/The Present- Eleven Years Later/
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧
Remember when I said this could all blow up in my mother’s face? Well, it did. Eight months after we had that conversation my mother did the unthinkable. She came home with a ring and told me the pack alpha was divorcing his sick wife to be with her. Um, the pack did not take that likely. The alpha can command all he wants but that never stopped the whole pack from spitting on her and calling her the devil.
She cried through the wedding, and I wouldn’t speak to her. Till today, I don’t talk to her the way I used to. She threw away two families to marry a bastard and no one blames him for it. People have grown to like me. They think I’m funny, amazing, and a promising member of the Silverclaw Pack. Like they thought it was only a matter of time before I’d be kicked out.
I’m currently the captain of the Silverclaw Storm. The football team of the pack, and going to the main private university. My life is not bad. There’s only one... one tiny problem.
The pack has two major sports teams, volleyball- Moonhowlers- and the American football team.
The volleyball team isn’t the problem, it’s their captain who happens to be the problem. Percival ‘Percy’ Whitmore. Formerly Tamaki Ren. Ren means lotus... Percy is nothing like a lotus.
The half-Japanese, half-British bastard that has decided to punish me for my mother’s mistake. Percy will never forgive me for what happened to his mother. After she discovered her husband was leaving her for another woman... she got better. Healthier. Healthy enough to tie my mother to a car, and set it on fire.
I swear to god! People wanna burn my mama alive. Had I not been there to save her she would have died. And Percy resents me for that because his mother was sent to a mental institution. He argued her case telling everyone how scummy my mother is. To this day my mother faces a risk of people attacking her on the street.
And Percy attacks me to make her suffer. Fuck.
I wince as my legs start to cramp. I’ve been jogging for a good three hours now. It helps me think. The sun had set over two hours ago, and the streets of the campus were dark only lit up by the lamps. I had to go for this jog because of what Percy did yesterday. The news only got to me today.
I’ve officially decided not to date. My current girlfriend, well ex, of three months dumped me this morning with a heavy slap to my face because her brother- my vice-captain- was forced into an altercation with Percy. And god, that fucking guy drives me insane. Can’t he just do what I did? And go to therapy?
He fights me, at every second. Fuck I’m so glad we’re both in college. We at least live in two separate fraternities because living with him was fucking hell. He somehow found out that I had known about the affair and boy did that blow up in my face. He cut the brakes to my mother’s car, gave his father a black fucking eye, and put rat poison in my breakfast all in that same day.
I mean at this point I think we need to pick a spot to just fight it out. And the worst is I won’t win.
I stretch out my muscles. Percy is.... Percy is stunning. I hate him because he hates me, and because I have to protect my mother. Also because he’s a jackass who is taking the ruin of his family poorly. And while I can sympathize, I refuse to sit still while he attacks me daily.
Okay, I can’t win against him because Percival has the attitude of a rogue alpha with the body of a beta. He’s six foot, introverted, crazy, has long black hair, a slender but muscular build, by that I mean- six pack, slim waist, firm pecs... generally like a dancer’s build.
An exotic male dancer build. And deep brown eyes with lots and lots of hate in them- I don’t mean that in a weird way, I’ve just spent too much time watching him.. where was I going with this? Oh yeah, he can kick my ass. I am taller, and I look physically bigger than him but god... his mother must have been on steroids because I can't beat him. He's also pretty and I'd feel bad about bruising his skin, I'm a gentleman sue me. He also knows quite the number of Korean insults to really send my way. I just want to have a meaningful relationship without people thinking Percy will kill them for making me happy.
This is the third girl to dump me for the same reason.
A crunching sound snaps me out of my thoughts, but I don’t acknowledge it. It’s probably another jogger.
Now where was I? Oh, that’s right, Percy. God damn that bastard. Blaming me for everything that went wrong. As if I were the one who made the choices that led us to this mess. I’m a romantic at heart, you know? I believe in falling for someone who won’t cheat on me, someone I can trust completely, someone with whom I can share my mating mark. The mark—a symbol of unity and commitment—means everything to me. I want someone to be able to fall for me without the fear of my fucking stepbrother lingering over their shoulders. But those thoughts drift away as an unexpected pain grips my neck.
OW!
What the hell? A sharp sting pierces my skin, jolting me from my reverie. Instinctively, I reach for my neck, my fingers brushing against something cold and metallic. Confusion spirals within me as I try to process the suddenness of the attack. Before I can react, I’m surrounded. A group of shadowy figures emerges from the darkness, their faces obscured but their intent all too clear. Panic surges through me.
"Get off me!" I shout, my voice cracking, but it feels like a whisper against the growing chaos.
They descend upon me with a ferocity that sends adrenaline coursing through my veins. I struggle against their grip, but their hands are like iron, holding me down with a strength that I can’t break. I’m thrown to the ground, the impact knocking the breath from my lungs. Dread swells in my chest as I realize I’m outnumbered.
Why can’t I shift? The question reverberates in my mind, echoing through the haze of fear and pain. My wolf, my other half, should be raging to the surface, ready to defend me, but something keeps it at bay. Is it fear? The shock of the surprise attack? Is it something they injected into me? I push against the instinctual panic clawing at me. I focus on my breathing, trying to summon the power within me, but the connection feels severed, frayed at the edges.
As fists rain down on me, each blow lands like a sledgehammer against my body- I think there might be actual hammers involved, stealing my breath and weakening my resolve. I twist and turn, trying to escape their grasp, but my body feels heavy, weighed down by confusion and the urgency of survival.
The world blurs as I grapple with their violent assault, the darkness threatening to close in around me. I’m aware of the blood trickling down my neck, mixing with the dirt beneath me, but I can’t afford to lose focus. I need to fight back!
“Please,” I gasped, my voice hoarse and ragged. “Stop! I can’t—” But my words are lost in the cacophony of their laughter and shouts.
Their faces remain obscured, mere shadows in the dark, and I’m left to wonder who they are and what they want. I attempt to throw a punch, but it’s met with a forceful counterattack that sends pain exploding through my ribs. I wince, the agony intensifying my frustration.
I should be able to call my wolf, to let it burst forth and claim my body as its own. The instincts that usually come so naturally to me feel like distant memories, slipping further away with each blow. What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I shift?
I feel the grip on my arms tighten as they drag me away from the faint light of the street. My heart races, pounding against my ribcage like a desperate drumbeat. It’s too dark, too suffocating, and I can feel the panic rising within me. The world around me fades the sounds of the night muffled by the chaos.
Just when I think I can muster the strength to fight back, a sudden blow to my head sends everything spiraling into darkness. The pain is too much, my head, my hands, my legs, my eyes, every part of me hurts. The last thing I remember is the feeling of helplessness as my consciousness slips away, swallowed by the void.
»»──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ──────««Music thumping in my head is how I start and end my day, not the aggressive club music. This is a French ballad playlist. Instrumental only. It calms my rage and allows me to focus on my studies. I’m studying behavioral psychology, and it’s the second thing I love the most in the world. Outside of volleyball. This is my major here at the Silverclaw University.I’m deeply focused on my subjects, reading, and trying to prepare for an important test coming up in a week when my phone goes off. There are only two numbers that can go over my do not disturb. And that’s my best friend Zion, and the nurse in charge of my mother’s care.So I immediately think it’s the nurse. I told Zion I was studying for the whole day so I'm convinced he took that as a polite sign to leave me alone. I need to ace this test.But to my shock, it turns out to be him. I grabbed the phone, yawning as I answered.“Hey.”“Percy, what the hell did you do last night?” his voice i
»»──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ──────««It’s been three weeks, and you want to know the bullshit I got for a crime I didn’t commit? Suspension. For six whole fucking months. The dean called me the next day after my phone call to my bastard father. They’re doing some investigation but the student body voted for me to be expelled because they’ve already demonized me without any conclusive proof. And it doesn’t help that I’d attacked one of Lucian’s friends one day before his attack.The school says they'll lift the suspension if I’m innocent, but if I’m guilty I’ll be expelled. Tried and sent to the Silverclaw penitentiary. I’m so pissed. I packed up my things and got in my car to make the four-hour drive back to my father’s house.I moved out of that place at eighteen, and I’ve been living between Zion’s home and the university dorm/the Moonhowlers fraternity. Paying for my college with my trust fund. It’s a fatty trust fund that I received at the age of eighteen. So even though it was
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Pain is the only thing I feel in my body the moment I wake up. I’ve been in pain for days. I’m trying to think positively, but I know the damage is irreversible. Sure I’ll heal but it’ll take years before I can ever play at the level I was once in. I can’t believe I was attacked so easily.I moved to sit up, my body aches badly. I need some of those strong pain medicines I was prescribed. It’s hard to move, but I manage to get my body to stay upright against the headboard. The pain is gradually increasing. That was when I noticed something. Sitting across from me on the chair by my desk is a face I never thought I’d see.Percy. His eyes are sharp, and they hold their signature hate in them. But this time he also looks amused.“Percy.” i rasp out, almost afraid he’s going to kick me when I’m already at my lowest.He raised one hand at me and wiggled his fingers. The room is quite large. There’s a great deal of space between m
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««I can’t believe I have to cook for this bastard. I immediately called Zion. I’m a good cook, I know it. Everything I eat needs to be planned out because I’m an athlete. I don’t have a sweet tooth, and I despise having to cook for someone.I used to cook with my father, but that has sullied things for me. Now I have to prepare a meal for the jackass whose mother couldn’t keep her legs closed. Zion answered after the first ring, I placed him on speaker.“How’s the house arrest going?”“Does everyone know about it?”Zion doesn’t say anything, and soon the call goes from audio to video. I clicked accepted and hooked the phone up against the toaster on the counter. Then I grabbed some items. I know I have to cook, and feed Lucian. But god, I’m a fucking brilliant athlete. Why on earth have I been reduced to a servant?Zion stares at me, then he gives me a lopsided smile. His green eyes were a perfect contrast to his dark skin, it made him appear c
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ────── ««“Mister Whitmore, your mother is in her group therapy at the moment. Can I pass on a message?” the voice on the phone was Nurse Danbury. She’s my mother’s assigned nurse and a sort of second mom to me. I’m all for having people who hate Pauline.“No, don’t worry about it. Just tell her that I called, and I hope she’s okay.”Nurse Danbury was silent for a minute. She would usually tell me ‘okay,’ and then ask how I was doing but she didn’t this time. She stayed quiet for a few more moments, then she started speaking.“I saw you on the news. An attack on the Montague kid? I know you better than that, Percival. That boy would be deceased.”“You’re not wrong. I didn’t do it, but you know my father wouldn’t believe that. Pauline is his life.”“Yes indeed. Which brings me to the news I was dreading to tell you. Do you know the disease? That heart problem your mother had?”“Yeah, she’s still taking her medication, right?”The nurse sighed loudly. “No
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I woke up from another nightmare, feeling like my throat was closing up. Percy was there, eyes scanning over my face with an annoyed look that I was calling the signature Percy look. That expression that said making one wrong move could land you in my current position. He pointed silently to the tray on the bedside table.“You need to eat, and take your medication.”I frowned at him. What time was it? I swear he’d brought me food before. Was that all in my head? Percy got up, moving towards the bed. He moved my body into a sitting position and offered me water. Then he placed a wooden tray over my lap.The food .... looked nice, but the look in Percy’s eyes made me wonder why he was giving me a nice meal? In my dream, the food hadn’t looked good when I saw it. But I think it tasted nice, or I couldn’t really taste anything. Who really knows?I didn’t complain though. It was a pasta dish. He handed me my medicine, taking the bottle of water because I didn’t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧My best friends and football buddies are Ben Carter and Lionel Baker. Lionel is the one Percy had given a beaten, I’d been dating his sister up until a few weeks ago when she dumped me. I’m still pissed about that. I invited them to spend the night. Giving them a warning that Percival was around, which Lionel was quick to say he’d be bringing a weapon.I love my friends, but they need to understand that a weapon wouldn’t stop Percival. It’s kind of weird how Percy and I think of each other every single day. Sure, we don’t have good thoughts of each other but does that count for something? It’s unhealthy, the bitterness that continues to etch itself between us.If only he’d get over himself. Ugh, I’m so tired and my body is slightly numb. I haven’t seen Percy since he came back in to collect the tray. And to toss a piece of paper on my face. Aggressively giving me his phone number. I wonder who forced him into this.Perhaps his father had gotten the sense t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Before I could ask them anything, they offered to carry me down to the living room so they could air out my room. When I asked if it smelled, Lionel said it smelled like death. I’m guessing he could sense I’d been here since I was released from the hospital, and the entire room was sort of depressing.Ben was the bigger one amongst the three of us so he helped me into the wheelchair, and out into the hall while Lionel aired the room and changed the sheets. It’s good to have friends who have your back. When Ben dislocated his shoulder we were there for you. Sure, none of us have ever been this badly hurt but that doesn’t change the fact that we’ll always be there for each other.My mother had set a ramp on the side of the stairs, ben helped me wheel down it since I could only use one hand and that ramp honestly seemed so scary. What if I fall and cause more damage to my body?Ben doesn’t let that happen though, and we make it to the living room safely. He plac
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««Lucian and I settled into a comfortable silence. It wasn’t awkward, but it wasn’t necessarily peaceful either—just a quiet truce after the mess of last night. We didn’t talk again until lunchtime, and even then, we avoided going to any bedroom. Instead, we stayed in the living room, like neutral ground neither of us wanted to give up.I noticed Lucian using his crutches more, refusing to let me wheel him around unless it was absolutely necessary. As much as I wanted to argue against it, I knew that any forceful damage to his body would only keep me here longer. And yet, I didn’t fight him on it. Maybe because I needed space, too.Lunch was simple—something I put together quickly, more for the sake of routine than hunger. The TV was on, playing some horror movie, the kind with too many cheap jump scares and characters who made all the wrong choices. Lucian sat on the long couch with his leg elevated, while I took the floor, my back resting aga
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««The next morning is just as I expected—confusing and strange.But it’s also something else. Something worse.It’s silent.Not just quiet, not just the absence of words, but a kind of silence that settles between us like a thick fog, dense and suffocating. A silence so unnatural that it feels wrong. We should be screaming at each other by now. We should be hurling insults like knives, digging them deep, carving out the hatred that’s always been there between us.But we don’t.It’s been twenty minutes.Twenty minutes since I woke up and realized that neither of us had moved. Since I felt the uncomfortable warmth of Lucian’s body pressed against mine, the steady rhythm of his breath ghosting against my skin. Since I opened my eyes and saw him looking back at me, his gaze unreadable, sharp with something I didn’t want to name.And yet, we still haven’t spoken.We just… lie there. Holding on to each other in a way we never would have done in the f
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Pretending to be asleep was the best decision I ever made. When I realized sex with Percy was affecting me personally, and I could see in his eyes that he was going through the same problem... I immediately had to focus on my injured leg that had gone slightly numb. And mention my medicine. I hoped it would help me sleep, I hoped it would make me forget Percy’s sounds. The way he looked. The lack of hate in his stare, the desire in his movements aaginst mine, his cum painting my chest and his. I hoped it would fix this. This vile growing death like feeling clawing at my chest, and when Percy left to shower, I felt a bit relieved. But the bedsheets smelled like us and the thought of getting up to face him long enough for us to change the beddings made me hyperventilate. My selfishness led me here. I could have... I could have held back. I could have argued... but I wanted to prove something. Undoing Percy had affected me too. It had affected me alot. Why d
»»────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ────««First time kissing someone and it turned out to be a guy. Not just any guy, but my sworn enemy. The person I’ve spent years trying to kill. First time reaching an orgasm, same guy. Thirteen year old me who told his best friend he had no interest in jerking off or porn because it was a waste of time is probably spinning in his mental grave right now.And my first time having sex, at the age of twenty one... guess who I’m having it with? The same guy. God there must be something wrong with me. I’ve had people hit on me, flirt with me but it never turned me on. That’s why i assumed i wasn’t made for physical intimacy. But lucian let me drag him to the room, knowing fully well he was going to control my body. I assumed with his injured leg he would be at a disadvantage, that i could tie him up and just let him tell me what i needed to do to end this. But i should have know this wasn’t going to turn out that way. That’s how lucian has made this. He’s
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I loved seeing benny and lionel. They made me laugh, made me forget that i had problems. They made everything seem better. I love them. I miss them so much. I wish i could work hard enough to heal quickly, and hang out with them. I’ll miss them when i move.After they left, agreeing to follow percival’s crazy plan. It’s all we have right now. The second they left, my mother called. Percy left to get something while i spoke to her through the house phone. “Hey mom.”“Have you heard from Yusuke?” the question threw me off. Why would she call me for that?It’s like she’s forgotten he’s not my dad. Our relationship works well because i don’t talk to him. I pretend he’s just an accessory my mother selfishly latched onto. “How would i know? You know i don’t talk to that man. When was the last time you saw him?”She was quiet. “last night, he was... he seemed distant. Different. Heck he even treated me differently. Almost like i was someone he couldn’t recognize.
»»──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ──────««Ben and the other one are here. It’s already loud and I’m pissed off. Firstly, ugh.... secondly, blah.... third, guh. I sat on the floor, grumpily watching Lucian and his friends. They were smiling, and chatting each other up. Almost like they didn’t come here to do something. They’d brought a bunch of supplies that we could use but they didn’t explain any of those supplies. I wanted to slap them. They’re such weird pieces of shit. “God, I missed you guys. We need to play a game together when I’m all better.” Lucian said a dopey smile on his face. Why do I have to be here? I don’t like either of these people. I zoned them out and tried to figure out what to do with myself while these losers disturbed my peace. I didn’t exactly have peace, especially with the way Lucian acted last night. From perversely throwing himself over my body to touching his dick in front of me.He’s gotten too comfortable in this dark mess we’ve gotten ourselves into.
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Percy is always asking for trouble. It’s like he has a second calling that happens to be a troublemaker. When he asked me to teach him something new, I gotta admit, I was angry. But I can’t deny I was interested. He’s a hot guy, but such a fucker. My ego swells at the thought of being the one to fuck Percy. Just think, all his bitching for years, pissing me the fuck off, attacking me... ha, imagine the face he’d make lost in pleasure. It’s the kind of evil temptation I can’t give up on. I can’t pass up the opportunity to be the one that turns him into a mess. I know. All the complications are clear. The world and my wolf are telling me to shut down this dumb idea but we’ve crossed that line. Why not go even further and do some crazy shit like fuck him?I chuckle. “We’re gonna need supplies before we venture down into that path.”“Like lube? There’s gonna be some here.”“Why would there be?”He gives me a nasty eye roll. “They fuck. In case you didn’t know.
»»─────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ─────««I didn’t move from his lap, i should have after the stupid biology comment but i didn’t move. You could call me ballsy, you could also say I’m down right insane. You wouldn’t be wrong on either counts. I feel insane. And from what happened to my mother it’s kind of clear that i might be headed for the same fate. But the true reason for my decision to not move, falls down to my curiousity. I’ve had to go through life happily oblivious to the pulls of the body. My wolf has had to deal with it. But lucian gets hurt, and somehow I’m kissing him, getting off and now I’m about to ask a crazy question.“When was the last time you had a blow job?” From my position on his body i could feel his exact reaction to that question. It was evident from the way he looked at me, and the way a certain part of him took interest. “You’re disgusting. Answer my question.”“You’re on my dick and I’m the one who’s disgusting?” his questioned in disbelief. “Percy, my last
»»─────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ─────««Am I the asshole? Yeah, pretty much. But I’m not a monster. I couldn’t sleep the rest of the night because Lucian’s face seemed to haunt me. When I woke up next after aggressively dangling my body on the edge of this uncomfortable sofa cushion, I decided sleep was for the weak. When I sat up, I was surprised to find Lucian staring at the darkness outside with the same haunted expression he had on when he threw himself on me. What was that all about by the way?I probably should have asked him some more questions rather than reacting the way I did. But this is. Expecting anything less than a violent angry response would be completely unreasonable. As quietly as I could, I moved my body to sit more comfortably. A few inches from the edge of the cushion where I might have fallen. How did I get any sleep while I was there by the way?I should have awoken with a concussion. I was so close to the edge. I stretched out my muscles before channeling all