Previously,
I felt betrayed and hurt. The man who I thought I owed my life had now turned out to be the one ruining it. That thought made the pain worse.
"The beautiful love which I felt from you has completely disappeared, Jihun. It completely has!" He chuckled darkly hearing me and with a smirk he stated,
" Most things that disappear are beautiful! "
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"Being good in this world will never bring you anything. Just like how all these
people suffer because of me, it only brings you pain and nothing else. OnPreviously,What more reason do I have to try living? You were my Ikigai and still you are. Everything was bearable just because of you. Now that my heart bleeds in the cold lone night, and you are not here to get me through it all, make it all so hard. What am I supposed to do now? Why is my life only filled with winter and darkness? Why does it have to be me? Why only me? Why doesn't the heavens want me to be happy? Knowing he doesn't want me, knowing he broke my heart I can't stop myself from loving him. I still love him. I still love him and I hate myself for that. I am so scared to die. Scared of not being able to see his face after I die.My heart hates me for loving him............-------------------------------------------------------------------------
Previously,My eyes widened as a weird feeling rose inside me. She is creepy yet beautiful. The white moonlight radiating bright light on her milky skin. Her black smooth hair perfectly covers her ears. The simple black night gown she wore perfectly hugged her body. She looked like an angel. To be precise she kinda feels like a fallen angel. I guess good looks run in their genes. She is everything I ever wanted to be in my whole life. Bold, beautiful, brilliant, sarcastic, cheerful and scary at the same time. The aura she holds is different. She is scary but she has a good heart. She slightly chuckled while walking. I slowly ran behind her."Where are we going now?" I asked more like a whisper."To Jihun's room" She said carelessly.
I walked through the kingdom with my arms chained up, dragged by the guards of the King. I strongly believe that this kingdom is ruled by the most Evil King humanity has ever seen so far. And today I have become its prisoner... I am now doing my best to not let my hopes fade away and believing one day I will be happy again by gaining freedom to live without fear.I ran away from my home town and reached this place a year ago. I set my foot on a territory which was not mine....I knew my life would be hard, but I never knew it would turn out to be like this! But back then, the kingdom was not ruled by the present King. Ever since the present King took the throne, the lives of millions started to change into a hell.I don't even know the King's name or even seen him, but seeing the sufferings of the people because o
A YEAR AGOI opened my eyes and saw the clear blue sky...Oh no! I fell asleep... I quickly pulled up my body from the hard rock and looked around me. I should be more careful. I place my hands on the pocket knife, checking whether it's still there. I am not sure if this is enough to protect myself from any danger. I sighed and stared at the sky.I was the only survivor of my family, my entire home town was destroyed in the war. It's not a happy thing to survive from a mass destruction, it's never good. The thought of you being the only survivor, will make it so hard for you to live. You will come to a point where you think about why you survived. It is the worst feeling ever! I've been on the run for a month, wandering all alone in woods and rocks. Not knowing why I am still alive. I've lost everything and I need not li
PREVIOUSLY,I sighed and took my knife which was on the ground. I guess, he was right. Living in fear like this will only bring me danger, I should pretend like I belong here.I wonder if I will meet that handsome guy ever again......--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------That was the first day we met. After that, days passed as I wandered around the woods all alone, trying to survive....Secretly waiting for the day to meet him again. When I met him I felt something inside. But then I didn't know meeting him would change my life. It made me want to try living again for him, for us.
PreviouslyI could still feel the warmth of his body........-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I slowly opened my eyes again, I was still in his arms. I looked around me and saw houses, people, guards, animals. It felt strange, I haven't seen much of it in a long time. He stopped as he reached his destination. It must have been such a long road, he had been carrying me all the way to his home. I felt myself passing out again.I slowly woke up and pulled my body up. I feel a lot better now. I looked around, it must be his room. He saved me!" You're f
PreviouslyBut I noticed, every time we were about to get closer and closer, you would pull back again.There was something mysterious about you. I didn't quiet really understand you!But it didn't stop me from falling in love with you, now and never will................-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------5 Days laterI took a deep breath as I stood in front of the fire. I will miss this place, it was like a cure for my hiraeth. The past few days, it felt like I had found a home again.
Previously,"I am sorry Ara, that I have to let you go... But you are not safe with me." My heart was beating so fast, my mind was going crazy. What did he mean by that?He let go of me and slowly disappeared.You always kept a certain distance between us Jihun. It felt like you were hiding something from me............-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------All my memories vanished as soon as the ice cold water came in contact with my face. My heart almost fell out by that sudden action." You are a prisoner and you have the audacity to sleep peacefully? " one of the royal guards