/The Present- Eleven Years Later/
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧
Remember when I said this could all blow up in my mother’s face? Well, it did. Eight months after we had that conversation my mother did the unthinkable. She came home with a ring and told me the pack alpha was divorcing his sick wife to be with her. Um, the pack did not take that likely. The alpha can command all he wants but that never stopped the whole pack from spitting on her and calling her the devil.
She cried through the wedding, and I wouldn’t speak to her. Till today, I don’t talk to her the way I used to. She threw away two families to marry a bastard and no one blames him for it. People have grown to like me. They think I’m funny, amazing, and a promising member of the Silverclaw Pack. Like they thought it was only a matter of time before I’d be kicked out.
I’m currently the captain of the Silverclaw Storm. The football team of the pack, and going to the main private university. My life is not bad. There’s only one... one tiny problem.
The pack has two major sports teams, volleyball- Moonhowlers- and the American football team.
The volleyball team isn’t the problem, it’s their captain who happens to be the problem. Percival ‘Percy’ Whitmore. Formerly Tamaki Ren. Ren means lotus... Percy is nothing like a lotus.
The half-Japanese, half-British bastard that has decided to punish me for my mother’s mistake. Percy will never forgive me for what happened to his mother. After she discovered her husband was leaving her for another woman... she got better. Healthier. Healthy enough to tie my mother to a car, and set it on fire.
I swear to god! People wanna burn my mama alive. Had I not been there to save her she would have died. And Percy resents me for that because his mother was sent to a mental institution. He argued her case telling everyone how scummy my mother is. To this day my mother faces a risk of people attacking her on the street.
And Percy attacks me to make her suffer. Fuck.
I wince as my legs start to cramp. I’ve been jogging for a good three hours now. It helps me think. The sun had set over two hours ago, and the streets of the campus were dark only lit up by the lamps. I had to go for this jog because of what Percy did yesterday. The news only got to me today.
I’ve officially decided not to date. My current girlfriend, well ex, of three months dumped me this morning with a heavy slap to my face because her brother- my vice-captain- was forced into an altercation with Percy. And god, that fucking guy drives me insane. Can’t he just do what I did? And go to therapy?
He fights me, at every second. Fuck I’m so glad we’re both in college. We at least live in two separate fraternities because living with him was fucking hell. He somehow found out that I had known about the affair and boy did that blow up in my face. He cut the brakes to my mother’s car, gave his father a black fucking eye, and put rat poison in my breakfast all in that same day.
I mean at this point I think we need to pick a spot to just fight it out. And the worst is I won’t win.
I stretch out my muscles. Percy is.... Percy is stunning. I hate him because he hates me, and because I have to protect my mother. Also because he’s a jackass who is taking the ruin of his family poorly. And while I can sympathize, I refuse to sit still while he attacks me daily.
Okay, I can’t win against him because Percival has the attitude of a rogue alpha with the body of a beta. He’s six foot, introverted, crazy, has long black hair, a slender but muscular build, by that I mean- six pack, slim waist, firm pecs... generally like a dancer’s build.
An exotic male dancer build. And deep brown eyes with lots and lots of hate in them- I don’t mean that in a weird way, I’ve just spent too much time watching him.. where was I going with this? Oh yeah, he can kick my ass. I am taller, and I look physically bigger than him but god... his mother must have been on steroids because I can't beat him. He's also pretty and I'd feel bad about bruising his skin, I'm a gentleman sue me. He also knows quite the number of Korean insults to really send my way. I just want to have a meaningful relationship without people thinking Percy will kill them for making me happy.
This is the third girl to dump me for the same reason.
A crunching sound snaps me out of my thoughts, but I don’t acknowledge it. It’s probably another jogger.
Now where was I? Oh, that’s right, Percy. God damn that bastard. Blaming me for everything that went wrong. As if I were the one who made the choices that led us to this mess. I’m a romantic at heart, you know? I believe in falling for someone who won’t cheat on me, someone I can trust completely, someone with whom I can share my mating mark. The mark—a symbol of unity and commitment—means everything to me. I want someone to be able to fall for me without the fear of my fucking stepbrother lingering over their shoulders. But those thoughts drift away as an unexpected pain grips my neck.
OW!
What the hell? A sharp sting pierces my skin, jolting me from my reverie. Instinctively, I reach for my neck, my fingers brushing against something cold and metallic. Confusion spirals within me as I try to process the suddenness of the attack. Before I can react, I’m surrounded. A group of shadowy figures emerges from the darkness, their faces obscured but their intent all too clear. Panic surges through me.
"Get off me!" I shout, my voice cracking, but it feels like a whisper against the growing chaos.
They descend upon me with a ferocity that sends adrenaline coursing through my veins. I struggle against their grip, but their hands are like iron, holding me down with a strength that I can’t break. I’m thrown to the ground, the impact knocking the breath from my lungs. Dread swells in my chest as I realize I’m outnumbered.
Why can’t I shift? The question reverberates in my mind, echoing through the haze of fear and pain. My wolf, my other half, should be raging to the surface, ready to defend me, but something keeps it at bay. Is it fear? The shock of the surprise attack? Is it something they injected into me? I push against the instinctual panic clawing at me. I focus on my breathing, trying to summon the power within me, but the connection feels severed, frayed at the edges.
As fists rain down on me, each blow lands like a sledgehammer against my body- I think there might be actual hammers involved, stealing my breath and weakening my resolve. I twist and turn, trying to escape their grasp, but my body feels heavy, weighed down by confusion and the urgency of survival.
The world blurs as I grapple with their violent assault, the darkness threatening to close in around me. I’m aware of the blood trickling down my neck, mixing with the dirt beneath me, but I can’t afford to lose focus. I need to fight back!
“Please,” I gasped, my voice hoarse and ragged. “Stop! I can’t—” But my words are lost in the cacophony of their laughter and shouts.
Their faces remain obscured, mere shadows in the dark, and I’m left to wonder who they are and what they want. I attempt to throw a punch, but it’s met with a forceful counterattack that sends pain exploding through my ribs. I wince, the agony intensifying my frustration.
I should be able to call my wolf, to let it burst forth and claim my body as its own. The instincts that usually come so naturally to me feel like distant memories, slipping further away with each blow. What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I shift?
I feel the grip on my arms tighten as they drag me away from the faint light of the street. My heart races, pounding against my ribcage like a desperate drumbeat. It’s too dark, too suffocating, and I can feel the panic rising within me. The world around me fades the sounds of the night muffled by the chaos.
Just when I think I can muster the strength to fight back, a sudden blow to my head sends everything spiraling into darkness. The pain is too much, my head, my hands, my legs, my eyes, every part of me hurts. The last thing I remember is the feeling of helplessness as my consciousness slips away, swallowed by the void.
»»──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ──────««Music thumping in my head is how I start and end my day, not the aggressive club music. This is a French ballad playlist. Instrumental only. It calms my rage and allows me to focus on my studies. I’m studying behavioral psychology, and it’s the second thing I love the most in the world. Outside of volleyball. This is my major here at the Silverclaw University.I’m deeply focused on my subjects, reading, and trying to prepare for an important test coming up in a week when my phone goes off. There are only two numbers that can go over my do not disturb. And that’s my best friend Zion, and the nurse in charge of my mother’s care.So I immediately think it’s the nurse. I told Zion I was studying for the whole day so I'm convinced he took that as a polite sign to leave me alone. I need to ace this test.But to my shock, it turns out to be him. I grabbed the phone, yawning as I answered.“Hey.”“Percy, what the hell did you do last night?” his voice i
»»──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ──────««It’s been three weeks, and you want to know the bullshit I got for a crime I didn’t commit? Suspension. For six whole fucking months. The dean called me the next day after my phone call to my bastard father. They’re doing some investigation but the student body voted for me to be expelled because they’ve already demonized me without any conclusive proof. And it doesn’t help that I’d attacked one of Lucian’s friends one day before his attack.The school says they'll lift the suspension if I’m innocent, but if I’m guilty I’ll be expelled. Tried and sent to the Silverclaw penitentiary. I’m so pissed. I packed up my things and got in my car to make the four-hour drive back to my father’s house.I moved out of that place at eighteen, and I’ve been living between Zion’s home and the university dorm/the Moonhowlers fraternity. Paying for my college with my trust fund. It’s a fatty trust fund that I received at the age of eighteen. So even though it was
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Pain is the only thing I feel in my body the moment I wake up. I’ve been in pain for days. I’m trying to think positively, but I know the damage is irreversible. Sure I’ll heal but it’ll take years before I can ever play at the level I was once in. I can’t believe I was attacked so easily.I moved to sit up, my body aches badly. I need some of those strong pain medicines I was prescribed. It’s hard to move, but I manage to get my body to stay upright against the headboard. The pain is gradually increasing. That was when I noticed something. Sitting across from me on the chair by my desk is a face I never thought I’d see.Percy. His eyes are sharp, and they hold their signature hate in them. But this time he also looks amused.“Percy.” i rasp out, almost afraid he’s going to kick me when I’m already at my lowest.He raised one hand at me and wiggled his fingers. The room is quite large. There’s a great deal of space between m
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««I can’t believe I have to cook for this bastard. I immediately called Zion. I’m a good cook, I know it. Everything I eat needs to be planned out because I’m an athlete. I don’t have a sweet tooth, and I despise having to cook for someone.I used to cook with my father, but that has sullied things for me. Now I have to prepare a meal for the jackass whose mother couldn’t keep her legs closed. Zion answered after the first ring, I placed him on speaker.“How’s the house arrest going?”“Does everyone know about it?”Zion doesn’t say anything, and soon the call goes from audio to video. I clicked accepted and hooked the phone up against the toaster on the counter. Then I grabbed some items. I know I have to cook, and feed Lucian. But god, I’m a fucking brilliant athlete. Why on earth have I been reduced to a servant?Zion stares at me, then he gives me a lopsided smile. His green eyes were a perfect contrast to his dark skin, it made him appear c
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ────── ««“Mister Whitmore, your mother is in her group therapy at the moment. Can I pass on a message?” the voice on the phone was Nurse Danbury. She’s my mother’s assigned nurse and a sort of second mom to me. I’m all for having people who hate Pauline.“No, don’t worry about it. Just tell her that I called, and I hope she’s okay.”Nurse Danbury was silent for a minute. She would usually tell me ‘okay,’ and then ask how I was doing but she didn’t this time. She stayed quiet for a few more moments, then she started speaking.“I saw you on the news. An attack on the Montague kid? I know you better than that, Percival. That boy would be deceased.”“You’re not wrong. I didn’t do it, but you know my father wouldn’t believe that. Pauline is his life.”“Yes indeed. Which brings me to the news I was dreading to tell you. Do you know the disease? That heart problem your mother had?”“Yeah, she’s still taking her medication, right?”The nurse sighed loudly. “No
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I woke up from another nightmare, feeling like my throat was closing up. Percy was there, eyes scanning over my face with an annoyed look that I was calling the signature Percy look. That expression that said making one wrong move could land you in my current position. He pointed silently to the tray on the bedside table.“You need to eat, and take your medication.”I frowned at him. What time was it? I swear he’d brought me food before. Was that all in my head? Percy got up, moving towards the bed. He moved my body into a sitting position and offered me water. Then he placed a wooden tray over my lap.The food .... looked nice, but the look in Percy’s eyes made me wonder why he was giving me a nice meal? In my dream, the food hadn’t looked good when I saw it. But I think it tasted nice, or I couldn’t really taste anything. Who really knows?I didn’t complain though. It was a pasta dish. He handed me my medicine, taking the bottle of water because I didn’t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧My best friends and football buddies are Ben Carter and Lionel Baker. Lionel is the one Percy had given a beaten, I’d been dating his sister up until a few weeks ago when she dumped me. I’m still pissed about that. I invited them to spend the night. Giving them a warning that Percival was around, which Lionel was quick to say he’d be bringing a weapon.I love my friends, but they need to understand that a weapon wouldn’t stop Percival. It’s kind of weird how Percy and I think of each other every single day. Sure, we don’t have good thoughts of each other but does that count for something? It’s unhealthy, the bitterness that continues to etch itself between us.If only he’d get over himself. Ugh, I’m so tired and my body is slightly numb. I haven’t seen Percy since he came back in to collect the tray. And to toss a piece of paper on my face. Aggressively giving me his phone number. I wonder who forced him into this.Perhaps his father had gotten the sense t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Before I could ask them anything, they offered to carry me down to the living room so they could air out my room. When I asked if it smelled, Lionel said it smelled like death. I’m guessing he could sense I’d been here since I was released from the hospital, and the entire room was sort of depressing.Ben was the bigger one amongst the three of us so he helped me into the wheelchair, and out into the hall while Lionel aired the room and changed the sheets. It’s good to have friends who have your back. When Ben dislocated his shoulder we were there for you. Sure, none of us have ever been this badly hurt but that doesn’t change the fact that we’ll always be there for each other.My mother had set a ramp on the side of the stairs, ben helped me wheel down it since I could only use one hand and that ramp honestly seemed so scary. What if I fall and cause more damage to my body?Ben doesn’t let that happen though, and we make it to the living room safely. He plac
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I’m starting to think Percy might have a crush on me. That doesn’t make any sense. Not even the slightest. Because what the fuck is he doing, attempting to kiss me for the second time? There’s a reason behind that right? It isn’t just a coincidence, there is no such thing. He almost broke my neck, yanking me out of the couch but thankfully my medicine is still in full swing because I only felt a small ache.I turned my head to yell at him, accidentally bringing our lips together. His eyes were probably as wide as mine as we looked at each other unsure of what to say or where to go from here. When I leaned in a few seconds ago, I wasn’t going to kiss him. I was going to tease him. I expected him to pull back, I just didn’t think he’d take me with me.I didn’t dare move my mouth. That would be even weirder than this press of lips we have going on. Which is why I’m stuck staying like this. Moaning sounds fill the air, and my god, Percival turns redder than any s
»»────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ─────««I could have stayed on to listen to Lucian’s conversation, but I am not nosy. I instead scrolled through my tablet, reviewing the current game Zion and my team had played. They sucked, they barely came off with the win which was disappointing. I was analyzing where they’d gone wrong, so I could tell Zion about it.He needs to keep the team’s spirit up, he needs to keep our reputation. Sure we won but for fuck sake, it took Zion and two other members having to do all the work before they could actually win.I sighed, so focused on my disappointment that I hadn’t heard Lucian call my name the first time. The second time I heard my full name. I snapped my head up so fast, I was sure I’d snapped something in my neck. I re-entered the room, and I could see he wasn’t smiling anymore.A good person would have asked him what was wrong. I am not a good person. Not to him anyway.“I want to watch a movie. Take me to the living room.”I turned off my tab, pla
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I’m tired, but eager to get out of my bedroom. Today I’m expecting a text from my father. He’s allowed to use a phone once every three months, so he saves his time so he can contact me. He sends a text first to make sure I’m free before he calls. I’m at the den today, staring out into the backyard feeling like I might fall asleep at any moment. Percy is seated on the floor beside the shelves, reading something on his tablet.His hair is packed up into a bun, and he’s dressed like he’s walking a runway. That’s just the Percy look if I’m being honest. I had a girl dump me because someone said Percy was interested in dating... he wasn’t. Even I could tell that rumor was fake but she didn’t want him to know she was associated with me, in case it was true.That stung, but as I’ve mentioned, Percy is the reason I’m single. He either scares the people I date, or they want to be with him. It’s ridiculous. I’m surprised by how well that pink net sweater works for him.
»»──ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───««I’ve learned something about myself. I cannot do awkwardness. That accidental kiss, if one can even call it that, has loomed over my head for the past three days and I have come to realize that hating Lucian was alot easier than whatever this bullshit is. I’m trying my hardest to be around him without feeling like a kid who got caught with their hands down their pants.... or in a cookie jar- fucking hell, I don’t know how it goes.Or I’ve forgotten who gives a crap I’m in a bit of a dilemma. I don’t know how to get out of this weird funk. Lucian doesn’t seem to be feeling it. He hasn’t brought it up since then. It’s been two fucking days and I feel like I’m losing my mind. There’s something different about the way he stares at me.It’s like he’s searching for something in my face. It’s currently, one AM and I can’t sleep. I am mentally unprepared for the hate to fizzle out quickly over something as useless as an almost kiss.Perhaps you feel awkward be
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧There are alot of things going through my mind right now. For starters, why am I sleeping upright? It’s not comfortable, but I think my meds are still working because I can only feel a slight twinge.Second, and this should have been my first thought and question, why is my stepbrother leaning over me and straddling my waist? My brain, for the first time, is suddenly empty and unsure of what the fuck I’m witnessing. Am I dreaming? This would be one hell of a dream. I might be bi, but I’m not dumb enough to envision the straighter-than-straight, hates to breathe the same air as me, Percival on top of me unless the vision involves him beating my face in.I don’t... I don’t even know what to say. My lips feel tingly, so I ask the only question at the forefront of my thoughts.“Did you just try to kiss me?”Percy stares at me like he’s unsure of what to say. I expected him to get off of me, or at least explain what the fuck he was doing but he just stared then he
»»──ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───««Lucian made me read to him for two hours before he eventually fell asleep. I don’t know why I sat there just watching him, imagining what it would be like to push him down the stairs. It can’t be healthy that that’s the first place my mind goes when I’m in the presence of Lucian. Hate is what keeps me going.Lucian and I didn’t always have this hate. I almost want to scream at him that he should have told me. He should have felt obligated to tell me when he discovered the affair. I felt betrayed. We might not have been friends but we were civilized towards each other.I remember the first time I’d actually spoken to him. I was always introverted. My friends consisted of the guys in my little volleyball team back in middle school and Zion. I used the word "friends" loosely for those guys. Zion was the one I spoke to the most, but I wasn’t angry.Hell, I wasn’t sure how to feel the emotion since everything in my life was going so well for me.“Ouch!” a y
»» ───ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───── ««One.Two.Three.Four.I counted in my head as I did some pushups to clear my head. I haven’t been in a good mood since Lucian called the calvary on me. I’ve barely been here a week and he’s reported me like a baby back bitch to my father. It’s one thing to threaten me, but Yusuke had to send his dumb lug of muscle to make it clear to me that my mom will have no place to stay if I fuck it up with Lucian.When I contacted the nurse taking care of my mother she said some strange men were watching my mother. So I have no choice but to be a humble little asshole. I’m so pissed. I don’t even know where to begin with taming my anger. I feel like hitting something but I’ve been doing that for the past hour.Lucian is watching a movie in the living room. He has taken his evening medication but he doesn’t feel like sleeping. Hence why I have to keep an ear open in case my phone rings and his majesty needs my help.What a pitiful person. I just want these m
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧After another painful movement, I got myself into my room where I shakily reached for the pill bottles. It took longer and I had to swallow them dry because I could take them and then make myself go to the mini-fridge. Due to this, it took longer for them to take effect. I was practically sobbing from the pain by the time they kicked in.I was able to breathe and heave out a sigh of relief as I could move my working arm without tearing up or feeling like the limb was about to be ripped out from me. I called Percy’s father because calling mine was out of the question, she would worry and Percy wouldn’t listen to her at all.Mr Tamaki answered on the third ring. “Lucian? What on earth are you doing with your phone?”I opened my mouth and found that my tongue was numb. Dear god, the pain was still in my head even though my body couldn’t feel it anymore. I took a moment to catch my breath, then I spoke.“Percy....” I breathed out. “Left me. I don’t know where he
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧The next few days fly by and quickly I realize Percy is... just as bad as I thought he would be. I can’t even begin to make a long list of the nonsense this asshole put me through. It’s like he’s trying to make sure this ends in blood and I have an unfair advantage. He gave me my medication at the wrong time. Like thirty minutes before I was supposed to take a shower.I ended up passing out in the tub, only to wake up drenched and nearly drowning from it. Percy came in late, and we had to call the house doctor who put me on twenty-four-hour bed rest to fix the ache in my neck and other regions.That first day that he did a good job was a ploy to trick me into thinking he was good at this. He is not.He kept cooking me bland meals, he threatened to wheel me out into the streets and when I said I hoped prison would be worth it, he argued that he’d take being in jail if it meant I was evicted from life. Like the fuck. If I could punch him with my working arm and