✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧
Pain is the only thing I feel in my body the moment I wake up. I’ve been in pain for days. I’m trying to think positively, but I know the damage is irreversible. Sure I’ll heal but it’ll take years before I can ever play at the level I was once in. I can’t believe I was attacked so easily.
I moved to sit up, my body aches badly. I need some of those strong pain medicines I was prescribed. It’s hard to move, but I manage to get my body to stay upright against the headboard. The pain is gradually increasing. That was when I noticed something. Sitting across from me on the chair by my desk is a face I never thought I’d see.
Percy. His eyes are sharp, and they hold their signature hate in them. But this time he also looks amused.
“Percy.” i rasp out, almost afraid he’s going to kick me when I’m already at my lowest.
He raised one hand at me and wiggled his fingers. The room is quite large. There’s a great deal of space between my bed and the desk where I study. But I can’t run on one leg, or fight back with just one hand.
“Don’t be afraid. I’m not going to hurt you.”
We both scoff at the same time. He likely doesn’t believe himself. Where are our parents? Why is he here?
“Look, your mother says you don’t think I’m the one who attacked you.”
I nod slowly. “Yeah, you’re not the type to sneak up on me. You like throwing insults, I’d have heard you from a mile away.”
His lips twitch with a small smirk. See this is why I don’t think Percy did it. He is too cocky for that. He’d have taken credit for it by now. Also, I’d have died.
“Well I didn’t do this to you, but I stand the chance of being jailed for it. So over the next few months, I’m in charge of taking care of you. I hate it, you hate it, but this is how it’s going to be. I’m gonna be by your side, making sure you don’t die a pathetic mess. If I do a good job, I never have to see you again.”
He got up and grabbed a bottle of water that was sitting on my desk. Then he strolled over to my bed. I took him in. Black shirt with the top four buttons undone, and a cream-colored pair of loose-fitted pants hanging off his hips. His dark hair covered a bit of his eyes. He shakes it out of the way then he reaches for one of the bottles on my bedside table.
“I’m guessing you’re in pain.”
I’m dead, aren’t I? That’s the only world where Percy does anything nice for me. Is this poison?
“Here.”
I brought out my working arm and he placed two of the white pills. I popped them into my mouth, and he handed me the water. After chugging down most of the bottle, I gave the rest to Percy. I kept eyeing him. Waiting for the insult. I can see his jaw working as he stares at me. He’s so repulsed by my presence.
“Why did you agree to this? Even if it’s to clear your name...”
He lifted his leg and dropped it over mine... just barely missing my injured leg. He lifted his trouser leg and revealed a black device. Ah, I see.
“I can’t even leave without you or I’d be jailed, beaten, or returned to this house. Everyone loves you,” he says bitterly before removing his leg. “Come on, I’ve got to help you shower so I can get some food in you.”
“Oh, you’re doing that?”
He sends me a glare at the laugh in my tone. I bring two fingers up and pretend I’m zipping my lips shut. It’s just so funny to see how unhappy he is. He can’t hurt me for the first time in years, and it’s killing him. I’m obviously not going to egg him on. God knows he might just push me down the stairs and accept his jail time.
It takes a buck load of effort for Percy to get me into the bathroom. And his discomfort only grows more. Which I try not to laugh at. The medicine is making me woozy.
“Are you allowed to get your cast wet?”
“No. A doctor will come to change it I think in a week. Until then I have to wash the exposed parts of my body only. Hence why there’s a stool there.”
He grimaces. “Do I have to help you with that?”
I chuckle, and his glare hardens. “No no, just help me sit, and stay by the door so in case I fall you can help me up.”
This might not be so bad. I’ve been waiting years for a chance to turn the tables on Percy. The opportunity is here. A bit scary but it’s also a nice distraction from the horrid attack that still haunts my mind.
The process of showering is long, and I’m exhausted by the time I’m done. Percy doesn’t look at me as he hands me the towel to use. The dressing process I do by myself because I can’t feel a thing so if my muscles are aching from discomfort, I don’t know. I can’t feel a thing.
Once I’m dressed in some baggy sweats, and a sweater, Percy helps me into the middle of the bed. Then he rushes out mumbling something about breakfast. I smile. I might not be able to move one side of my body, but hey I got to make the Percival uncomfortable.
Let’s hope he doesn’t poison my food. My eyes flutter, and soon I find myself falling asleep. That’s the good thing about these meds, I have no clue how long I can stay awake. That’s the only highlight because my dreams bring me back to that night and the sickening honeydew scent that feels so eerily familiar to me but I can’t pick out where I’ve perceived that scent before. The last time a scent was familiar to me, my mother was having an affair. I'm not looking forward to figure out where this one comes from.
It’s a nightmare that claws at me, as I relive the attack over and over.
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««I can’t believe I have to cook for this bastard. I immediately called Zion. I’m a good cook, I know it. Everything I eat needs to be planned out because I’m an athlete. I don’t have a sweet tooth, and I despise having to cook for someone.I used to cook with my father, but that has sullied things for me. Now I have to prepare a meal for the jackass whose mother couldn’t keep her legs closed. Zion answered after the first ring, I placed him on speaker.“How’s the house arrest going?”“Does everyone know about it?”Zion doesn’t say anything, and soon the call goes from audio to video. I clicked accepted and hooked the phone up against the toaster on the counter. Then I grabbed some items. I know I have to cook, and feed Lucian. But god, I’m a fucking brilliant athlete. Why on earth have I been reduced to a servant?Zion stares at me, then he gives me a lopsided smile. His green eyes were a perfect contrast to his dark skin, it made him appear c
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ────── ««“Mister Whitmore, your mother is in her group therapy at the moment. Can I pass on a message?” the voice on the phone was Nurse Danbury. She’s my mother’s assigned nurse and a sort of second mom to me. I’m all for having people who hate Pauline.“No, don’t worry about it. Just tell her that I called, and I hope she’s okay.”Nurse Danbury was silent for a minute. She would usually tell me ‘okay,’ and then ask how I was doing but she didn’t this time. She stayed quiet for a few more moments, then she started speaking.“I saw you on the news. An attack on the Montague kid? I know you better than that, Percival. That boy would be deceased.”“You’re not wrong. I didn’t do it, but you know my father wouldn’t believe that. Pauline is his life.”“Yes indeed. Which brings me to the news I was dreading to tell you. Do you know the disease? That heart problem your mother had?”“Yeah, she’s still taking her medication, right?”The nurse sighed loudly. “No
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I woke up from another nightmare, feeling like my throat was closing up. Percy was there, eyes scanning over my face with an annoyed look that I was calling the signature Percy look. That expression that said making one wrong move could land you in my current position. He pointed silently to the tray on the bedside table.“You need to eat, and take your medication.”I frowned at him. What time was it? I swear he’d brought me food before. Was that all in my head? Percy got up, moving towards the bed. He moved my body into a sitting position and offered me water. Then he placed a wooden tray over my lap.The food .... looked nice, but the look in Percy’s eyes made me wonder why he was giving me a nice meal? In my dream, the food hadn’t looked good when I saw it. But I think it tasted nice, or I couldn’t really taste anything. Who really knows?I didn’t complain though. It was a pasta dish. He handed me my medicine, taking the bottle of water because I didn’t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧My best friends and football buddies are Ben Carter and Lionel Baker. Lionel is the one Percy had given a beaten, I’d been dating his sister up until a few weeks ago when she dumped me. I’m still pissed about that. I invited them to spend the night. Giving them a warning that Percival was around, which Lionel was quick to say he’d be bringing a weapon.I love my friends, but they need to understand that a weapon wouldn’t stop Percival. It’s kind of weird how Percy and I think of each other every single day. Sure, we don’t have good thoughts of each other but does that count for something? It’s unhealthy, the bitterness that continues to etch itself between us.If only he’d get over himself. Ugh, I’m so tired and my body is slightly numb. I haven’t seen Percy since he came back in to collect the tray. And to toss a piece of paper on my face. Aggressively giving me his phone number. I wonder who forced him into this.Perhaps his father had gotten the sense t
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧Before I could ask them anything, they offered to carry me down to the living room so they could air out my room. When I asked if it smelled, Lionel said it smelled like death. I’m guessing he could sense I’d been here since I was released from the hospital, and the entire room was sort of depressing.Ben was the bigger one amongst the three of us so he helped me into the wheelchair, and out into the hall while Lionel aired the room and changed the sheets. It’s good to have friends who have your back. When Ben dislocated his shoulder we were there for you. Sure, none of us have ever been this badly hurt but that doesn’t change the fact that we’ll always be there for each other.My mother had set a ramp on the side of the stairs, ben helped me wheel down it since I could only use one hand and that ramp honestly seemed so scary. What if I fall and cause more damage to my body?Ben doesn’t let that happen though, and we make it to the living room safely. He plac
»» ──────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ ────── ««I listened to their conversation, trying not to give my position away. They spoke about a girl called Porscha. I don’t get it though. If the school is so aware that the girl who made the call told them that she saw a bunch of people, why the hell are they so insistent on blaming me? It seems like I’m being targeted as well which sucks.Lucian must have fallen asleep because it goes quiet for a while before Lionel starts to talk again.“I bet Percy had something to do with this.”“Nah, did you see how cocky he acted after attacking me? Trust me, this guy didn’t do it. We would be at Lucian’s funeral. He wouldn’t have stopped just because a witness saw him.”Lionel growls lowly. “I can’t trust this bastard with, Lucian. The nicest person in the world, and Percy is treating him like a footstool.”“We could... you know, find a way to connect Percy to this. Get him thrown in prison, even if it’s for just a few months. Assault must count for someth
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧The next few days fly by and quickly I realize Percy is... just as bad as I thought he would be. I can’t even begin to make a long list of the nonsense this asshole put me through. It’s like he’s trying to make sure this ends in blood and I have an unfair advantage. He gave me my medication at the wrong time. Like thirty minutes before I was supposed to take a shower.I ended up passing out in the tub, only to wake up drenched and nearly drowning from it. Percy came in late, and we had to call the house doctor who put me on twenty-four-hour bed rest to fix the ache in my neck and other regions.That first day that he did a good job was a ploy to trick me into thinking he was good at this. He is not.He kept cooking me bland meals, he threatened to wheel me out into the streets and when I said I hoped prison would be worth it, he argued that he’d take being in jail if it meant I was evicted from life. Like the fuck. If I could punch him with my working arm and
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧After another painful movement, I got myself into my room where I shakily reached for the pill bottles. It took longer and I had to swallow them dry because I could take them and then make myself go to the mini-fridge. Due to this, it took longer for them to take effect. I was practically sobbing from the pain by the time they kicked in.I was able to breathe and heave out a sigh of relief as I could move my working arm without tearing up or feeling like the limb was about to be ripped out from me. I called Percy’s father because calling mine was out of the question, she would worry and Percy wouldn’t listen to her at all.Mr Tamaki answered on the third ring. “Lucian? What on earth are you doing with your phone?”I opened my mouth and found that my tongue was numb. Dear god, the pain was still in my head even though my body couldn’t feel it anymore. I took a moment to catch my breath, then I spoke.“Percy....” I breathed out. “Left me. I don’t know where he
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I’m starting to think Percy might have a crush on me. That doesn’t make any sense. Not even the slightest. Because what the fuck is he doing, attempting to kiss me for the second time? There’s a reason behind that right? It isn’t just a coincidence, there is no such thing. He almost broke my neck, yanking me out of the couch but thankfully my medicine is still in full swing because I only felt a small ache.I turned my head to yell at him, accidentally bringing our lips together. His eyes were probably as wide as mine as we looked at each other unsure of what to say or where to go from here. When I leaned in a few seconds ago, I wasn’t going to kiss him. I was going to tease him. I expected him to pull back, I just didn’t think he’d take me with me.I didn’t dare move my mouth. That would be even weirder than this press of lips we have going on. Which is why I’m stuck staying like this. Moaning sounds fill the air, and my god, Percival turns redder than any s
»»────ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ─────««I could have stayed on to listen to Lucian’s conversation, but I am not nosy. I instead scrolled through my tablet, reviewing the current game Zion and my team had played. They sucked, they barely came off with the win which was disappointing. I was analyzing where they’d gone wrong, so I could tell Zion about it.He needs to keep the team’s spirit up, he needs to keep our reputation. Sure we won but for fuck sake, it took Zion and two other members having to do all the work before they could actually win.I sighed, so focused on my disappointment that I hadn’t heard Lucian call my name the first time. The second time I heard my full name. I snapped my head up so fast, I was sure I’d snapped something in my neck. I re-entered the room, and I could see he wasn’t smiling anymore.A good person would have asked him what was wrong. I am not a good person. Not to him anyway.“I want to watch a movie. Take me to the living room.”I turned off my tab, pla
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧I’m tired, but eager to get out of my bedroom. Today I’m expecting a text from my father. He’s allowed to use a phone once every three months, so he saves his time so he can contact me. He sends a text first to make sure I’m free before he calls. I’m at the den today, staring out into the backyard feeling like I might fall asleep at any moment. Percy is seated on the floor beside the shelves, reading something on his tablet.His hair is packed up into a bun, and he’s dressed like he’s walking a runway. That’s just the Percy look if I’m being honest. I had a girl dump me because someone said Percy was interested in dating... he wasn’t. Even I could tell that rumor was fake but she didn’t want him to know she was associated with me, in case it was true.That stung, but as I’ve mentioned, Percy is the reason I’m single. He either scares the people I date, or they want to be with him. It’s ridiculous. I’m surprised by how well that pink net sweater works for him.
»»──ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───««I’ve learned something about myself. I cannot do awkwardness. That accidental kiss, if one can even call it that, has loomed over my head for the past three days and I have come to realize that hating Lucian was alot easier than whatever this bullshit is. I’m trying my hardest to be around him without feeling like a kid who got caught with their hands down their pants.... or in a cookie jar- fucking hell, I don’t know how it goes.Or I’ve forgotten who gives a crap I’m in a bit of a dilemma. I don’t know how to get out of this weird funk. Lucian doesn’t seem to be feeling it. He hasn’t brought it up since then. It’s been two fucking days and I feel like I’m losing my mind. There’s something different about the way he stares at me.It’s like he’s searching for something in my face. It’s currently, one AM and I can’t sleep. I am mentally unprepared for the hate to fizzle out quickly over something as useless as an almost kiss.Perhaps you feel awkward be
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧There are alot of things going through my mind right now. For starters, why am I sleeping upright? It’s not comfortable, but I think my meds are still working because I can only feel a slight twinge.Second, and this should have been my first thought and question, why is my stepbrother leaning over me and straddling my waist? My brain, for the first time, is suddenly empty and unsure of what the fuck I’m witnessing. Am I dreaming? This would be one hell of a dream. I might be bi, but I’m not dumb enough to envision the straighter-than-straight, hates to breathe the same air as me, Percival on top of me unless the vision involves him beating my face in.I don’t... I don’t even know what to say. My lips feel tingly, so I ask the only question at the forefront of my thoughts.“Did you just try to kiss me?”Percy stares at me like he’s unsure of what to say. I expected him to get off of me, or at least explain what the fuck he was doing but he just stared then he
»»──ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───««Lucian made me read to him for two hours before he eventually fell asleep. I don’t know why I sat there just watching him, imagining what it would be like to push him down the stairs. It can’t be healthy that that’s the first place my mind goes when I’m in the presence of Lucian. Hate is what keeps me going.Lucian and I didn’t always have this hate. I almost want to scream at him that he should have told me. He should have felt obligated to tell me when he discovered the affair. I felt betrayed. We might not have been friends but we were civilized towards each other.I remember the first time I’d actually spoken to him. I was always introverted. My friends consisted of the guys in my little volleyball team back in middle school and Zion. I used the word "friends" loosely for those guys. Zion was the one I spoke to the most, but I wasn’t angry.Hell, I wasn’t sure how to feel the emotion since everything in my life was going so well for me.“Ouch!” a y
»» ───ஓ๑♥Percival Whitmore♥๑ஓ───── ««One.Two.Three.Four.I counted in my head as I did some pushups to clear my head. I haven’t been in a good mood since Lucian called the calvary on me. I’ve barely been here a week and he’s reported me like a baby back bitch to my father. It’s one thing to threaten me, but Yusuke had to send his dumb lug of muscle to make it clear to me that my mom will have no place to stay if I fuck it up with Lucian.When I contacted the nurse taking care of my mother she said some strange men were watching my mother. So I have no choice but to be a humble little asshole. I’m so pissed. I don’t even know where to begin with taming my anger. I feel like hitting something but I’ve been doing that for the past hour.Lucian is watching a movie in the living room. He has taken his evening medication but he doesn’t feel like sleeping. Hence why I have to keep an ear open in case my phone rings and his majesty needs my help.What a pitiful person. I just want these m
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧After another painful movement, I got myself into my room where I shakily reached for the pill bottles. It took longer and I had to swallow them dry because I could take them and then make myself go to the mini-fridge. Due to this, it took longer for them to take effect. I was practically sobbing from the pain by the time they kicked in.I was able to breathe and heave out a sigh of relief as I could move my working arm without tearing up or feeling like the limb was about to be ripped out from me. I called Percy’s father because calling mine was out of the question, she would worry and Percy wouldn’t listen to her at all.Mr Tamaki answered on the third ring. “Lucian? What on earth are you doing with your phone?”I opened my mouth and found that my tongue was numb. Dear god, the pain was still in my head even though my body couldn’t feel it anymore. I took a moment to catch my breath, then I spoke.“Percy....” I breathed out. “Left me. I don’t know where he
✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧The next few days fly by and quickly I realize Percy is... just as bad as I thought he would be. I can’t even begin to make a long list of the nonsense this asshole put me through. It’s like he’s trying to make sure this ends in blood and I have an unfair advantage. He gave me my medication at the wrong time. Like thirty minutes before I was supposed to take a shower.I ended up passing out in the tub, only to wake up drenched and nearly drowning from it. Percy came in late, and we had to call the house doctor who put me on twenty-four-hour bed rest to fix the ache in my neck and other regions.That first day that he did a good job was a ploy to trick me into thinking he was good at this. He is not.He kept cooking me bland meals, he threatened to wheel me out into the streets and when I said I hoped prison would be worth it, he argued that he’d take being in jail if it meant I was evicted from life. Like the fuck. If I could punch him with my working arm and