~RUBEL~
Morning, it’s a blissful morning. I smiled before I opened my visions to see the most beautiful man in this world.
I am a lucky girl to have him.
His hand slipped under my silky red lingerie, cupping my swells, saying good morning to my body first.
His warm breath touched my earlobes, sending me a calculated zap of electricity to charge my core. The way he pulled my earlobes changed my pebble to an attentive position. I bit my tongue, pretended to be asleep, and let him do whatever he wanted with me.
“I know you are awake...” he husked.
I squeezed my eyes hard and didn’t give him a single hint.
“If not... I know how to wake you up.”
His hand trailed towards the south, parting my feet, and slipped under my red thong.
He loves to tease me, making wet kisses on my shoulder and his finger playing on my vertical lips.
I held my breath because it was time for him to know I was awake for him. The tall finger playing with my flower bud.
supported by his teasing thumb, making the best figure on my core- infinite.
“Somebody is wet for me...” I bit my lower lip, and before I hummed in agreement, his thick finger slid inside my core, making me hiss in pleasurable pain.
I threw my head back on his shoulder, only to give him more access to his teasing words to play with me.
My core tried to adjust the one, and then he made it two.
“Ahhh...,” Words choked, only pleasure dripping from my mouth.
“Words, baby...”
“What do you want from me?”
“I need you. I need every single bit of yours inside me,” I begged.
His finger thrusting inside me like they were digging for some treasure. Once I opened my eyes, I found his killing smile fucking me through his eyes.
He pulled my red thong as I wore him to tear it.
His arched brow and twirled lips marked a new signature,
I didn’t know when his finger stopped and tasted my juices.
Just when I felt the absence, I was furnished with something huge inside me. My eyes popped out.
He never liked it gentle, and not to mention it was my first time. My breath stuck in my lungs, and slowly my heart sent me a sense of being alive.
With a cynical smile, his butt muscles squeezed in and out, putting me in mindset and taking him all in.
His hand plowed through my swells as he wanted to suck their life out.
I was screaming in pleasure; just when I was about to reach my apex, he took out the only thing that belonged to my core.
He turned me, and I landed on my chest.
A stinging pain crossed through my Butt cheeks, his rough hands slapping my skin, making it, charging it for another applauded round.
He wrapped my hair around his wrist and pulled me back; the ecstasy of pleasure ran through my parting legs, and he showed stars in heaven.
I never felt so acceptable before. Every pore in my body opened up, and the blood running to my core sustained this action of satisfaction. Our juices dripped down, and we called it our morning cardio.
His salty body landed on me, and I didn’t take time to cup his beautiful face in between my hands.
But before I could utter a word, my eyes landed on this big diamond ring, making my eyes pop out with another shock.
“What the heck?”
His eyes carried a notorious way of explaining things,
“Marry me,”
I got up immediately with excitement. Am I dreaming or what?
Is he asking me to marry him, or are my ears buzzing with sounds?
“What did you say?”
“You heard me, Rubel,”
“Marry me, and we will wake up every morning like this,” he winked.
WOAH, I would be lying if I said I didn’t like it. I loved every part of this morning. Since childhood, I have wanted to fall in love with the man of my dreams, and the most important thing, I loved the concept of being dominant and submissive. And not to mention, he satisfied me way beyond my expectations. I never felt so alive.
“Rubel...” his arched brow, waiting for my answer; if not given, I was afraid he would take it back.
“Yeah..” I came out of my trance
“I know how to get my answer,”
He positioned himself before me, and the same cynical smile played on his face.
What’s going on in his mind,
Before I answered, he licked my dripping juices.
My eyes rolled to heaven. I heard women could have multiple orgasms, and no wonder I am experiencing it.
His tongue slipped inside me while his tender lips sucked my bud, making me scream his name again.
“Oh!... “
“Give me your answer, Rubel,” his word dropped in my deaf senses.
I was in my pioneer,
“Yes... Yes...”
“Yes...”
“Yes...”
I didn’t know when I fell back and hit the ground so hard, but my answer echoed in the room for me to see the scene had been completely changed.
WHAT THE HECK? I questioned the moment I actually opened my eyes.
I looked around only to find out I was on the ground, alone in my house.
The last thing I wanted to check the ecstasy I enjoyed in my dreams was none other than a wet dream.
SHIT.
Suddenly my phone chimed with a message from the man I had such a long dream fucking him-MARCUS.
SEE YOU TOMORROW EVENING.
~Rubel~"Do you think I am ready to have someone like him in my life?"Standing in front of a long mirror, I glanced through the reflection, sharing my self-sabotaging thoughts with my best friend."Maybe he feels the same way," Anna replied as she inhaled the minute particles from the cancer stick, holding it in her lungs while pointing the rolled nicotine paper at me.Rolling my eyes, I glared at her as smoke rolled from her lips in circles."You know I don't do this.""Then you should. It will stop you from running after Marcus."She gave me a smug smile as she pulls back her fingers before she stuffed the stick back between her lips to get another suck.I turned towards her, keeping my hand over my chest to fix my deep cleavage line. When she released those white clouds from her lungs again, it made me cough a bit, but being around her so often, I am addicted to being a second-hand smoker."Anna, please. Tell me. Do you think he would propose to me today?" I bit my lip, waiting fo
~Rubel~Doesn't it feel horrible when you want to scream your lungs out from the top of a building to release your pain? But you have to sit in the bathroom stuffing your mouth with a piece of cloth to control your sobs so that nobody can hear your painful whimpers.That was not the first time my heart broke like this. It happened in the final year of my college when I caught my boyfriend going after my roommate. And before that, it happened in my senior year of school. And now this, all the memories were waiting to flood back in my mind.After crying for like twenty minutes, I came out of the stall and looked at myself in the mirror. I was looking like a mess. All that fucking mascara and eyeliner mixed up made my eyes look like a member of Adam’s Family.I took off my glasses and put them aside.Am I seriously that ugly? No, I think I am an average-looking girl.Am I used to smothering them with my care? Because I remember Marcus once told me, I fuss over him like a mother. Is that
~Anna~I came out of the restroom looking for Rubel. I looked around but didn't find her."Where are you, Rubel?"Suddenly my eyes landed on the poolside. No one was there, but somebody was drowning in it."Oh, Shit!"I tried to take off my sandals to save my friend, but before I jumped somebody else jumped into the water. The man took unconscious Rubel out of the deep pool as the manager and other staff reached the place."Move, move," I yelled as I pushed them. "Rubel, Ru..." I slapped her frozen face.The guy made her lie down on the ground, giving her CPR and I was beside myself with fear.."Ru.. wake up, Shit..." I couldn't stop my sobs. I can’t lose her."How could you leave her like this when you know she is drunk?" The guy pressing her chest questioned me."She is drunk, but I didn't know she would jump in the water. Come on... Ru."After a few cycles of CPR, Rubel started to cough the chlorine water from her lungs."Rubel, are you okay?"Rubel was not in her senses, but she w
~Rubel~Tuesday morning, the second morning of the week that I never liked. I mean, who made them these days?Something inside me told me I had to wake up and run towards my office. But why?Suddenly, I threw the blanket to the side and jumped out of bed."Shit."How did I forget I have only two days left to find that fucking savior photographer who could save my burning ass, aka my job.I was hopping around, trying to take out the bed sheet from my foot.THUDWhy? Why does everything happen to me?My ass thudded against the floor."What a great way to start the morning?" I cussed.Well, I finished my morning business and reached the office. Not to mention, I didn't have my breakfast because, at the present, it was more important for me to find my savior.The elevator door opened and there Max jumped on me, pulling me aside."Babe, I have good news for you.""What? Did Mr. Smith die last night?"Shit. I regretted my words. You know that's why people say think before you speak. Max's e
~Rubel~"Mr. Delucia, please wait!"He didn't listen.I am dead, dead. Pressing the elevator button impatiently, finally, I took the stairs to stop him.I could see him reaching the exit. With heels, I ran making, a clunking sound after him."Please, stop!""What?" he almost shouted, turning back to me."I am sorry," I said.Well, I am not.”"I am sorry for yesterday, and..." I panted, trying to catch my breath.I am not sorry. I should've thrown you in that pond. Wait, I did."Ms. Rubel, I am not interested.""Please, Mr. Delucia. Don't leave this project because you don't like me. If you join this, it will save my job, too."What all the men wanted was one thing in their life to feel important.He crossed his hand over his chest, looking away towards the busy street. He needs more importance. hungry pervert."I will pay for your camera. I will make it up to you."He looked towards me and I took good care of my emotions. I practiced several times looking in the mirror. Puppy eyes wou
It's been two days. My life seemed to turn upside down since the day Delucia entered my life. No wonder I had food dreams that night because for the entire day, I was working like a dog. I didn't get time to sleep, neither did I eat. Now I understand, I’m really a victim of somebody's curse."I am telling you, somebody cursed me."Entering the office while talking to Anna on the cellphone, she dismisses me with a giggle. "Shut up, Rubel. It's just you are working too much. Or should I say he is making you work, which you never wanted?""He never misses a chance to insult me."Well, there was no point crying over the same thing again and again but for the last two days, I’ve been cursing my life. Is it a crime to expect a normal loving life? A loving husband and a big family? Did I ask more from this life? Or It's not in my destiny to be happy?"Babe, are you there?" Anna dragged me out of my thoughts."Yeah, I am here.""Rubel, cheer up. This is just a bad stroke of luck. It will pass
"What if she doesn't agree?" I asked, then stopped to look at him."Yeah, yeah. I will tell her what she wants to hear."I understood that part. I could hear his suppressed giggles. He must have thought how stupid I was to justify my point without any base.A few minutes later Aurora was ready as the makeup artist caked her face with makeup and shiny solution to enhance her bikini line.Great, I accepted that she has a beautiful body, but this? Walking in front of the screen, I could see the drooling mouth of Delucia.He walked over and fixed Aurora's hair."Perfect," pecked a kiss on her cheek, which she gladly accepted.The shoot started and Max and I stood like two monkeys, observing their flirting."You need a man like him.""No, Max. He is not the man I would prefer. I need an honest man, not a man whore." With fingers inverted commas, I highlighted my reason."At least use him for some time to enhance your underdeveloped beauty," Max chuckled."Miss Rubel, please hold the fan ne
~Rubel~It's a funny Friday. My favorite day of the week. Not to mention after my strange encounter with Delucia, this week was a pathetic run of events for me. Marcus plus Delucia is the worst combination.It's midday, and I am sitting in the salon with Anna as we are enjoying the Thai massage we needed to relax."Ohhh, I needed this," I moaned."So what's the plan after this? Going home and crying for your one true love?" Anna teased."Shut up. My crying time is over. Why would I cry? I am going to spend my time with Liam and Max.”She chuckled, suggesting, "Seriously? I would be happy if you want to join me.""Nah, you go on your date. It's been a long time you didn't have sex because of me. Go enjoy this one. Tell him to work out your juices properly," I replied without thinking about the lady who was massaging my back. I looked back with a shameless face."I think you need it more than me," Anna replied."Oh! I want to, but at present, I don't have many options." I rolled my eyes
~DARIUS~Oh my God, all this time she thought wrong about me?"It was a mistake thinking you could love me for a night when you were in love with Aurora from head to toe,"Her words bombarded my head like canon,All the blood rushed to my head, thinking of how she misunderstood me.I never loved Aurora, never.Damn it,My eyes saw them leaving the hospital.I couldn't stop myself from following them,I saw him going into a tall building, which I am sure would be their house.I wanted to clear everything with her, but is it needed?She was married to him, who was cheating on her.I punched the steering wheel with frustration. All this time, it was a fucking confusion that made her stay away from me.I was processing all these things when I saw Samuel coming down and settling in his car.My curiosity ignited when he called someone; I wanted to follow him and, I did,He drove for the next thirty minutes and stopped in front of an old house, Why the heck did he stop here,Before I could
It's been a week; I saw Darius. Watching him with that girl who could be his wife hurts me. Does that mean he left Aurora and came back to his old girlfriend? I was lost in thoughts when my phone buzzed, "Hey babe, how are you?" "I am good, Ann." "Guess what; I am coming to California," "What?" After I left, Samuel and they accepted their love for each other. Samuel came to California to expand his Youtube channel while Anna was not able to decide how to leave Manhattan. "Yeah, my one-month notice period is going to be over soon." "What? Does that mean you are going to shift here?" She nodded with a wink, "That's cool. Does Samuel know about it?" "No, it's a surprise for him." Max joined the conversation, extending my next meal. "How's the little one?" "Don't ask," I rolled my eyes, "So when are you coming here?" Maz chewed the popcorn, "I am coming in two days; we will visit Samuel at this event." She added, "What event?" "I don't know; he told me he will be aw
~Darius~ I never expected to see Rubel in that shop. How could I? After our last night, I couldn't figure out what triggered her anger to the limit that she left immediately, I was tired of everything, even asking so many times that she didn't want to share anything with me. I thought to give her some time, I waited for a week, but she didn't call me. I thought to visit her, but I was scared, so I asked Max, "Max, do you know where is Rubel," "I am sorry, Darius. But even if I know, I would not tell you," At that moment I wanted to punch him, but then I remembered he was trying to be her best friend who wanted to protect her, "Fine," I decided to call my brother Leo, "I am coming back." I was tired of everything; I knew I came to prove myself, but when dad called me last time, he agreed to let me follow my passion in his company. Well, I thought to give it a shot. I called him back and agreed to work in our family business. Everything settled down. Leonardo married K
Seven months later "The baby is healthy," the doctor smiled while she gave me another pair of my sonography pictures. "I am sorry, doctor, I used to ask for these pictures every time," She smiled, keeping the cold gel on my belly, "I understand, Rubel, it's a beautiful journey, and I know how you are going to put it in an album," I looked at Liam and Max; they were there on my every visit. Liam shifted his law firm to California just because I wanted to stay here, Max quit his job to take care of me. They pecked a kiss on my head, "Thank you for doing this for us." It's like I heard billion times how thankful they were to me for accepting being their surrogate, "You have to be careful, Rubel. No stress, stay positive, listen to the good things," The same old things my doctor used to tell me, I nodded and saw Liam taking notes to instruct Max. Max wiped my belly and helped me to stand up. "Woah..." I felt a kick, "What? Are you alright?" Liam asked, "Yes, Liam, I am f
As Samuel, Anna, and Max waited outside, Liam settled in front of me. "What happened, Liam?" I asked softly. He pressed his lips together as something was resisting inside him. "I want you to be our surrogate mother." What? I furrowed my brows, trying to figure out more about it. Did I hear it right, a surrogate mother? "Ru... I know I am asking a big thing from you, but..." He held my hand, "Max and I want to become parents, and we were looking for a mother. You know how people judge and it's hard..." I listened to him, still processing the information in my mind. "But.." "I heard your answer when you talked to Max, and honestly, it touched me when you expressed your feeling of becoming a mother. The way you said, it's a blessing, and the woman who would help us would be a blessed one. I want you, I want you to carry our child," Tears filled in his eyes. "Liam, Yes, it's a blessing to become a mother and develop a life inside you, but I don't think I am ready for this." I
~RUBEL~ There was something different, different from my usual mornings. What should I say; I felt complete. When I opened my eyes, I was not in my place but a familiar one. The hair on the back of my neck stood up when a cold blow touched it, a hand wrapping my waist pulling me close. Darius. "Did I?" I looked at my body which was not covered with my clothes. Did we have sex? Like actual sex? Did I confess something? I lifted his hand gently, turned towards him. My lipstick on his cheeks and bite marks on his shoulder, I cupped my mouth immediately, Shit. But whatever it was, it worked as a healing moment on my aching soul. For the last few days, I wanted to meet him, and now he is in my arms, and sure we did something because I am feeling something down there. Slowly I got up and saw bloodstains. Nervous? Yes, I am not a virgin anymore. Happy tears came to me, I wanted to kiss him with excitement, but I controlled myself. I had sex with the man I love, not with any ra
I thought we would stay in a lodge, but Darius being Darius, booked a well-reputed hotel on the way. We went to our room, and there he settled our stuff and made me sit on the couch. My dress was ripped and my thighs were covered in mud and scratches. I wanted to scream, wanted to cry my lungs out, and excused myself. "I will..." he nodded with a thin smile, As I entered the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. My perfect liner smudged all over my eyes; my trembled lips were swollen; Lifted my hand gently to caress my skin, and a lone tear fell on my hand. It was not the pain; it was Landon's betrayal. I couldn't believe I trusted a monster. My thighs were hurting as his bite marks made me limp a bit, I grabbed a tissue to fix my makeup and my lipstick. How could I fix myself? The moment was miserable; the pain was unbearable. I grabbed another tissue to wipe the smudged kohl, but it didn't help either. Toiletries fell from the rack, I was drunk, and everything was
Safe Arms I came back as Samantha's next plan was to see a movie. Although I was tired, I stayed because Landon wanted to see it. As the movie finished, all entered their room, except me. "Are you coming?" "Yes, in some time. You go ahead," I smiled, Landon left me there, I walked to grab some sips, but my eyes landed on a figure standing near the lamp post; it was none other than Aoife. "What is she doing here? It's late," I muttered, I thought to ask her, but there, Xander came and rested his jacket on her, "Wow," They talked about something, but it was clearly visible how much they were in love with each other. She tried to get away, but he stopped her. Girl, you are in love with him, Looking at them my eyes filled with happy tears, "Aoife, you got true love," I whispered, He loves her, maybe scared to tell her. I felt somebody was standing next to me, Landon. I rested my head on his shoulder, "They are in love." "He loves her; look at that, Landon." "Why is lo
The bus ride made me nauseated; I felt I was stuck in a closed room with no supply of oxygen, "How long?" "Why, what happened? Are you not feeling good?" Landon grabbed my hand, "No, I am feeling..." how to tell him, "Nothing, I want to sleep." I closed my eyes, but the noise coming from the side was enough to disturb me; Samantha was laughing at Darius's jokes. Angrily, I stood. "Where are you going?" "Nothing, I need quiet." I stared at Darius. "But..." Without further notice, I went to the back seat and slept. After some time, I blinked my eyes and snuggled on my cozy pillow. Wait, I was not in the bedroom; I was on the bus the last time I closed my eyes. But why does it feel so cozy? The same cologne, who always made me happy. I flutter my eyes as my eyes landed, on the front seats, Landon laughed with Samantha, then who was sitting next to me? No, no, I took a deep breath, thinking my thoughts could be wrong. I looked up, where that perfect jawline caught my att