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009 - Ashina

Penulis: Lakisha Ivy
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-04-21 06:38:03

The drive to the lab was draining.

Each mile I covered felt like a count to something I couldn’t come back from.

The coordinates were precise, thankfully. It helped to give my mind something sharp to cling to, something that wasn’t the guilt clawing its way up my throat. Because I needed to focus on that and not miss it.

Like I had with Maya.

UntiI I turned by the last coordinates.

The narrow road was twisted like a serpent, curving through shadowy woods. The dense trees on either side of the road cast long arms across the cracked pavement.

My hands were slick on the steering wheel, despite the death grip I had on it. I slowed down as the final GPS marker blinked green.

And just ahead of me was the gate, that was hidden beneath a blanket of overgrowth, rusted and was sagging on its hinges like it has not been maintained in decades, was a gate.

I stopped the car. The engine idled in a low rumble as I stared ahead, trying to make sense of what I was about to walk into.

My eyes flicked to the rearview mirror to look behind.

Maya was still unconscious, with her body covered with a thin emergency blanket. I’d stopped to drape over her at some point during the journey when she started shivering. Her breathing was steady through the journey, although every few minutes her fingers twitched.

I swallowed hard and looked away from her and looked at my reflection in the mirror, grimacing at my reflection. I looked like a ghost. Pale. Bruised. Very much haunted. My hair was a tangled mess. There was blood crusted around my temple, and the hollowness in my eyes made something tighten in my chest.  

I had never looked this bad since that day 5 years ago when my life was torn apart.

And yet there was I, back to that same state and back to a life I had sworn then I would never go back to.

Except now, I wasn’t alone in my destruction. I’d dragged an innocent girl into this hell with me.

My hand trembled as I reached up and brushed a smear of dried blood from my cheek.

“It’s all your fault,” I whispered, barely able to meet my own eyes. “All your fault.”

The words stuck in my throat, bitterly.

But again, there was no use falling apart from the guilt eating up at me. Not until Maya was back to being human. I had to make sure she was alright. Even if it meant asking for help from the last person I would ever want one from in the entire universe.

I exhaled, picked up my phone, and dialed Dr. Veyra.

The line barely rang once before she picked it up.

Finally,” Dr Veyra’s voice came through the phone, in dry amusement. "For a second there, I thought you were going to turn around. I was already prepping to send my security after you. Since you know where my secret lab is, that’s not exactly knowledge I’d let anyone walk away with.”

I closed my eyes, forcing down the nausea building in my gut. I took a deep breath to harden my heart and prepare myself to see the horrors I knew I would encounter the moment I stepped into the lab.

I huffed, opening my eyes. “Are we doing this or not?” I said flatly. “We have less than twenty minutes before she wakes up.”

“I’ll buzz you,” she said immediately, all amusement vanished from her voice. “I’ll be waiting for you at the entrance. See you in a bit, Dr. Kai.”

A second later, the gate creaked open with a mechanical groan and started the engine again and rolled forward.

As soon as my car passed the perimeter, a faint shimmer passed over the windshield, making me slow down.

Wards?

There was an instant supernatural sweep that washed over the vehicle, humming statically against my skin. My steering wheel vibrated as magical wards scanned Maya and I, registering our genetic markers, scanning our aura, cataloguing every trace of magic, and taking in our bloodstream before I could go further.

I hadn’t even gone too far when steel barricades jutted from the ground to form a single narrow lane. Hidden cameras emerged from tree trunks, and motion-sensor drones hovered in from the treetops. They scanned the entirety of the vehicle before mechanical arms waved me forward to the next checkpoint.

“Seriously?” I muttered through gritted teeth as I stopped yet again for another scanning magical ward.

My heartbeat spiked as it scanned my memories.

A robotic voice crackled: "Identify: Ashina Kai. Status: Non-hostile. Blood Signature: Verified."

The barricades dropped.

I groaned but pushed forward; at this rate, Maya was going to wake up whilst in this car.

The passage led to a long tunnel that moved into the base of the mountain. Outside, everything looked rugged, poor, and not well-maintained. But the deeper I drove, the more it changed.

Fluorescent lights lit the tunnel with a cold, clinical glow.  Surveillance drones clung like bats to the high, vaulted ceiling of the tunnel tracking my movement and every act.

Everything screamed dirty money, power, and lots of secrets.

I didn’t let myself think too much about how a rogue scientist like Dr. Veyra had managed to fund all this.

I wasn’t here to scrutinize her but to use her appliances for Maya. That was what mattered.

The tunnel ended at a massive open bay that was a vast underground parking lot, the size of several football fields. In the distance, flanked by two towering steel and glass structures that disguised their defensive capabilities, stood the lab building itself.

The entire structure radiated the kind of cold, sterile brilliance that could only be born of vast, endless wealth and dangerous ambition.

I parked. My hands didn’t move at first. It took a conscious effort to pull the keys, to open the door, and to climb out just as the main doors hissed open.

Dr. Veyra emerged from the door, clad in white with her dark hair pulled into a severe knot and her lips painted like dried blood. She smiled at me like I was an overdue experiment finally walking in.

“Where is she?”

I didn’t respond and instead just popped open the back door.

The moment Veyra saw Maya, her smile dropped. She turned back to the building, snapping her fingers to call the attention of her guys.

“Now!”

A team of medics in scrubs rushed forward instantly, with a reinforced stretching, and lifted Maya’s limp body so easily. One of them murmured vitals, and another began prepping a sedative booster just in case.

I couldn’t move. It was like my feet were nailed to the ground. My chest ached, my lungs refusing to expand properly. I could hardly breathe as I stood by, frozen and just watching them.

It played out in a blur. Just like in the movies, when someone was rushed to the ER, and all the family could do was watch.

It was antagonizing and frightening.

A weight pressed gently on my shoulder, and I flinched, turning to the side to see Dr. Veyra beside me with a cool and unreadable gaze.

"Let’s get this show on the road, shall we?"

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  • Fated To Ruin You   001 - Ashina

    Fire roared around me, licking at my skin. The acrid scent of burning flesh filled my lungs, thick and suffocating. I thrashed, but the fire clung to me, searing into my bones. A voice whispered my name through the smoke, low and taunting—dragging me back to the place I swore I’d never return to.I gasped, jerking upright in bed.Sweat clung to my skin, my heart hammering so hard I thought it might crack my ribs. My hands clenched the sweat-damped sheets as my wolf clawed at the edges of my mind, restless, agitated.Five years. Five years and everything still haunted me, growing worse with each cycle.My hands darted instantly to my bedside table, reaching for the suppressants I had been taking. I didn’t pay any attention to the sharp bite of the capsules against my palm before I chugged two pills down my throat, swallowing dry.I wasn’t a wolf anymore. That life was not for me. I was human. I was normal. Nothing could take me back there.And yet, my hands still shook as my eyes lande

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-11
  • Fated To Ruin You   002 - Ashina

    I couldn’t breathe as the thick air was suffocating and pressing against my lungs. I was thrust right back into my nightmare and the entire world before me capsized.Right there in front of me was a burning man whose scent of scorched flesh clung to the back of my throat like hot acid.No. No, this isn’t real.His charred lips parted and my name slipped from between them like smoke, blowing over my face and snuffing out every bit of oxygen left. I gagged and shoved myself backward as my hands instinctively clawed at the floor as if I could scrape my way out of this nightmare. “Get away from me!” I screamed at the top of my voice even as it cracked under the weight of sheer terror. Sweat dripped down my forehead. “Please, please get away from me.”But rather than listen to my plea, Kael’s burning figure moved towards me, slowly in a deliberate taunting manner. I let out a piercing shriek as I curled in on myself, shaking violently. Around me, shrieking shouts, clattering of plates,

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  • Fated To Ruin You   003 - Ashina

    “How dare me?!” I spat as my chest rose and fell with every ragged breath. Hot anger coiled around me. “You bastard! You’ve been alive this whole time? Watching me? Letting me think you were dead and you’re asking how dare me?” I let out a humorless laugh as my head rang with my reality.After everything—Kael’s jaw ticked, his fingers twitching at his sides. “You dare—” His voice was low, barely contained fury rippling beneath the surface.“Yes, I dare,” I seethed, stepping closer with my fingers digging crescent holes into my palms as I glared at him. “Because I spent years suffering, mourning you, believing I was crazy for feeling you, for dreaming of you. And you just—” My breath hitched, and I shook my head. “You let me rot, Kael with absolutely nothing and now you’re standing in front of me as what?!”Kael exhaled sharply, nostrils flaring. His eyes glanced beyond me and around us that’s when I noticed the audience we had, the inhumane beings that had taken residence in the rest

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-18
  • Fated To Ruin You   004 - Ashina

    “Ashina!”The voice struck through my skull like lightning. I jerked back from Maya, with my heart slamming into my ribs as if trying to break free from my chest. My breath caught halfway at the aggression behind the growling at the door.Nothing about whoever was there meant something good.I didn’t even want to think about who it could possibly be, not when Maya slumped sideways with a groan, her eyelids fluttering. She was barely conscious now, and her body was twitching as if every nerve inside her had gone rogue.“What the hell…” I whispered, taking a shaky step back as my heart beat spiked up.Maya’s face twisted, contorting with pain. Her goody, drunken smile from earlier vanished and was replaced with something painful and almost terrified. Her brows pinched, and she clutched her stomach like it was tearing her apart from the inside out.“Maya?” I rasped, clenching and unclenching my fists as panic bubbled to the surface. The familiar urge to fix things, to make it stop, rose

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-16
  • Fated To Ruin You   005 - Ashina

    I barely registered as her weight slammed into me. My instincts kicked in faster than my fear and thoughts could catch up. Thanks to muscle memory I’d once had from handling convulsing patients or psychotic breaks, my arm shot towards the scattered kit on the floor, fumbling through glass and metal until my fingers closed around a small, glass-capped vial of sedative. I didn’t even think as I plunged the needle straight into Maya’s neck. “Please,” I whispered before I even realized I’d said it as the roar that came from Maya faltered mid-growl. Her full weight crashed into me, pushing me backward and slamming us both into the cold floor. Air whooshed out my lungs as I hit the ground with a hard thud, with my arms pinned in between Maya’s twitching form pressed against me. My breath hitched as I held it and stiffened. Please work. Please work. Please, goddamn it— Maya twitched some more before she finally stilled and there was just the sound of my thundering heart. For a second

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-17
  • Fated To Ruin You   006 - Ashina

    I stared at the screen again. Once. Twice.The data hadn’t changed.No matter how many times I reran the test, recalibrated the analyzer, manually combed through the gene mapping—hell, even cross-referenced known infection progressions with outdated rogue strain databases—everything came back the same.Maya’s blood was wrong.Nothing made sense.Her genetic markers weren’t just mutated… they were foreign. Aggressively, violently foreign. This wasn’t any strain of werewolf I had ever documented. Her cells were rewriting themselves in real-time, tearing apart what she was, trying to rebuild her into something else.Something I didn’t understand.Tears stung my eyes. I blinked them away, but they clung stubbornly to my lashes. I couldn't afford to break now. Not when she was counting on me.I dug my fingers into my hair again and yanked at the ends, a sharp reminder to breathe. Thin

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-18
  • Fated To Ruin You   007 - Kael

    Fire. And then ice.One second I was burning alive, the next I was drowning in freezing agony.I screamed, but the sound barely clawed its way out. My lungs seized like I was being born again, dragged from a grave I didn’t ask to leave.My body and soul throbbed with the memory of being burned and torn apart.Cold stone pressed against my back. Slight damp.I tried to move but something sharp dug into my spine. My eyes darted around me instantly, noticing the shapes that gathered around me, still and watching.What the hell?There were cloaked figures standing at every corner of my laid down body. I looked past them to the surroundings, noting the symbols that glowed faintly across the chamber walls, like blood pulsing through veins.Panic clawed at me with dirty nails and my heartbeat spiked. Even worse when I spotted the marked inked into the neck of the closet figure to me.It was a serpent swallowing its own tail, crowned with a sigil of thorns surrounding a full moon.The Ravenbl

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  • Fated To Ruin You   009 - Ashina

    The drive to the lab was draining.Each mile I covered felt like a count to something I couldn’t come back from.The coordinates were precise, thankfully. It helped to give my mind something sharp to cling to, something that wasn’t the guilt clawing its way up my throat. Because I needed to focus on that and not miss it.Like I had with Maya.UntiI I turned by the last coordinates.The narrow road was twisted like a serpent, curving through shadowy woods. The dense trees on either side of the road cast long arms across the cracked pavement.My hands were slick on the steering wheel, despite the death grip I had on it. I slowed down as the final GPS marker blinked green.And just ahead of me was the gate, that was hidden beneath a blanket of overgrowth, rusted and was sagging on its hinges like it has not been maintained in decades, was a gate.I stopped the car. The engine idled in a low rumble as I stared ahead, trying to make sense of what I was about to walk into.My eyes flicked t

  • Fated To Ruin You   008 - Ashina

    A low growl vibrated against the walls, rattling through the air like thunder before the storm, stealing my breath away.Maya’s skin was slick with sweat and her muscles flexed against the heavy restraints as if strained against them. Veins bulged at her neck and her jaw was so tight, it looked like it might crack from the pressure.I approached slowly, grabbing the last prepared vial of the sedate I had, in my trembling grip."Easy," I whispered, more to myself than to her.She snapped her head up instantly, and I froze, nearly tripping over myself.“Don’t,” she snarled, her voice rough like gravel. Her lips peeled back over clenched teeth and her eyes with the amber streaks now a constant present glowered at me. “Don’t come near me Ash, something’s wrong. I will hurt you.”I swallowed hard, trying to control my breathing in a way that would not destabilize her.“I know,” I murmured, inching forward calmly. “I just want to help, so you don’t hurt yourself or anyone else.”“I don’t ca

  • Fated To Ruin You   007 - Kael

    Fire. And then ice.One second I was burning alive, the next I was drowning in freezing agony.I screamed, but the sound barely clawed its way out. My lungs seized like I was being born again, dragged from a grave I didn’t ask to leave.My body and soul throbbed with the memory of being burned and torn apart.Cold stone pressed against my back. Slight damp.I tried to move but something sharp dug into my spine. My eyes darted around me instantly, noticing the shapes that gathered around me, still and watching.What the hell?There were cloaked figures standing at every corner of my laid down body. I looked past them to the surroundings, noting the symbols that glowed faintly across the chamber walls, like blood pulsing through veins.Panic clawed at me with dirty nails and my heartbeat spiked. Even worse when I spotted the marked inked into the neck of the closet figure to me.It was a serpent swallowing its own tail, crowned with a sigil of thorns surrounding a full moon.The Ravenbl

  • Fated To Ruin You   006 - Ashina

    I stared at the screen again. Once. Twice.The data hadn’t changed.No matter how many times I reran the test, recalibrated the analyzer, manually combed through the gene mapping—hell, even cross-referenced known infection progressions with outdated rogue strain databases—everything came back the same.Maya’s blood was wrong.Nothing made sense.Her genetic markers weren’t just mutated… they were foreign. Aggressively, violently foreign. This wasn’t any strain of werewolf I had ever documented. Her cells were rewriting themselves in real-time, tearing apart what she was, trying to rebuild her into something else.Something I didn’t understand.Tears stung my eyes. I blinked them away, but they clung stubbornly to my lashes. I couldn't afford to break now. Not when she was counting on me.I dug my fingers into my hair again and yanked at the ends, a sharp reminder to breathe. Thin

  • Fated To Ruin You   005 - Ashina

    I barely registered as her weight slammed into me. My instincts kicked in faster than my fear and thoughts could catch up. Thanks to muscle memory I’d once had from handling convulsing patients or psychotic breaks, my arm shot towards the scattered kit on the floor, fumbling through glass and metal until my fingers closed around a small, glass-capped vial of sedative. I didn’t even think as I plunged the needle straight into Maya’s neck. “Please,” I whispered before I even realized I’d said it as the roar that came from Maya faltered mid-growl. Her full weight crashed into me, pushing me backward and slamming us both into the cold floor. Air whooshed out my lungs as I hit the ground with a hard thud, with my arms pinned in between Maya’s twitching form pressed against me. My breath hitched as I held it and stiffened. Please work. Please work. Please, goddamn it— Maya twitched some more before she finally stilled and there was just the sound of my thundering heart. For a second

  • Fated To Ruin You   004 - Ashina

    “Ashina!”The voice struck through my skull like lightning. I jerked back from Maya, with my heart slamming into my ribs as if trying to break free from my chest. My breath caught halfway at the aggression behind the growling at the door.Nothing about whoever was there meant something good.I didn’t even want to think about who it could possibly be, not when Maya slumped sideways with a groan, her eyelids fluttering. She was barely conscious now, and her body was twitching as if every nerve inside her had gone rogue.“What the hell…” I whispered, taking a shaky step back as my heart beat spiked up.Maya’s face twisted, contorting with pain. Her goody, drunken smile from earlier vanished and was replaced with something painful and almost terrified. Her brows pinched, and she clutched her stomach like it was tearing her apart from the inside out.“Maya?” I rasped, clenching and unclenching my fists as panic bubbled to the surface. The familiar urge to fix things, to make it stop, rose

  • Fated To Ruin You   003 - Ashina

    “How dare me?!” I spat as my chest rose and fell with every ragged breath. Hot anger coiled around me. “You bastard! You’ve been alive this whole time? Watching me? Letting me think you were dead and you’re asking how dare me?” I let out a humorless laugh as my head rang with my reality.After everything—Kael’s jaw ticked, his fingers twitching at his sides. “You dare—” His voice was low, barely contained fury rippling beneath the surface.“Yes, I dare,” I seethed, stepping closer with my fingers digging crescent holes into my palms as I glared at him. “Because I spent years suffering, mourning you, believing I was crazy for feeling you, for dreaming of you. And you just—” My breath hitched, and I shook my head. “You let me rot, Kael with absolutely nothing and now you’re standing in front of me as what?!”Kael exhaled sharply, nostrils flaring. His eyes glanced beyond me and around us that’s when I noticed the audience we had, the inhumane beings that had taken residence in the rest

  • Fated To Ruin You   002 - Ashina

    I couldn’t breathe as the thick air was suffocating and pressing against my lungs. I was thrust right back into my nightmare and the entire world before me capsized.Right there in front of me was a burning man whose scent of scorched flesh clung to the back of my throat like hot acid.No. No, this isn’t real.His charred lips parted and my name slipped from between them like smoke, blowing over my face and snuffing out every bit of oxygen left. I gagged and shoved myself backward as my hands instinctively clawed at the floor as if I could scrape my way out of this nightmare. “Get away from me!” I screamed at the top of my voice even as it cracked under the weight of sheer terror. Sweat dripped down my forehead. “Please, please get away from me.”But rather than listen to my plea, Kael’s burning figure moved towards me, slowly in a deliberate taunting manner. I let out a piercing shriek as I curled in on myself, shaking violently. Around me, shrieking shouts, clattering of plates,

  • Fated To Ruin You   001 - Ashina

    Fire roared around me, licking at my skin. The acrid scent of burning flesh filled my lungs, thick and suffocating. I thrashed, but the fire clung to me, searing into my bones. A voice whispered my name through the smoke, low and taunting—dragging me back to the place I swore I’d never return to.I gasped, jerking upright in bed.Sweat clung to my skin, my heart hammering so hard I thought it might crack my ribs. My hands clenched the sweat-damped sheets as my wolf clawed at the edges of my mind, restless, agitated.Five years. Five years and everything still haunted me, growing worse with each cycle.My hands darted instantly to my bedside table, reaching for the suppressants I had been taking. I didn’t pay any attention to the sharp bite of the capsules against my palm before I chugged two pills down my throat, swallowing dry.I wasn’t a wolf anymore. That life was not for me. I was human. I was normal. Nothing could take me back there.And yet, my hands still shook as my eyes lande

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