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Chapter Nine

Author: Ella Wealth
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I should’ve felt triumphant.

Walking away from Gabriel without looking back should feel like a victory.” Like freedom.

But that night, lying in bed staring at the ceiling, I felt nothing except restless.

My body was tired, my muscles aching from training, but my brain was awake, and it wouldn’t settle.

Because no matter how hard I tried not to, no matter how much I hated it —

I could still feel him.

His presence. His stare. His regret.

And worst of all?

The way my wolf, Slade, longed for him.

Enough. I threw the covers off and rubbed my face. This is ridiculous.

I needed air.

I snagged my jacket, stepping out of my room and wandering through the pack house's inky darkened hallways. The silence was comforting. Peaceful.

I shoved the back door open and stepped out into the night.

The stars were bright, the sky was clear, but I hardly noticed. I just needed to breathe.

To shake this feeling.

To remind myself that I was no longer that broken girl.

I stood at the training post, arms crosse
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