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Selfishness

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✧༝┉˚❋Lucian Montague❋˚┉༝✧

I loved seeing benny and lionel. They made me laugh, made me forget that i had problems. They made everything seem better. I love them. I miss them so much. I wish i could work hard enough to heal quickly, and hang out with them. I’ll miss them when i move.

After they left, agreeing to follow percival’s crazy plan. It’s all we have right now. The second they left, my mother called.

Percy left to get something while i spoke to her through the house phone.

“Hey mom.”

“Have you heard from Yusuke?” the question threw me off. Why would she call me for that?

It’s like she’s forgotten he’s not my dad. Our relationship works well because i don’t talk to him. I pretend he’s just an accessory my mother selfishly latched onto.

“How would i know? You know i don’t talk to that man. When was the last time you saw him?”

She was quiet. “last night, he was... he seemed distant. Different. Heck he even treated me differently. Almost like i was someone he couldn’t recognize.
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