I feel like Zedrick slapped me with what he said. Is that how he thinks of me? Similar to what he does? What else can I expect from him, and I know that's what he does, that's why he gets angry when I do that to him.“Is that really your reason? Or maybe you miss your girls so you want to go home," I said to him tearfully."Stop it, Eliza. Our argument is of no consequence today, so get dressed! I'll just wait for you in the car." He walked to the door and walked out, leaving me alone again.I was in tears again because of what happened. It's always like that, he leaves every time I scold him for what he does.I got up and went to the bathroom. Turned on the shower and faced the rushing water.What else should I do? I've become sexy, I've made him jealous. But it's still not enough... Maybe my husband doesn't love me anymore that's why he is like that to me.I didn't realize that I had been in the bathroom for hours soaking under the shower. I just woke up when I heard a knock on the
It was still inhaling as if he was enjoying what he was doing, that's how I wanted to enter my husband and I would massage him myself. Because of what I saw, I felt heat in my body. I felt like I was caught by something and suddenly my lower part was wet. I clutched my chest while biting my lip. I was staring at my husband's abs and his big pet that was still red at the tip. I couldn't bear to touch my womanhood anymore. I closed my eyes and moaned slightly because of what I did. But suddenly someone called my name."Eliza! What are you doing here?!"I woke up and saw Zedrick looking at me. It turned out that he saw me peeking through the open door. I suddenly pulled my hand out of the pajamas I was wearing and immediately left the door. My face was red as I lay on the bed and covered myself with a blanket.A few seconds ago I heard Zedrick come out of the bathroom. I couldn't peek through the blanket because I didn't wa
"How are you, Eliza? Why do you seem so haggard now? Didn't you follow my instructions to dance with your husband at night so he won't look for someone else?" Raquel asked her gently.I sighed before turning to the other side of the bed."I can't, Raquel. Every time Zedrick came home, I was preceded by a nervousness in my chest. I'm ashamed to wear the bikini you gave to me!" I replied that she just laughed."My God, Eliza! How will your husband treat you if you are always wrapped in your clothes? Well, all you need is to become a Muslim, so that your beautiful body will be hidden forever!" this is how my mother is expecting me to tell me.I was too lazy to get out of bed, so it was noon and I was still lying down. Raquel dropped me off at my place early so my morning was noisy again.I remembered my husband Zedrick again. I tear up again every time I remember what I saw a year ago.It was ten o'clock in the evening when I went to his office. It's been a few days since he didn't come
I suddenly winced at what she said. I seem to hate those who came out of it's mouth."No way! I can't, Raquel!”"I'm just saying it's so easy, you're just going to scream like this!" It took the pillow and turned it into a horse. "Ohh... ahhh... ahhh... go ahead! Go ahead, Zedrick! Press more!” she said with more eyes closed and moaning in front of me. Laughing, I took another pillow and hit my friend."Stop it, what you're doing is disgusting!" I laughed out loud here.Laughingly, she seat down again. "I'm not kidding, Eliza! Come on, wake up from your modesty. Do you really want to lose your handsome and muscular husband? You're not the only girl in the world so think before everyone catches on!”Raquel's words silenced me again. Do I really need to do that? I am a decent woman and I am used to being respected by men. My whole thought is that when you are married when you choose to be together for the rest of your life, you should be respected as a woman. Whatever you can do, he sho
I just closed my eyes to forget the annoyance I was feeling. A few minutes ago I was dreaming, but suddenly it disappeared when I felt like a heavy hand was holding my chest. I woke up from my dream. I saw Zedrick's hand slip into my clothes and grab my healthy breast. I felt the warmth of his hand, because I felt my nipple stand up. I looked behind me but was disappointed to see that Zedrick was fast asleep. It turned out that he just made me sleep by touching my chest. I was hooked again and even more annoyed because he just made me feel hot. I removed his hand and faced him. It's naked, that's why I can see the muscularity of my husband's body. It's just a thin boxer, which is why I'm so happy. I mean the happiness of us girls, accompanied by a very handsome face. I faced him and held his arm, and I hugged one of his hands to me. I locked myself in my husband's arms, because I hugged him after I put one of my legs on his waist. I really opened it on purpose to stick my flower in he
During the trip, it was enough that the two of us were salivating. Later, his cellphone ring that was resting on the side of his chair. I looked and saw the name of the woman registered on the screen of his cellphone.Jessie. Who is Jesille?He didn't answer that but cancelled and turned off the cellphone. I was surprised by what he did so I asked."Who is that? Why did not you answer?" I asked with a frown."That's nothing," he answered without emotion."Nothing? Really? Or maybe you're too shy to answer the phone, because I might hear?"He sighed at what I said, took the cellphone again and opened it. He himself dialed and handed it to me."Talk to her, and tell her I'm on vacation." I frowned and stared at him, suddenly my tongue went numb. "What? Are you going to talk or not?” he asked me again, which is why I was forced to take his cell phone and put it to my ear."He-hello, this is Zedrick's wife. Who is this?" I answered nervously."Hi ma'am, this is Jesille from BHS Company. M
AFTER Zedrick put our things inside our room, he started talking to our friends. Sixteen also went, seven boys and nine girls with me. I was left in our room to organize my and Zedrick's clothes in the cabinet. Raquel came and scolded me even more. "What the hell? What do you really intend to do in life, Eliza? Just lock yourself up and let your husband be seduced by women outside? O come on, Eliza! That's later!” He grabbed my hand and was about to pull me when I struggled. “Wait a minute... what's going on outside? I can't prioritize talking right away. I need to sort out Zedrick and I's things first." I explained to Raquel but she got even more annoyed. "Are you crazy? You used to be husband and wife, while your husband has a different relationship on the outside? Oh hey! Maybe you're forgetting that there's a snake here where you went!” He pulled me again so I just followed him outside. I immediately saw Zedrick sitting on the wooden chair, while Emily was next to
"Oh, go ahead, change right away, I'll just wait for you outside. I have to keep an eye on your husband because Emily might just take it too far. Hurry up!” He took my hand and reached for the two piece, before walking out the door. I was left alone and thinking. Even though my life is good, I haven't had the experience to wear a two piece on the beach. When I was a girl, my daddy didn't allow me to join my friends' outings. I followed because I was afraid of Dad. It allows me to go out, but not to drink but to a proper event. And if I'm going to a family outing, I always wear jeans, shorts and a shirt. That's why I'm wearing this now because that's what I'm used to. I'm afraid to expose my body to other people. That's why I didn't participate in pageants and any modeling, because my parents didn't want me to expose my body in public. I took a deep breath before picking out the two piece to wear again. I'm drooling to think about wearing that to go swimming.I think I thought for abou
It was still inhaling as if he was enjoying what he was doing, that's how I wanted to enter my husband and I would massage him myself. Because of what I saw, I felt heat in my body. I felt like I was caught by something and suddenly my lower part was wet. I clutched my chest while biting my lip. I was staring at my husband's abs and his big pet that was still red at the tip. I couldn't bear to touch my womanhood anymore. I closed my eyes and moaned slightly because of what I did. But suddenly someone called my name."Eliza! What are you doing here?!"I woke up and saw Zedrick looking at me. It turned out that he saw me peeking through the open door. I suddenly pulled my hand out of the pajamas I was wearing and immediately left the door. My face was red as I lay on the bed and covered myself with a blanket.A few seconds ago I heard Zedrick come out of the bathroom. I couldn't peek through the blanket because I didn't wa
I feel like Zedrick slapped me with what he said. Is that how he thinks of me? Similar to what he does? What else can I expect from him, and I know that's what he does, that's why he gets angry when I do that to him.“Is that really your reason? Or maybe you miss your girls so you want to go home," I said to him tearfully."Stop it, Eliza. Our argument is of no consequence today, so get dressed! I'll just wait for you in the car." He walked to the door and walked out, leaving me alone again.I was in tears again because of what happened. It's always like that, he leaves every time I scold him for what he does.I got up and went to the bathroom. Turned on the shower and faced the rushing water.What else should I do? I've become sexy, I've made him jealous. But it's still not enough... Maybe my husband doesn't love me anymore that's why he is like that to me.I didn't realize that I had been in the bathroom for hours soaking under the shower. I just woke up when I heard a knock on the
Later, Raquel came to me. It carries a beer with no cap. "Let's just drink that," he promised me. I took it and sipped it, I even winced because of the bitterness of the wine that suddenly tugged at my throat. I'm not used to drinking so I feel hot quickly. "There's really nothing I can do, Raquel. Everything I do is wrong. Everything I said was wrong. I keep getting hurt by what I do." Raquel looked at me, she was serious because she knew I was hurting. "You are not the one who failed, Eliza. The problem is not with you but with your husband. I'm sure he's hiding something that's why he's like that to you. Look... he's jealous when someone else admires you, but he doesn't value you so he doesn't lose you. I am very confused by your husband's behavior, he is a very selfish person."I understand what Raquel is referring to. That's why I'm really upset. Why is my husband like that to me?We spent a few hours by the sea. We didn't care that it was night because they m
"Oh, go ahead, change right away, I'll just wait for you outside. I have to keep an eye on your husband because Emily might just take it too far. Hurry up!” He took my hand and reached for the two piece, before walking out the door. I was left alone and thinking. Even though my life is good, I haven't had the experience to wear a two piece on the beach. When I was a girl, my daddy didn't allow me to join my friends' outings. I followed because I was afraid of Dad. It allows me to go out, but not to drink but to a proper event. And if I'm going to a family outing, I always wear jeans, shorts and a shirt. That's why I'm wearing this now because that's what I'm used to. I'm afraid to expose my body to other people. That's why I didn't participate in pageants and any modeling, because my parents didn't want me to expose my body in public. I took a deep breath before picking out the two piece to wear again. I'm drooling to think about wearing that to go swimming.I think I thought for abou
AFTER Zedrick put our things inside our room, he started talking to our friends. Sixteen also went, seven boys and nine girls with me. I was left in our room to organize my and Zedrick's clothes in the cabinet. Raquel came and scolded me even more. "What the hell? What do you really intend to do in life, Eliza? Just lock yourself up and let your husband be seduced by women outside? O come on, Eliza! That's later!” He grabbed my hand and was about to pull me when I struggled. “Wait a minute... what's going on outside? I can't prioritize talking right away. I need to sort out Zedrick and I's things first." I explained to Raquel but she got even more annoyed. "Are you crazy? You used to be husband and wife, while your husband has a different relationship on the outside? Oh hey! Maybe you're forgetting that there's a snake here where you went!” He pulled me again so I just followed him outside. I immediately saw Zedrick sitting on the wooden chair, while Emily was next to
During the trip, it was enough that the two of us were salivating. Later, his cellphone ring that was resting on the side of his chair. I looked and saw the name of the woman registered on the screen of his cellphone.Jessie. Who is Jesille?He didn't answer that but cancelled and turned off the cellphone. I was surprised by what he did so I asked."Who is that? Why did not you answer?" I asked with a frown."That's nothing," he answered without emotion."Nothing? Really? Or maybe you're too shy to answer the phone, because I might hear?"He sighed at what I said, took the cellphone again and opened it. He himself dialed and handed it to me."Talk to her, and tell her I'm on vacation." I frowned and stared at him, suddenly my tongue went numb. "What? Are you going to talk or not?” he asked me again, which is why I was forced to take his cell phone and put it to my ear."He-hello, this is Zedrick's wife. Who is this?" I answered nervously."Hi ma'am, this is Jesille from BHS Company. M
I just closed my eyes to forget the annoyance I was feeling. A few minutes ago I was dreaming, but suddenly it disappeared when I felt like a heavy hand was holding my chest. I woke up from my dream. I saw Zedrick's hand slip into my clothes and grab my healthy breast. I felt the warmth of his hand, because I felt my nipple stand up. I looked behind me but was disappointed to see that Zedrick was fast asleep. It turned out that he just made me sleep by touching my chest. I was hooked again and even more annoyed because he just made me feel hot. I removed his hand and faced him. It's naked, that's why I can see the muscularity of my husband's body. It's just a thin boxer, which is why I'm so happy. I mean the happiness of us girls, accompanied by a very handsome face. I faced him and held his arm, and I hugged one of his hands to me. I locked myself in my husband's arms, because I hugged him after I put one of my legs on his waist. I really opened it on purpose to stick my flower in he
I suddenly winced at what she said. I seem to hate those who came out of it's mouth."No way! I can't, Raquel!”"I'm just saying it's so easy, you're just going to scream like this!" It took the pillow and turned it into a horse. "Ohh... ahhh... ahhh... go ahead! Go ahead, Zedrick! Press more!” she said with more eyes closed and moaning in front of me. Laughing, I took another pillow and hit my friend."Stop it, what you're doing is disgusting!" I laughed out loud here.Laughingly, she seat down again. "I'm not kidding, Eliza! Come on, wake up from your modesty. Do you really want to lose your handsome and muscular husband? You're not the only girl in the world so think before everyone catches on!”Raquel's words silenced me again. Do I really need to do that? I am a decent woman and I am used to being respected by men. My whole thought is that when you are married when you choose to be together for the rest of your life, you should be respected as a woman. Whatever you can do, he sho
"How are you, Eliza? Why do you seem so haggard now? Didn't you follow my instructions to dance with your husband at night so he won't look for someone else?" Raquel asked her gently.I sighed before turning to the other side of the bed."I can't, Raquel. Every time Zedrick came home, I was preceded by a nervousness in my chest. I'm ashamed to wear the bikini you gave to me!" I replied that she just laughed."My God, Eliza! How will your husband treat you if you are always wrapped in your clothes? Well, all you need is to become a Muslim, so that your beautiful body will be hidden forever!" this is how my mother is expecting me to tell me.I was too lazy to get out of bed, so it was noon and I was still lying down. Raquel dropped me off at my place early so my morning was noisy again.I remembered my husband Zedrick again. I tear up again every time I remember what I saw a year ago.It was ten o'clock in the evening when I went to his office. It's been a few days since he didn't come