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FIRE CRACKER Gun fires (169)
“How are you feeling?” Alexander spoke as we walked into the company’s parking slot. It was evening now and the sun had set, I licked my lip and rubbed my hands together.“I am fine.” I replied the three words I had rehearsed since birth. It was normal for me now. Saying I was fine was like a white lie that tasted like a sweet truth I could not attain. My hands clenched and unclenched in front of me.Worry clawed on my skin at the thought that Alice could have been behind the attack on me and my insides twisted because charlotte was a suspect too. As much as I wanted to believe her sob story about change, I knew a chameleon could only change its colors not his nature and she was a chameleon.“You don’t sound fine,” Alexander admitted. “Why do you push everyone away? All we want to do is help-”“The last person I let in, loved and was sincere with is getting married to someone else. So don’t try to teach me how to express myself!” I spat. I was sick and tired of people trying to tell m
FIRE CRACKER How did it feel? (170)
The gun fire had gone on for a while before Daniel showed up with some men I recognized from the mansion, two of the man that had been shooting at us escaped, but the one I had shot in the foot lingered around. The man was apprehended by the men from the house and we drove home casually.“For a moment there, I thought we were actually going to die or something.” I breathed. Daniel glanced at me from the drivers mirror and squeezed my hand. A silent reassurance from him that I had been getting a lot of lately.The drive to the mansion was awfully quiet and when we arrived, I immediately went up to my room for a nap, I needed to sleep all the adrenalin off, as much as you wanted a superstar character, I’m only human and I get tired too.I had woken up a few hours later, just in time for dinner but I was nit ready to see anyone, well apart from one person. I untangled myself from my thick purple duvet and slipped on my soft flip plops. Even after that long nap, I felt exhausted. I wasn’t
FIRE CRACKER This time? It’s different.(171)
"You are going insane." Charlotte deadpanned and I could see the anger in her eyes at my audacity. A low chuckle escaped my vocals and I grinned viciously at her. "I thought that was something we had already agreed on?" My voice was light and barely held any emotion. "Do you think I would put you in harm's way? And tell Alice that you were alive?" She demanded in an offended tone. "Well, I also did not think that you would lie and try to shut me behind bars but look at how that turned out!" I gritted out in a sharp tone, her gaze never left mine and I made sure to match her gaze. "You are making a big mistake." She informed me in a calm tone and proceeded to walk away but I shoved her back and held the knife to her neck, her eyes doubled in its size and I could feel the tension in her body increase drastically. Her eyes darted towards my hand and back to my eyes, "You wouldn't dare." She spat the three words and I scoffed. "You seem to expect too much from some like me..." I le
FIRE CRACKER I’m freaking out! (172)
The second time I opened my eyes, I met a rather odd sight. Right at the edge of what I assumed was my bed, someone sat still.My eyes traced from the brown jeans to the tied messy brown hair before I locked eyes with her. Her eyes held such emotion that could send shivers down anyone’s spine. Yet for some reason, I found myself grinning ear to ear and I could see it.I could see she was irritated.“This is what you wanted right?” She spat in a menacing tone that was soaked with frustration, I rolled my eyes at her approach, the animal beneath her perfect exterior was banging on the walls to be open.I tsked at her obvious displeasure. “Don’t tell me...” I began and matched her gaze, “That you can’t even swallow your bitter pill?” I spat at her, my voice was hoarse and I felt weak, but I knew I had to muster the strength to stand up to this woman no matter what. “I treated you with nothing but kindness.” She gritted out with pained eyes.“You ruined my life from the day I was born.”
FIRE CRACKER My next move. (173)
“Danielle—” Emily tried to speak. I could see her eyes glisten with tears and her hand's clench, she stared at me with a pained expression, as if she was trying to communicate with me Telepathically. “Tell me Emiliana.” She perked up at her full name. I could barely hear any emotion in my voice. For the first time, my thoughts were quiet. It was an awful reminder of the day Tyler and I had met for the second time at the hospital when Rye had been hit. I remembered that I was about to end it all and he stopped me. I regretted the fact that I did not swallow those pills. If I had known that things would end up this messy or painful, I would have ended my life before I got to see reality like this. My eyes stung with tears and I bit harder on my lip. My grip on the railing loosened even though I felt I could collapse at any time. “Did he or did he not get married, Emily!” I snapped. “Emily, I am asking you a—” “He did!” She confessed and tears rolled down her eyes. She reached ou
FIRE CRACKER Where is Alice (174)
“Won’t you at least say something today?” I heard Emily’s voice for the millionth time and they hit like the first. Her eyes sparkled with tears and she stared at me in expectancy, her green orbs begged me to speak — to say something. But I did not.I had not spoken a word to anyone since that day. Even though it had just been fourth-eight hours, it seemed to be taking a toll on Daniel and Emily but I was fine with it. I was used to not speaking for days or hours because I was either kept in the closet as a child or gagged so the neighbors would not hear my screams. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my head and glanced at Emilia who had a tear rolling down her cheek. I did the same thing I had done for the past 48 hours, I reached out and squeezed her hand. To somehow offer her some sort of support. Maybe reassurance. Because in some odd way, I understood why she was freaking out. I would react the same way if someone I cared about was acting like that — completely mute. We c
FIRE CRACKER You won’t die on me (175)
Shouldn't I be asking you that? Isabel quipped at me with a straight face and she matched my gaze, I let out a soft chuckle and decided I would entertain her mediocre antics before showing her, her place.I'm not the one who lived with her for twenty-three years now, am I? if there is anyone who should know something, should it not be you? She added and I shrugged.I don't know why people lie even though they know the truth, I spoke in a calm tone, a complete contrast to the fact that my hand was currently in her hair, tugging on it while she bore holes into my skin with her piercing gaze. Charlotte knows where she is, and if charlotte knows, then you know as well. Isabel grumbled in another and tried to slip away from my grip, but I was sure that the fear of falling into that pool made her resist.It was at this point that I began to wonder if she could swim. I found it funny because if you can't swim, why leisure on the edge of a pool as deep as this one? I could feel her breath qui
FIRE CRACKER I actually did it (176)
Three days ago I would have imagined myself being responsible for something as horrific as this,I was a lot of things: impulsive, exaggerative, sarcastic, witty, and maybe sometimes rude. But I had never been capable of hitting anyone intentionally. That was until three minutes ago.Whether it was the uncomfortable sirens from the ambulance or the way my insides twisted in knots as she was wheeled away, unmoving and unconscious — I had no clue.All I knew was that there was a part of me that enjoyed this, that savored this moment and was hungry for me and I was a little hesitant to feed it.The sound of a loud collision filled the living room. My neck was snapped to the side and I locked eyes with Mrs. Amber when I looked up. She had the look that Alice always wore. The one that was filled with disappointment and anger.Her anger and frustration were justified. So were the yelling and arguments that we were floating in the living room below me. I was standing at the farthest top of t
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5 years later. “What happened here?” I sucked in a sharp breath as I glanced around what was supposed to be the children’s room but seemed like a battleground. World war three happened here. “It was him!” Bella cried in her high-pitched voice, I cringed at her tone and glanced in the direction of her voice. My heart skipped a bit when I could not find her, but if the mop of blonde curls that peaked out from beneath the bed was anything too go by; I was definitely on the right track. I took tentative steps toward her and crouched down to her height, “Baby, what’s going on?” my voice trembled slightly with worry but that was not the only thing threatening an anxiety attack from me at this moment. It was already 10:00 am and I wasn’t even dressed — forget about dressing up, Tyler wasn’t even around to handle the kids and he promised me. Today was my big day and he promised he would fill in, but as always, he just runs off with his burger. Bella reluctantly reached out to me and
FIRE CRACKER Is it too late to say goodbye?
You know how you can spend your entire life walking on the wrong path. You can feel like you have it all figured out even though you are just starting and struggling to be a good version of yourself. There are some memories, that don’t die when dawn comes barging in. Some dark times that even the sun can’t chase away. My point is: They are too many things out of our control and the last thing you want to do is get stuck with the guilt of not fixing or doing things that were never in your control, to begin with. As I ran my hands through my soaked scarlet hair, a lone tear crawled down my cheek and I swallowed sharply. I bit hard on my bottom lip as I thunderstruck and pierced my skin. It was almost scary how three years had felt like decades, how much I had linked to come here, all the promises, the guilt, everything that had built up to this exact moment. I wiped my tears which were mixed with rain. I found to hear the hesitant footsteps from Rye, but I did not turn. My fists cle
FIRE CRACKER Finally? (196)
“There’s still time for us to run.” I glanced at Emilia as if she had grown two heads, but she had a serious expression on her face and I knew that she was freaking out deep down.So was I.“Run to where exactly?” I decided to humor her risky thoughts with a raised eyebrow, her stance deflated and she let go of my hand. We were outside the church now. It was crazy how much time had passed and how things were happening so fast.Until two weeks ago I was at Alice’s grave. Now I was walking down the aisle. I frowned and breathed. “When did Rye say she was going to get here?” I asked Emilia, the blonde seemed to be too engrossed in starting anything but the church that waiting for her. Her blonde hair had been styled in a perfect bun and Isabel had performed magic with her makeup. Her dimples were visible and she wasn’t even smiling. Emilia took a hold of my hand again, a small smile broke out on her plump lips.I held my breath as she stared me dead in the eyes before she broke out into
FIRE CRACKER Burning soil (195)
“This was the last place I thought I would ever come,” The words rolled out of my mouth and left a bland taste in my mouth, I could feel the heat from the ground tear my skin apart, and my eyes stung with fresh tears and my fists clenched.If anyone had told me, years ago, or even a month ago that I would do this, I would have laughed in their face and given them a fitting reply, yet here I was, tears pouring down my cheeks with a void in my heart that I was not sure time could heal.“It wasn't supposed to end like this, Alice. This wasn’t the plan. This wasn't the freaking plan,” I whispered and I could barely see from my clouded vision. “You always hurt me when it was alive and I always used to think that I would be happy when you died...” I trailed off and wiped my tears.“I’m not Alice,” I admitted. “I’m not happy at all ad it feels like my heart got ripped out. You took a part of me with you and it space you left stings a lot.” I swallowed and sucked in a sharp breath. I ran my
FIRE CRACKER Happy birthday (194)
Tyler chuckled and his hand went to his neck for a nervous moment. “I don’t think you have realized it but… Alexander is in love, and it’s not with you,” I blinked in confusion.Tyler laughed at what seemed like my facial expression. “Alexander is madly in love with Lee.” My eyes widened and I immediately clicked the dots.Lee’s strange behavior ever since Alexander came into the house, her sudden change of heart, the reason she begged me to stop the wedding, why she was so devastated during the shoot-out, why she kept her gaze on Alex, and most of us, why she was bosses with taking care of Bella. “But she’s just a child and he- he’s twenty-five or something! This isn’t right!” I informed him.“She’ll be eighteen in a few weeks, by then she will be an adult, right?” Cole asked in a calm tone.“Well yes, but…” I trailed off and walked past him, I turned and continued. “She’s still a child, he’s five years older than she, and I don’t know, I’m just not comfortable with the idea.”“It’s
FIRE CRACKER Let’s start again (193)
"Are you okay?" Tyler was standing at the doorwhen I came out, I nodded and walked past him. "Where's Gemma?" I asked with a straight face and glanced around the place. "She left," Tyler informed me absentmindedly. "She asked for a divorce." He added."Why? Did she finally realize that you are nothing like you claim you are?" I spat at him and he shrugged."She was pregnant for someone else," He continued. My eyes widened and I shrugged. "Oh wow." I chuckled. "You sue to surround yourself with the best kinds of people," I informed him and he relaxed on the wall"You don't seem okay, do you want to get some rest?" He asked and I rolled my eyes at his fake concern."I want to leave. Why did you bring me here?" I demanded in a sharp tone."You fell unconscious, I had no other choice," Tyler admitted bashfully and ran his hands through his hair. His lips were pursed into a straight line and he kept his gaze firm on me."Want some coffee?" He offered and walked towards what I assumed w
FIRE CRACKER You hurt me! (192)
"I never thought you would come here." I heard a voice as I sat on the closest rock.From the view I had, the lake was breathtakingly beautiful, it had been months since I came here and I was dying for a breath of fresh air."Do you remember the last time we came here?" the voice continued on a steady pitch, I rolled my eyes at the tone and turned away. "Danielle, you are going to have to face me at one point or the other." Tyler finally confessed in what sounded like a defeated tone, I scoffed at his words. "There's nothing to settle." my voice came out strained. It had been one entire month since Alice was murdered and Aiden died at my hands. The memory still sends chills down my spine and for many days I refused to leave my home because I was terrified of the outcome, I sucked in sharp air and glanced at him."You ended this, remember?" I added in a soft tone, my eyes stung with tears but I blinked them away. Tyler sighed. He broke the small distance between us and sat beside me
FIRE CRACKER Life isn’t fair (191)
I lunged at him. With all the force and anger I could muster at that moment. This was the moment I had waited for so many years. Three long years — I lived with that guilt and pain for three long years. I was broken, I had to deal with the pain and nightmares and the intense feeling that I could not protect the man who did nothing but love me. The only thing I had consoled myself with back then was that I would avenge his death.And only when I had avenged his death, would I visit his grave. Today, I would fulfill that promise.Aiden lost balance in shock, the gun went off immediately. My eyes widened when we hit the ground. I was basically on top of him, dangerously close with the gun between us and my breath hitched.My heart raced and it took me a few seconds to register the fact that the bullet had not hit me, rather it was stuck in Aiden who was bleeding from his nose.I must have taken too long to connect all these dots because the next thing I knew was hands around my neck, c
FIRE CRACKER I will keep that promise (190)
"Aiden," I growled and he smiled. He had a fun held up straight to my face and I was almost thrown off by the audacity of the man. Here, in broad daylight, he was pointing a gun at me, a smug grin plastered on his face as if he had just been given hot coffee on a stressful morning."Danielle" His voice was calm and held no remorse at all, his eyes narrowed at me and rested on Alice's body which was behind me. I watched as Aiden's grey eyes darkened for a bit before they returned to their previous form."For the first time in my entire life...I'm sad I was right about something." The words were not directed at me, rather it was where his gaze rested. Completely fixed on Alice. "If you cared about her, you would have stopped this a long time ago." I shot a glare at him, and he scoffed and stared at me with a piercing gaze. "It's because of her, I did this!" He snapped and shot one of the medics, I stumbled on the side of the van, my eyes went wide and I clenched my fist."That's a li
