sing - the thrill of the chase, the satisfaction of protecting the innocent.'Mark?' I reached out through our mind link, unable to wait any longer.His deep voice echoed in my head, amused. 'Patience, kid. I'm right here.' The heavy doors swung open, and Mark strode in. Even after five years, his presence still commanded respect. His salt-and-pepper hair and battle scars told stories of experience that we could only imagine.The r
The morning air was crisp as we gathered, ready to leave. Kayden and the others were loading up into the car while I swung my leg over my motorbike—a gift from Mark last year on my birthday. It was sleek, powerful, and my favorite way to travel."Angel, all of you be careful," Mark said, his voice firm yet laced with concern. "If anything goes wrong, call me immediately. Keep me updated on the training once you arrive."I smirked. ‘Mark included me in this mission, so maybe he doesn’t really want to send me away,’ I mused."Yes, Daddy!" I teased, revving my engine before giving him a playful salute. He rolled his eyes, but I saw the ghost of a smile on his lips. I motioned for Kayden to follow as I led the way.‘You’re such a handful, Angel,’ Mark said through our pack link.‘Love you, Mark. Don’t miss me too much!’ I replied with a chuckle.---By noon, we stopped at a roadside burger joint next to a gas station. As soon as we walked in, heads turned. It was nothing new—humans and we
‘We’re entering Moon Crescent Pack territory now,’ I informed my team through the mind link.Thirty minutes later, we arrived at the Pack house.The first to greet us was their Beta—and my older brother. Michael Clinn. My heartbeat quickened at the sight of him. Brother."You must be the Wolf Fang Pack members," Michael said, his tone formal and unreadable.Kayden stepped forward, extending a hand. "We are. I’m Kayden, Beta of the Wolf Fang Pack. Are you the Alpha?"Michael shook his hand, offering a polite smile. "No, I’m the Beta. Alpha Gabriel will meet us later—he’s busy at the moment."As if on cue, the Pack house doors burst open, and Gabriel strode out. So much for being busy. More likely, he had sensed my presence. "So, you’re back," he said, his sharp gaze locking onto me.Michael frowned. "Who are you referring to, Alpha?"I had almost forgotten—I was still on my motorbike, helmet concealing my face.Gabriel smirked. "You might not recognize her at first, Michael. She look
Before I knew it, the door swung open.Of course, it was him.Gabriel was standing in the doorway, arms crossed, eyes fixed on me. The tension between us was thick enough to cut with a knife.“I don’t remember inviting you in,” I said, propped up against my desk.He didn’t react. Typical. Instead, he entered, closing the door behind him. He took up space in the room, weighing down on me in ways I wouldn’t admit.“You shouldn’t have returned,” he finally said.I laughed, the sound bitter. “Trust me, this wasn’t my ideal vacation either.”Gabriel’s jaw clenched. "Then why are you here?""Work." I crossed my arms like he did. "Your pack needs training. My pack agreed to help. End of story."His golden eyes deepened, flickering for a moment with something I couldn’t name. “I didn’t request you specifically."Good," I said with a smirk. “Would’ve been hella awkward if you had.”At first, he said nothing. Just stared, as if he were trying to read between the lines of my expression. Then, al
Sweat, adrenaline, unspoken words — it was a heady mix that hung in the air in the training grounds between us. Warriors ringed the sparring mat, some whispering, some staring frozen and silent, as I shoved myself off Gabriel, rolling to my feet.He propped himself up on his elbows, his golden eyes following my every move as he raked a hand through his dark hair. He wasn’t used to losing. I could sense the frustration within him, the way his muscles clenched like his wolf was scratching itself just below the surface.Good. Let him stew in it."Alright, show's over!" Kayden clapped his hands, stepping to the edge of the mat. “Unless our dear Alpha wants to try round two?”Gabriel’s jaw tightened. "We’re done."I scoffed. "Figures."His gaze locked onto mine, with a challenge lurking there, but he swallowed it. Instead, he fixed on the warriors and his voice took on that Alpha tone that commanded. "You’ve seen how she fights. Pay attention. If any of you think you’re too good for traini
I could hardly breathe in the silence my words had left. Gabriel loomed over me, jaw stiff, clenched fists hanging at his sides as if he were forcing himself not to touch me. His golden eyes flickered with an unvoiced ecstasy — a heavy thing.It’s too late for that.The words hung there, like a wall neither of us knew how to climb.He said nothing for a moment. Just stared at me.Then, at last, he breathed out, his voice hoarse. “You don’t mean that.”I chuckled, but that was no laughing matter. “You don’t get to define what I mean, Gabriel.”His eyes darkened. “Then tell me you’re not feeling it.”My throat tightened. “Feel what?”“This,” he motioned back and forth between us. “The pull. The bond. It’s still there, Angel. If you say otherwise, you’re lying.”I wanted to deny it. Wanted to look him in the eye and tell him he was nothing to me now.But the bond was there, an invisible thread drawing me to him even while I struggled to remain in place.“I don’t care about the bond,” I l
Sleep that night was a cruel thing, an elusive thing.Each time I closed my eyes, my mind relived the conversation with Gabriel — the desperation in his voice, the regret in his eyes, the way he had said I lost you already.I tried to shut it all out in bed, tossing and turning. But my body remained static, my emotions wound tightly like a coil.Damn him.I had spent years practicing living without him. And now? He thought he could just come waltzing back into my life and screw everything up all over again?No.I wouldn’t let him.When morning finally arrived, I almost had not slept. But fatigue had never phased me — I had fought battles half-dead on my feet. I could get through one more day of this.I threw on my training gear and secured my hair in a tight ponytail before walking out of my room. The house was already waking up, the pack members bustling around, getting ready for the day.I walked down the hall, and when I got to the staircase—“Angel.”His voice.I cursed quietly t
I should’ve felt triumphant.Walking away from Gabriel without looking back should feel like a victory.” Like freedom.But that night, lying in bed staring at the ceiling, I felt nothing except restless.My body was tired, my muscles aching from training, but my brain was awake, and it wouldn’t settle.Because no matter how hard I tried not to, no matter how much I hated it —I could still feel him.His presence. His stare. His regret.And worst of all?The way my wolf, Slade, longed for him.Enough. I threw the covers off and rubbed my face. This is ridiculous.I needed air.I snagged my jacket, stepping out of my room and wandering through the pack house's inky darkened hallways. The silence was comforting. Peaceful.I shoved the back door open and stepped out into the night.The stars were bright, the sky was clear, but I hardly noticed. I just needed to breathe.To shake this feeling.To remind myself that I was no longer that broken girl.I stood at the training post, arms crosse
It should have felt like surrender to give Gabriel a chance.As if I were returning to a war I’d fought and lost.Like flaming myself just to check if he’d catch me this time.But standing there, looking into those golden eyes, watching the way his breath stuttered at my words—It didn’t feel like capitulation.It felt like power.Because this time, it was my choice.”Not fate’s.Not his.Mine.Gabriel nodded, slowly, as though he couldn’t believe what I had just said. His lips parted a hair, his chest hitching too fast, like he was inhaling each syllable, like he gleaned every unspoken truth behind my words.“One chance,” he said again, voice gruff.I tilted my head. "Don’t make me regret it."A ghost of a smile passed across his face. "I won’t."I swallowed. "Good."Silence stretched between us.Thick. Unyielding. Familiar.And terrifying.Because what the fuck had I just done?After five years of running, after five years of telling myself that Gabriel Rennon was nothing more than
The weight of Gabriel’s words hung between us in the air, a burden I couldn’t shake."This was never over."I wanted to argue. I wanted to tell him he was wrong, that we ended the day he rejected me, that five years made us nothing but ghosts of what we could have been.But I couldn’t.Because deep down, at the part of me I tried to ignore, I knew he was right.And that terrified me.I made myself take a step back, wanting distance, wanting air. "I told you, Gabriel. I need time."Something unreadable flickered in his golden eyes. "And I told you—I’ll wait."I sighed heavily, raking a hand through my hair. “What if I don’t want you to?Silence.Then his voice — low, steady, determined. "Then tell me to leave."I swallowed. "Gabriel—""Say the words," he murmured. “You tell me you don’t want me here, and I’m leaving.”I opened my mouth.I tried.But the words wouldn’t come.Because they would be a lie.Gabriel’s gaze softened. "That’s what I thought."I clenched my fists. “You’re a pom
The second my lips touched his, the world halted.There was no pack watching. No past between us. No pain. No mistakes. No years of silence and regret.There was only him.Only us.Gabriel’s body went rigid against mine, his breath hitching, but the moment he registered what was happening, he lost his mind.He wrapped me tighter in his arms, those huge hands sliding down to my waist, holding me as if he feared that I would vanish. He kissed me back — ferocious, hungrily, like he had been starving for this, for me, for years.And maybe he had.Maybe I had too.I didn’t think. I didn’t hesitate. I didn’t fight it.I poured myself onto him, drowned in the taste of him, the heat of him, the claim of his body into mine as if it had always been his place.Like he belonged there all along.And damn me — it was like home.A sharp inhale. A low growl. His hands curved tight, his mouth shifted over mine as though he’d never stop.And I let him.Until—A throat cleared loudly.I tore free from G
I didn’t look back.Not when his voice still hung in the air, low and rough and dangerous.Not when my heart pounded against my ribs as if it were trying to escape my chest.Not when every fiber of my being was urging me to turn back.Because I knew.I knew if I glanced at him again, I would break.So I did what I was trained to do.I walked away.And this time, I didn’t stop.I was shaking by the time I returned to my room.I shut the door behind me, leaning my back against the wood and taking sharp, ragged breaths."This isn’t over, Angel."His voice reverberated through my skull, racing in circles like some tempest I couldn’t escape.I pressed my eyes shut, angry at myself.I had let him get too close.Again.And worse?I had wanted to.I sucked in a breath, running my fingers through my hair. I needed space. I needed air.From him.Before I forgot the reason I had hated him for all those years.A knock on my door had me snapping my head up, the rest of my body going tight.No.I w
Running wasn’t doing it anymore.Not when Gabriel was right there, golden eyes fixed on mine with that look — the one that sent my pulse spiking, the one that made my wolf skittish, the one that whispered we’d never really been over.And I hated him for it.Hated him for knowing me, for seeing me, for understanding the way I resisted this, even when I claimed not to care.Because the reality was I did care.I always had.I tightened my jaw, willing my voice to remain steady. “You think you know me, Gabriel?His lips barely twitched. “I do know you.”I scoffed. “Then you must know that I never stop. I don’t break. And I damn well don’t return to those who left me in the dirt.”A muscle in his jaw ticked. “You think I don’t know what I was doing?”I crossed my arms. “You’re only playing the tortured hero, Gabriel.He breathed out, dragging a hand down his face, exasperated. “I’m not trying to.”“Then what exactly are you doing?” I challenged.Gabriel stepped closer. Too close. His pres
Living without Gabriel was meant to be a piece of cake.I had done it before.For five years, I’d created a life in which he didn’t exist — in which his voice didn’t rattle in my head, in which his fragrance didn’t stalk my dreams, in which his rejection wasn’t a wound I kept reopening to see if it still bled.And yet, here I was, lying in bed, staring up at the ceiling, convincing myself that I hadn’t just splintered into a thousand pieces behind that goddamn door.I had done the right thing.I had walked away.Again.So why did it feel as though I had just lost everything?A loud rap on my door made me jump.I took a deep breath and forced my voice to remain steady. “What?”“It’s me,” Kayden said. “Open up.”I hesitated before dragging myself out of bed and unlocking the door.Kayden walked across the threshold, his blue eyes sizing me up frame by frame.“You look like shit,” he said plainly.I let out a humorless laugh. “That’s a theme that’s developing, isn’t it?”Kayden didn’t re
I continued walking until I was in the pack house, fingers digging into the edge of the sink in my bathroom, my breaths too fast, too shallow.I could still feel him.Even when we were separated by walls and even when my back was turned, the weight of Gabriel’s stare tugged at my neck, an imprint of his presence wedged into my brain like a brand I could not rub off.Why?Why now?Why, after all these years, after all the pain, after I had built a life without him, was he doing this?I closed my eyes tight, gripping the porcelain so hard, my knuckles turned white.I wanted to be angry.I wanted to hate him.But the truth — the ugly, brutal, terrifying truth — was that my anger wasn’t as powerful as it had been.Not when he looked at me like that.Not when his voice broke at every mention of my name.Not when he confessed he never stopped loving me.Damn him.Damn him for making me remember.For years, I had convinced myself that Gabriel Rennon never cared. That it had come easy for him
I should have walked away.I wanted to walk away.But I didn’t.Instead I stood there like a deer in headlights while Gabriel’s words draped themselves over my body like a delayed fire.“But then why do you still look at me as if this isn’t over?”My throat tightened.Because it wasn’t over.Not for me.Not for him.Not for us.I could deceive myself as much as I wanted, could tell myself I’d moved on, that I didn’t care, that the past was buried, my ears filled with dirt —The bond between us, though, had never really broken.It had frayed.It had bled.But there it was, no matter how hard I fought it.And Gabriel knew it.It is what he felt, as I did.“Say it,” he whispered behind me. His voice was low, rough. “Say you don’t feel it, and I’ll let you go.”I clenched my jaw.He was calling my bluff.Because he knew — he knew — that if I turned around right now, if I made eye contact with him, that would be it.I would shatter.I would shatter once more into a million pieces.And I co
Walking away should have felt liberating.It should have felt as if finally closing a door that had remained ajar for too long.Instead, it felt more like being in the eye of a storm, awaiting the chaos to catch up.I had made it halfway across the training field when I noticed my hands trembling.Damn it.I doubled them into fists on my sides, trying to breathe my body down. I was fine.I had survived worse.I had survived him."Angel!"Kayden’s voice broke the night, pulling me from my thoughts.I turned just in time, right as he reached me, his sharp blue eyes scanning my face, searching. He initially didn’t say anything. He just looked at me.And somehow, that was worse.Because Kayden knew me.He knew every scar, every wound, every thing I buried with the elevation dust and spit, the things I tried so damn hard to hide.And right now?He could see everything."Did he hurt you?" Kayden’s voice was steady, but there was an edge to it—a tight, lethal promise.I let out a humorless l