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My Heart Refuses to Believe
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2021-10-26 13:58:07Previously,
I slowly walked and laid down under a big tree far away from all the people. I just stared at the breathtaking night sky.
"He surely is the most intimidating person in the whole existence ."
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I can't get him out of my head. He was addictively invading my senses. The pieces of my heart that had been struggling to fit into this universe seemed to become quiet whenever I was with him. As if, as if they had found their peace, as if they had got what they wanted to bridge their gaps and connect. All my sorrows fading just at the glance of him.
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