Fire. And then ice.
One second I was burning alive, the next I was drowning in freezing agony.
I screamed, but the sound barely clawed its way out. My lungs seized like I was being born again, dragged from a grave I didn’t ask to leave.
My body and soul throbbed with the memory of being burned and torn apart.
Cold stone pressed against my back. Slight damp.
I tried to move but something sharp dug into my spine. My eyes darted around me instantly, noticing the shapes that gathered around me, still and watching.
What the hell?
There were cloaked figures standing at every corner of my laid down body. I looked past them to the surroundings, noting the symbols that glowed faintly across the chamber walls, like blood pulsing through veins.
Panic clawed at me with dirty nails and my heartbeat spiked. Even worse when I spotted the marked inked into the neck of the closet figure to me.
It was a serpent swallowing its own tail, crowned with a sigil of thorns surrounding a full moon.
The Ravenblood Pack—a bloodbound faction of werewolves.
No. No. No. This couldn’t be happening.
My hand snapped up on instinct, locking around the figure’s throat. My grip was weak. Too weak. But my rage did what strength couldn’t. “What the hell is this?! Where am I?!”
The figure didn’t flinch or blink or breathe. There was just … emptiness.
Then pain exploded in my limbs as something yanked my hand away from the figure’s neck, finger by finger, like I was being peeled apart. I was slammed flat again against the dais.
Magic.
I screamed as pure anger tangled in my throat. “ASHINA!” I roared. “Where is she?! What have you done to her?! Where the hell am I?”
There was still no answer.
The silence cut deeper than the pain.
And then, like clockwork, the figures stepped back in a very disturbing synchrony, and the pressure holding me down vanished.
I didn’t hesitate and bolted upright, but my body betrayed me. I collapsed back onto the dais, my legs folding like paper beneath me.
My limbs were sluggish, it was like my body was still recovering from dying.
Or was I… still dead?
I barely had time to process that thought when a soft and maddening laughter sliced through the silence of the chamber, followed by the sound of footsteps I hadn’t paid attention to before.
I looked up, even as my vision blurred, to see a woman approach through the space, the cloaked figures had created.
She looked young, though still older than I was. Most likely in her early thirties. Regal. Radiant. Her presence screamed of danger wrapped in silk.
I didn’t care what she was at that point. I was being held by this faction of unforeseen wolves like any other wolf. I was a warrior and an Alpha, they had no right to put me in a position of lost dignity like this.
I bared my teeth. “You better start talking.” I spat. “Do you not know who I am?”
She didn’t answer right away or flinch. Instead, she tilted her head like she was examining a beast in a cage before lifting a hand and someone stepped forward to drape a cloak over him.
I yanked it around myself, covering up, with gritted teeth, and tried to rise again.
"Do not rush yourself," she said softly with a maddeningly calm voice that got on my nerves.
Do not rush yourself? What the hell did that mean?
I ignored her and stood anyways. Or tried to.
And for the second time, I failed as my legs buckled and I collapsed, slamming against the ground with a curse.
She let out another soft laugh. Like she was pitying me. I hated it
I forced myself up, biting down on the pain. “What the hell is going on?” My voice cracked despite me. “I should be dead.”
She nodded. “Yes. You were. And now… you are not.”
“Explain,” I growled.
“I am Elenya. Mother of the Rivenblood. Your death was an inconvenience we couldn’t allow.”
“Excuse you?”
“So we brought you back.”
“I died for a reason!”
“And you are now alive for one.” Her eyes gleamed now. “You see, Alpha Veyrith… you are needed. A war is coming.”
"What war?"
"The one your blood was forged to end. You knew about the curse, didn’t you?"
My jaw clenched. "How do you know about that?"
She turned to the runes. “You thought dying and severing the bond with your mate would end it. But the Curse of Veyrith… cannot be broken by death alone. Your death was just the catalyst to bring you here.”
“That fire—” My voice faltered. “That wasn’t the curse?”
“No. That was our doing. A teleportation spell from one of our own.”
Ashina.
I had made her suffer. I had ripped the bond away from her. I thought I was protecting her.
“Where is she?” My voice was barely a whisper now. “Where is my mate?”
Elenya's gaze turned solemn as she looked at me. "I’m sorry, but she died.”
No.
My body swayed. My soul convulsed.
No. No. No.
She died?
She—
The scream that rose in my throat never made it out. It got stuck somewhere deep, crushed beneath the weight of disbelief and guilt and grief.
“Alpha!”
Tyro’s voice snapped me back into the present. My grip tightened on the binoculars as I blinked. The rooftop came into focus. The city noise filtered in.
Ashina.
Alive.
My heart stuttered. There she was—moving around her apartment, panic in every frantic gesture. Tugging at her hair. Pacing. Fear is written into every movement.
I’d called the NYPD. Some creep had been pounding on her door. I thought stopping that would be enough to calm her.
But something was wrong. Deeply wrong.
She looked haunted.
But my mind was fixated on one thing.
Five years. She had been alive all this time. Hidden from me. And I had believed it.
The only reason I hadn’t stormed her apartment to demand the answers I needed was I wasn’t sure that I could deal with the fact that it seemed like seeing me was sending her into some sort of panicked nightmare and then there was the repulsed look that she had on her face when she came to.
“Alpha,” Tyro said again, firmer this time.
I turned slowly. My eyes dropped to the old man kneeling between two of my enforcers, bruised and shaking.
Elder Myron.
The one who declared Ashina dead.
My jaw tightened as I inhaled slowly. I turned my attention to Tyro. “Have the best guards on her,” I said, my eyes flicking back to the apartment. “She’s to be followed and protected at all times. Have them report back every hour.”
“Yes, Alpha.” Tyro nodded before glancing toward the kneeling man. “And him?”
“To the chamber.”
“No—Alpha, please!” Elder Myron cried, writhing in their grip. “I didn’t know! I only told them what I was ordered to!”
I didn’t spare him a glance as I turned back to Ashina’s window.
Who gave that order was what I was going to find out, but not there on that roof?
Not when I was beginning to get bothered by the awful scent that I knew was coming from Ashina’s apartment. Something that of burning ancient wolf.
I was going to have to pull strings and get in contact with a spy embedded in an enemy organization that I was after to find out just what was going on and what had been going on for the past 5 years in Ashina’s life.
And then, whether she liked it or not, I was going to claw my way back into her life.
I’d lost her once, I wasn’t about to do it again.
A low growl vibrated against the walls, rattling through the air like thunder before the storm, stealing my breath away.Maya’s skin was slick with sweat and her muscles flexed against the heavy restraints as if strained against them. Veins bulged at her neck and her jaw was so tight, it looked like it might crack from the pressure.I approached slowly, grabbing the last prepared vial of the sedate I had, in my trembling grip."Easy," I whispered, more to myself than to her.She snapped her head up instantly, and I froze, nearly tripping over myself.“Don’t,” she snarled, her voice rough like gravel. Her lips peeled back over clenched teeth and her eyes with the amber streaks now a constant present glowered at me. “Don’t come near me Ash, something’s wrong. I will hurt you.”I swallowed hard, trying to control my breathing in a way that would not destabilize her.“I know,” I murmured, inching forward calmly. “I just want to help, so you don’t hurt yourself or anyone else.”“I don’t ca
The drive to the lab was draining.Each mile I covered felt like a count to something I couldn’t come back from.The coordinates were precise, thankfully. It helped to give my mind something sharp to cling to, something that wasn’t the guilt clawing its way up my throat. Because I needed to focus on that and not miss it.Like I had with Maya.UntiI I turned by the last coordinates.The narrow road was twisted like a serpent, curving through shadowy woods. The dense trees on either side of the road cast long arms across the cracked pavement.My hands were slick on the steering wheel, despite the death grip I had on it. I slowed down as the final GPS marker blinked green.And just ahead of me was the gate, that was hidden beneath a blanket of overgrowth, rusted and was sagging on its hinges like it has not been maintained in decades, was a gate.I stopped the car. The engine idled in a low rumble as I stared ahead, trying to make sense of what I was about to walk into.My eyes flicked t
A sound tore through the night. An aggravating mixture of a howl and a scream sent a ripple of unease everyone that was gathered. The iron-heavy scent of blood was thick in the air, and very suffocating. And the clinic, which was usually a place of relative calm, was now a battlefield of its own.My hands were slick with blood as I pressed down on a gaping wound of an injured wolf as he wailed and trembled against the pain. The heat from the injured wolf beneath my hands was a stark contrast to the cold terror that coiled in my chest.Around me, chaos reigned. Wolves in their human forms and some in their beast forms filled every available space of the clinic, groans and snarls mixing with the sharp barks of healers shouting orders. The scent of antiseptics battled with the raw, primal stench of war.And we were at war. The Crescent Moon pack had finally made their move and they had caught us really off-guard.My heart pounded against my ribs, but it was not just from the overwhelming
Fire roared around me, licking at my skin. The acrid scent of burning flesh filled my lungs, thick and suffocating. I thrashed, but the fire clung to me, searing into my bones. A voice whispered my name through the smoke, low and taunting—dragging me back to the place I swore I’d never return to.I gasped, jerking upright in bed.Sweat clung to my skin, my heart hammering so hard I thought it might crack my ribs. My hands clenched the sweat-damped sheets as my wolf clawed at the edges of my mind, restless, agitated.Five years. Five years and everything still haunted me, growing worse with each cycle.My hands darted instantly to my bedside table, reaching for the suppressants I had been taking. I didn’t pay any attention to the sharp bite of the capsules against my palm before I chugged two pills down my throat, swallowing dry.I wasn’t a wolf anymore. That life was not for me. I was human. I was normal. Nothing could take me back there.And yet, my hands still shook as my eyes lande
I couldn’t breathe as the thick air was suffocating and pressing against my lungs. I was thrust right back into my nightmare and the entire world before me capsized.Right there in front of me was a burning man whose scent of scorched flesh clung to the back of my throat like hot acid.No. No, this isn’t real.His charred lips parted and my name slipped from between them like smoke, blowing over my face and snuffing out every bit of oxygen left. I gagged and shoved myself backward as my hands instinctively clawed at the floor as if I could scrape my way out of this nightmare. “Get away from me!” I screamed at the top of my voice even as it cracked under the weight of sheer terror. Sweat dripped down my forehead. “Please, please get away from me.”But rather than listen to my plea, Kael’s burning figure moved towards me, slowly in a deliberate taunting manner. I let out a piercing shriek as I curled in on myself, shaking violently. Around me, shrieking shouts, clattering of plates,
“How dare me?!” I spat as my chest rose and fell with every ragged breath. Hot anger coiled around me. “You bastard! You’ve been alive this whole time? Watching me? Letting me think you were dead and you’re asking how dare me?” I let out a humorless laugh as my head rang with my reality.After everything—Kael’s jaw ticked, his fingers twitching at his sides. “You dare—” His voice was low, barely contained fury rippling beneath the surface.“Yes, I dare,” I seethed, stepping closer with my fingers digging crescent holes into my palms as I glared at him. “Because I spent years suffering, mourning you, believing I was crazy for feeling you, for dreaming of you. And you just—” My breath hitched, and I shook my head. “You let me rot, Kael with absolutely nothing and now you’re standing in front of me as what?!”Kael exhaled sharply, nostrils flaring. His eyes glanced beyond me and around us that’s when I noticed the audience we had, the inhumane beings that had taken residence in the rest
“Ashina!”The voice struck through my skull like lightning. I jerked back from Maya, with my heart slamming into my ribs as if trying to break free from my chest. My breath caught halfway at the aggression behind the growling at the door.Nothing about whoever was there meant something good.I didn’t even want to think about who it could possibly be, not when Maya slumped sideways with a groan, her eyelids fluttering. She was barely conscious now, and her body was twitching as if every nerve inside her had gone rogue.“What the hell…” I whispered, taking a shaky step back as my heart beat spiked up.Maya’s face twisted, contorting with pain. Her goody, drunken smile from earlier vanished and was replaced with something painful and almost terrified. Her brows pinched, and she clutched her stomach like it was tearing her apart from the inside out.“Maya?” I rasped, clenching and unclenching my fists as panic bubbled to the surface. The familiar urge to fix things, to make it stop, rose
I barely registered as her weight slammed into me. My instincts kicked in faster than my fear and thoughts could catch up. Thanks to muscle memory I’d once had from handling convulsing patients or psychotic breaks, my arm shot towards the scattered kit on the floor, fumbling through glass and metal until my fingers closed around a small, glass-capped vial of sedative. I didn’t even think as I plunged the needle straight into Maya’s neck. “Please,” I whispered before I even realized I’d said it as the roar that came from Maya faltered mid-growl. Her full weight crashed into me, pushing me backward and slamming us both into the cold floor. Air whooshed out my lungs as I hit the ground with a hard thud, with my arms pinned in between Maya’s twitching form pressed against me. My breath hitched as I held it and stiffened. Please work. Please work. Please, goddamn it— Maya twitched some more before she finally stilled and there was just the sound of my thundering heart. For a second
The drive to the lab was draining.Each mile I covered felt like a count to something I couldn’t come back from.The coordinates were precise, thankfully. It helped to give my mind something sharp to cling to, something that wasn’t the guilt clawing its way up my throat. Because I needed to focus on that and not miss it.Like I had with Maya.UntiI I turned by the last coordinates.The narrow road was twisted like a serpent, curving through shadowy woods. The dense trees on either side of the road cast long arms across the cracked pavement.My hands were slick on the steering wheel, despite the death grip I had on it. I slowed down as the final GPS marker blinked green.And just ahead of me was the gate, that was hidden beneath a blanket of overgrowth, rusted and was sagging on its hinges like it has not been maintained in decades, was a gate.I stopped the car. The engine idled in a low rumble as I stared ahead, trying to make sense of what I was about to walk into.My eyes flicked t
A low growl vibrated against the walls, rattling through the air like thunder before the storm, stealing my breath away.Maya’s skin was slick with sweat and her muscles flexed against the heavy restraints as if strained against them. Veins bulged at her neck and her jaw was so tight, it looked like it might crack from the pressure.I approached slowly, grabbing the last prepared vial of the sedate I had, in my trembling grip."Easy," I whispered, more to myself than to her.She snapped her head up instantly, and I froze, nearly tripping over myself.“Don’t,” she snarled, her voice rough like gravel. Her lips peeled back over clenched teeth and her eyes with the amber streaks now a constant present glowered at me. “Don’t come near me Ash, something’s wrong. I will hurt you.”I swallowed hard, trying to control my breathing in a way that would not destabilize her.“I know,” I murmured, inching forward calmly. “I just want to help, so you don’t hurt yourself or anyone else.”“I don’t ca
Fire. And then ice.One second I was burning alive, the next I was drowning in freezing agony.I screamed, but the sound barely clawed its way out. My lungs seized like I was being born again, dragged from a grave I didn’t ask to leave.My body and soul throbbed with the memory of being burned and torn apart.Cold stone pressed against my back. Slight damp.I tried to move but something sharp dug into my spine. My eyes darted around me instantly, noticing the shapes that gathered around me, still and watching.What the hell?There were cloaked figures standing at every corner of my laid down body. I looked past them to the surroundings, noting the symbols that glowed faintly across the chamber walls, like blood pulsing through veins.Panic clawed at me with dirty nails and my heartbeat spiked. Even worse when I spotted the marked inked into the neck of the closet figure to me.It was a serpent swallowing its own tail, crowned with a sigil of thorns surrounding a full moon.The Ravenbl
I stared at the screen again. Once. Twice.The data hadn’t changed.No matter how many times I reran the test, recalibrated the analyzer, manually combed through the gene mapping—hell, even cross-referenced known infection progressions with outdated rogue strain databases—everything came back the same.Maya’s blood was wrong.Nothing made sense.Her genetic markers weren’t just mutated… they were foreign. Aggressively, violently foreign. This wasn’t any strain of werewolf I had ever documented. Her cells were rewriting themselves in real-time, tearing apart what she was, trying to rebuild her into something else.Something I didn’t understand.Tears stung my eyes. I blinked them away, but they clung stubbornly to my lashes. I couldn't afford to break now. Not when she was counting on me.I dug my fingers into my hair again and yanked at the ends, a sharp reminder to breathe. Thin
I barely registered as her weight slammed into me. My instincts kicked in faster than my fear and thoughts could catch up. Thanks to muscle memory I’d once had from handling convulsing patients or psychotic breaks, my arm shot towards the scattered kit on the floor, fumbling through glass and metal until my fingers closed around a small, glass-capped vial of sedative. I didn’t even think as I plunged the needle straight into Maya’s neck. “Please,” I whispered before I even realized I’d said it as the roar that came from Maya faltered mid-growl. Her full weight crashed into me, pushing me backward and slamming us both into the cold floor. Air whooshed out my lungs as I hit the ground with a hard thud, with my arms pinned in between Maya’s twitching form pressed against me. My breath hitched as I held it and stiffened. Please work. Please work. Please, goddamn it— Maya twitched some more before she finally stilled and there was just the sound of my thundering heart. For a second
“Ashina!”The voice struck through my skull like lightning. I jerked back from Maya, with my heart slamming into my ribs as if trying to break free from my chest. My breath caught halfway at the aggression behind the growling at the door.Nothing about whoever was there meant something good.I didn’t even want to think about who it could possibly be, not when Maya slumped sideways with a groan, her eyelids fluttering. She was barely conscious now, and her body was twitching as if every nerve inside her had gone rogue.“What the hell…” I whispered, taking a shaky step back as my heart beat spiked up.Maya’s face twisted, contorting with pain. Her goody, drunken smile from earlier vanished and was replaced with something painful and almost terrified. Her brows pinched, and she clutched her stomach like it was tearing her apart from the inside out.“Maya?” I rasped, clenching and unclenching my fists as panic bubbled to the surface. The familiar urge to fix things, to make it stop, rose
“How dare me?!” I spat as my chest rose and fell with every ragged breath. Hot anger coiled around me. “You bastard! You’ve been alive this whole time? Watching me? Letting me think you were dead and you’re asking how dare me?” I let out a humorless laugh as my head rang with my reality.After everything—Kael’s jaw ticked, his fingers twitching at his sides. “You dare—” His voice was low, barely contained fury rippling beneath the surface.“Yes, I dare,” I seethed, stepping closer with my fingers digging crescent holes into my palms as I glared at him. “Because I spent years suffering, mourning you, believing I was crazy for feeling you, for dreaming of you. And you just—” My breath hitched, and I shook my head. “You let me rot, Kael with absolutely nothing and now you’re standing in front of me as what?!”Kael exhaled sharply, nostrils flaring. His eyes glanced beyond me and around us that’s when I noticed the audience we had, the inhumane beings that had taken residence in the rest
I couldn’t breathe as the thick air was suffocating and pressing against my lungs. I was thrust right back into my nightmare and the entire world before me capsized.Right there in front of me was a burning man whose scent of scorched flesh clung to the back of my throat like hot acid.No. No, this isn’t real.His charred lips parted and my name slipped from between them like smoke, blowing over my face and snuffing out every bit of oxygen left. I gagged and shoved myself backward as my hands instinctively clawed at the floor as if I could scrape my way out of this nightmare. “Get away from me!” I screamed at the top of my voice even as it cracked under the weight of sheer terror. Sweat dripped down my forehead. “Please, please get away from me.”But rather than listen to my plea, Kael’s burning figure moved towards me, slowly in a deliberate taunting manner. I let out a piercing shriek as I curled in on myself, shaking violently. Around me, shrieking shouts, clattering of plates,
Fire roared around me, licking at my skin. The acrid scent of burning flesh filled my lungs, thick and suffocating. I thrashed, but the fire clung to me, searing into my bones. A voice whispered my name through the smoke, low and taunting—dragging me back to the place I swore I’d never return to.I gasped, jerking upright in bed.Sweat clung to my skin, my heart hammering so hard I thought it might crack my ribs. My hands clenched the sweat-damped sheets as my wolf clawed at the edges of my mind, restless, agitated.Five years. Five years and everything still haunted me, growing worse with each cycle.My hands darted instantly to my bedside table, reaching for the suppressants I had been taking. I didn’t pay any attention to the sharp bite of the capsules against my palm before I chugged two pills down my throat, swallowing dry.I wasn’t a wolf anymore. That life was not for me. I was human. I was normal. Nothing could take me back there.And yet, my hands still shook as my eyes lande